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`ra advilia yoveldRiurad sxvadasxva saxis stresisgan damZimebuls gamogrCes cxovreba yvelaze mTavari miznisTvis. jon beviris Zlieri wigni _ `maradisobiT amoZravebulni~ biZgs gaZlevT, STagagonebT da aRgWurvavT iseTi cxovrebisTvis, romelic maradisobas gansazRvravs~. _ kreig groSeli, Life.Church-is mwyemsi da avtori wignisa: Struggles: Following Jesus in a Selfie-Centered World `maradisobiT amoZravebulni~ gaxlavT cxovrebis miznis Ziebis pasuxi. misi cocxali sityva gaiZulebT, ifiqroT yoveldRiuris miRma. es savaldebulo sakiTxavia!~ _ jon q. maqsveli, besTselerebis avtori da mqadagebeli wiignis `maradisobiT amoZravebulni~ me-10 saiubileo gamocema, romlis avtori Cemi megobari jon beviri gaxlavT, didebuli Sexsenebaa, rom Cveni cxovreba mxolod dReTa jami rodia. Tqven mSvidobasa da imeds moipovebT, radgan es wigni mogiwodebT, rom cxovreba uzenaes mowodebas gausworoT~. _ stiven furtiki, Elevation Church-is mwyemsi da niu iork Taimsis besTseleris avtori.

`wignSi `maradisobiT amoZravebulni~ joni wm. werils iyenebs asaxsnelad, Tu raoden mniSvnelovania CvenTvis maradisobaze momarTuli gonebis qona. darwmunebuli var, rom misi swavleba qristes morwmuneebs daexmareba meti sibrZnisa da gagebis SeZenaSi dRes am mimarTulebiT cxovrebisTvis~. _ jois maieri, besTselerebis avtori da bibliis maswavlebeli `maradisobiT amoZravebulni~ mamacurad da energiulad eWideba adamianuri gamocdilebis erT-erT udides `saidumlos~ _ maradisobas. jon beviri misi naSromebisTvis damaxasiaTebeli sicxadiTa da safuZvlianobiT ikvlevs biblias am sakiTxTan dakavSirebiT da mkiTxvelebs STaagonebs, rom icxovron maradisobaze mimarTuli, aRmatebuli cxovrebiT~. _ braian hiustoni, Hillsong Church-is ufrosi mwyemsi

`maradisobiT amoZravebulni~ yovelwliuri sakiTxavi unda iyos nebismieri adamianisTvis, visac maradiuli memkvidreobisa da RvTis samefos Senebis survili aqvs. joni bibliis safuZvliani mxardaWeriT mouwodebs da STaagonebs mkiTxvelebs, rom maqsimalurad gamoiyenon yvelaze Zvirfasi resursi _ dedamiwaze cxovrebis dro, raTa udidesi gavlena moaxdinon maradisobaze. es wigni Tanamedrove klasikaa!~ _ qris hojesi, Church of the Highlands-is ufrosi mwyemsi da Fresh Air-isa da Four Cups-is avtori

`jon beviri wignSi `maradisobiT amoZravebulni~ idumalebiT mocul maradisobas xsnis da udavo arguments gvawvdis, Tu rogor aisaxeba dRes Cven mier miRebuli gadawyvetilebebi ukanaskneli amosunTqvis miRma arsebul samyaroze. Tavs ar unda misceT ufleba, rom am wigns gverdi auaroT!~ _ mark baTersoni, niu iork Taimsis besTselerebSi Sesuli wignis `The Circle Maker~ avtori da National Community Church-is wamyvani mwyemsi `wignSi `maradisobiT amoZravebulni~, jon beviri mkiTxvelebs mouwodebs, rom yovelTvis maradisobiT iyvnen motivirebuli. joni Zvirfasi megobaria da CemTvis didi pativia misi w ­ ignis­ Tvis rekomendaciis gaweva~.

_ jinTizin franklini, Free Chapel, Gainesville, GA-is ufrosi mwyemsi da niu iork Taimsis besTseleris avtori `maradisobiT amoZravebulni~ gardaqmnis Tqvens TvalTa­ xedvas drosa da mis gamoyenebaze. joni brwyinvaled acxadebs bibliur WeSmaritebebs, rac yoveli dRis garkveuli mizniT cxov­re­bis Zalas gaZlevT, romelic droebiT arsebobas bevrad aRema­teba~.

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`vau! Zlieri, saintereso, damamdablebeli. ar SemeZlo misi xelidan gaSveba. mindoda yvelas waekiTxa. gTxovT, gamonaxeT dro misTvis!~ _ bil makartni, moZraoba Promise Keepers.

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gadamuSavebuli da gavrc obili me-10 saiubileo gamocema

amoZravebulni

gaxadeT Tqveni cxovreba gamosadegi dRes da samaradJamod!

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Driven by Eternity by John Bevere, Georgian © 2017 Messenger International www.MessengerInternational.org Originally published in English as Driven by Eternity Additional resources in Georgian by John Bevere are available for free download at: www.CloudLibrary.org To contact the author: [email protected]

`maradisobiT amoZravebulni~ jon beviri qarTulad © 2017 Messenger International www.MessengerInternational.org originali daibeWda inglisur enaze jon bevirisagan, damatebiTi resursebi qarTul enaze xelmisawvdomia Semdeg misamarTze: www.CloudLibrary.org avtoris elfostis misamarTia: [email protected]

am wigns vuZRvni ... yvelas, vinc dauRalavad Sromobs maradisobisTvis gamosadegi cxovrebis SenebisTvis.iyaviT mxne Tqvens ZiebaSi! misi mosvla gardauvalia da misi sazRauri masTanaa. `esaa saukuno sicocxle, rom gicnobdnen Sen, erTaderT WeSmarit RmerTs, da mas, vinc moavline _ ieso qristes~. ioan. 17:3

Sinaarsi wignis Sesaxeb .....................................................................11 winasityvaoba .....................................................................13 Sesavali ..............................................................................15 nawili 1 Tavi 1: saukuno ..................................................................19 Tavi 2: afabelis samefo: cxovreba endelSi ....................35 Tavi 3: afabelis samefo: gankiTxvis pirveli dRe ..........55 nawili 2 Tavi 4: micvalebulTa saukuno samyofeli .....................79 Tavi 5: motyuebulis gasamarTleba .................................97 nawili 3 Tavi 6: didi gandgomileba ..............................................127 Tavi 7: saZirkveli ............................................................153 nawili 4 Tavi 8: afabelis samefo: gankiTxvis meore dRe ...........165 Tavi 9: zeca ......................................................................189 Tavi 10: qristes samsjavro taxti ..................................209 nawili 5 Tavi 11: saxli RvTis dakveTiT .......................................225 Tavi 12: RvTisgan mowodebuli .......................................239

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aradisobiT amoZravebulni Tavidan bolomde ikiT­ xeba sxva wignebis msgavsad. maTTvis, visac misi gamoyeneba individualuri an jgufuri Seswavlis­ Tvis surs, wigni eqvs nawilad iyofa da TiToeuls Tan axlavs sadiskusio kiTxvebi. es saswavlo masala sakmarisia eqvsi kvirisTvis, magram SegiZliaT misi morgeba Tqveni saWi­roebebisTvis. wigni dayofilia Semdegnairad: nawili 1 nawili 2 nawili 3 nawili 4 nawili 5 nawili 6

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Tu wignis `maradisobiT amoZravebulni~ wakiTxva saswavlo programis saxiT gsurT, girCevT jgufurad uyuroT an mousminoT TiToeul saswavlo gakveTils da Sesabamisi nawilis sadiskusio kiTxvebs upasuxoT. Semdeg jgufis TiToeul wevrs gansaxilveli nawilis Sesabamisi Tavebidan bibliis muxlebis wakiTxva daavaleT momdevno SexvedrisTvis. swavlebis TiToeul kviras erTi saswavlo gakveTili Seesabameba. jon bevirma wignis `maradisobiT amoZravebulni~, swavlebis sailustraciod afabelis samefos STambeWdavi, igavis msgavsi istoria gamoiyena. samefos gamoCenili mefe jeilini marTavs da im moqalaqeebiTa dasaxlebuli, romelTa Sinagani bunebac mefisas hgavs. Cveni yovel­dRiuri cxovrebac misi zegavleniT aris gamsWvaluli. marTalia, `maradisobiT amoZravebulni~ mogonili amba­via, magram misi damatyvevebeli Txroba da dinamiuri TvalsaCinoeba Tqven, wignis mkiTxvels, RvTis samefos saidumloebebisa da dafaruli mxareebis gagebasa da gacnobierebaSi gexmarebaT. `afabelis~ istorias umal ipoviT me-2, me-3 11

da me-8 TavebSi. isini Sinaarsis gverdze am simboloTia aRniS­nuli. igive ambavi Zalmosilad aris gadmocemuli `afabelis~ audio speqtaklSi, romlis mosmenac SesaZ­ lebelia jon beviris videostrimingisa da resursebis CamosatvirT vebgverdze: CloudLibrary.org isiamovneT!

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adgeba dRe, roca TiToeuli Cvengani RvTis winaSe wardgeba. aq mTavaria Semdegi: viqnebiT ki mzad amisTvis? wmida werili Segvagonebs: `Zmebo, kidev ufro gul­ modgined ecadeT (mTargmn. SeniSvna: ingl. darwmundiT) ganamtkicoT Tqveni mowodeba da rCeuloba!~ (2 petr. 1:10). aq mTavaria gulmodgine mcdeloba, darwmuneba. iyaviT Tu ara raimeSi darwmunebuli da mxolod mogvianebiT aRmoaCineT, rom cdebodiT? es samwuxaroa. me, rogorc tipuri mamakaci, xSirad var darwmunebuli marSrutis, miTiTebebis, procedurebis, formulebis an meTodebis sisworeSi mxolod imisTvis, rom mogvianebiT aRmovaCino Semdegi: Turme araswor raionSi, proeqtSi, Sekrebaze movxvdi; araswori formula movarge da axla yvelaferi Tavidan unda daviwyo. amjerad miTiTebebs unda mivyve. aseTi SemTxvevebi imeds gvicruebs. davxarje sawvavi, dro, resursebi da fuli. darwmunebuli viyavi, rom vicodi, magram realurad, ar mcodnia. ar minda igive Secdoma maradisobasTan dakavSirebiT gavimeoro. am wignis weram piradad Cemze waruSleli STa­ beWdileba moaxdina _ ufro metad, vidre romelime sxva adamianze. 10 wlis win misi dabeWdvidan moyolebuli, araerTma mowmobam moaRwia Cemi da Cemi gundis yu­ramde adamianTa Secvlili cxovrebis Sesaxeb. roca wignis xelaxla gamoSvebis mizniT misi gadamuSavebis rTul davalebaze vfiqrobdiT, vicodi, rom es aucileblad unda gagvekeTebina. gulSi mozRvavebuli gancda mqonda, rom wignis saTqmeli drouli da mniSvnelovani iyo. Cven, saxa­rebis mneebs, ar gvakisria imaze didi mowodeba, vidre es gaxlavT adamianTa momzadeba maradisobisTvis madliT da WeSmaritebiT. me msurs, rom saukunod ­dar­wmu­ne­buli iyoT. unda gamogvafxizlos faqtma, rom Semoqmedis winaSe wardgomisas dagvianebuli iqneba raimes gamosworeba. Cemi imedi da locva aseTia wignis kiTxvis an xelaxla 13

wakiTxvisas: dae, suliwmidam gamoiyenos igi, rom win iaroT Tqveni udidesi, maradiuli SesaZleblobisken _ ­ samudamod SeicvaloT RvTis madliTa da mowyalebiT! pativiscemiT, jon beviri maisi, 2017 weli

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as warmoadgens sityva `maradisoba~, romelic ase ipyrobs Cvens yuradRebas da faqtobrivad, masSi mTeli eris gardaqmnis potenciali imaleba? ­aseTia avstralieli arTur sTeisis ambavi, romelic saukuneTa gasayarze uimedo cxovrebisTvis ganwiruli daibada. es iyo erTi mawanwalis wvrilmani danaSaulebiTa da loTobiT savse cxovreba pirvel msoflio omsa da did depresias Soris. misi mdgomareoba maSin Seicvala, roca 1930 wlis 6 agvistos iesos Sexvda da maleve moismina eklesiis mwyemsis SeZaxili: `visurvebdi, rom maradiso­ baze meyvira sidneis yvela quCaSi!~. arTurma gulSi igrZno, rom es yvirili realobad unda eqcia. igi yovel diliT adre dgeboda, erT saaTs lo­ culobda da saxlidan gadioda 5:00-sa da 5:30-s Soris SualedSi. iqiT midioda, saiTac RmerTs mihyavda. sidneis qvafenilebze yoveli 100 futis daSorebiT saaTebis ganmavlobaSi werda erTaderT sityvas _ maradisoba. oc welze meti xnis ganmavlobaSi misi saqmianoba saidumlod rCeboda. vin iyo avtori am erTi sityvisa, romelic aTasobiT gamvlels gaCerebas da mis uSualo da saukuno Sedegebis mqone mniSvnelobaze dafiqrebas aiZulebda? SeZlo Tu ara am idumalma adamianma xsenebuli sityvis gavlenisa da Zalis gaTaviseba? am Tavsatexis amoxsna veravin SeZlo 1956 wlamde. 1967 wels arTuris gardacvalebidan ori wlis Semdeg sidneelma poetma duglas stiuartma Semdegi leqsi gamoaqveyna da quCis mxatvris saqadagebeli erTaderTi sityva ukvdavyo: mokrZalebuli, idumali arTur sTeisi erTaderTi da mZlavri sityviT msaxurebs zecas. drosa da sivrcis ufskrulebis amoZaxili iSva sityva da esma igi meleqses netars: maradisoba, maradisoba _ wkrialiT uxmobs saamo sio, ciT monaberida iqve mosCans jojoxeTis zmaneba bneli. 15

erTsityvianma qadagebam eri SeZra. arTuris saTqmeli Taobebs Semounaxa arqiteqtorma ridli smiTma, romelmac es sityva spilenZis firfitaze aRbeWda da sidneis moedanze Camokida. mogvianebiT is miliardze metma adamianma ixila mTeli msoflios masStabiT, roca satelevizio eTeriT sidneis olimpiadis gaxsnis ceremoniali gadaicemoda da aseve axali aTaswleulis damdegs, roca sityva uamravma foirverkma gaanaTa sidneis harbor brij­ze. maradisoba mTeli kacobriobis yuradRebas ipyrobs. mis mizidulobas win ver aRudgeba verc erTi rasa, tomi Tu sqesi. Cvens gulebSi maradisoba da arsebobis gardauvali, magram ucnobi gagrZelebis gancda Seqmnidanve mkvidrobs. amrigad, gonivruli iqneba, Tu kargad CavukvirdebiT Cveni Semoqmedis naTqvams maradisobaze. bolos da bolos, misi sityva ase ambobs: `uZvelesi droidan ­ igi­ ve var da aravis SeuZlia Cemi xelidan daxsna~ (es. 43:13). swored am mizezis gamo unda mohkidoT xeli winamdebare wigns. darwmunebuli var, rom Tqveni arCevani gonivru­­li iqneba. modi, erTad vilocoT dawyebamde! amaze xmamaRla viloce Cems kabinetSi imis molodiniT, rom axla CemTan erTad ilocebT: Zvirfaso maradisobis mamav, yovelives Semoqmedo da samyaros ufalo! SenTan movdivar Seni Zis, ieso qristes saxeliT. Sens msaxur jon bevirTan SeTanxmebiT gTxov, rom dRes cxo Cemi Tvalebi dasanaxad, yurebi sasmenad da momce gamgebi guli, romelic mixvdeba Sens naTqvams am wigniT. vaRiareb, rom suliwmidis mxardaWera mWirdeba Seni nebis da Cemi cxovrebis gzebis Sesacnobad. Cemi survilia, rom gasiamovno Cemi cxovrebis yovel dRes aq da maradisobaSi. maCvene ara marto Seni gzebi, aramed Seni gulic, rom gicnobde, radgan es aris saukuno cxovreba: axlos gicnobde rogorc Cems zecier mamas! madloba Seni saocari erTgulebis, madlisa da mowyalebisTvis!

daviwyoT imis gacnobierebiT, rom suliwmida mogcemT Sinagan xedvas da gagebas yvelaferSi, rasac Tavad ver SeZlebdiT. ra saocaria!

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damianTa umravlesobas Rirseulad cxovrebis survili aqvs. es swori da RvTiuri STagoneba gaxlavT. mosec igives iTxovda zemoxsenebul locvaSi. mas sib­ rZne surda dasawyisSive, rom dro maqsimaluri sargeb­ liT gamoeyenebina. cxovrebaSi bevri danakargis anazRaureba SeiZleba, magram arasworad gamoyenebuli dro arasodes aRdgeba. mzis CasvliT dRe warsuls bardeba. moses locva moicavs sityvebs: `saqme Cemi xelsa ganamtkice!~ fraza meordeba. ratom? moses arc gramatikis arcodnis da arc mexsierebis problema ar hqonda. misi locva ebraul mwerlobaSi arsebul literaturul stils mogvagonebs. gameoreba romelime azrze yuradRebis miqcevis forma gaxlavT. inglisur enaSi mniSvnelovani sityvis an frazis xazgasmas ramdenime meTodiT vaxdenT. SegviZlia, naweri gavamsxviloT, davxaroT an xazi gavusvaT, gamoviyenoT mxolod didi asoebi an bolos Zaxilis niSani davsvaT. es yvelaferi mkiTxvelis yuradRebis mipyrobas emsaxureba raRac Zalze mniSvnelovanze. rac Seexeba ebrael avtorebs, isini am mizniT sityvis an winadadebis gameorebas mimarTavdnen da cnobili iyvnen TavianTi zomierebiT _ isini yovelTvis sifrTxiliT eki­ debodnen sityvebis SerCevas. frazis orjer gameorebis faqti ara marto gvaCvenebs, rom RmerTs Cveni warmateba surs, aramed isic, rom es Zalian surs. swored man gamokveTa xsenebuli azri. Cven Seqmnili varT imisTvis, rom warmatebiT visia­ movnoT. RmerTs surs, rom Cveni cxovreba mniSvnelovani iyos! es Cven ki ara, swored man moindoma Tavdapirvelad da wmida werilSi gaacxada. neba momeciT, ori aseTi 19

magali­Ti moviyvano! pirveli: `siuxviT gikurTxebs ­ufali, RmerTi Seni xelis yvela saqmes!~ (2 rj. 30:9). yurad­Reba miaqcieT sityvas `yvela~ da ara zogierT saqmes! sxvagan vkiTxulobT: `da nu ganSordeba rjulis es wigni Sens bageT, dRe da Rame masze ifiqre, rom ifxizlo yovelive masSi Caweri­lis aRsasruleblad, radgan maSin miaRwev warmatebas da sikeTes Sens gzebze!~ (i.n. 1:8). warmatebiT siamis miRebas RvTiuri sibrZne sWirdeba. werili acxadebs: `sibrZnis SemZens Tavisi Tavi uyvars; vinc gonierebas inarCunebs sikeTes povebs~ (ig. 19:8). sib­ rZne codnas da SesaZleblobis gamoCenisas swori arCeva­ nis gakeTebis unars gvaZlevs. sibrZne mxolod gonebriv sisxartes rodi niSnavs. is yvela RvTismoSiSisTvisaa da qristeSi ipoveba. Tu Tqveni mizani saukuno mniSvnelobis mqone cxovrebis Senebaa, aucileblad dagWirdebaT ­RvTiuri sibrZne _ wignis saTqmelic swored amas Seexeba. sibrZne warmatebas Sobs, romelsac xangrZlivi kmayo­ fileba da jildo moaqvs: `Tu dabrZendi, SenTvis dabrZendi~ (ing.: `Tu brZeni xar, Senive sibrZne mogitans jildos~ (NIV) (ig. 9:12). RmerTs ara marto warmateba surs TqvenTvis, aramed Tqvens dajildoebasac izraxavs. isev vkiTxulobT: `icis ufalma umwikvloTa dReni, ukunisamde iqneba maTi memkvidreoba~ (fs. 37:18). RmerTs rom CvenTvis warmateba surs, eklesiaTa didma nawilma gaacnobiera bolo wlebSi da es asec aris. Tumca xSirad warmatebis miRwevas sazogadoebis mier gansaz­ Rvruli gzebiT cdiloben da ara ise, rogorc Tavad RmerTi uyurebs am sakiTxs. warmatebas droebiTis TvalsazrisiT ganixilaven da ara saukuno perspeqtiviT. es ki Cvens sulier xedvasa da gagebas bundovans xdis da Sedegad mcdari saqmeebiT dakaveba moaqvs. erT dRes yvelani warvdgebiT samyaros msajulis, ieso qristes winaSe. Tu Cveni cxovreba angariSSi CasaTvleli gavxadeT RvTiuri sibrZnis meSveobiT, saukuno jildos miviRebT. Tu Cvens saqmianobaSi mcdar gzebs davadeqiT, davisjebiT an saukunod davzaraldebiT. amrigad, brZnuli iqneba ramdenime saaTis gamoyofa RvTiuri molodinis gasarkvevad. es gaxlavT winamdebare wignis mTavari saTqmeli: Tqveni cxovreba Rirebuli gaxadeT ara marto dRes, aramed 20

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saukunod! biblia calsaxad gveubneba, ra unda gavakeToT saamisod. Tu maradisobiT varT motivirebuli, daviwyoT misi raobis gacnobierebiT! maradisoba dakvirvebiT waikiTxeT qvemomoyvanili ori ad­ gili wmida werilidan: `aravis ZaluZs maradisobis Secnoba~. (TLB) (iob. 36:26) `...TviT maradiuloba Cado maT gulebSi~. (ekl. 3:11) maradisoba. ra aris es? rogor ganisazRvreba? rogor gavigoT? erT-erTi ganmartebiTi leqsikoni mas usazRvro dros1 uwodebs, meore ki _ drois miRma arsebobis mdgomareobas.2 nuTu SesaZlebelia, rom erTi maTgani maradisobas droSi arsebobas, xolo meore _ drois miRma arsebobas eZaxdes? ratom darCa es sakiTxi kiTxvis niSnebis gareSe? nuTu amisTvis erTi-or samecniero wigns unda mivmarToT, roca isini amqveynad arsebuls or sxvadasxva ganmartebas aZleven? davuSvaT, erTi wigni Tevzs wyalSi mcxovreb xerxemlians uwodebs, xolo meore _ wylis­ gan Tavisul garemoSi mcxovreb arsebas. amis wakiTxvisas maSinve davaskvniT, rom es ukanaskneli mcdaria da gadavagdebT. maS, ratom ar gviCndeba safuZvliani eWvi da ar movisvriT erT-erT leqsikons maradisobaze mcda­ri ganmartebis SemoTavazebisTvis? WeSmariteba ki is gaxlavT, rom maradisobis gonebiT aRqma SeuZlebelia. Cveni azrovneba SemosazRvrulia da maradiuli, saukuno koncefciebis aRqma ar ZaluZs. neba momeciT, TvalsaCinoeba moviSvelio! erTi wuTiT warmoidgineT, sad aris maradisobis dasasruli?! ifiq­ reT mis gare sazRvrebze. Tu es SeZeliT, ra aRmoaCineT mis gare sazRvarze?! kedeli? risgan aris gakeTebuli? ramdenad sqelia? iqneba Tu ara es gare kedeli samyaros bolo? Tu asea, ra aris kedlis miRma? meti sivrce? iqneba Tu ara es samyaros gagrZeleba? sad aris dasasruli? SeuZlia Tu ara gonebas samyaros usasrulobis aRqma? ubralod, SeCerdiT da amaze ifiqreT! maradisoba

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ras ityviT uZiro ufskrulze? SegiZliaT, war­ moidginoT xvreli, romelSic vardebiT da mas bolo ar uCans? verasodes daecemiT da mis Zirsac ver CaawvdenT Tvals. ubralod, vardnas agrZelebT da agrZelebT maradiulad. aq ara erTi, aramed ori ram uSlis xels Cveni fiqris gavrcobas: pirveli, xvrels bolo ar uCans da meore, dacemis dros usasrulod ganvicdiT. Znelia am yvelafris aRqma da samecniero fantastikas hgavs. da mainc, am ad­gils Svidjer axseneben wm. werilSi. ras ityviT Tavad RmerTze, adamianTa Semoqmedze? erTi wuTiT SeCerdiT da ifiqreT mis dasabamze an ase vityodi _ mis dausabamobaze. werili naTlad acxadebs, rom is `usasrulobidan usasrulobamdea~. Tu igi ar dabadebula da arc aravis Seuqmnia, rogor daiwyo misi arseboba iseTad, rogoric aris? rogor ganviTarda? simarTle imaSi mdgomareobs, rom is RmerTi ar gam­ xdara. mefsalmune ase ambobs: `vidre mTebi daibadebodnen da Seqmnidi dedamiwasa da samyaros, usasrulobidan usasrulobamde Sena xar RmerTi!~ (fs. 90:2). cota xniT ifiqreT amaze. Tu ase moiqceviT, Tqveni inteleqtualu­ ri azrovneba imeds gagicruebT, radgan iobis wigni ase ambobs: `aravis SeuZlia maradisobis Secnoba~. gulSi Cadebuli maradiuloba simarTle rom iTqvas, is, rac bunebrivi azrovnebis­ Tvis Cauwvdomelia, Semoqmedma Cvens gulebSi gana­ Tavsa. guli icnobs maradisobas. es yvela cocxal arse­ bas dabadebidanve aqvs. swored amitom ambobs werili, rom `Tqva ugunurma Tavis gulSi: `ar aris RmerTi~ (fs. 14:1). yuradReba miaqcieT, rom aq ar aris naTqvami: `Tqva gonebiT~. mravali aTeisti kategoriulad uaryofs RvTis­arsebobas, magram guliT kargad icis, rom igi arsebobs, radgan maradisoba swored gulSi devs. maT jer kidev ar gauqvavebiaT gulebi sruliad gadagvarebul mdgomareobamde. erTi megobari myavda, romelic Tavgamodebuli aTeisti iyo, yovel SemTxvevaSi, Tavad ase fiqrobda. igi ara­ vis aZlevda misTvis damowmebis uflebas. faqtobrivad, erTxel TanamSromels biblia xelidan gamoglija, miwaze 22

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saukuno sasjeli mravali adamiani dRes Tavis cxovrebas maradiulze (RvTis sityvaze) ar afuZnebs, aramed amqveyniur azrovne­ baze, tradiciebze, varaudebsa da grZnobebze RvTis Sesa­ xeb. es mxolod urwmunoebs ar exeba, aramed im adamianeb­ sac, romlebic Tavs qristianebad miiCneven. metismetad saSiSia droebiTis saukuno WeSmaritebad Seracxva. Tu vinme ase fiqrobs, misi saZirkveli arasworia. aseTebi Tavs gardauvali dacemisTvis wiraven. maT sicruis swamT da motyuebul mdgomareobaSi imyofebian. maocebs im adamianTa simravle, romlebic cxovrebas warmavalze afuZneben. zogierT maTgans CemTvis gauziarebia Tavisi rwmena RmerTsa da mis Zeze, magram aseTi RmerTi wmida werilSi saerTod ar Cans. sicrue metisme­ tad Sorsaa wasuli. rogor SeiZleba irwmunon TavianTi gonebiT warmodgenili an sazogadoebis mier Camoya­ libebuli mosazrebebi, roca ukve gacxadebulia, rom qveyniereba RvTis bunebis sawinaaRmdegod moqmedebs? iesom Tqva: `xolo mas, vinc ... ar miiRebs Cems naTqvams, hyavs Tavisi ganmkiTxavi; sityva, romelic warmovTqvi, ganikiTxavs mas ukanasknel dRes. radgan me CemiT ki ar vilaparake, aramed mamam, Cemma momavlinebelma, momca mcneba, ra vTqva da ra vilaparako~. (ioan. 12:48-49) wuTisoflis dasabamidanve dadgenilia gankiTvis dRe (saqm. 17:31). is dRe ar moitans WeSmaritebis axal gamocxadebas, aramed yvelafers ukve naTqvamiT gansjis. RvTis sityva, romelic axla gvaqvs, ukanasknel dRes gagvasamarTlebs. is saukunoa. is sabolooa. ar arsebobs gamonaklisi, sxva varianti an xelaxla gadaxedvis SesaZ­ lebloba. gana sasargeblo ar iqneba CvenTvis imis codna da cxovrebaSi gaTvaliswineba, rac man ukve Tqva, vidre varaudebis ageba, Tu ra SeiZleboda eTqva? im dRis gasamarTlebas saukuno ewodeba (ix. ebr. 6:2). sxva sityvebiT rom vTqvaT, im dRes miRebuli gadawyvetilebebi, romlebic RvTis maradiul sityvaze 26

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auwya Zmebs. miuxedavad amisa, mamis upativcemulobis gamo mosuli wyevla mis STamomavlobaze gadmo­ vida da didxans gagrZelda. nuTu daaviwydaT Woriknebsa da cilismwameblebs maTTvis gankuTvnili Segoneba: `nu CiviT erTmaneTze, Zmebo, raTa ar gasamarTldeT! aha, mosamarTle karzea momdgari!~ (iak. 5:9)? magaliTebi usasruloa, magram maT aerTianebT erTi maxasiaTebeli: isini RvTis maradiul nebas ewinaaR­ mdegebian. saSinelia faqti, rom aseTi cxovrebis wesis mimdevrebi da erTi SexedviT uvnebeli gancxadebebis avtorebi eklesiebSi sxedan. maT Tavi mSvenivrad uWiravT da samagaliTo moqalaqeebis nimuSs warmoadgenen. rogor zomaven isini maradisobas? ioanem Tavis werilSi pasuxi gagvca RvTis siyvarulis srulyofis saxiT: `vinc ambobs, Sevicanio igi, magram mis mcnebebs ar icavs, crua da WeSmariteba ar aris masSi. xolo vinc mis sityvas icavs, masSia WeSmaritad aRsrulebulia RvTis siyvaruli; amiT vigebT, rom masSi varT~. (1 ioan. 2:4-5) gaixseneT, rom adamians Cveni msajulis winaSe war­ dgomis gabedulebas RvTis srulyofili (mowifuli) siyvaruli aZlevs. ioane naTels xdis, rom RvTis siyvaruli srulyofas misi mcnebebis dacviT aRwevs da ara sazogadoebisTvis misaRebi qcevebiT. yuradReba miaqcieT, rom eva keTilisa da borotebis Semecnebis xis borotma mxarem rodi miizida; igi sikeTem moxibla! `dainaxa dedakacma, rom saWmelad kargi Canda is xe, TvalTaTvis saamuri da mimzidveli~ (dab. 3:6). adamianur azrovnebas silamazisa da sikeTis iseTi formis Seqmna SeuZlia, romelic RvTis maradiul siyvaruls ewinaaRmdegeba. wmida werili aseve acxadebs, rom SeuZlebelia RvTis mcnebebis garkveuli odenobis dacva da samsjavros dRes gabedulebis qona. roca mis sityvas srulad vicavT mTeli sisavsiT, maSin xdeba srulyofili RvTis siyvaruli. swored amitom RmerTi madls: is RvTis sityvis srulad damorCilebis Zalas gvaZlevs ise, rogorc RvTisTvis misaRebia. `amitom Cven, vinc SeuZrav samefos vRebulobT, maradisoba

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megobrebisTvis marixuanis ganawileba Cveulebrivi ambavia!~ mosamarTle pasuxobs: `Tqven holandiaSi ar xarT. Tqven singapurSi brZandebiT da am qveyanaSi es kanonsa­ winaaRmdego qmedebaa!~ holandielis Tavdajerebuloba gaqra. mas saZirkveli gamoecala. araviTari resursi aRar arsebobs. igi qveynis umaRlesi sasamarTlos winaSe dgas ganwiruli yovel­ gvari dacvis gareSe. ramdenime wlis win singapurSi yofnisas erTi axalgazrda amerikeli daakaves avtomobilze vandaluri Tav­ dasxmis gamo. igi daapatimres, damnaSaved cnes da rotangis wkeplebiT ramdenime dartyma miusajes. aseTi sasjeli samudamo fizikur dasaxiCrebas iwvevs, radgan adamians dundulebze scemen bambukis saxeobis mcenaris wkeplebiT, romelic qimikatebiT aris gaJRenTili. ganaCeni ukiduresi iyo. SeerTebuli Statebis prezidentic ki cdilobda axalgazrdis ganaCenis Semsubuqebas. mis mcde­ lobas warmateba ar mohyolia. amerikelma singa­ puris kanonebi daarRvia da sasjeli daimsaxura. erT dRes yvelani warvdgebiT samyaros uzenaesi mosamarTlis winaSe. am samsjavros gadawyvetileba sabo­ loo da samaradiso iqneba. bevri iqneba eldanacemi misi saboloo ganaCeniT, magram es savaldebulo ar aris. Tqven ar unda aRmoCndeT aseT mdgomareobaSi. mzad xarT? RvTis sityvis Tanaxmad, samyaros msajulis winaSe gabedulad unda warvdgeT. es wigni Tqvens dasaxmareblad aris Seqmnili. im axalgazrda holandiels singapurSi mogzaurobisTvis mosamzadeblad dro rom gamoeyo, mkacr sasjels Tavidan aicdenda. raoden mniSvnelovania CvenTvis maradiuli sasamarTlosTvis momzadeba, roca viciT, rom samsajavro taxtze miRebuli gadawyvetilebebi samudamoa. sazRauri maradisobaSi erTze meti sasamarTlo gaimarTeba. erTi maTgani urwmunoebisTvis iqneba, xolo meore _ mor­ wmuneebisTvis da kidev erTi _ angelozebisTvis. ganaCeni sxvadasxvagvari iqneba zaralisa da sasjelis CaTvliT, maradisoba

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mqone xarT, saqmes SevudgeT. gaxarebuli darCebiT, rom ase moiqeciT! gulTan miitaneT Semdegi Segoneba: `RvTis niWma aRadgina masTan Tqveni urTierToba da kvlav gagvacocxla. Tumca kidev gvelodeba erTi sicocxle _ maradisoba! SegiZliaT amis imedi gqondeT. minda mtkice pozicia daikavoT am sakiTxebSi, raTa RmerTze mindobilebma yuradReba mniSvnelovanze gaamaxviloT, rac yvelasTvis sasikeToa!~ (tit. 3:7-8 The Message).

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yo da ara iyo ra, iyo erTi Cveni qveynierebis msgavsi da mainc, mravalgzis gansxvavebuli samyaro. iq ver naxavdiT damoukidebel qveynebs. arsebobda mxolod erTi didebuli samefo _ afabeli. igi aqamde cnobil mTel qveynierebaze iyo gadaWimuli, magram erTaderTi dedaqalaqi hqonda, romelsac samefos yvela mmarTveli ganagebda. mas afabelis diad qalaqs eZaxdnen, romelsac amieridan, ubralod, afabelad movixseniebT. am warmtac qalaqs gamoCenili mefe jeilini marTav­ da. misi qveSevrdomebi mefiT aRtacebuli iyvnen da aRmerTebdnen mas. igi Rrma siyvaruls warmoaCenda, romelsac TiTqos bolo ar uCanda. jeilini Zlieri, brZeni da amasTan erTad, sikeTiT savse da didi iumoris grZnobis mqone gaxldaT. misi samefo mixvra-moxvris miuxedavad, igi qveSevrdomTaTvis misawvdomi pirovneba gaxldaT. masTan myofebi sikeTis atmosferoTi iyvnen moculni. mis Tanayofnas sicocxlis yvela aspeqti ufro maRal doneze ahyavda. mefis TvalTaxedva da SormsWvreteloba gasaocari iyo. mas adamianTa moqmedebis miRma gulis zraxvebis danaxvis idumali unari hqonda. jeilinis mama gaxldaT afabelis damaarsebeli, romelic aseve cnobili iyo damfuZnebeli mefe mamis saxeliT. mas Semdeg, rac samefos wesrigi damyarda, man marTvis sadaveebi Tavis Zes gadasca. diadi qalaqis mkvidrebi jeilins marTvaSi exmarebodnen samefos mTels teritoriaze. es mTavar qalaqSi Zalauflebisa da winamZRolobis ierarqiuli sistemis meSveobiT miiRweoda. 35

dedaqalaqi uzarmazari gaxldaT da misi farTobi, daaxloebiT, 200 kvadratul mils aRwevda. igi ise gonivrulad iyo dagegmarebuli, rom mosaxleobis didi simWidrovis miuxedavad, arasodes iyo gadatvirTuli. qalaqi gareubnebis, qalaqis sacxovrebeli nawilisa da vilebisgan Sedgeboda. dablobze, romelic afabelis dasavleTi nawilis bolos gasdevda, mSromelTa mokrZalebuli saxlebi idga (es ubralo saxlebi Cvens dedamiwaze eqstravaganturi mogeCvenebodaT). miuxedavad imisa, rom maTi saqmianoba intensiur Sromas gulisxmobda, madlierebi iyvnen imiT, rom samefo qalaqSi cxovrobdnen. Crdilo da samxreT sazRvrebis mTagoriani miwebi xelovanTa dasaxlebas ekuTvnoda. aq cxovrobdnen musikis, mwerlobis, xatvisa da dizainis SemoqmedebiT saqmianobaSi daxelovnebuli adamianebi. maTi saxlebi xeivnebiT iyo garSemortymuli da mSromelTa sacxovreblebze meti fasi hqonda. yvelaze mimzidveli gaxldaT qalaqis aRmosavleTi raioni, romelsac ulamazesi vilebi amSvenebda. es teri­ toria samefo centris saxeliT iyo cnobili. am farTo arealSi ijda mefe da drois umetes nawils atarebda. aqve saxlobda mefis uaxloesi garemocva. misi administracia da TanaxelmZRvanelebi aq ikribebodnen da erToblivad Sromobdnen. samefo centri kldeSi Casmul Zvirfas qvas hgavda, romelic didi zRvis napirebs gadahyurebda. laJvardo­ vani okeanidan gamudmebiT qroda nazi sio da qalaqs agrilebda. wylebs gars ekvroda xelSeuxebeli TeTri sanapiroebi, romelTac silamaziT mxolod samefo baRebi Tu aRemateboda. baRebs yvelgan SexvdebodiT samefo centrSi. isini yovel mosaxvevs feradovnebasa da sicocxles matebdnen. eWvgareSea, rom es adgili sacxovreb­ lad yvelaze sasurveli iyo mTels afabelSi. yvela am mSve­ nier saxls mxolod samefo sasaxle Tu Crdilavda. afabelis SuagulSi sicicxlis xe idga. mxolod mefis qveSevrdomebs hqondaT misi saocari nayofis gasinjvis pativi. nayofi ara marto gemrieli da saamo sanaxavi iyo, aramed misi surnelovani rbilobi saswaulmoqmed Zalasac Seicavda. 36

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gaidevnebodnen. loni gaxldaT ukuni sibnelis udaburi miwa, sadac martooba da sasowarkveTileba mefobda. is ajanyebulebi wamebasa da patimrobaSi atarebdnen darCenil cxovrebas. pirveli, vinc yvelasgan CamoSorebiT daisaja, dagoni gaxldaT. man lonis miwa daafuZna da mis bnel batonad iqca. miuxedavad imisa, rom jeilinis winaaRmdeg mravali wlis win ajanyda, endelis miwaze zegavlena mainc SeinarCuna. endelis mkvidrebma, romlebic jeilinis uflobas aRiarebdnen, dagonis bneli Zalauflebisgan gaTavisuf­ ldnen. Tumca dacemuli batonis mxares gadavidnen isini, romlebmac uari Tqves jeilinis samsaxurze. didi mefe jeilini samefoSi sibnelis raime gziT SemoRwevis aRsakveTad iZulebuli gaxda brZanebuleba gamoeca, rom afabelis mTlianoba da socialuri infrastruqturebi daecva. yvela, vinc dagonis gzas gahyveboda da jeilinis mefed aRiarebaze uars ityoda sityviT Tu saqmiT, darCenili sicocxlis ganmavlobaSi lonis ukac­riel miwaze ganidevneboda. ai, aq iwyeba Cveni ambavi. amieridan, Tvals mivadevnebT endelis xuT moswavles. maTi saxelebi Semdegia: damouki­ debeli, motyuebuli, gaubedavi, egoisti da mowyaleba. neba momeciT, warmogidginoT TiToeuli maTgani: damoukidebeli damoukidebeli mudam eWvis qveS ayenebs afabelis arsebobas. mas ar sjera, rom vinme jeilini, romelic arasodes unaxavs da arc Sexvedria, misgan ara marto erTgulebas, aramed `wesebis erTobliobis~ srul dacvasac moiTxovs. igi eWvobs, rom es garkveuli Canafiqria, romelic mas da sxvebs maswavleblebis kontrols daumorCilebs. damoukidebeli amgvari upativcemulobis gamo gakveTilebsac ar eswreba da warmosaxviTi samefos Se­saxeb swavlaze uars ambobs. igi sxvebsac dascinis am sisulelis rwmenis gamo. mas surs icxovros ise, rogorc saWirod miiCnevs da jeili­ nis kanonebisgan ganTavisufldes. erTaderTi gamonaklisia SemTxveva, roca mefis ediqti mis interesebs emsaxureba. maSin is momxrea mxolod imitom, rom es misi 38

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azria. damoukidebels ar adardebs, Tu sxvebic gaigeben, rom Tavis cxovrebas romelime pirovnebis nebas ar daumorCilebs. motyuebuli motyuebuls eWvi ar epareba afabelis arsebobaSi. mas mefe jeilinis swams da misi aRTqmebiT aRtacebulia. igi gonebiT da sityvierad eTanxmeba skolis swavlebas da politikas, Tumca misi cxovrebis stiliT, metwilad, am swavlebebs ewinaaRmdegeba. igi xarobs mefis momxreobiT, misi swavlebiT da skolis funqcionirebaSic monawileobs, roca es misTvis sasiamovnoa. Tu masSi gamorCenas ver xedavs, Sexeduleba swrafad ecvleba. misi cxovrebis wesi jeilinis namdvili mimdevrisas ar hgavs da Zlieri pirovnuli Tvisebebis gamo sxvebic SeumCnevlad gadah­yavs Tavis gzaze. igi gamudmebiT fiqrobs momaval gamocdasa da gankiTxvaze. motyuebuli damoukidebels kargad ewyoba miuxedavad imisa, rom jeilinis arsebobaze maTi azrebi erTmaneTs ar emTxveva. motyuebuli mxiarulia da maT erTnairi interesebi amoZravebT, amitom damoukidebels moswons misi kompania. gaubedavi gaubedavi yvelaze metad aris aRsavse enTuziazmiT danarCenebs Soris. igi xSirad sityviT gamodis jgufSi da yovelTvis saukeTeso Sefasebebi aqvs. igi Zalze aqtiuria da rogorc wesi, saswavlo programis miRmac saqmianobs moswavleebis CasarTavad sazogadoebis saqmianobaSi. nebismieri, vinc am xuT adamians daakvirdeboda, gaubedavs jeilinisTvis yvelaze Tavdadebul moswavled miiCnevda. egoisti egoistsac swams jeilinisa da misi moZRvrebis. mas afa­ belis arsebobaSi eWvi ar epareba da amis Sesaxeb xmamaRla acxadebs. igi darwmunebulia, rom jeilini saocari mmarTveli da mowyale msajulia, amitom lmobieri afabelis samefo: cxovreba endelSi

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iqneba yvela misi mimdevris mimarT. miuxedavad amisa, igi SezRudulad aRiqvams jeilinis swavlebas da bunebas. mas daaviwyda, rom jeilini samarTliani da wminda mmarTvelia, garda imisa, rom mosiyvarule da mowyalea. amrigad, egoistma jeilinis pirovnebaze damaxinjebuli warmodgena Seiqmna. igi darwmunebulia, rom motyuebuli, gaubedavi da mowyaleba nebismier SemTxvevaSi iqnebian jeilinis didebuli samefos SemadgenlobaSi, Tumca Relavs damoukideblis xSiri winaaRmdegobis gamo. egoists sjera, rom jeilinis sityvieri mxardamWe­ rebi, romlebic ZiriTad kanonebs ar arRveven, afabelSi Sesvlas daimsaxureben. miuxedavad amisa, saxelidan gamomdinare, sakuTar interesebze orientirebulia da xSirad mis mier gakeTebuli sikeTe piradi gamorCeniT aris nakarnaxevi. zogjer mas TanagrZnobac amoZravebs, magram viTarebis gamwvavebisas yovelTvis sakuTari interesebis dacvas cdilobs. mowyaleba Cveni bolo axalgazrda qalbatoni gaxlavT mowyaleba, romelsac gulTan miaqvs mefe jeilinis kanonebi da icavs maT. man ara marto Seiswavla misi principebi, ara­ med cdilobs TiToeuli ediqtis miRma jeilinis gulis zraxva dainaxos. igi bevr dros xarjavs mefis nebis gagebisa da gacnobierebisTvis. es mecadineobis xangrZliv dros da endelis skolisa da sazogadoebisTvis sasikeTo saqmeSi moxaliseobas gulisxmobs. man icis, rom TxuTmeti wlis asakSi mokle dro eqneba micemuli didi mefis survilebis Sesasruleblad. misi mizania jeilinis sadideblad cxov­ reba da sakuTari sargeblobisTvis arafers gaakeTebs, rom mTavari miznidan ar gadauxvios. mowyalebas jeilini uyvars da im dRes moelis, roca erTmaneTs Sexvdebian. igi mxurvale guliT emorCileba mas da xSirad laparakobs mis sikeTeze sxva adamianebTan. amisTvis adamianebi mowyalebas sasacilodac igdeben da gariyaven xolme. gogona jeilinis kanonebisadmi uryevi erTgulebis gamo gansacdelebs gadis, magram mas vera­ feri gadaaxvevinebs mefis rwmenis gzidan.

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skoladamTavrebulebi xuTive endeleli TxuTmeti wlis gaxda. maT ori aTas sxva moswavlesTan erTad daniSnul dRes endelis skola daasrules. TiToeul maTgans gansakuTrebuli davaleba miendo da dawyebisTvis saWiro saxsrebic gamoeyo. mis odenobas Tavad jeilini adgenda da moswavles direqtoris meSveobiT gadaecemoda gamoSvebis dRes. Cvens xuT moswavleSi Tanxis gadanawileba Semdegnairad moxda: damoukidebelma miiRo ormocdaTxuTmeti aTasi mindobili erTeuli, motyuebulma da gaubedavma _ ormoc-ormoci aTasi. egoists yvelaze meti miendo _ samocdaTxuTmeti aTasi erTeuli, xolo mowyalebas _ ocdaxuTi aTasi. axalgazrda moqalaqeebi miRebuli TanxiT gauSves da Tan saboloo miTiTebebi misces. gayidvebis agenti damoukidebeli iSviaTad eswreboda gakveTilebs, Tumca ramdenime doqtrina TavSi gamudmebiT utrialebda. zogjer igi Cafiqrdeboda, skolis romelime giJuri moZRvreba WeSmariteba xom ar iyo. im SemTxvevaSi, Tu es simarTle gamodgeboda, damoukidebeli imedovnebda, rom misi qcevebi skolis dasrulebisas misaReb Tanxaze ar aisaxeboda. damoukidebeli mindobili TanxiT savse konverts xelis kankaliT xsnida. mas Tanxis naxvisas gakvirvebisa da SvebiT mogvrili sixarulis dafarva mouxda. igi kidev ufro aRfrTovanda, roca gaigo, rom gaubedavze _ TxuTme­ ti aTasiT, xolo mowyalebaze _ orjer da ufro meti Tanxa miiRo. damoukidebeli ase fiqrobda: drois flan­ gva iyo! mowyalebam da gaubedavma amdeni dro dakar­ges usargeblo gakveTilebze daswrebasa da damatebiT saaTebSi, axla ki saCvenebelic araferi aqvT! am gamocdilebam kidev ufro gaamyara damoukideblis rwmena, rom jeilini ar arsebobda. misi azriT, es fuli moswavleebis didi xnis win gauCinarebuli mSoblebis danatovari iyo; ufro metic, jeilini skolis mier mogonebul xrikad miiCnia, romlis meSveobiTac isini advilad SeZlebdnen axalgazrdebis cxovrebis marTvas da Tavisufali azrovnebisgan maT dacvas. afabelis samefo: cxovreba endelSi

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damoukidebelma ramdenime kviris manZilze izeima skolis dasruleba. igi maleve mixvda, rom dro iyo, biznesis awyobaze efiqra. misTvis mondobili erTeulebi swrafad ixarjeboda. aman damoukidebeli Zalian SeaSfoTa. axalgazrda manqanebis dilerobam daainteresa da aRmoaCina, rom gayidvis didi niWi hqonda. biznesi saocrad kargad warimarTa. mravalma skoladamTavrebulma maT­ Tvis mindobili sawyisi kapitaliT swored damoukideblis salonSi SeiZina naxmari Tu axali manqana. man Semosavlis matebis kvalobaze bevr sxva saqmianobaSic mosinja Zalebi da warmateba pova. man aqtivebis zrdasTan erTad cxovrebis stilic gaiumjobesa. damoukidebelma maleve gaacnobiera, rom fuli gavlenis didi wyaro iyo da TiTqos, bednierebis yidvis Zalas moicavda. simdidrem, aqtivebma da cxovrebis aRmavalma stilma damoukidebels qalebis mozidvis Zalac mianiWa da stimuli Semata. igi aRar eswreboda yovelkvireul Sekrebebs, Tumca mravali adamiani mas Zalze karg moqalaqed Tvlida sazogadoebrivi proeqtebis mxardaWeris gamo. ise Canda, rom SeuZlebeli iyo am bejiTad momuSave endelelis cxovrebis ufro metad gaumjobeseba. mSenebeli da developeri motyuebuli ubednieresad Tvlida Tavs damoukidebelTan erTad gatarebuli ramdenime kviris gamo. mas didi Tanxa ar miuRia sxvebis msgavsad, magram xarobda, rom mowyalebaze meti mainc ergo. aman kidev ufro ganamtkica misi damaxinjebuli warmodgena mefe jeilinis usasrulo wyalobaze, romelic garkveul sakiTxebs yurad­ Rebis miRma datovebda. motyuebulma sqesobrivi cxovreba wamoiwyo ramdenime gogonasTan, romlebsac skolis dros xvdeboda, Tumca aseTi qceva miRebul swavlebas ar Seesabameboda. igi veraviTar winaaRmdegobas ver xedavda amgvar cxovrebaSi, radgan jeilinis da misi samefos arsebobis mtkiced swamda. man cxovrebisadmi sakuTari midgoma Camoayaliba: sanam jeilinis erTguli var da sxva adamianebs metismetad cudad ar veqcevi, mefis winaSe karg mdgomareobas 42

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vinarCuneb. misi azriT, jeilinma kargad icoda, rom yvela adamians gaaCnia saWiroebebi da srulyofili aravinaa. igi darwmunebuli iyo jeilinis wyalobasa da mad­ lSi, romelsac igi gankiTxvis dRes gamoiCenda mis mimarT, radgan didebuli mefis mTeli guliT swamda. skolis damTavrebidan ramdenime kviris Semdeg motyuebulma sakuTari saqme wamoiwyo. igi mSenebeli gaxda. Tavdapirvelad myidvelebis povna gauWirda. mis mier agebuli sanimuSo saxli yovelmxriv wundaudebeli iyo, magram binebis yidva aravis surda. zogierTisTvis mis mier dawesebuli fasebi miuRebeli iyo, sxvebi ki saWiro Tanxis uqonlobis gamo Tavs ver aZlevdnen am mSvenieri saxlebis yidvis uflebas. sasowarkveTilma motyuebulma fasebis daweva gadawyvita. igi am sanimuSo saxls mainc iyenebda klientebis mosazidad. igi imave dapirebebs iZleoda, rasac adre, mag­ ram amjerad mSeneblobisas gacilebiT dabalxarisxiani masalebi gamoiyena. faqtobrivad, zogierTi masalis gamoyeneba pirdapir ewinaaRmdegeboda endelis kanonebs da standartebs. motyuebulma Tavi gaimarTla, rom mSeneb­ lobis kanonmdeblebi gadaWarbebul sifrTxiles iCen­ dnen. igi darwmunebuli gaxldaT, rom mis mier arCeuli masalebi nebismier datvirTvas an meteorologiur pirobebs gauZlebdnen. axla ukve motyuebulis saxlebis yidva sakmaod sarfian saqmed miiCnies da amiT imdeni endeleli dainteresda, rom motyuebuli kontraqtebs ufro swrafad debda maTTan, vidre saxlebis Senebas aswrebda. rogorc iqna, biznesi amuSavda. ramdenime wlis Semdeg motyuebuli miwis nakveTebiT dainteresda. igi daRales mowuwune myidvelebma. misi azriT, miwis gayidvis Semdeg yvelaferi dasruleboda da amis Semdeg sagarantio momsaxurebaze fiqri aRar mouwevda. motyuebuli aRtacebaSi moiyvana nakveTma, romlis erTi akri, daaxloebiT, aTasi mindobili erTeuli Rirda. es saqme metismetad kargi eCvena, rom simarTle yofiliyo. Semdgomma Ziebam gamoarkvia, rom miwa saniaRvre zonaSi mdebareobda. es informacia adamianTa mcire jgufma icoda da yvela maTgani motyuebulis megobari iyo. damoukideblis erT-erTi axlobeli saqalaqo sabWos afabelis samefo: cxovreba endelSi

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wevri gaxldaT. motyuebulma igi nakveTis damtkicebaze daiTanxma saTanado geologiuri gamokvlevebis Catarebis gareSe. bolos da bolos, endelSi cxovrebis manZilze ar axsovda, rom xsenebuli miwa odesme datboriliyo. nuTu es problemas warmoadgenda? saqme yovelgvari dabrkolebis gareSe mogvarda. amis Semdeg axalgazrda mewarmis cxovrebas ZaRlic ar dahyefda. maswavleblis TanaSemwe gaubedavi gamoSvebis Semdeg ramdenime megobar gogonasTan erTad sayidlebze wavida dasvenebis dReebSi. misi azriT, es saqmianoba sasargeblo iqneboda ori TvalsazrisiT: pirveli, igi sasiamovnod gaatarebda dros uaxloes megobrebTan erTad da meore, axali karieris dawyebisTvis aucilebel samoss da aqsesuarebs SeiZenda. gaubedavis didi ocneba endelis skolis maswavleblis TanaSemwed muSaoba gaxldaT. mas ar axsovs, rom raime ufro metad moesurvebina. interviu momdevno paraskevs iyo daniSnuli. Sopingis meore dRes erTma megobarma, Worikanam gaubedavs gaumxila, rom maTi saerTi megobari, ciliswameba direqtorTan mivida da ambavi miutana, TiTqos gaubedavs romeliRac axalgazrda moswavlesTan sqesobrivi ur­TierToba hqonda. gaubedavma sibraze gulSi Caikla, roca es ambavi moismina. mogonili Wori sruliad ukargavda maswavleblis TanaSemwed gaxdomis Sanss. am absurdul tyuilSi simarTlis marcvalic ki ar eria. igi Tavs wmidad icavda skolaSi yofnis periodSi. igi mixvda, rom viRac ciliswamebam es aSkara Suris da SesaZloa, siZulvilis gamoc ki gaakeTa. gaubedavs boRma axrCobda. igi Tavs Seuracxyofilad grZnobda da darCenili uqmeebis manZilze misi goneba mTlianad daipyro egreT wodebuli megobris Ralatma. man daifica, rom ciliswamebas am saqciels azRvevinebda. moaxlovda gasaubrebis dRe da gaubedavis gasakvirad, Tanawemwed daadgines. direqtorma ganucxada, rom mosme­ nili Wori gadaamowma da am saqmeSi misi udanaSauloba daadgina. gaubedavi ara marto aiyvanes samuSaoze, aramed misi 44

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sayvareli maswavleblis TanaSemwedac daniSnes. mas ormagi cxovreba erqva da skolis erT-erTi yvelaze niWier pedagogad iTvleboda. igi ocdaxuTi wlis iyo da garkveuli asakis endelelebs xelmZRvanelobda (maswavlebelTa gankiTxva ar xdeboda sxvebis msgavsad oci wlis asakSi, aramed ocdaaTi wlis Sesrulebisas). gaube­ davi gaocebuli iyo, rom aseT dinamiur maswavlebelTan muSaoba xvda wilad. semestri daiwyo da yvelaferi saukeTesod warimarTa. Tumca gaubedavis guls mainc RrRnida megobrisgan miyenebuli wyenis grZnoba. mniSvneloba ar hqonda, ramdenad kargad midioda saqmeebi. man verafriT apatia ciliswamebas Cadenili Ralati. TiTqos yvelaferi didebulad iyo, magram TandaTan erTi problema mwifdeboda. ormagi cxovrebis saxeli mis xasiaTze metyvelebda. misi rogorc maswavleblis cxovreba sagrZnoblad gansxvavdeboda misi piradi cxov­ rebisgan. misi gankiTxva metad mkacrad warimarTeboda, radgan maswavleblebs jeilinis piradad naxvis pativi ergebodaT. erT saRamos, roca gaubedavi da ormagi cxovreba martoni iyvnen, am ukanasknelma flirti wamoiwyo. eldanacemi da Seuracxyofili gaubedavi maSinve gaiqca. maswavlebeli aman ver SeaCera da momdevno ramdenime kviris ganmavlobaSi gogonas mosvenebas ar aZlevda. bolos mas eWvi Seepara Tavdapirveli reaqciis marTebulobaSi da ormagi cxovrebis damarwmunebel sityvebs yuri ugdo _ is xom ase didi da mcodne adamiani iyo. gaubedavs sia­mov­ nebda misi yuradReba. maswavlebeli Tavaziani da keTili gaxldaT da sazogadoebaSi erT-erT yvelaze sasiamovno garegnobis kacad iTvleboda. xangrZlivi Sinagani Widilis Semdeg gaubedavi danebda da Tavisi qalwul­oba ormag cxovrebas miuZRvna. amis Semdeg ors Soris mgznebare romani gaCaRda. gaubedavs arasodes gamoecada vnebisa da siyvarulis amgvari aRmafrena. ormagi cxovrebis yoveli danaxvisas sunTqva ekvroda. masTan saRamoobiT Sexvedrebze fiqrebma imdenad moicva qalis goneba, rom droebiT ciliswamebis mimarT gulSi Rrmad dafaruli wyenac ki daaviwyda. afabelis samefo: cxovreba endelSi

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gavida oTxi Tve da ormagma cxovrebam moulodnelad igi miatova. gaubedavi gadareuli da ganadgurebuli iyo. mas mizezi unda scodnoda. gonebaSi aRidgina yvela Sexvedra da kacs pasuxi mosTxova. bolos ormagma cxovrebam uTxra, rom ciliswamebisgan gaigo Tanaskolel biWebTan misi adrindeli siyvarulis istoriebi. es ar iyo mama­ kacis Secvlis namdvili mizezi; man ubralod gaubedavis mimarT interesi dakarga. igi ukve sxva axalgazrda gogos awonebda Tavs. gogonebiTvis advili ar iyo am gamoCenili maswavleblis macdunebeli da damarwmunebeli zegavlenisTvis winaaRmdegobis gaweva. gaubedavi metismetad Seuracxyves. misTvis ukve warmoudgeneli iyo ormag cxovrebasTan yoveldRiuri Sexvedra. ase gagrZeleba aRar SeeZlo da qali skolaSi muSaobas saswrafod gamoeTxova. ramdenimedRiani ugunebobis Semdeg gaubedavma sakuTari silamazis saloni gaxsna ormoci aTasi mindobili Tanxidan darCenili fuliT. man endelis skolaSi yovel­ kvireul Sekrebebze siaruli Sewyvita jelinis gafrTxi­ lebis miuxedavad, rom mis qveSevrdomebs es Sexvedrebi ar mietovebinaT. gaubedavs ar undoda raime saerTo hqonoda TvalTmaqcebTan, xolo iq SekrebilTa umravlesoba swored aseTebad miaCnda. gaubedavis guli TandaTan qvavdeboda. igi jeilinis skolas iSviaTad axsenebda. adre mis mier uSurvelad gamoxatuli enTuziazmi gulgrilobam da cinizmma Caanacvla. rom gekiTxaT, gaubedavi jeilinis momxreobas aRiarebda, magram gulis siRrmeSi masve adanaSaulebda im gafuWebuli maswavleblis skolaSi daSvebis gamo. garkveuli drois Semdeg misi gamocdis periodi dasrulda da gaubedavi ganawyenebul da gamwarebul adamianad iqca, Tumca amas TavgamodebiT uaryofda. man darCenili cxovreba mis SeuracxmyofelTaTvis angariSis gasworebaSi gaatara. endelis meri axla ki egoists mivubrundeT. igi metismetad gaakvirva miRebuli Tanxis odenobam. axalgazrda zeimobda, magram sakmarisad kargad icoda jeilinis moZRvreba, ami­ tom 46

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uweso sazogadoebas Tavs aridebda. ramdenime dRiT dasvenebis Semdeg man investiciebis dabandeba wamoiwyo. vaWroba sarfiani gamodga da sawyisi Tanxa swrafad gamravlda. finansuri SesaZleblobebis zrdis kvalobaze TanatolebSi misi popularobac izrdeboda. egoistma saxli SeiZina endelis erT-erT umSvenieres raionSi da gavleniani da Zlieri xalxi dapatiJa. mTavrobis Cinovnikebma, profesionalma sportsmenebma, biz­ nesmenebma da sxva eliturma sazogadoebam didad isiamovnes misi uxvi stumarTmoyvareobiT. igi swrafad iqca sazogadoebaSi gavleniani kavSirebis mqone adamianad. sami wlis Semdeg egoistma qalaqis meris arCevnebSi miiRo monawileoba da finansuri mdgomareobisa da saWiro kavSirebis meSveobiT advilad gaimarjva. Tumca Tanamdebobis dakavebis Semdeg mis winaSe mravali problema wamoiWra. erT-erTi sakiTxi endelis skolas Seexeboda. mosaxleobis zrdasTan erTad skolas meti sivrce sWirdeboda. es yvelaferi nakveTis yidvas, mSenebelTa daqiravebas, samSeneblo xarjebsa da skolis mowyobas gulisxmobda. pirveli nabiji xalxSi fondebis mozidva gaxldaT. yovelkvireul saqalaqo Sekrebebze egoistma gaigo, rom finansebi arasakmarisi iyo. saxsrebis Sesagrovebeli periodis dasasruls mis xelT mxolod aTasamde mindobili erTeuli aRmoCnda. amis Semdeg rTuli gadawyvetilebis miRebis dro dadga. bolos da bolos, skolas erTi konkretuli miwis nak­ veTis yidvis saSualeba mieca. es saocrad kargi garigeba iyo da Rirebulebac biujetis farglebSi jdeboda. da mainc, erTma didma univermaRma igive nakveTis SeZenis survili gamoTqva. qalaqis sabWos azri Suaze gaiyo. skola arakomerciul organizacias warmoadgenda da misgan raime gadasaxadis amoReba gamoricxuli iyo. meore mxriv, maRazia did mogebas moitanda da qalaqis mkvidrTaTvis damatebiT samuSao adgilebs Seqmnida. xmebis gayofis gamo gadamwyveti xmis ufleba endelis mers ergo. egoistis gulSi winaaRmdegobam iCina Tavi. maRaziis mflobelebma didi mxardaWera gauwies saarCevno kampaniis dafinansebis Tu mis sasargeblod gavlenis gamoyenebis TvalsazrisiT. mis saxlSic araerTxel yofilan mowveulebi. afabelis samefo: cxovreba endelSi 47

egoistma maRaziis gafarToebas mxari dauWira. miRebuli gadawyvetileba sazogadoebis winaSe endelis moqalaqeTa sayovelTao sikeTis motiviT gaamarTla. man gza misca meti dasaqmebis SesaZleblobas da qalaqis Semosavlis zrdas. egoistis rCeviT, skolas gafarToebis Sansi ukve arsebul teritoriaze unda moeZebna, Tumca mSvenivrad uwyoda, rom es SeuZlebeli iyo. misma arCe­ vanma jeilinis wrfel mimdevrebs imedi gaucrua, magram danarCeni sazogadoeba am gadawyvetilebas ovaciiT Sexvda. egoistis orwliani vada dasasruls uaxlovdeboda da momdevno arCevnebisTvis mzadebis dro movida. sinanulis grZnobiT savse merma endelis skolas xuTi aTasi Seswira. amasTan erTad, xelmZRvanelobas mSeneblobisTvis Sesaferisi miwis nakveTis moZebnis dapireba misca. aman kvlav moupova jeilinis momxreTa keTlganwyoba. Canda, rom axalgazrda winamZRoli meore vadiTac advilad gaimarjvebda. restornis mflobeli mowyalebam skolis damTavrebis Semdeg sami aTasi gaiRo endelisTvis nakveTis SesaZenad misTvis mondobili ocdaxuTi aTasidan. igi madlierebiT savse iyo maswavleblebisgan SeZenili codnis gamo da amiT surda gamo­xatva. darCenili ocdaori aTasiT man, bolos da bolos, SeZlo restornis gaxsna. mowyalebas yvelaferi moswonda, rac kulinariis xelovnebas ukavSirdeboda. amasTan erTad, igi saRad moazrovne saqmiani qali gaxldaT da ise Canda, rom restornis marTva misi unarebis gamovlenisa da sazogadoebisTvis samsaxuris gawevis saukeTeso saSualeba iyo. man SeZlo da qveynis masStabiT saukeTeso mzareulebi moiwvia. maTi codnis gamoyenebiT saukeTeso meniu Seadgina. mow­ yalebis restorans maSinve warmateba xvda wilad. axalgazrda qalma ramdenime jildoc miiRo restor­ nisTvis, magram am winsvlas yovelTvis jeilinis sibrZnes umadloda. interviuebSi araerTxel gadauxada madloba Tavis maswavleblebs da kargi TanamSromlebi Seaqo. mas ar surda sakuTari mcdelobebiT trabaxi da warmatebis 48

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daCemeba, radgan kargad icoda, rom es jeilinis damsa­ xureba iyo. mowyalebam ekonomiuri keTildReba sazogadoebisa da endelis skolis sasargeblod gamoiyena. igi saWmels awvdida skolis samzareulos. xSirad igi saRamoobiT muSaobda gaWirvebulTaTvis sakvebis dasarigeblad. mas cxeli saWmliT Raribebis gamaspinZleba siamovnebda. mowyalebam piroba dado, rom restornis mogebis 25 %-s skolas gadauricxavda. xuTi wlis Semdeg mas oras aTasze meti mindobili erTeuli hqonda gaRebuli. mowyaleba yovelTvis exmareboda mSromel adamainebs, romlebsac mainc uWirdaT ojaxis Senaxva. igi finansuri daxmarebis garda maT jeilinis sibrZnisa da warmatebis principebsac uziarebda. igi mudam axsenebda aseT xalxs, rom jeilinis gareSe verafers miaRwevda. miuxedavad imisa, rom mowyalebis restorani yvaoda, egoistis saxlSi gamarTul socialur ivenTebze verasodes moxvda. arc sazogadoebidan miuRia raime SemoTavazeba xelmZRvanelad daniSvnis Taobaze. mas jeilinis ukidures mimdevrad miiCnevdnen. gavleniani endelelebis mier uaryofas mowyalebisTvis mxneoba ar daukargavs. misi yuradReba mimarTuli iyo naklebad iRblian xalxze. mas Zalian moswonda skolis yovelkvireuli Sekrebebi da yovelTvis mzad iyo sxvadasxva saxiT daxmarebis gasawevad an mosamsaxureblad. mowyaleba Semdgari axalgazrda qali gaxldaT. winaswar daniSnuli gankiTxvis dRe saboloo gamocdis dRe axlovdeboda. momdevno xuTi wlis ganmavlobaSi gankiTxvis gardauvalobis Sesaxeb yvelam icoda, radgan pirveli xuTi weli ukve gavida. Tumca mainc ar egonaT, rom es ase male moxdeboda. is dRe sxva Cveulebrivi dReebiviT daiwyo, magram sruliad sxvagvarad dasrulda. gvian RamiT afabelis samefo mcvelebma ori aTasi skoladamTavrebuli gaitaces. es idumali movlena maSin moxda, roca sxva endelelebs eZinaT. ori aTasi axalgazrda moqalaqe saidumlo gasas­ vleliT gaiyvanes. es gaxldaT Rrma gvirabi, romlis meSveobiTac isini mdinare adongis meore napirze afabelis samefo: cxovreba endelSi

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gonebas wmendda da mogzaurobisgan gadaRlil sxeulebsac ZaliT aRavsebda. qalaqis SuaSi momdinare wyalma maTi daintereseba gamoiwvia. is raRacnairad gajerebuli Canda, TiTqos sicocxliT brwyinavda. atmosfero momajadoebeli musikis hangebiT iyo gaJRenTili da maT aRelvebul gulebs simSvidiT avsebda. yvelaferi, pawawina mcenaridan dawyebuli da haeriT damTavrebuli, coc­ xalze meti iyo. yvelafers sicocxlis warmoSobis unari gaaCnda. yoveli elementi savse iyo da am saswaulebriv qveyanaze iRvreboda. didebuli qalaqisken mimavali axalgazrda moqalaqeebi veRar iTmendnen, rom xeliT ar Sexebodnen yvelafers, rac maT siaxloves aRmoCndeboda. erTi suli hqondaT, sanam gaiqceodnen da yvelafers gamoikvlevdnen, magram icodnen, rom axla es dauSvebeli iyo. isini uzarmazari auditoriis farTo misaRebSi Seiyvanes. aq mamakacebi da qalebi ganacalkeves. danarCeni nageboba, sadac axalgazrdebi Seiyvanes, imdenad vrceli iyo, rom usazRvro raodenobis xalxs itevda. masSi uproblemod moTavsdeboda, sul mcire, asi aTasi adamiani. SuadRisas endelelebs surnelovani abazaniT an SxapiT gagrilebis ufleba misces da mefesTan warsadgomad samoseli dauriges. yvelas Zalian gauxarda endelis WuW­ yiani tansacmlis moSoreba. maTi Zveli samosi saSinlad da Seufereblad gamoiyureboda am brwyinvale qalaqis fonze. afabelSi cxovrebis mZafri survili Rrmad iyo Cadebuli TiToeuli endelelis SinaganSi. maT mSobliur saxlSi dabrunebis ucnauri grZnoba gauCndaT. banaobisa da Cacmis Semdeg jgufi saWmelad Seikriba. sasauzme magidebi uzarmazar Sida ezoSi moewyoT, sadac maT danayrebisa da erTmaneTTan urTierTobis mokle dro misces. sauzmis Semdeg isini kvlav daaSores erTmaneTs da amjerad es saxelebis amoZaxebiT moxda. mowyaleba, egoisti da sxva, daaxloebiT, xuTasi adamiani gverdiT mdebare darbazSi gaiyvanes. gaubedavi, motyuebuli da damoukidebeli darCenil aTasxuTasTan erTad marcxniv mdebare auditoriaSi ganaTavses. roca isini darbazebSi Sevidnen, SeniSnes, rom TiToeulis karis wirTxlze maTi dasaxeleba iyo amokveTili. saxelebi metad ucnauri Canda da axalgazrda endelelebisTvis ucnob enaze ewera. erTafabelis samefo: cxovreba endelSi

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erTi auditoriis saxeli iyo sicocxlis darbazi, xolo meorisa _ samarTlis darbazi. samarTlisa da sicocxlis darbazebi ­marcxena darbazis zRurblis gadabijebisas damouki­ debels ucnauri aRelveba daeufla, romelic TiTqmis SeZrwunebaSi gadaizarda. man skolis mogonebebis aRdgena scada da jeilinis Sesaxeb gagonili mwiri informa­ciiT Tavi gaimxneva. es yvelaferi axla metad damabneveli iyo. mas gulSi sinanulis grZnoba aReZra amdeni gacdenili gakveTilis gamo. aSkarad Canda, rom damoukidebeli Secda _ qalaqi da mefe namdvilad arsebobda. igi mowolili SiSis daT­ rgunvas Seecada da yuradReba jeilinis siyvarulisa da mowyale bunebis Sesaxeb gagonils miapyro. axla mas ar surda jeilinis samarTalsa da siwmideze fiqri, Tumca gonebaSi misi swored es Tvisebebi aekviata. damoukidebeli Tavs im mogonebebiT inugeSebda, romlebic mis karg moqalaqeobaze metyvelebda da arc sazogadoebis saWi­ roebebisTvis moxaliseobis momentebi aviwydeboda. damoukidebelma Rrmad amoisunTqa da Tvali moavlo kompanias, romelSic axla imyofeboda. SeuZlebeli iyo ar SeemCnia, rom endelis yvelaze cud sazogado­ebasTan hqonda saqme. man icno qurdebi, yalTabandebi da loTebi. maT Soris iyvnen usaqmurebi da Tu zogierTebi Sromob­dnen kidec, yvelafers TavianTi sargeblobis­Tvis iyenebdnen. misma SiSma piks miaRwia, magram panikis mozRva­ vebisas uceb gaubedavs mokra Tvali. damoukidebelma Tvalebi daxuWa da SvebiT amoisunTqa. mas uceb moagonda, rom gogona klasSi jeilinis yvelaze gamorCeuli da mxurvale mimdevari gaxldaT. gagonili ar hqonda, rom igi skolaSic muSaobda? Tu es gogona masTan erTad iyo darbazSi, iqneb yvelaferi mis sasikeTod Semotrialebuliyo. damoukidebeli gaubedavis mimarTulebiT daiZra da moulodnelad motyuebuls SeefeTa. ai, kidev erTi kargi niSani! Tu gaubedavTan maincdamainc axlo urTierToba ver SeinarCuna, motyuebuls xom Zlier morwmuned icnobda. isini jeilinzec ki erTad msjelobdnen. damoukidebels guneba maSinve gamoukeTda, roca Zvel megobars gadaexvia. 52

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motyuebulis qcevis manera xmauriani da dadebiTi iyo. ori kaci saubarSi gaerTo da damoukideblis SiSic ganelda. jeilinis mowyaleba gacilebiT didi unda yofiliyo, vidre maT warmoedginaT. naxeT, rogor iolad apatia iseT adamianebs, romlebzedac amas saerTod ver ifiqrebda. rogor SeiZleboda es simarTle ar yofiliyo? gana didi maswavlebeli ormagi cxovreba maTgan or nabijze ar Canda? damoukidebeli darwmunda, rom yvelaferi kargad iqneboda. da mainc, mas cotaTi aRelvebda mowyalebisa da egoistis aryofna. aseve SeuZlebeli iyo imis ugulebelyofa, rom zogierTebi moTqvamdnen darbazis kuTxeebSi. iqneb isini jeilinis sikeTis gacnobierebam aatira?! meore darbazic emociiT savse gaxldaT. skolis dasrulebis Semdeg dakarguli megobrebi isev Sexvdnen er­ TmaneTs. yovel saubarSi mozRvavebuli aRtaceba igrZnoboda: isini male jeilins ixilavdnen! dadga maT WeSmarit mizansa da aRTqmul bediswerasTan Sexvedris Jami. yvela iq myofi JriamuliT gamoxatavda am saocari qalaqis xilviT mogvril aRfrTovanebas. maT yovelTvis icodnen, rom is endelze ukeTesi iqneboda, magram pirvelma STabeWdilebam yovelgvar molodins gadaaWarba. es gacilebiT meti iyo, vidre amis dateva SeeZloT. nuTu sinamdviles Seesabameboda is, rom darCenil cxovrebas am didebul adgilas gaatarebdnen? nebismieri maTgani amgvari pativis sanacvlod iatakis mwmendavobasac sia­ movnebiT daTanxmdeboda! yvela iq myofma kargad uwyoda, rom isini jeilinis mimdevrebi iyvnen, Tumca dro gavida da oTaxi amaRelvebelma damokidebulebam moicva. iyvnen ki erTgulebi? amas dro male aCvenebda. Tavmdabali msa­ xurebis aRtacebas SiSis grZnobac Seepara TavianT mefesTan Sexvedris molodinSi. pirvelad sicocxlis darbazSi Sekrebilebi unda ganekiTxaT. Tumca amas mogvianebiT davubrundebiT. amJamad ki Cveni Txroba samarTlis darbazSi gadagviyvans. sasamarTlo uwyebebi SuadRe dadga. samarTlis darbazis mkvidrebi, ase Tu ise, gamxnevdnen da Tavi inugeSes, rom yvelaferi afabelis samefo: cxovreba endelSi

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kargad iqneboda. isini nebismier gaurkvevlobas an maT rwmenasTan SeuTavseblobas jeilinis mowyalebiT an misi gzebis idumalebiT xsnidnen. amgvari fiqri amSvidebdaT. darbazSi myofi aTas xuTasi endelelisgan pirveli damoukidebeli gamoiZaxes. gankiTxvis did darbazSi mis wasayvanad oTxi samefo mcveli movida. man sazeimo ganwyobilebis SesanarCuneblad gaiRima da erT-erT mcvels Tvali Caukra, romelmac oTaxidan gasvlisas Sexeda. axal­gazrda kaci gakvirvebuli darCa, rom mis am Jests ar gamoexmaurnen. damoukidebels isev wamoeSala eWvebi, roca mis zurgs ukan darbazis kari daixura. guli amovardnas hqonda. ise­ Ti bagabugiT ucemda, rom egona, mcvelebsac ki esmodaT misi xma. asec rom yofiliyo, amis araviTar niSans ar amJRavnebdnen. Zalian mounda, motyuebulic Tan xleboda. igi male wardgeboda msajulis winaSe da marto yofna namdvilad ar surda. damoukidebeli swrafad kargavda mxneobas. sanam did darbazSi Sevidodnen, erT-erTma mcvelma Sesabamisi oqmi CaukiTxa. igi Tavs uqnevda, magram SiSobda, rom naTqvams ver daimaxsovrebda. guliscema yurebSi esmoda da mis smenas safrTxes uqadda. mcvelma damoukideblis Tanxmobaze, rom procesis Tanmimdevroba gaigo, Tavi daukra da did darbazSi Semavali karebi farTod gaaRo. damoukidebelma pirveli nabiji gadadga uzarmazari darbazisken da Tan mTeli taniT TrToda. yovelTvis civ Sublze axla xviTqi gadasdioda. gza sruliad ereoda, radgan nanaxma azrovnebis unari daukarga.

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Senobebi mis arqiteqturasTan SedarebiT moZvelebuli Canda. darbazi Tavisuflad daitevda erTdroulad asi aTas adamians. damoukidebels amdeni xalxi erT adgilas arasodes enaxa. miaxloebisas man Tvali gadaavlo afabelis moqalaqeebs. pirvel rigSi, SeniSna, rom maT gabrwyinebuli saxeebs mefuri ieri hqonda. damoukideblis gonebaSi nagvianev azrad gairbina gakvirvebam maTi eniT aRuwereli silamazis gamo. TiTqos isini sxva samyarodan iyvnen. amgvari gardaqmnis mizezi gaxldaT sicocxlis xis nayofi, romlis Wama nebadarTuli hqondaT. damoukidebeli dainteresda, es adamianebi namdvilad Zveli endelelebi iyvnen Tu ara? Semdeg man erT-erTi nacnobi aRmoaCina. mas saTnoeba erqva da damoukidebelze ramdenime wliT ufrosi iyo. axalgazrda kacs gaaxsenda, rogor dascinodnen gogonas Seuxedavi garegnobis gamo. axla is didebulad gamoiyureboda. saxis nakvTebi igive hqonda da misi cnoba SeiZleboda, magram axla gacilebiT lamazi iyo, vidre romelime sxva endeleli. faqtobrivad, afabelis nebismieri mkvidri, Tundac yvelaze ulamazo, mSobliur qveyanaSi nanax adamianebze gacilebiT mimzidveli gaxldaT. Tavdapirveli eldis gavlis Semdeg damoukidebelma SeniSna, rom yvela iq myofis yuradReba mis win arsebuli adgilisken iyo mimarTuli. amis msgavsi mas arasdros araferi enaxa. es gaxldaT taxti. amgvari ubralo aRwera usamarTlo iqneboda, radgan es yvelaze didebuli taxti gax­ ldaT. damoukidebels Tvalebi masze mjdomisken gaeqca da meyseulad gaacnobiera, vin iyo qalaqis sidiadis wyaro. yvelaferi taxtze mjdomarisgan modioda. _ es jeilini unda iyos, _ gaifiqra damoukidebelma. moulodnelad man srulad irwmuna igi, Tumca adre TavgamodebiT uaryofda. jeilinis saxis nakvTebi sandomiani, magram mkacri iyo, yovel SemTxvevaSi, am droisTvis. SesaniSnavi da amav­ droulad, SiSis momgvreli ufro zusti aRweriloba iqneboda. mTeli misi garegnoba TrTolvas moggvridaT. rac ufro uaxlovdeboda damoukidebeli taxts, miT ufro izrdeboda Zrwola mis gulSi. arcTu didi xnis 56

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win mopovebuli simxneve sruliad dakarga. ra eloda mas? damoukidebeli mTeli ZaliT cdilobda Tavis xelSi ayvanas da Tan imeorebda, rom igi mowyale mefes uaxlovdeboda. mis gonebaSi erTmaneTis sawinaaRmdego azrebi trialebda. axla ukve eWvobda, rom gankiTxva misTvis sasurveli SedegiT dasruldeboda. win mimaval damoukidebels viwro baqanze gaCereba ubrZanes. mas Tavze gadmohyurebda taxtze mjdomi jei­ lini. igi mtkice da mizanmimarTuli pirovneba gaxldaT. man Sekrebilebs mimarTa: _ gaigebs yvela, ... rom me vikvlev Tirkmelebsa da gulebs (azrebs, grZnobebsa da miznebs); da yovel Tqvengans Tavisi saqmeebis mixedviT mivuzRav (rogorc daimsaxura)1. damoukidebeli sxvebTan erTad usmenda, roca moulodnelad jeilini mas miubrunda, Tvali gauswora da ubrZana: _ Camabare Seni mneobis angariSi!2 sanam damoukidebeli sityvis warmoTqmas moaswrebda, hologramuli gamosaxuleba gamoCnda da endelSi misi cxov­ reba aCvena skolis pirveli dRidan afabelSi mosvlis dRemde. yoveli moqmedeba, sityva da zraxva ga­ moCnda da mowmeTa winaSe gacxadda. axalgazrda kacs Zrwo­ la mohgvara im gamocxadebam, rac axla jeilinis Sesaxeb miiRo: `ar aris qmnileba misgan dafaruli; yovelive gaSiSvlebuli da gaxsnilia misi TvalebisTvis, vis winaSec varT angariSvaldebulni~.3 damoukidebeli SiSisgan moikunta, roca Tavis briy­ vul, borot da egoistur cxovrebas uyurebda. misi saqmeebis amxela krebulis winaSe gamomJRavneba sruliad moulodneli, uxerxulobis momgvreli da SemaZrwunebeli iyo. is, rac endelSi umniSvnelo da uvnebelic ki Canda, saSinlad eCveneboda am didebuli msajulisa da afabelis pativdebuli moqalaqeebis winaSe mdgars. damoukidebeli sakuTarma saqcielma daafrTxo. rogor SeeZlo aseTi gzasacdenili, ugrZnobi da ugunuri yofiliyo? man goneba daZaba imedis sxivis mosaZieblad da ipova kidec; igrZno, rom mis angariSze ufro meti keTili saqme iyo, vidre cudi. roca misi cxovrebis Cveneba dasrulda, SvebiT amoisunTqa miuxedavad imisa, rom saSinel gakicxvas afabelis samefo: gankiTxvis pirveli dRe 57

da raRac formiT sasjelsac moeloda. igi bednieri iqneboda, afabelis yvelaze umniSvnelo moqalaqed rom SeeracxaT. axla darwmunebuli iyo, rom jeilinic dainaxavda, ramdenad sWarbobda misi keTili saqmeebi. amis Semdeg mefem mTavar mwerals mimarTa: _ aris damoukideblis saxeli sicocxlis wignSi? mTavarma mweralma yovelgvari yoymanis gareSe miugo: _ ara, Cemo ufalo! jeilinma warmoTqva: _ damoukidebelo, Sen damnaSave xar boroti bunebis arCevaSi, amitom wagiyvanen lonis mitovebul miwaze, sadac darCenil cxovrebas wamebiT gaatareb ukidures wyvdi­adSi, uimedobasa da martoobaSi! eldanacemma damoukidebelma wamoiyvira: _ ratom, ufalo? _ Sen Cemi ar gjeroda, _ miugo jeilinma. _ maswavleblebi geubnebodnen, rom Tu ar mirwmunebdi, Sens codvebSi mokvdebodi.4 isini aseve gaswavlidnen: `mxolod masSia xsna da ar aris CvenTvis cis qveS mocemuli sxva saxeli, romliTac gadavrCebiT~.5 damoukidebeli ganagrZobda: _ diax, magram ras ityviT Cems karg saqmeebze? nuTu maT ar gadawones cudi saqmeebi? ufalma jeilinma upasuxa: _ mniSvneloba ar aqvs, mcired arRvev rjuls Tu bevrad, radgan `vinc RvTis mTel rjuls icavs da erT romelimeSi Sescodavs, igi damnaSave xdeba yoveliveSi, rogorc mTliani rjulis damrRvevi pirovneba~.6 damoukidebelma mTeli gambedaoba moikriba da hkiTxa: _ maS, rogor SeiZleba adamiani gadarCes? jeilinma maSinve ar upasuxa, magram afabelis erTerT mkvidr qals gadaxeda. rogorc Canda, igi jeilinis erT-erTi mmarTveli iyo, radgan mis msgavs, oRond ufro momcro taxtze ijda. qalma Tqva: _ gana ar geubnebodnen Seni maswavleblebi? `jeilinma misi gansakuTrebuli keTilganwyobis gamo gixsna, roca irwmune. es Seni damsaxurebiT ar momxdara. es jeilinis saCuqaria. gadarCena ar aris Cven mier gakeTebuli keTili saqmeebis sazRauri, rom arc erT Cvengans ar hqondes dasakvexni~. 7 58

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jeilinma qalis naTqvams daamata: _ didi xnis win safasuri gadavixade endelis moqalaqeebis mier darRveuli da momavalSi dasarRvevi kanonebisTvis. SeuZlebeli iyo, rom romelimes ar Seecoda Cems winaSe an Tavi gamoexsna tyveobidan. Tumca me Seviyvare yvela maTgani da maTi Secdomebis sazRauri gadavixade. amrigad, Cem mier SemoTavazebuli xsna niWia, romlis damsaxureba ar SeiZleba; verasodes gaakeTeb imden keTil saqmes, rom afabelis moqalaqeoba daimsaxuro. CemTan moaxloeba mxolod rwmenis meSveobiT SegiZlia. da mainc, Sen uaryavi, rac Seni sicocxlis gadasarCenad gavakeTe~. Tavzardacemuli damoukidebeli ramdenime wuTiT Cumad iyo, Semdeg ki gamofxizlebulma upasuxa: _ gasagebia. iseTi grZnoba hqonda, TiTqos uimedobis morevSi unda CaZiruliyo. igi cdilobda rame sayrdeni epova da amis gamo ikiTxa: _ ese igi, sul fuWad virjebodi? jeilinma upasuxa: _ dawerilia, rom `mkvdrebma araferi ician. maT arc sazRauri miezRvebaT da arc gaixseneben. rasac cxovrebaSi akeTebdnen _ siyvaruli, siZulvili, Suri _ yvelaferi warsuls Cabarda. maT araferSi aRar aqvT wili~.8 da isev, `borotebs momavali ar aqvT; maTi naTeli SuadRisas Caqreba~.9 damoukidebeli sagonebelSi Caagdo jeilinis sityvebma da xma aRar amouRia. igi nanobda gakveTilebis gacdenas. ase rom ar moqceuliyo, iqneb WeSmariteba gaego da ase daudevrad ar mokideboda sakuTar sicocxles. Camomdgari siCumis wuTebSi kidev erTma azrma gamsWvala misi goneba. es swored is azri iyo, romliTac mTeli dRis ganmavlobaSi Tavs inugeSebda. man mxneoba moikriba da Tqva: _ diax, marTalia yvelaferi, rac Tqvi, magram jeilin, Sen xom mowyale mefe xar! rogor SegiZlia Cemi gandevna? jeilinma ase upasuxa: _ mowyale mefe var da swored amitom gdevni. endelSi cxovreba ise gaatare, rogorc gindoda. amiT samudamod airCie Seni buneba, romelic bneli batonis, dagonisgan afabelis samefo: gankiTxvis pirveli dRe 59

momdinareobs. rogor viqnebi mowyale, WeSmariti da mosiyvarule, Tu Sens uzneo gzebs Cemi didi qalaqis Sebilwvis saSualebas mivcem? amiT afabelis umanko mcxovreblebs zians mivayenebdi. Sen mier arCeuli buneba male Tavs iCens da aTasobiT wmida suls gaxrwnis. Sen Seni gza airCie. amisTvis zustad igive mogezRveba, rac dagons, visi mimdevaric iyavi. Tu imaze nakleb sasjels mogisji, vidre mas ergo, usamarTlo winamZRoli viqnebi. me ki aseTi ar var! Semdeg jeilini Sekrebil sazogadoebas miubrunda da mamis uZvelesi xelnawerebidan citata moiyvana: `sityvis abuCad amgdebi ganadgurdeba, mcnebis moSiSi ki dajildovdeba~.10 amis Semdgom ganviTarebulma movlenebma krebuli daamZima. mefem msaxurebs ubrZana: _ SeukariT mas xel-fexi da gadaagdeT garesknelis bnelSi, sadac aris tirili da kbilTa RrWena, radgan mravalia mowodebuli, rCeuli ki _ cota.11 damoukidebeli SiSma moicva da saSineli yvirili morTo, roca mTavarma mcvelma SeboWa da darbazis gverdiTi gasasvlelisken waiyvana. krebulSi siCumem daisadgura. Cqamic ki arsaidan ismoda. yvela mwuxarebiT adevnebda Tvals adamians, romelmac ugunurad gaflanga sakuTari cxovreba da axla samudamo sasjelis Tanamdebi gaxda. Senobidan gayvanili damoukidebeli sxva mozrdil mosacdelSi moaTavses. aq aTasobiT patara, gisosebiani sakani iyo, sadac msjavrdebulni ganaCenis aRsrulebamde imyofebodnen maTi ricxvis Sesavsebad. am teritoriis Sesasvlel karze Semdegi sityvebi ewera: `netarni arian, romlebic recxaven TavianT samosels, rom hqondeT ufleba sicocxlis xeze da karibWiT Sevidnen qalaqSi. mis miRma arian ZaRlebi da grZneulebi, meZavebi da kacismkvlelebi, kerpTayvanismcemlebi da yvela, visac sicrue uyvars da sCadis~.12 damoukidebeli sityvebs miaCerda. Sinagani mZvinvarebisgan guli uduRda. axla igi mis mier arCeuli bunebis srul gavlenas eqvemdebareboda. Tuki ram sikeTis 60

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motyuebulma amoiburtyuna: _ saerTod, aq rogor moxvdi? Sen xom yvelaze boroti kacis saxeli gqonda mTel sazogadoebaSi. skolaSi arasodes givlia da jeilins Cems nacnobTagan yvelaze metad ewinaaRmdegebodi. Serigebulma upasuxa: _ diax, es marTalia. Tumca mZulda Cemi Tavi da Cemi namoqmedari. skolaSi arasodes mivlia, amitom jeilinis sicocxlis gardamqmneli sityvac ar momismenia. miuxedavad amisa, Cems samsjavromde erTi kviriT adre mowyalebis restoranSi sadilisTvis wavedi. man icoda Cemi ganadgurebuli cxovrebis Sesaxeb da rogorRac Cems tkivilsac Caswvda. mowyalebam sadilad dampatiJa erTi pirobiT, rom davrCebodi da masTan visaubrebdi. igi ori saaTis ganmavlobaSi jeilinze, mis sikeTeze, xsnasa da afabelad wodebul adgilze miyveboda. Serigebulma ganagrZo: _ man amixsna, rom am diadi winamZRolisTvis cxovrebis miZRvna jer kidev ar iyo dagvianebuli. upirobo patiebis da misi samefos moqalaqeobis miReba isev iyo SesaZlebeli. me mxolod erTi kvira vemsaxure endelSi, magram es mTeli guliT gavakeTe. wavedi im adamianebTan, romlebic Sevaviwrove an rame movpare da patieba vTxove. zogierT SemTxvevaSi imaze meti davubrune, ramdenic wavarTvi. motyuebuli xmagakmendili usmenda. man ukan mcvels gaxeda, romelmac Tanxmobis niSnad Tavi dauqnia. Serigebuli kvlav Tavis adgils daubrunda, xolo motyuebulma taxtisken svla ganagrZo. midioda motyuebuli da ar SeeZlo axlaxan mosme­nilze ar efiqra. mas araerTxel gaugonia jeilinis didi mow­ yalebis Sesaxeb, magram am Tvisebis iseTi saxiT gamovli­ neba, ris mowmec axlaxan gaxda, sruliad gamaognebeli iyo. Seubralebeli erT-erTi uborotesi adamia­ ni gaxldaT, vinc ki odesme cnobia da axla sxva aq myofTa msgavsad pativdebuli iyo. axla motyuebulma guli daiarxeina, rom jeilinis TvalSi keTilganwyobas hpovebda, radgan misi mtkice morwmune gaxldaT. rogorc ki taxtis winaSe wardga, motyuebulsac damoukidebeliviT ubrZanes: _ warmoadgine Seni cxovrebis angariSi. 62

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masac damoukidebeliviT samganzomilebian holog­ ramaze uCvenes mTeli Tavisi cxovreba skolis pirveli dReebidan aq mosvlis wina dRemde. misTvis didi Sveba iyo skolis gakveTilebze erTgulad daswrebis xilva da jeilinis TvalsaCino mxardaWera sakrebulos winaSe. da mainc, motyuebuls Zalian male Tavzari daeca. misive cxovrebis wesi brals debda. igi Tavisi gzebis gamarTlebas cdilobda, magram didebuli msajulis da zneobrivad wmida mowmeebis winaSe sinaTleze gamosvlisas Secbunebuli da Sercxvenili aRmoCnda. motyuebulma inatra, rom miwa gaskdomoda da Cavardniliyo, roca misi qorwinebis gareSe sqesobrivi kavSirebi samefo krebulis win aCvenes. saaSkaraoze gamovida ara marto misi saqmeebi, aramed zraxvebi da motivebi. saidan gaigo jeilinma es yvelaferi? rogor SeeZlo iseTi ramisTvis gaesamarTlebina motyuebuli, romlis Sesaxebac aravin araferi icoda? misi gulis kunWulSi mimaluli saidumloebebi aRar iyo dafaruli. mTelma damswre sazogaodebam ixila, rogor gulisTqmas hyavda Sepyrobili biznesis transaqciebiT, saxlebis mSeneblobiT da miwis yidva-gayidviT maqsimaluri mogebis misaRebad. maT ixiles, rogor iyenebda ciliswamebasa da Worikanas misTvis sasurvelis misaRebad. ise Canda, rom yvela misi moqmedeba, metis moxveWis surviliT iyo aRZruli. motyuebuls yvelafris keTeba Taviseburad surda da yvelafers isakuTrebda. am faqtebs veraferi daupiris­ pirdeboda. da mainc, igi Tavs imSvidebda im azriT, rom es Secdomebi mniSvnelovani ar iyo jeilinisadmi misi rwmenis da sajarod gamoxatuli erTgulebis gamo. roca motyuebulis cxovrebis Cveneba dasrulda, jeilini mTavar mwerals miubrunda da hkiTxa: _ aris motyuebulis saxeli sicocxlis wignSi? mweralma upasuxa: _ ara, Cemo batono! jeilinma ganacxada: _ motyuebulo, damnaSave xar Cems uaryofaSi, amitom wagiyvanen lonis mitovebul miwaze, sadac darCenil cxov­ rebas wamebiT gaatareb ukidures wyvdiadSi, uimedobasa da martoobaSi! afabelis samefo: gankiTxvis pirveli dRe 63

motyuebuli dambladacemuliviT idga. misi goneba gamalebiT muSaobda: „ara, es Secdomaa! SeuZlebelia ase moxdes! me jeilinis morwmune var. ras niSnavs `Cemi uar­ yofa~? man, rogorc iqna, amoiluRluRa: _ rogor uargyavi? jeilinma upasuxa: _ nuTu ar mogismenia maswavleblebisgan, rom arian sityviT jeilinis morwmuneebi, romlebic TavianTi cxov­ rebiT uaryofen mas?13 motyuebuli isev SeewinaaRmdega: `dido mefeo, me xom Sens skolaSi davdiodi! erTgulad vcdilobdi, arc erTi gakveTili ar gamecdina. bevr saqmianobaSi CarTuli viyavi. ufalsac ki giwodebdi! jeilinma maSinve upasuxa: _ ratom miwodeb `ufalo, ufalo~ da imas ki ar akeTeb, rasac geubnebi?14 gana ar mogismenia Cemi sityvebi, rom namdvilad RvTismosavi ar aris yvela, vinc aseTad Tavs aCvenebs? aseTebi ufals meZaxian, magram afabelSi mainc ver moxvdebian. aq gadamwyvetia erTi sakiTxi _ emorCilebodnen Tu ara Cems zecier mamas. samsjavroze bevri metyvis: `ufalo, ufalo, Sens Sesaxeb sxvebs vuyvebodiT da Sens saxels viyenebdiT~, magram me vupasuxeb: `Tqven Cemi arasodes yofilxarT. gamSordiT borotmoqmedno!~15 motyuebuli gaSmagda. _ me xom rwmena mqonda. Seni mwamda da Senive sityvebis Tanaxmad, gadarCena unda miviRo!~ jeilinma moTmineba gamoiCina, magram gadawyvetileba ar Seucvlia. man krebulis erT-erT moqalaqes gadaxeda, romelic yofili maswavlebeli gaxldaT da momcro taxtze ijda. _ waukiTxe motyuebuls, ras aswavlidi gakveTilebze. am batonma uZvelesi xelnawerebidan amoikiTxa: _ Zvirfaso debo da Zmebo, ra sargebeli aqvs Tqvens rwme­nas, Tu saqmeebiT ar iqneba gamyarebuli? aseT rwme­nas aravis gadarCena ar SeuZlia. sakmarisi ar aris ­mxo­l­od rwmenis qona. rwmena, romelic Tavis Tavs keTil saqmeebSi ar gamoxatavs, saerTod ar aris rwmena _ is mkvda­ri da usargebloa. SesaZloa, vinmem idavos: `zogs aqvs rwme­ 64

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na, sxvebs ki _ saqmeebi~. me ase vityvi: `ver davinaxav Tqvens rwmenas, Tu keTili saqmeebi ar geqnebaT. magram me gaCvenebT Cems rwmenas Cemi keTili saqmeebiT~. fiqrobT, sakmarisia, gjerodeT, rom jeilini erTia? amis xom demonebsac swamT da mainc SiSiT Zrwian! ugunuro! rodis gaigeb, rom rwmena keTili saqmeebiT unda gamovlin­ des da Tu ase ar xdeba, is usargebloa?16 jeilinma igive gaimeora: _ Sen ambob, rom rwmena gaqvs, magram amas ar hqvia rwme­na Tu mas morCilebis saqmeebi ar axlavs. sakmarisi ar aris Tavis morwmuned gamocxadeba, radgan demonebsac swamT, magram gadarCenilebi ar arian. visac namdvilad swams, Tavis Secvlil bunebas gamoavlens da borot na­ yofs aRar gamoiRebs. Sen gamudmebiT boroti batoni dago­ nis nayofi mogqonda, rac imis dasturi iyo, rom mTeli guliT arasodes girwmunia. motyuebuls Zalze gauZnelda im yvelafris gaazreba, rac axla warmoiTqva. igi mainc ewinaaRmdegeboda: _ im borot kacze, Seubralebelze raRas ityviT? me masze ukeTesi viyavi! rogor SegiZliaT misi datoveba da Cemi gagdeba? usamarTlod iqceviT! jeilinma upasuxa: _ Sen ambob, rom ufali usamarTloa?! mismine! es me var usamarTlo Tu Sen xar? Tu boroti kaci miatovebs Tavis borot gzas, rjuls daemorCileba da sworad moiqceva, icocxlebs misi suli, radgan ifiqra amaze da codvebis mitoveba da swori cxovreba arCia. is aucileblad icocxlebs _ ar mokvdeba.17 imdgacruebulma da gabrazebulma motyuebulma wamoiyvira: _ me xom Sens sityvas adamianebs vuziarebdi da Sens Sesaxeb vumowmebdi. zogjer Cemi surviliT vaswavlidi Sens skolaSi! jeilinma mkacrad upasuxa: _ nuRa imeoreb Cems kanonebs da nu warmoTqvam Cems dapirebebs, radgan uaryavi Cemi wvrTna da Cemi rjuli. qurds dainaxav da exmarebi; dros borot da uzneo kacebTan atareb. ilanZRebi da cruob. Seni piridan bilwi sityvebi amodis. Sens Zmas cils swameb. Cumad viyavi, amitom gegona, rom es yvelaferi ar mainteresebda. afabelis samefo: gankiTxvis pirveli dRe 65

axla dadga Seni gansjis Jami da yvela Seni danaSauli braldebad wagiyene.18 motyuebuli xmas ar iRebda. misi goneba gamalebiT muSaobda, magram Tavis dasacavad veraferi moifiqra. ramdenime wuTi gavida. Semdeg mefem msaxurebs mimarTa: _ SeukariT xel-fexi, waiyvaneT da gadaagdeT gares­ knelis bnelSi, sadac aris tirili da kbilTa RrWena!19 mTavari mcveli miuaxlovda Tu ara, motyuebulma jeilinis, dacvisa da afabelis moqalaqeebis lanZRva daiw­ yo. gaSmagebuli iqnevda xelebs. misi namdvili bunebis gacxadebam yovelive keTili Cakla. motyuebuls xel-fexi Seukres da darbazidan gaiyva­ nes. igi mTeli gza ilanZReboda. isic damoukideblis msgav­ sad gamoamwyvdies, sanam yvelas gasamarTleba ar dasruldeboda. motyuebulis darbazidan gayvanis Semdeg jeilinma iq Sekrebil mowmeebs mimarTa: _ aris Taoba, romelic wmidaa sakuTar TvalSi, magram sibinZurisgan ar ganbanila.20 gaubedavi jeilinis winaSe samarTlis darbazSi asze naklebi adamiani darCa. maT Soris iyvnen gaubedavi da ormagi cxovreba. gaubedavi Tavs Sors iWerda ormagi cxovrebisgan, ramdenadac SeeZ­ lo, radgan mis mimarT mware wyena hqonda. kacic erideboda mas. oTxi samefo mcveli gamovida da gaubedavis saxeli amoiZaxa. igi nerviulobda darbazSi Sesvlis win, magram uxaroda kidec, rom ormag cxovrebas moSordeboda. isic sxvebis msgavsad Seiyvanes didi darbazis SesasvlelSi, oqmi waukiTxes da win gauZRvnen. afabelis moqalaqeebs rom gauswordnen, gaubedavmac dainaxa nacnobebi. bevri maTgani arc iseTi gamorCeuli da enTuziazmiT savse iyo skolaSi, rogorc is. axalgazrda qali gaaoca im adamianebis xilvam, romelTac aq saerTod ar eloda. gaubedavi taxts miuaxlovda da mis irgvliv mdgari momcro taxtebi SeniSna. man ramdenime maswavlebeli da sxvebi icno, romelTa winamZRoloba masSi eWvs ar iwvev­ 66

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da, magram aq iseTebic aRmoaCina, romlebic taxtebze verafriT warmoedgina. isini afabelis naklebad cnobili moqalaqeebi iyvnen. aq zogierTi mdidari adamianic moxvda. _ rogor SeiZleba mdidris yofna aseT sapatio adgilas? _ fiqrobda igi. sanam sakuTari goneba upasuxebda, jeilinis xma moesma: _ Camabare Seni saxlmmarTvelobis angariSi. hologramam misi cxovreba aCvena. gaubedavi siamovnebiT Sescqeroda skolaSi swavlis periods. moxalise­ oba SromaSi, mecadineobaSi gatarebuli zedmeti saaTebi da klasis winamZRolTa Soris yofna mas kargad axasiaTebda. igi sakuTari gabedulebiT da sibejiTiT amayobda. Tumca ciliswamebis tyuilze gamoxmaurebis Cvenebam misi ganwyoba Secvala. sruliad cxadi gaxldaT, rom qals wyenis daTmoba ar surda. misi gulis zraxvebi gamoaSkaravda da isini arcTu saxarbielod gamoiyureboda. Semdeg daiwyo misi urTierToba ormag cxovrebasTan. mas maswavlebelTan romani arasodes mounaniebia. igi Tavs yovelTvis msxverplad miiCnevda da mTel pasuxismgeblobas ciliswamebasa da ormag cxovrebas akisrebda. es iyo mizezi, rom sakuTari arCevanis gamo angariSvaldebulebas ar grZnobda. misi cxovrebis CvenebasTan erTad aSkaravdeboda gulSi dagrovili brazi, simware da araerTgzis SurisZiebis survili. marTalia, qalma moaxerxa zogi gancdis daTrgunva, magram fesvis amoZirkva arasodes ucdia. es ara marto ormagi cxovrebisa da ciliswamebis mimarT gamudmebul wyenaSi gamovlinda, aramed faqtSic, rom gaubedavi sinamdvileSi jeilins Tvlida misi yoveli ubedurebis mizezad. rogor dauSva man, rom ormagi cxovrebisTana adamiani skolis maswavlebeli gamxdariyo? wyena da upatiebloba metismetad myari da sastiki gamodga. Cvenebis dasasruls cxadi gaxda, rom gaubedavi boR­ miani qali iyo, romelsac sxvebis mimarT keTilganwyoba aklda. miuxedavad imisa, rom farTo auditoriis wi­ naSe srulad gamovlinda misi gulis nadebi, mainc darwmunebuli iyo, rom adrindeli erTguleba saTanadod daufasdeboda mefis winaSe. igi mcire sayvedurs eloda, magram verasodes warmoidgenda, ra eloda sinamdvileSi. afabelis samefo: gankiTxvis pirveli dRe 67

jeilini mTavar mwerals miubrunda: _ aris gaubedavis saxeli sicocxlis wignSi? mweralma upasuxa: _ ara, Cemo ufalo! jeilinma ganaCeni gamoacxada: _ gaubedavo, damnaSave xar simarTlis gzidan gadaxvevasa da Cems uaryofaSi Ralatis meSveobiT. Sen wagiyvanen lonis mitovebul miwaze, sadac darCenil cxovrebas wamebiT gaatareb ukidures wyvdiadSi, uimedobasa da martoobaSi. SeuZlebeli iyo gaubedavis eldis aRwera. misi Tavzardacema aqamde gasamarTlebulTa gancdebs bevrad aRemateboda. es rogor! albaT, cud sizmars xedavda – ara, koSmari elandeboda da Tavi unda gamoefxizlebina! iqneb raRac arasworad gaigo! qalma undoblad ikiTxa: _ jeilin, Sen Tqvi, rom lonis saSinel miwaze unda wamiyvanon? _ diax, gaubedavo, sworad gaige, _ upasuxa mefem. _ es rogor SeiZleba, ufalo jeilin? me Seni mwams! es naTlad aCvena Cemma cxovrebam. Cems rwmenas keTili saqmeebic zurgs umagrebs. vici, guli gamisastikda da siyvaruli Camikvda, magram es Cemi brali ar iyo. es ciliswamebisa da ormagi cxovrebis damsaxurebaa. maTma muxanaTurma saqcielma guli gamiciva. jeilinma upasuxa: _ dagaviwyda, ras gafrTxilebdnen maswavleblebi Cemi sityvidan? boroteba ise gavrceldeba, rom adamianebs siyvaruli gauneldebaT. bolomde momTmeni gadarCeba.21 Sen bolomde ver gaZeli. gaubedavi isev ganagrZobda: _ mefeo jeilin, me marTali adamiani var, radgan Seni mwams! adamianebTan keTilad damowmeba veRar SevZeli, mag­ ram erTSi darwmunebuli viyavi: Tu adamiani gadarCenas erTxel miiRebs, mas arasodes dakargavs. amas zo­gierTi maswavlebelic ki ambobda. maT swavlebis mixedviT, Seni xelidan veravin gamomglejda. jeilinma upsauxa: _ diax, es marTalia. veravin wagglejs Cemi xelidan, magram arasodes miTqvams, rom Cemgan wasvla ar SegiZlia. 68

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mxolod Sen gaqvs amis Zalaufleba. ar wagikiTxavs wmida werili? Tu adamiani Tavs daaRwevs qveynierebis sibilweebs Cveni uflisa da mxsnelis, jeilinis Semecnebis meSveobiT da Semdeg xelaxla gaexveva masSi da daiZleva, ufro cud mdgomareobaSi aRmoCndeba, vidre Tavidan iyo. misTvis umjobesi iqneboda, arasodes Seecno simarTlis gza, vidre Seecno da ukan gabrunebuliyo mis­ Tvis gadacemuli wmida mcnebisgan.22 Tu vTqvi, rom aseTi adamianebisTvis ukeTesi iqneboda, ar SeecnoT simarTlis gza, radgan axla uares mdgomareobaSi aRmoCdnen vidre gadarCenamde iyvnen, ratom CaTvale, rom SeuZlebelia gadarCenis dakargva? Tu xsnis dakargva SeuZlebelia, rogor Cavardnen isini uares mdgomareobaSi? ratom usmen im maswavleblebs, romlebic Cemi sityvis sawinaaRmdegod qadageben? es azri gansakuTrebuli sif­ rTxiliT gadmoveci, rom yvelas scodnoda simarTlis gzis Sesaxeb. ratom ityueb Tavs? Tu Cemi naTqvamis gwamda, ratom mieci simwares adgili Sens gulSi? wyena ukontrolod gazarde upirobo daculobis cru mosazrebiT damSvidebulma da daimsaxure ganaCeni, romlis Tavidan arideba SeiZleboda. gaubedavma vedreba daiwyo: _ im keTil saqmeebze ras ityviT, rac gamikeTebia? ufalma jeilinma ase upasuxa: _ kvlav vimeoreb. ar wagikiTxavs, rac Cemi winaswarmet­ yvelebis piriT naTlad ganvacxade? `Tu marTali kaci codvili gzebisken mitrialdeba da sxva codvilebis msgav­sad moiqceva, gana icocxlebs is? ara, ra Tqma unda, ara! yvela misi winandeli sikeTe daviwyebuli iqneba da Tavis codvebSi mokvdeba~. miuxedavad amisa, ambob: `ufali usamarTloa!~ mismine ... es me var usamarTlo Tu Sen xar? roca marTali adamainebi keTils zurgs aqceven da codvis Cadenas iwyeben, amisTvis mokvdebian. diax, isini mokvdebian codvili qmedebebis gamo.23 zustad ise moxda, rogorc dawerilia. Seni sikeTe da simarTle daviwyebulia da ar CageTvleba. gaubedavi isev CaebRauWa sust imeds: _ ufalo, xom Tqvi, rom Cemi saxeli sicocxlis wi­gnSi Caiwereboda, roca Cems mxsnelad gaRiarebdi? rogor moxda, rom is aRar aris wignSi? ratom ver ipova mweralma afabelis samefo: gankiTxvis pirveli dRe 69

Cemi saxeli? rogor amoiSala iqidan? ufalma jeilinma moTminebiT, magram mtkiced upasuxa: _ ar gsmenia uwin naTqvami? `bolomde momTmeni gadarCeba~.24isini, romlebic samsjavros dRis dadgomamde gaZleben, gamarjvebulebi arian da me naTlad vTqvi: `gamarjvebuli Caicvams TeTrs samoss da mis saxels ar amovSli sicocxlis wignidan~.25 Tuki vTqvi, rom vinmes ar amovSlidi sicocxlis wignidan, ese igi, amoSla Se­ saZlebelia. ase rom ar yofiliyo, vityodi: `Tu uflad maRiarebT, Tqveni saxeli samudamod darCeba sicocxlis wignSi~. gaubedavi kvlav evedreboda: _ rogor SegiZlia lonis miwaze gamgzavno, sadac cocxali mkvdrebi arian? jeilini erT-erT mmarTvels miubrunda: _ waikiTxe uZvelesi xelnaweri, romelic cnobili iyo endelis moqalaqeebisTvis. mmarTvelma amoikiTxa: _ gonierebis gzidan gadavardnili adamiani mkvdarTa krebulSi daisvenebs.26 gaubedavs ena Cauvarda. Semdeg mefem msaxurebs ubrZana: _ SeukariT mas xel-fexi, gaiyvaneT da gadaagdeT garesknelis bnelSi, sadac aris tirili da kbilTa RrWena, radgan mravalia mowodebuli, rCeuli ki _ cota.27 roca gaubedavs mTavari mcveli miuaxlovda, man jeilini dawyevla. qali mTlianad daipyro simwarem da sruliad daamaxinja misi orgzis dacemuli buneba (ix. iud.12). igi gviani Semodgomis xes daemsgavsa, romelic fesvebianad amoTxares da masze ar ipoveboda simarTlis nayofi. gaubedavs xel-fexi Seukres da darbazis gverdiTi karidan gaiyvanes. isic droebiT gamoamwyvdies sxvebTan erTad. roca qalma darbazi datova, mTavarma mweralma mowmeTa krebuls viTareba ganumarta: _ Zvirfaso megobrebo, Tu Cven, mas aqeT, rac miviReT WeSmaritebis Secnoba, kvlav nebiT vcodavT, aRar rCeba msxverpli codvebisaTvis, aramed jeilinis samsjavros raRac saSineli molodini da 70

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mowinaaRmdegeTa STanTqmisTvis gamzadebuli Suris cec­ xli… radgan Cven vicnobT imas, vinc Tqva: `Cemia Surisgeba da me mivuzRav~. da kidev: `ufali ganikiTxavs Tavis ers~. saSiSia cocxali jeilinis xelSi Cavardna. 28 ormagi cxovrebis gasamarTleba samarTlis darbazSi yvelaze bolos ormagi cxovreba gamoiZaxes. man kargad icoda jeilinis kanonebi da dar­ wmunebuli iyo, rom misi ganaCeni saxarbielo ar iqneboda. igi male dainaxavda, ra Zviri daujdeboda endelis codvebi. ormag cxovrebas guli SeuRonda, roca samarTlis darbazSi SehyavdaT da mcvelebis daxmareba dasWirda, rom jeilinis samsjavro taxtamde mieRwia. mis cxovrebasac gadaxedes da manac gaigona sastiki sityvebi, rom ormagi cxovrebis saxeli ar ipoveboda sicocxlis wignSi. jeilinma mtkiced ganacxada: _ ormago cxovrebav, damnaSave xar RalatSi, simar­ Tlis gzidan gadaxvevasa da dabrkolebis lodad qcevaSi! Sen lonis mitovebul miwaze wagiyvanen, sadac udides sasjelsa da wamebas daeqvemdebarebi. ormagma cxovrebam ZrwoliT moismina ganaCeni da Semdeg jeilins Seevedra: _ ufalo, me xom Seni skolis maswavlebeli viyavi. Sen mogiZRveni mTeli sicocxle. jeilinma upasuxa: _ maswavlebeli iyavi, magram im wignebs ar kiTxulobdi, saidanac aswavlidi? `Zvirfaso debo da Zmebo, bevri nu gaxdebiT maswavleblebi skolaSi, radgan jeilinisgan ufro meti simkacriT ganisjebiT~.29 ormagi cxovreba Seepasuxa: _ ratom viyavi dabrkolebis lodi? jeilinis xma Seuvali gaxda: _ Sen gamo mravali mciredTagani waborZikda da samudamod daeca. gaubedavi erT-erTia maT Soris. igi Sens mzrunvelobas mivande. Zalaufleba mogeci mis dasacavad da ara sakuTari interesebisTvis gamosayeneblad. Seni zegavleniT gulisTqmebi daikmayofile da SebRale igi da afabelis samefo: gankiTxvis pirveli dRe 71

sxvebi. erTma dam ukve daWra gaubedavi da Sen, romelsac misTvis Wrilobebi unda mogeSuSebina, borotad isargeb­ le misi mdgomareobiT. am qalis rwmenis gemi ­daamsxvri­­e. mas­lonis miwaze gadasaxleba miesaja. darwmunebuli var, gaxsovs Cemi gafrTxileba: `vinc Cemi morwmuneebidan erT mcireTagans acdunebs, misTvis ajobebda, wisqvilis qva daekidaT kiserze da zRvaSi gadaegdoT~.30 ormagi cxovreba evedreboda: _ jeilin, vici, rom lonis miwaze gadasaxlebis Rirsi var, magram udidesi wameba risTvis momisaje?! ase mkac­ rad ratom meqcevi? me Seni erT-erTi msaxuri viyavi da ara vinme urwmunoTagani. me damoukidebels ar vgavdi, romelsac SenTan araferi esaqmeboda. ratom? jeilinma mtkiced upasuxa: _ Sen uZvelesi xelnawerebi icodi da aswavlidi. ratom misvam aseT kiTxvebs? Segaxseneb da iqneb moigono Cemi sityvebi. uZvelesi xelnawerebi mkafiod ambobs: `Tu msaxuri Tavis gunebaSi ityvis: agvianebs Cemi batoni mosvlaso da daiwyebs sxva msaxurebisa da mxevlebis Seviw­roebas, ... mova im monis batoni gauxmaureblad da moulodnelad, Suaze gakveTs mas da urwmunoebTan daudebs wils. msaxuri mkacrad daisjeba, radgan man icoda Tavisi movaleoba, magram uari Tqva mis Sesrulebaze. xolo is adamianebi, romlebmac ar ician. rom Secdomas sCadian, naklebad daisjebian. visac meti mieca, mets mosTxoven da visac mets miandoben, metsac mohkiTxaven~.31 jeilinma ganagrZo: _ damoukidebelma gacilebiT naklebi icoda sakuTar Secdomebze. Sen gqonda codna da Semecneba. misi ganaCenic mkacria, magram SenTan SedarebiT _ msubuqi. Sen ki yvelaze Rrma wyvdiadi daimsaxure.32 jeilinma mTavar mcvels ubrZana: _ SeukariT mas xel-fexi, gaiyvaneT da gadaagdeT garesknelis bnelSi, sadac aris tirili da kbilTa RrWena, radgan mravalia mowodebuli, rCeuli ki _ cota.33 mTavari mcveli miuaxlovda Tu ara, ormagma cxovrebam jeilinis, mcvelebisa da afabelis moqalaqeebis misamarTiT sibilweebi gadmoafrqvia. igi ZalmomreobiT aRivso da fizikurad ganTavisuflebasac ki Seecada jeilinze Tavdasasxmelad. misma namdvilma bunebam 72

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srulad iCina Tavi. Tuki rame keTili iyo masSi, orgulobam STanTqa. mas xel-fexi Seukres da gverdiTi karidan gayvanisas mTeli gza ilanZReboda. igi sxva aTas xuTas adamians SeuerTda, romlebic dauyovnebliv unda waeyvanaT lonis miwaze. rogorc ki ormagma cxovrebam darbazi datova, mTavarma mweralma wigni daxura da daiyvira: _ aq gamotanili yvela ganaCeni samarTliania. maT is miiRes, rac daimsaxures! samsxverplodan moisma xma: _ marTali da WeSmaritia Seni gansjani!34 lonis mitovebuli miwa aTasxuTasi msjavrdebuli da dapatimrebuli endeleli samefo dacvis TanxlebiT daadga orkvirian gzas lonis miviwyebuli miwisken. am mgzavrobam isini cecxlis did udabnosTan miiyvana, sadac damskdari miwidan amosuli mxurvaleba autaneli iyo. moulodnelad, sad iyo da sad ara, iq, sadac sicxis gaZleba ukve warmoudgeneli gaxda, maTgan garkveul manZilze didi da avismomaswavebeli nageboba aRimarTa. msjavrdebulebma miaxloebisas SeZles masze arsebuli warweris garCeva: `lonis mitovebuli miwa~. axlo manZilze dakvirvebis Sedegad aRmoCnda, rom am uzarmazar nagebobas arc fanjrebi da arc rame Riobi hqonda ZirSi datanebuli erTi didi karis garda. karSi Sevidnen Tu ara, msjavrdebulebs Senobis Signidan TiTqos aTobiT aTasi adamianis gulisgamgmiravi yvirili moesmaT. Zalian male SeZles mTavari mcvelis mimarT wamosuli Txovna-mudaris xmebis garCeva, romelic Sesas­ vlelTan dapatimrebulebis rigs gamoeyo. _ nuTu sakmarisi ar aris? gTxovT, wyaloba moiReT Cvenze. metismetad didia Cveni sasjeli asatanad! _ ramdeni xania, rac am adgilas arian? _ hkiTxa damoukidebelma mcvels. _ maTi dro 1-dan 129 wlamde meryeobs. motyuebuls elda eca. igi rogorRac imedovnebda gasuli ori kviris mgzavrobisas, rom es koSmari an daSinebis taqtika iyo. man igive mcvels hkiTxa: afabelis samefo: gankiTxvis pirveli dRe 73

_ es is adgilia, sadac darCenil cxovrebas gavatareb? _ diax. es swored is adgilia, romelzec endelSi gaf­ rTxilebdnen. bevri, visac ufro mkacri ganaCeni gamoutanes, zemoT ganaTavses liTonis SenobaSi, sadac sicxe ufro metia. vinc WeSmariteba ar icoda da ise moiqca, rom gadasaxleba daimsaxura, am uzarmazari Senobis qveda nawilSia. da mainc, es nawili erTi dRiTac ki gausaZlisia, rom araferi vTqvaT as welze! ormagi cxovrebis samyofelSi tanjva eniT aRuwereli gaxldaT _ imaze uaresi, vidre Senobis umaRles nawilSi iyo. igi miwisqveSa dilegSi Caiyvanes cxeli gogir­ dis kldeebis maxloblad. iq gogirdis autaneli sim­ yrale trialebda, arasodes niavdeboda da lonis sxva adgilebTan SedarebiT, sicxec gacilebiT mwveli iyo. es adgili Senobas ar miekuTvneboda, aramed dedamiwis jurRmulebs. eWvgareSea, rom iqauri satanjveli yvela sxvas aRemateboda. aq ormagi cxovreba marto darCeboda wamebaSi. teritoria sakmaod farTo iyo imisTvis, rom misi msgavsi ganaCenis mqone sxva adamianebic daetia. isini sakuTari xmis garda veravis xmas ver gaigonebdnen. mas Semdeg, rac msjavrdebulebi TavianT adgilebze ganaTavses, mTavari mcveli gasasvlelisken gaemarTa. mis zurgs ukan rkinis kari daixura da SenobaSi iseTma wyvdiadma daisadgura, rom rames danaxva SeuZlebeli gaxda. sabralo sulebs am ukuneTSi 125 welze meti unda gaetarebinaT ukidures wyvdiadsa da martoobaSi. sinaTlis danaxvis erTaderTi saSualeba msjavrdebulTa axali nakadis moyvanisas karidan SemoWrili Suqi iyo da isic weliwadSi erTxel. amis SesaZleblobac ki yvelas ar hqonda, aramed mxolod karTan axlos myofebs. da­ narCenebi, ormagi cxovrebis msgavsad, dRis naTels verasodes ixilavdnen. maTTvis mxolod sibnele da wyvdiadi iyo Semonaxuli. fiqrebi endelis es oTxi moqalaqe Zalian nanobda darCenili cxovrebis manZilze, rom yuri ar ugdes WeSmaritebas. marto myofni gamudmebiT fiqrobdnen TavianT ugunure74

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baze, saTanadod rom ar gaiTvaliswines jeilinis sit­ yvebi, ris gakeTebac Tavisuflad SeiZleboda endelis miwaze. ras ar miscemdnen, rom ukan dabrunebis da TavianTi xvedris Secvlis Sansi miscemodaT. rogor natrobdnen, rom Tavis droze ar moesminaT umravlesobis azrovnebis an popularuli qadagebebisTvis! yvelafris Tavidan dawye­­ba rom SeZlebodaT, yurs aRar daugdebdnen sakuTar briyvul msjelobas da uZveles xelnawerebs gaiTavisebdnen, romlebic arasodes icvleboda an ir­Rveoda. msjavrdebulebs afabelis xateba awamebda, romelic yvelaze gamorCeuli samefo gaxldaT. gamouTqmeli tanjvis drosac ki xedavdnen qalaqis silamazes, Tumca misi daTvaliereba mcire droiT SeZles. arsebuli kontrasti maT tkivilebs kidev ufro aRrmavebda. lonis autaneli sicxe, sazareli simyrale da wyvdiadi ufro metad gamokveTda WeSmaritebas. mSvenieri qalaqi SeiZleboda maTi samkvidrebeli gamxdariyo, magram is maTi ugunurebis miRma darCa.

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1. rogor ganmartavdiT warmatebas am wignis kiT­xvis dawyebamde? ramdenad asaxavda am gansazRvrebas Tqveni miznebi, prioritetebi da Cvevebi? rogor daupirispirda Tqvens TvalTaxedvas am nawilis wakiTxva an riT dadasturda is? 2. roca maradisobis koncefciis seriozulobas warmo­ vidgenT, absurduli Cans imaze fiqri, rom vinme SeiZleba sakmarisad darwmunebuli iyos sakuTa­ ri ganaCenis raobaSi, romelic am adamianis maradiul xvedrs gansazRvravs. da mainc, 1 ioan. 4:17 swored amas gvpirdeba. xsenebul ideas momdevno nawilebSi avxdiT fardas, magram SegiZliaT, axlave ganmartoT, raze dayrdnobiT iciT es an saidan modis Tqveni darwmunebuloba? 3. am nawilSi afabelis samefos gaecaniT, romelic dedamiwaze cxovrebasa da Cvens saukuno xvedrs Soris kavSirurTierTobas simboluri suraTebiT asaxavs. yvelaze metad ram miiqcia Tqveni yuradReba xsenebul samefosa da mis mmarTvelobaSi? ramem aRgafrTovanaT an gagakvirvaT? rogor hfens naTels wmida werili ambis Tqven mier aRniSnul elementebs? 4. modi, endelis mkvidrebze vilaparakoT. ra reaqcia gqondaT pirvel oTx ganaCenze? movlenebis sxvagvar ganviTarebas xom ar elodebodiT? Tu ki, ratom? 5. romelia yvelaze mwvave kiTxvebi an sirTuleebi, sanam Cvens kvlevas gavagrZelebdeT?

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mkvdarTa maradiuli samyofeli `hkiTxes mas misma mowafeebma, ras niSnavda es igavi. man Tqva: `Tqven mogecaT (TandaTanobiT), rom icodeT (ufro naTlad da safuZvlianad gaacnobieroT da gaigoT) RvTis sasufevlis saidumloebani ......~. luka 8:9-10 (gafarT. Targm.)

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alegoriaSi jeilini ieso qristes warmoadgens, xolo mefe mama _ yovlisSemZle mama RmerTs. dagoni satana gaxlavT, endelis cxovreba dedamiwaze adamianTa cxovrebas asaxavs, xolo afabeli RvTis zeciuri qalaqis simboloa. lonis mitovebuli miwa cecxlis tbas Seesabameba, sadac calkeuli pirovnebebi maradisobas ieso qristes mxsne­ li madlis gareSe gaatareben. wina TavSi ganxiluli pirovnebebis cxovreba im adamianTa sxvadasxva viTarebebs gviCvenebs, romlebic samudamo sasjelis Tanamdebi iqnebian. RvTis sityva amas Zalze naTlad acxadebs. diax, Tqven sworad kiTxulobT: maTi xvedri samudamo sasjelia. am sityvis dasawerad mzadebisas didxans 79

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da. maS ase, Cemi kiTxva SemdegSi mdgomareobs: marTla karg samsaxurs vuwevT adamianebs, roca dResdReobiT kaTedrebidan jojoxeTs ar vaxsenebT? aris ki es namdvili siyvaruli? bibliaSi jojoxeTis aRmniSvneli ramdenime saxelia mocemuli. `Seoli~ (mxolod Zvel aRTqmaSi), hadesi da samarxi im mcire saxelTagania, romlebic uSualod, sikvdilis savanes aRniSnavs. geena da cecxlis tba saukuno jojoxeTis maniSnebelia. male uSualo da maradiul sikvdilze mokled visaubrebT. wmida werili gveubneba, rom jojoxeTi realuri ad­ gilia da ara simboluri, ris warmoCenasac amaod cdilobs Cveni sazogadoeba. ricxv. 16-Si miwa gaixsna da sami ojaxi fizikurad STainTqa SeolSi mravali mowmis winaSe. axal aRTqmaSi antiqristesa da mis cru winaswarmetyvelze vkiTxulobT: `oriveni cocxlad iqnen Cayrilni cecxlis tbaSi, gogirdiT rom iwvoda~(gamocx. 19:20). isini ar momkvdaran xorcielad, rom maTi suli im adgilas aRmoCeniliyo. orive xorcielad iqnen Cayrilni cecxlis tbaSi. lazare da mdidari lukas saxarebaSi ieso realur SemTxvevaze saubrobs, sadac mdidari mxolod sakuTari TavisTvis cxovrobda da yuradRebas ar aqcevda misi saxlis win mwolare maT­ xovars. viciT, rom es igavi ar gaxlavT, radgan ieso ambis Txrobas Semdegi sityvebiT iwyebs: `iyo erTi mdidari~. meore, igi abrahams axsenebs da maTxovarsac konkretul saxels, lazares uwodebs. iesos ar axasiaTebda igavis personaJebisTvis saxelebis darqmeva an maTSi realuri adamianebis gamoyeneba. mokvda lazare da angelozebma waiyvanes abrahamis wiaRSi, romelic Zveli aRTqmis wmindanebis sanugeSo adgili iyo, sanam ieso gzas gaxsnida RvTis winaSe maT warsadgomad zecaSi. mdidaric mokvda da jojoxeTSi aRmoCnda. Semdeg vkiTxulobT: `da jojoxeTSi, tanjva-wamebaSi myofma, aRapyro Tvalebi da dainaxa Soridan abrahami da lazarec mis wiaRSi. SesZaxa: mamao abraham, Semiwyale da momivline lazare, rom TiTis wveri daisvelos wyalmkvdarTa maradiuli samyofeli

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albaT, gagigiaT Zvelad naTqvami: `tanjvas martooba ar uyvars~. aq ratom ar gamodgeba igi? ratom ar surda mdidars, rom masTan erTad sxvebic yofiliyvnen? pasuxi aseTia: jojoxeTSi megobroba da moziareoba ar arsebobs. zogierTi fiqrobs, rom iq saRamoebi imarTeba; sxve­bi elodebian, rom megobrebTan yofniT isiamovneben. ase rom yofiliyo, mdidaric moisurvebda axloblebis SemoerTebas, magram is yvelanairad cdilobda, maTTvis Tavidan aeridebina am satanjvelSi moxvedra. jojoxeTi ukiduresi martoobisa da uimedobis adgilia. is aseve gaxlavT samudamo mogonebis adgili, rac piradad Cemi azriT, erT-erTi udidesi satanjvelia. daakvirdiT, abrahamis pasuxs, roca mdidari Zmebis gamo evedreba: `uTxra mas abrahamma: maT hyavT mose da winaswarmet­ yvelni; maT usminon. man ki Tqva: ara, mamao abraham, Tu vinme mkvdarTagani miva maTTan, moinanieben! da uTxra mas abrahamma: Tuki moses da winaswarmet­ yvelT ar daugdes yuri, mkvdreTiTac rom aRdges vinme, imasac ar erwmunebian~. (luk. 16:29-31) aq gadmocemulia metad mniSvnelovani WeSmariteba. bevri adamianis survilia, rom saxarebis safuZvlianoba zebunebrivi gancdebis meSveobiT daumtkicos sakuTar Tavs Tu sxvebs. miuxedavad amisa, ieso gvaCvenebs, rom RvTis sityvaze metad araferi warmoSobs namdvil rwmenas, romelic RvTis morCilebas bolomde SegaZlebinebT. arasworad nu gamigebT. zebunebrivi gancdebi adamianebSi gaocebasa da xanmokle cvlilebasac iwvevs, magram ar ZaluZs mtkice darwmunebis warmoSoba maT gulebSi. roca jer kidev amqveyniuri da gasarTob saRamoebze gadareuli mozardi viyavi, mamam aTi mcnebis sanaxavad wamiyvana, sadac mTavar rolSi Carlton hestoni mona­ wileobda. cxadad maxsovs, rogor mivaSterdi farTo ekrans, roca miwa gaipo da Semcode xalxi STanTqa. aman mTlianad SemZra. kinoTeatridan gamovedi Tu ara, Cemi cxovreba Seicvala. welSi gamarTuli, sul sxvagvarad davdiodi erTi kviris ganmavlobaSi, magram Semdeg isev Zvel cxovrebas davubrundi. ratom? imitom, rom RvTis mkvdarTa maradiuli samyofeli

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_ SiSi imdenad didi iyo, rom amaze uaresi warmoudgeneli gaxldaT. rac metad SevigrZnobdi, miT uaresi xdeboda. arasodes ganmicdia msgavsi ram dedamiwaze. misi sityvebiT aRwera SeuZlebelia~. igi ganagrZobda: _Semdeg mocimcime Suqebi davinaxe da mivxvdi, rom jojoxeTisken miveqanebodi. yvirili daviwye: `ratom mivdivar am mimarTulebiT? me xom qristiani var!~ Cemi megob­ris deda da mama Zlieri morwmuneebi iyvnen, magram is ubralod dadioda eklesiaSi, radgan mSoblebis TqmiT, sxva gza ar hqonda. maSin man SiSisa da tanjvis xmebi gaigona. cxadad maxsovs misi naTqvami: _ jon, liza, aris Cveulebrivi yvirili, magram arsebobs yvirili, romelic ZarRvebSi sisxls gagiyinavs. ai, aseTi xmebi mesmoda. Semdeg raRac qmnilebis pirispir aRmovCndi. mas saswori eWira da gamudmebiT mimeorebda: `CemTan modi! Sen Cemi xar!~ im qmnilebasTan brZola daviwye. Tavidan SeSinebuls xmis amoReba ar SemeZlo, Semdeg ki viyvire: `gamiSvi, gamiSvi!~ moulodnelad vigrZeni, rom sxeulSi myofi vyvirodi da eqims xelze vukbine, romelsac TiTi Cems xaxaSi Caeyo. ase miTxra dedam, roca SemdegSi Cemi gancdebis Sesaxeb vuambe. amavdroulad, dedaCemi saoperacios derefanSi (ukve saavadmyofoSi viyavi) ijda da RmerTs SehRaRadebda: `zeciero mama, Tu Cems Svils cocxals damibruneb, Sen gadmogcem samaradisod!~ mogvianebiT im megobarma pirvelma wamoiwyo msaxureba karibis kunZulebze. SesaZloa, eWvi SeitanoT misi monayolis sisworeSi, mag­ram araerTi mamakaci, qali Tu bavSvi arsebobs, visac igive gamouvlia. klinikuri sikvdilis gancda sakmaod xSiri SemTxvevaa, ase rom eqimebs ramdenime maTgani gamoukvleviaT. amgvar mkvlevarTagan erT-erTia eqimi melvin morsi, romelic klinikurad gardacvlili bavSvebis SemTxvevebis Seswavlas xelmZRvanelobda. man ori jgufi Seiswavla. pirveli jgufi 121 pacientisgan Sedgeboda, romlebic kritikul mdgomareobaSi imyofebodnen, magram ar mom­ mkvdarTa maradiuli samyofeli 87

kvdaran. es bavSvebi xelovnuri sunTqvis aparatze iyvnen SeerTebuli, intensiuri Terapia utardebodaT an mZime Sedegebis mqone wamlebs iRebdnen. maTi asaki samidan Teq­ vsmet wlamde meryeobda. arc erT maTgans ar uTqvams, rom sxeuli datova. meore jgufi daaxloebiT erTnairi asakis Tormeti bavSvisgan Sedgeboda. zogierT maTgans guli gauCerda wyalSi daxrCobis Sedegad, zogi _ avtokatastrofaSi moyva, sxvebs guliscema SeuCerdaT da a.S. am patara jgufidan yvelas hqonda sxeulidan gasvlis gancda. zogierTebi yvebodnen, rogor dainaxes sakuTari sxeulebi da eqimebs aRuweres procedurebi, romlebic maT utardebodaT. SeiZleba viRaceebma ifiqron, rom Cems megobars halucinacia hqonda. miuxedavad amisa, bavSvebze warmoebulma dakvirvebebma sruliad sawinaaRmdego daamtkica. garda amisa, rogor SeiZleba adamians halucinacia hqonoda, Tuki igi klinikurad gardacvlili iyo 30 wuTis ganmavlobaSi? hadesi da cecxlis tba Cvenma megobarma da sxva CemTvis nacnobma adamianebma, romlebsac jojoxeTis gancda hqondaT, wamebis Sualeduri adgili, hadesi ixiles. es ar gaxlavT daRupuli adamianebis samudamo samyofeli. aq sulebi didi TeTri taxtis winaSe wardgomamde itanjebian. mudmivi samyofeli, sadac adamianebi, demonebi da dacemuli angelozebi erTad gaatareben maradisobas gankiTxvis Semdeg, cecxlis tbad iwodeba. es naTlad Cans wmida werilis Semdegi muxlebidan: `vixile didi TeTri taxti da zed mjdomi ... misca zRvam masSi myofi mkvdrebi; da sikvdilma da jojoxeTmac misces maTSi myofi TavianTi mkvdrebi; da TiToeuli gankiTxul iqna Tavisi saqmeebisamebr. sikvdili da jojoxeTi Cayril iqnen cecxlis tbaSi; es aris meore sikvdili, cecxlis tba. vinc ar aRmoCnda sicocxlis wignSi Cawerili, cecxlis tbaSi iqna Cagdebuli~. (gamocx. 20:11,13-15)

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upirvelesad minda aRvniSno, rom yvela, vinc wamebis Sualedur adgilas anu hadesSi imyofeboda, samsjavros winaSe waradgines. gankiTxvis dasrulebis Semdeg yvela kanondamrRvevi da urjuloebis moqmedi cecxlis tbaSi gadayares demonebis, dacemuli angelozebis da Tavad jojoxeTis CaTvliT. cecxlis tbis xilva me da Cems meuRles berZeni megobrebi gvyavs. colis saxelia joi, romelic mesame Taobis msaxuri gaxlavT. misi bebia saberZneTSi daibada da gaizarda. man adreuli asakidan daiwyo RvTis Zieba. irgvliv myofebi mis kiTxvebs gulgrilad da aSkara dacinviT xvdebodnen. mas eklesiaSi wasvlac surda, magram uTxres, RmerTi ar arsebobso da amgvari sisuleleebze fiqri aukrZales. erTxel jois bebia megobrebTan erTad cekvavda soflis moedanze, sadac berZnuli dResaswauli imarTeboda. am dros raRac xmam uTxra: `efrosini, maradiuli cekva eZebe!~ igi gaocda. ra iyo es? _ dainteresda gogona. man maSinve Sewyvita cekva da saxlisken gaiqca, rom azrze mosuliyo. gzaSi uzarmazari tvirTis simZime SeigrZno, TiTqos zurgze raRac hqonda mokidebuli. saxlSi misuli efrosini Tavisi sawoli oTaxisken gaemarTa, muxlebze daeca da tirili daiwyo. mas surda im xmas dalaparakeboda. vin esaubreboda mas? ras niSnavda sityvebi, romlebic uTxres? ris gakeTebas sTxovda xma? amgvari kiTxvebi awvalebda mis gonebas, magram es didxans ar gagrZelebula. rogorc ki efrosini iataks Seexo, igrZno, rom oTaxSi raRac cecxlis msgavsi Semovida da mTlianad moicva. igi ukan gadavarda da am dros xilva naxa. sruliad TeTrebSi Cacmuli angelozi miuaxlovda, aswia da iseT adgilas gadaiyvana, sadac mkrTali Suqi iyo. iq marto darCa. roca efrosinma irgvliv mimoixeda, misda gasaocrad aRmoaCina, rom golgoTis scenas uyurebda. ufali jvarze ekida da misi Wrilobebidan sisxli wveTavda. gogonam iesos saxeze tanjvis agonia ixila. amavdroulad, efrosinim Sori manZilidan momavali mkvdarTa maradiuli samyofeli

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yvirilis xmebi gaarCia. igi Sebrunda, rom daenaxa, saidan ismoda xmebi. mis winaSe didi ufskruli gamoCnda, romelic jvrisgan aSorebda, iqedan ki cecxlis enebi amodioda. es mTliani cecxlis okeane gaxldaT. man SeZlo uamravi adamianis yvirilis mosmena. isini RmerTs lan­ ZRavdnen. am droisTvis igrZno, rom raRac Zala dedamiwis ufskrulisken ezideboda da adre gagonilma xmam uTxra: `Senc am adgils ekuTvni~. efrosini SeZrwunda! man yvirili morTo da Sewyalebas iTxovda. igi jvarcmis ZirSi daeca igive mZime tvirTiT, romelic adre SeigrZno. garkveuli drois manZilze iq egdo da tiroda. amis Semdeg siyvaruliTa da TanagrZnobiT savse xmam uTxra: `man es SenTvis gaakeTa! SenTvis mokvda! Tu patiebas iTxov da mis msxverpls miiReb, qvemoT [cecxlis tbaSi] aRar moxvdebi!~ efrosini kidev ufro metad ayvirda da maSinve gamoexmaura xmis naTqvams. man patieba iTxova. am dros zurgidan tvirTi mowyda da jvarcmis ZirSi dagorda. gogonam zemoT aixeda da mis win mdgari ufali ieso dainaxa gandidebuli saxiT. ufalma xelSi aiyvana da ulamazesi mwvane gorakisken waiyvana. axla mas ufalTan azrebis gacvla-gamocvla SeeZlo. igi kiTxvebs usvamda da ufali pasuxobda. es saocari iyo! efosini dainteresda, saiT midiodnen. ufalma uTxra: `Sens zecier mamasTan Sesaxvedrad!~ roca isini gorakis wvers miuaxlovdnen, gogonam karibWidan gamomavali Suqis danaxva SeZlo. irgvliv arsebuli yvavilebisa da xeebisgan mSvenieri, angelozisebri musika da simRera moismoda. isini parkTan mividnen da karibWe gaiares. iq arsebuli silamaze eniT aRuwereli iyo! isini pirdapir taxts miuaxlovdnen. efrosins RvTis saxe ar daunaxavs, radgan mas saburveli efara, magram didi wigni da Rrublebidan misken gamowvdili xeli ki ixila. xelma wera daiwyo. gogona win gadaixara, rom naweri gaerCia da misda gasaocrad dainaxa, rogor Caiwera misi saxeli sicocxlis wignSi! (Tumca im droisTvis jer kidev ar icoda, rom es sicocxlis wigni iyo). roca zecierma mamam efrosinis saxeli sicocxlis wignSi Cawera, ase uTxra: `keTili iyos Seni mobrZaneba 90

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ojaxSi!~ da Sublze akoca. am dros man dainaxa, rom angelozebma wre Sekres da cekva-simReras Seudgnen didi sixarulis niSnad! mas Tavisi saxeli moesma angelozebis simReraSi, roca isini cekviT wres uvlidnen. gogona maT SeuerTda. man mogvianebiT gaigo, rom es angelozTa didi zeimi iyo mis pativsacemad, radgan gadarCena miiRo. garkveuli drois Semdeg ufalma uTxra efrosinis, rom dedamiwaze dabrunebis dro iyo, radgan misTvis didi saSromi dagegma. gogonas mZime gansacdelebis gadatana mouwevda misi saxelis gulisTvis, magram am yvelafris Semdeg masTan dabrundeboda samudamod. am dros efrosinim aRmoaCina, rom Tavis oTaxSi iyo. is Zalze ukmayofilo darCa axlaxan gancdili zeciuri mogzaurobis Semdeg dedamiwaze dabrunebiT, magram arCevani ar hqonda. roca sofelSi gogonas xilvis Sesaxeb gaiges, devna daiwyo. Tavdapirvelad mama daemuqra, rom najaxiT akuwavda, Tu Tavis rwmenas ar moinaniebda. efrosinma uTxra, rom arasodes ar moinaniebda, rac naxa. devna dRiTi dRe mZafrdeboda erT saRamomde, roca gogonasTan misi da movida da uTxra, rom viRac adamianebi dilas mosvlas da soflis moedanze mis wayvanas apirebdnen, sadac berZnuli marTlmadidebluri eklesia idga. Tu is mariamis xats ar emTxveoda, Tayvans ar scemda da ar eamboreboda, benzins gadaasxamdnen da dawvavdnen. efrosinis ar sjeroda, rom xalxi ase Sors wavidoda, magram maT mtkiced gadaewyvitaT amgvarad moqceva. imave saRamos masTan uflis angelozi movida da mxarze Se­xebiT gaaRviZa. roca gogonas gaeRviZa, angelozma adgoma, Cacma da wina karidan gasvla ubrZana. igi daemorCila da roca terasaze gavida, igrZno, rom viRacam miwidan aswia. igi fizikurad usafrTxod iqna gadayvanili saxlidan sxva sofelSi ramdenime milis daSorebiT. warmoudgeneli wameba jois bebias hadesi ar unaxavs. man cecxlis tba ixila, romelsac aseve `meore sikvdili~ ewodeba. misi xvedri Seicvala, radgan mTeli guliT ieso qristes miyola mkvdarTa maradiuli samyofeli

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arCia. wmida werili ase gveubneba: `mxdalTa da urwmunoTa, SembilwvelTa da mkvlelTa, meZavTa da grZneulTa, kerpTayvanismcemelTa da cruTa xvedri tbaSia, romelic iwvis cecxliTa da gogirdiT. es aris meore sikvdili~. (gamocx. 21:8) yuradReba miaqcieT, rom tba `cecxliTa da gogir­ diT iwvis~. gogirdi arametaluri substanciaa, romelic udides temperaturaze iwvis da metad usiamovno suns gamoyofs. mravalma aRwera jojoxeTi da misi SemaZrwunebeli suni. isini mas `autanels~ uwodeben. faqtobrivad, Cems nacnobTagan visac es adgili unaxavs, iq arsebuli tanjvisa da saSinelebis aRweras Cveni enisTvis SeuZleblad miiCnevs. aseve yuradReba miaqcieT termins, `meore sikvdili~. ieso ambobs: `visac yuri aqvs, isminos, ras eubneba suli eklesiebs [es niSnavs, rom igi urwmunoebs ar elaparakeba]: gamarjvebuls vneba ar eqneba meore sikvdilisgan~ (gamocx. 2:11). SeiZleba ucnaurad mogeCvenoT, rom ieso amas eklesiebs eubneba. da mainc, zemoxsenebul muxlSi sami ZiriTadi kategoriis adamianebs vxedavT, romlebic cecxlis tbaSi daiwvebian. pirvel kategoriaSi Sedian qristesgan ukan miqceulebi. meoreSi Sedian isini, vinc erTgulebas ar iCendnen uflis mimarT. mesame kategorias warmoadgenen codvilebi, romlebic mas saerTod ar icnobdnen. pirveli ori jgufi odesRac eklesias Seadgenda. gaixseneT pirveli sami pirovneba Cveni alegoriidan: gaubedavi, motyuebuli da damoukidebeli! ori maTgani aqtiurad eswreboda endelis skolas, rac eklesiis simbolo gaxlavT. am sakiTxs mcire xniT CavuRrmavdebiT. meore sikvdili cecxlis tbaSi tanjva gaxlavT mTeli maradisobis ganmavlobaSi. da kvlav, maradisobis ganxilvisas pirvel Tavze ifiqreT: ukuniTi ukunisamde, usasrulod, yovelgvari Svebisa da Tavis daxsnis gareSe! zogierTi fiqrobs, rom es agonia erTxelac dasruldeba, magram es mosazreba RvTis sityvis swavlebas aSkarad ewinaaRmdegeba. igi acxadebs: `itanjebian dRe da Rame ukuniTi ukunisamde~ (gamocx. 20:10).

tanjvis usasrulobis kidev erTi mtkicebulebaa iesos naTqvami maT Sesaxeb, vinc mis sityvas ar emorCileba: `da wavlen isini saukuno satanjvelSi, xolo marTalni saukuno sicocxleSi~ (maT. 25:46). yuradReba miaqcieT sityvebs `saukuno satanajveli~. sxva sityvebiT rom vTqvaT, tanjva ar sruldeba. igi saukunoa! ieso gveubneba: `Tu Seni Tvali gacdunebs, amoiTxare igi: girCevnia cali TvaliT Sexvide RvTis samefoSi, vidre ori Tvali gqondes da Cauqrobeli cecxlis geenaSi iqne Cagdebuli~. (mark. 9:47) rogorc xedavT, ieso aq geenaze laparakobs, cecxlis tbaze: `Tu Seni Tvali gacdunebs, amoiTxare igi: girCevnia cali TvaliT Sexvide RvTis samefoSi, vidre ori Tvali gqondes da Cauqrobeli cecxlis geenaSi iqne Cagdebuli, sadac maTi matli ar kvdeba da cecxli ar neldeba~. (mark. 9:47-48) yuradReba miaqcieT, rom maTi mWameli matli ar kvdeba. es niSnavs, rom maT yovelTvis aqvT raRac saWmeli. modi, es bunebriv TvalsaCinoebas SevadaroT! roca adamiani fizikurad kvdeba, matlebi iqamde Wamen mis xorcs, sanam Zvlebi ar darCeba da Semdeeg matlebic kvdebian. Tumca geenaSi isini ar kvdebian, radgan maTi saWmeli arasodes mTavrdeba. erTi pirovneba, romelsac jojoxeTis xilva hqonda, amowmebda, rom iq uzarmazari matlebi naxa. isini cecxlisgan datanjuli adamianebis xorcs Wamdnen da mniSvneloba ar hqonda, ramden xans iyvnen jojoxeTSi, xorci mainc sakmarisi iyo matlebis saWmelad. diax, Tqven marTali brZandebiT, es warmoudgeneli adgilia! da mainc, Tavidanve mxedvelobaSi unda viqonioT, rom RmerTs cecxlis tba adamianebisTvis ar Seuqmnia. ismineT, ras ambobs ieso maTze, vinc am sazarel ad­gilas aRmoCndnen: `maSin imaTac etyvis, vinc marcxnivaa: wadiT Cemgan, mkvdarTa maradiuli samyofeli

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wyeulno, saukuno cecxlSi, romelic gamzadebulia eSmakisa da misi angelozebisTvis!~ (maT. 25:41) cecxlis tba eSmakisa da misi angelozebisTvis Seiqmna da ara kacobriobisTvis. miuxedavad amisa, eSmaki bevrs atyuebs da masTan erTad mihyavs saukuno satanjvelSi. es Cveni alegoriis msgavsia: dagonis zegavlenam bevri acduna da jeilinis risxva Tavs daatexa. is sasjeli, rac mas eloda, mis gavlenas daqvemdebarebulma adamianebmac gaiziares. ase rom ar moqceuliyo, jeilini samarTliani mefe ar iqneboda. yvelaferi samudamod kargadaa wina TavSi vixileT, raoden aSkara iyo jeilinis ris­xva. wmida werili acxadebs, rom mamakacebi da qalebi Sesvamen `... RvTis mZvinvarebis Rvinisgan, ... da daitanjebian cecxlsa da gogirdSi wmida angelozebis winaSe da kravis winaSe. maTi wamebis kvamli ava ukuniTi ukunisamde~ (gamocx. 14:10-11). kidev erTxel ifiqreT sityvebze `ukuniTi ukunisamde!~ gaxsovT Cveni msjeloba maradisobaze pirvel TavSi? vcdilobdiT Tu ara misi usasrulobis Cawvdomas? es SeuZlebelia gonebiT, magram SesaZlebeli _ guliT. am mizezis gamo RmerTi mTel Taobaze godebs, romelic mis sityvas ar ismens: `netav iseTi guli hqonodaT, rom SinebodaT Cemi da mudamJams daecvaT Cemi yoveli mcneba, raTa kargad yofiliyvnen TviTon da maTi Zeni ukunisamde!~ (2 rj. 5:29) yuradReba miaqcieT sityvas `ukunisamde!~ netav es xalxi motivirebuli yofiliyo imiT, rac mudmivia _ yofiliyo maradisobiT amoZravebuli! aseve, yuradReba miaqcieT, rom RmerTma Tqva: `mudamJams daecvaT Cemi yoveli mcneba~. mas ar uTqvams: `drodadro daicaviT Cemi yoveli mcneba~. mas arc es uTqvams: `yovelTvis daicaviT zogierTi Cem mcnebaTagan~. ara, 94

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yovelTvis yvela mcneba unda davicvaT! Cven gvebrZana, rom srulad da mudam davemorCiloT mis nebas. SesaZloa, ifiqroT: `ar damicvia yvela misi mcneba da axla samsjavroze damnaSave aRmovCndebi! diax, Tqven sruliad marTali brZandebiT. aravis SeuZlia RvTis winaSe wardgoma da gancxadeba: `Seni samefos Sesaferisi cxovrebiT vicxovre da maradiul sasjels ar vimsaxureb~. amgvari naklovanebis mizezi is gaxlavT, rom adamianma sakuTari nebiT RvTis urCoba amjobina. Sedegad, man codvili buneba miiRo. am moRalaturi qmedebiT igi satanis monad iqca da mis Zalauflebas daeqvemdebara. mas ar hqonda araviTari saSualeba, romliTac Tavs gamois­ yidda an daixsnida. es dacemuli buneba adamisa da evas yvela STamomavals gadaecemoda. es mTeli kacobriobaa, radgan yvelani Cveni mSoblebis bunebis matarebeli varT. RmerTma misi wmida siyvaruliT aRTqma dagvido miuxedavad imisa, rom adamiani srulad iyo pasuxismgebeli Tavis dacemul mdgomareobaze. aRTqma Cvens gadasarCenad mxsnelis gamogzavnas gulisxmobda. is mxsneli ieso qristea. mis dabadebamde asobiT wlis win iqna nawinaswarmetyvelebi, rom igi qalwulisgan iSveboda (ix. es. 7:14). misi mama RmerTi iqneboda, xolo deda _ qalwuli mariami, mefe daviTis STamomavali. iesos orive mSobeli adamiani rom yofiliyo, isic adamis bunebiT daibadeboda, codvis bunebas daemoneboda, veRar icxovrebda srulyofili cxovrebiT da Sesabamisad, ver gamogvisyidda. ufro metic, is qalisgan unda dabadebuliyo, radgan kacma Sescoda da daeca, amitom kacsave unda gadaexada am Ralatis safasuri. amrigad, ieso asi procentiT RmerTi da asi procentiT adamiani gaxldaT. roca ieso jvars ecva, yvela Cveni codva aitana da sisxli daRvara sikvdilamde codvis sazRauris gadasaxdelad. man sruliad marTali cxovrebiT icxovra, amitom mama RmerTma mkvdreTiT aRadgina igi da Tavis marjvniv dasva. mefe daviTma, romelic aseve winaswarmetyveli da iesos winapari iyo, aTasi wliT adre gvauwya, ra moxdeboda qristes jvarcmis Semdeg. petre mis sityvebs imowmebs sulTmofenobis dRes: mkvdarTa maradiuli samyofeli

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eso movida, rom codvis saukuno sazRauris gadaxdisgan davexseniT, rac satanisa da misi damqaSebis Canafiqri gaxldaT. mis mier sicocxlis gawirva Rv­­Ti­s saocari siyvarulis dasturia. ifiqreT amaze! ufalma kacobrioba Seqmna cxovelebTan, frinvelebTan, mwerebTan, zRvisa da dedamiwis danarCen mkvidrTan erTad _ yvelani TavTavis garemoSi da es yvelaferi Tavidanve sruli iyo. wmida werilSi vkiTxulobT: `ixila RmerTma yovelive, rac Seqmna, da aha, kargi iyo friad~ (dab. 1:31). Semdeg man es srulyofili qmnileba kacs miando dasacavad da SesanarCuneblad. rogorc mefsalmune acxadebs: `cani _ cania uflisa, qveyana ki kacTa Svilebs misca~ (fs. 115:16). adamis pasuxismgeblobaSi Sedioda ara marto sakuTari Tavis, aramed danarCe­ni qmnilebis luciferisgan dacvac, romelic RvTis Zvelis­Zveli mteri gaxldaT. RmerTs ar surda robotebis yola, romlebic mis siy­ varuls, morCilebasa da masTan urTierTobas Tavisufali nebiT ar airCevdnen. swored amitom, edemis baRSi arsebuli uamravi xidan erT-erTs Tan axlda Semdegi mcne­ ba: `baRis yoveli xisgan SegiZlia Wamo, oRond keTilisa da borotis Semecnebis xisgan ar SeWamo, radgan ra dResac SeWam, sikvdiliT mokvdebi!~ (dab. 2:16-17). aq RmerTi fizikur sikvdils ar gulisxmobda, radgan igi karga xnis Semdeg gardaicvala (Tumca esec daumorCileblobis Sedegi iyo). RmerTma adams aCvena, rom RvTiuri sicocxlisgan moikveTeboda da luciferis bunebas miiRebda, rac igive sikvdilia. garkveuli drois Semdeg luciferma eva acduna da RvTiur bunebaze warmodgena daumaxinja. man yvela nebadarTuli xidan misi yuradRebis gadatana da 97

erTaderT akrZalul xeze SeCereba moaxerxa. roca evam xe saamurad, sasargeblod da mimzidvelad miiCnia, misi nayofi igema. ase imitom moxda, rom qalis TvalSi RmerTi sikeTis wamrTmevad iqca da ara uxvad mimcemad, rogoric sinamdvileSi aris. da mainc, am etapze kacobrioba jer kidev ar dacemula. es iqamde ar momxdara, sanam igive xis nayofi evas qmarmac ar SeWama. amis Semdeg kacobriobam sikvdilis buneba SeiZina. adamis codva ufro didi iyo. eva cdunebul iqna, is ki _ ara (ix. 1 tim. 2:14). sabolood, ara marto adamma, aramed mis daqvemdebarebaSi myofma qmnilebam sikvdilis buneba myisierad miiRo. adamis Ralatis win cxovelebi erTmaneTs ar xocavdnen, xorcs ar Wamdnen da arc kvdebodnen. ar arsebobda tornadoebi, miwisZvrebi, qariSxlebi, SimSili, sneulebebi da Wiri. es yvelaferi adamianma moitana, radgan ar daicva RvTisgan misTvis mondobili. wmida werilSi vkiTxulobT: `radgan qmnileba Tavisi nebiT ki ar daemorCila amaoebas, aramed misi dammorCileblis mier imediT, rom TviT qmnilebac gaTavisufldeba xrwnilebis monobisagan, RvTis SvilTa didebis Tavisufle­ bisTvis~. (rom. 8:20-21) buneba sakuTari surviliT ar aRmoCenila wyevlis qveS, aramed adamianis mier RvTisadmi gamoCenili urCobis gamo. adamma ver daicva mis mzrunvelobas mindobili. man luciferisTvis gankuTvnil wyevlas, RvTisgan ganSo­ rebas _ daumorCila ara marto buneba, aramed sakuTari Tavi, coli da mTeli STamomavloba. ra Ralatia! ra gamyidve­lobaa! am droisTvis RmerTs SeeZlo eTqva: `kacobriobam, romelic Seviyvare, vakurTxe da srulyofili Sevqmeni, Cems Tavs luciferi arCia. dae, yvelani cecxlis tbis kerZad iqcnen da Cven (mama, Ze da suliwmida) yvelafers xelaxla daviwyebT! sxva samyaros SevqmniT, sxva arsebebiT, romlebic erTgulebi da mosiyvaruleebi iqnebian, iseve rogorc Cven viqnebiT maT mimarT~. ufali ase rom moqceuliyo, sruliad samarTlian gadawyvetilebas miiRebda. miuxedavad amisa, man Tavisi 98

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saocari siyvarulis gamo aRTqma misca kacobriobas, rom mxsnels gaugzavnida im monobisgan dasaxsnelad, romelSic TviTon Caigdo Tavi. is mxsneli misi Ze iqneboda, vis mir Seqmna ca da miwa. sxva sityvebiT rom vTqvaT, igi saSinel fass gadaixdida Cveni codvisa da sikvdilis bunebis gamo, Tumca Tavidanve Cveni siyvarulis garda araferi gaukeTebia. es marTlac didebuli siyvarulia. swored es gaxda golgoTis mizezi. ar mesmis, ratom ibnevian qristianebi urwmunoTa SekiTxvaze: `rogor SeuZlia mosiyvarule RmerTs im adamianebis jojoxeTSi gagzavna, romlebsac saxareba saerTod ar smeniaT?~ Cemi martivi pasuxi aseTia: `es misi ki ara, Cveni bralia~. iesom warmoudgeneli fasi gadaixada kacobriobis gasaTavisufleblad. garda amisa, Cven, vinc ukve gavigeT misi saxarebis Sesaxeb, uflisgan miviReT davaleba: yvelas, visac amaze araferi smenia, im wyevlisgan ganTavisuflebaze unda vauwyoT, romelSic Tavad aRmovCndiT da mTeli qmnileba davuqvemdebareT. Cven pasuxs vagebT Cvens Tanamedrove Taobaze. RmerTma Tavisi wili saqme ukve gaakeTa! Cven RvTis bunebas viRebT iesom ara marto Cveni codvebis sazRaurisTvis gadaixada, aramed masSi RvTis msgavsi axali buneba SeviZineT. ukve aRar varT codvis monebi. roca adamiani Tavis cxovrebas mTlianad iesos uZRvnis, igi sruliad axali qmnileba xdeba. `maSasadame, is, vinc qristeSia, axali qmnilebaa; Zvelma ganvlo da axla yovelive axalia~. (2 kor. 5:17) Cven, pirdapiri mniSvnelobiT, movkvdiT, roca ieso qriste mxsnelad miviReT. Cveni Zveli buneba RvTis TvalSi jvarcmulia qristesTan erTad. iSva sruliad axali, RvTis bunebis matarebeli pirovneba. amrigad, Cven xelaxla davibadeT. axla Tavisufali varT im bunebisgan, romelic erT dros Cvens cxovrebas marTavda. rogorc werili aCvenebs: `amitom davimarxeT masTan sikvdilSi motyuebulis gasamarTleba

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Tu egois­turi da qveyniuri principebiT gamsWvalulia? amasve ­aRwers ioane mociquli Tavis werilSi: `nu SeiyvarebT wuTisoflis gzebs, nurc imas, rac wuTisofelSia. wuTisoflis siyvaruli mama RmerTis siyvaruls devnis adamianidan. vinaidan yovelive, rac wuTisofelSia: sakuTari gzebiT siaruli, sakuTari TavisTvis moxveWa, mniSvnelovan pirovnebad warmoCenis survili _ mamisgan ki ara, wuTisoflisgan aris. es yvelaferi mas dagaSorebT. wuTisofelic gadadis da misi gulisTqmac, RvTis nebis aRmsrulebeli ki ukunisamde rCeba~. (1 ioan. 2:15-17The Message) me da lizas karga xani dagvWirda, rom Cveni Svilebi am WeSmaritebaSi dagverwmunebina. isini qristianul skolebSi dadiodnen da uamrav klasels xedavdnen, romlebic mSoblebTan erTad regularulad eswrebodnen saeklesio Sekrebebs da qristianobas aRiarebdnen, magram mudam sakuTari Tavis maamebeli nayofebi mohqondaT, rogorc zemomoyvanil muxlebSi vixileT da ara qristes bunebis msgavsi. es moswavleebi sakuTari TavisTvis cxovrobdnen da ar eZiebdnen, ar surdaT da siamovnebas ar aniWebdaT RvTis nebis Sesruleba. Cveni bavSvebis mdgomareoba skolaSi mxolod erTi magaliTia uamravi sxva SemTxvevidan, romlis moyvana SemiZlia. es problema Tavs iCens saxlebSi, biznesis samyaroSi da eklesiebsa da msaxurebebSic. bevri maRiarebeli qristiani arsebobs, romelTa nayofebi sruliad sawi­naaRmdegoze migviTiTeben. tipuri `moqceva~ Cven mier naqadagebi saxareba calmxrivia da aqcenti codvilis locvis meSveobiT iesos miRebaze keTdeba. Cven mas `uflad~ vaRiarebT da amis Semdeg saukuno gadarCena gvaqvs. da mainc, es iesos swavlebas ar Seesabameba. igi ambobs: `yvela, vinc meubneba: ufalo, ufalo, rodi Seva caTa samefoSi, aramed is, vinc aRasrulebs Cemi zecieri mamis neba-survils~ (maT. 7:21). Tu dakvirvebiT wavikiTxavT iesos ganacxads da motyuebulis gasamarTleba 101

mravali wlis daubalansebeli qadagebis, swavlebis, weris da galobis filtrSi ar gavatarebT, davinaxavT, rogor ewinaaRmdegeba igi Cvens Tanamedrove saxarebas. amaze naTlad ieso ver ityoda: yvela, vinc codvilis locviT iloca da uflad maRiara, ver moxvdeba zecaSi. da Tu isini zecaSi ar iqnebian, mxolod erTi alternativa arsebobs, razec wina TavSi vilaparakeT. modi, rigiTi evangeluri msaxureba ganvixiloT. mqadagebeli Semdegi tipis sityvas ambobs: `iesosTan modiT da kurTxeva miiReT!~ igi xalxs uyveba, rogor iZleva ieso sixaruls, mSvidobas, warmatebas, bednierebas, janmrTelobas, zecas da ase Semdeg. arasworad nu gamigebT, magram iesos kurTxevis dapireba arasodes gamouyenebia adamianTa misazidad!~ ase ocdaTxuTmet wuTiani komerciuli miznis mqone sityvis Semdeg msaxuri msmenelebs Tavis daxras sTxovs. is maT ekiTxeba, moxvdebian Tu ara zecaSi, dRes rom moulodnelad gardaicvalon. zogan mqadagebeli damswreebs mouwodebs, rom marjvniv da marcxniv mimoixedon da igive kiTxva dausvan gverdiT myof adamianebs, rom maTac daexmaron eklesiis rigebis Sevsebis gadawyvetilebis miRebaSi. moxvdebian ki samoTxeSi, RamiT rom gardaicvalon? _ Tu maT dadebiTi pasuxis mocema ar SeuZliaT, _ ambobs winamZRoli, _ CahkideT xelebi da win gamoiyvaneT. roca kandidatebi win gamovlen, viTarebis Sesabamisi galoba gaismeba, rogoric aris magaliTad, 90-ianebis popularuli `rogoric var~. sxva SemTxvevebSi msmenelebi taSs ukraven da iRimebian, sanam musikosebi sazeimo melodias ukraven adamianTa mwkrivisTvis, romelic win miemarTeba. roca yvela win aRmoCndeba, msaxuri mokrZalebiT Tavis daxras sTxovs maT da cnobil locvas imeorebs: `mamao, vaRiareb, rom codvili var! mapatie Cemi codvebi! dRes iesos vTxov Cems cxovrebaSi Semosvlas uflad da mxsnelad. madloba, rom Svilad mimiRe! iesos saxeliT, amin!~ darbazidan SeZaxilebi ismis, musika ukravs da `axalmoqceulebi~ Sekrebas toveben iseTebi `rogorebic iyvnen~, garda imisa, rom axla motyuebulebic arian. 102 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

araferia naTqvami daumorCilebeli cxovrebis monaniebaze, sakuTari survilebis uaryofasa da RvTis nebis miRebaze, sicocxlis iesosTvis miZRvnaze. maT ieso uflad aRiares, magram maT gulebSi cvlileba ar momxdara. axla ieso, ubralod, maTi cxovrebis nawili gaxda. minda gacnoboT, rom mefeTa mefe da ufalTa ufali aravis cxovrebaSi ar iqneba meore an Tundac pirveli danarCen kerpebTan erTad. igi srulad da mTlianad imefebs Cvens gulebSi da verc erTi pirovneba, sagani an saqmianoba ver gauwevs metoqeobas am adgilis dasakaveblad. igi unda iyos ufali, rac uzenaes batonsa da mesakuTres niSnavs da amis aRiarebis Semdeg Cveni cxovreba Cven aRar gvekuTvnis. ifiqreT amaze. daTanxmdebodiT iseT adamianTan qorwinebas, romelic gamogicxadebT, rom Tqveni erTguli iqneba da Tan ramdenime sayvarelsac iyoliebs, magram Tqven iqnebiT upiratesi maT Soris? raoden absurdulia igives gameoreba samyaros mefisTvis! miiRebs igi aseT sapatarZlos, romelic etyvis: `pirveli iqnebi Cems danarCen sayvarelTa Soris~? aq ar SeiZleba laparaki aRTqmiT urTierTobaze. aq ar moxdeba gaerTianeba. rogori Tavis motyuebaa! es `axalmoqceulebi~ jvars maTi egoisturi meobis, xorcieli cxovrebis mokvdinebis da SinaganSi iesos axali bunebis formirebis saSualebas ar aZleven. isini, ubralod, gaiyidnen ukeTesi cxovrebisTvis dedamiwaze da Tan zecis dapirebac aqvT. sainteresoa! im qveynebSi, sadac qristianebi idevnebian, adamianebs gacnobierebuli aqvT rwmenisTvis sicocxlis gawirvis realoba. dResdReobiT, dasavlur sazogadoebaSi iesosTan ukeTesi cxov­rebisTvis da zecaSi mosaxvedrad movdivarT. Tumca misi gulisTvis Cveni sicocxlec ki unda davTmoT. dRes, Tanamedrove sazogadoebaSi bevri tipiuri evangeluri morwmune sicrueSi cxovrobs im saxarebis gamo, romelic eklesiaSi moismina. axalmoqceulebs enTuziazmiT avsebs axlad napovni `rwmena~. isini qristianul aqtivobebSi monawileobas iReben, saeklesio msaxurebebs eswrebian da gasvliT maxareblobaSic ki erTvebian, radgan es yvelaferi axali da sainteresoa. motyuebulis gasamarTleba 103

es axal klubSi stumrobas, sportis axali saxeobiT gatacebas, axal skolaSi gadasvlas an axali samuSaos Sovnas hgavs. siaxlis grZnoba adamianebs izidavs. Tumca aseTma qristianebma ar gaakeTes is, rac iesom namdvil morwmuneebs daavala: gamoTvalon misi miyolis fasi da mxolod amis Semdeg miiRon misi msaxurebisTvis Tavis miZRvnis gadaw­yvetileba (ix. luk. 14:27-33). dazaraldi, rom SeiZino es gacvlaa. mTeli Cveni cxovreba unda gaviRoT da mis nacvlad iesos sicocxles (bunebas) viRebT. iesom ara­ erTxel ilaparaka amis Sesaxeb: igi ambobs: `Tu vinmes surs gamomyves, uaryos Tavi [daiviwyeT, ugulebelyaviT, uari TqviT sakuTar Tavze da sakuTari interesebis dacvaze], aiRos Tavisi jvari [SemomierTdes, rogorc mowafe da iyos Cems mxares] da gamomyves [mudam Cemze mowebebulma]~. (mark. 8:34AMP) Cven gamudmebiT unda miveweboT mas. gadarCena ar gaxlavT erTjeradi locva da Semdeg sakuTari nebisamebr cxovreba, Tumca `qristianuli~ klubis wevri gaxdiT da zecas daukavSirdiT. ieso ganagrZobs: `visac sulis SenarCuneba surs, igi dakargavs mas; xolo vinc Cemi anda saxarebis gulisTvis dakargavs suls, igi SeinarCunebs mas~ (mark. 8:35). bibliis gavrcobili Targmani ase gadmogvcems: `vinc gaiRebs Tavis sicocxles [romelic mxo­lod dedamiwaze aqvs] Cemi anda saxarebis gulisTvis, SeinarCunebs mas [ufro maRal sulier sicocxles RvTis maradiul sasufevelSi]~. es gadamwyveti mniSvnelobis gacvlaa. amiT sakuTar cxovrebaze uflebas vTmobT da roca ase viqceviT, misi survilebis miyolis Zala gveZleva. samagierod saukuno sicocxles viRebT. dRevandelobaSi naqadageb saxarebaSi yuradRebas ar vamaxvilebT iesos miyolis ukiduresad mniSvnelovan aspeqtze. mxolod sargebelze gviT­ xres. arsebiTad, aRdgomis dapirebebze vqadagebT jvris zegav­lenisa da mowodebis xsenebis gareSe. 104 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

es SeiZleba SevadaroT axalgazrda kacis ganwyobas, romelic televizorSi samxedro gawvevis reklamas uyurebs. igi, daaxloebiT, misi asakis SesaniSnav uniformaSi gamowyobil elegantur mezRvaurs xedavs, romelic TvalSisacemi sazRvao laineris gembanze dgas. gemi zRvis talRebs miapobs. zeviT laJvardovani ca moCans, xolo mezRvauri ekipaJis danarCen wevrebs uRimis. amis Semdeg reklama mas msoflios yvela portSi aCvenebs da rac mTavaria, es mogzauroba sruliad ufasoa. axalgazrda kaci maSinve miemarTeba kadrebis ayvanis agentTan da ewereba. igi samsaxuris pirobebs ar ecnoba, radgan metismetad moxibla SesaZlo sargebelma. Wabuki metismetad bednieria. axla mas SeuZlia, sruli svliT moiaros msoflio, gaxdes magari samxedro SenaerTis nawili da uamravi axali megobari SeiZinos. da mainc, axalgazrda Zalian male aRmoaCens, rom sabaziso wvrTna dilis 9 saaTamde Zilis saSualebas ar iZleva, rogorc aqamde miCveuli iyo. mas Tavisi movlili grZeli Tmis SeWra ubrZanes da arc bevr socialur Sekrebaze daswreba SeuZlia, radgan bazis datovebis ufleba TveSi mxolod ramdenime dRiT aqvs. yvelaze cudi ki is aris, rom reglamentirebuli ganrigi sxva adamianebTan laparakis dros ar utovebs. garda amisa, igi saabazanoebs xexavs, saerTo sasadiloebs alagebs, azidvebs da sxva rTul varjiSebs asrulebs. man dakarga Tavisufali dro, romelic adre ase bevri hqonda da saRamos qancgamoclili wveba sawolSi. miuxedavad yvelafrisa, axalgazrda jer kidev imedianad aris, radgan male xomaldze asvlis nebas darTaven. sabaziso wvrTna dasruldeba da gemze gaamweseben, Tumca samuSao grafiki kvlav daZabuli rCeba im gansxvavebiT, rom es yvelaferi Ria zRvaSi unda akeTos. iwyeba omi da Wabukma monawileoba unda miiRos sabrZolo moqmedebebSi. amaze xelis mowera mas arc ufiqria. kaci imis gamo Caewera, rom samxedro samsaxuri sxvagvar cxovrebas pirdeboda, romlis uzrunvelyofa Tavad ar SeeZlo da Tan ufaso gaxldaT. mas detalebis gamokvleviT Tavi ar Seuwuxebia kadrebis ganyofilebaSi: marTalia, zRvaze samsaxuri ufaso iyo, magram mas Tavisuflebis motyuebulis gasamarTleba 105

fasad daujda. axla axalgazrda ganawyenebulia sxvadasxva sakiTxebis gamo. Tavs motyuebulad miiCnevs. Tvlis, rom mihyides paketi, sadac mxolod sargebelze iyo laparaki da araferi uTqvamT piradad mis mier gadasaxdel safasurze. Cven usasyidlo gadarCenis saxarebaze vqadagebT, rac absoluturad zustia, magram ugulebelvyofT adamianebis informirebas, rom xsna Tavisuflebis sazRauriT modis. roca Tavisuflebaze vlaparakob, vgulisxmob ara realur, aramed xalxis mier warmodgenil Tavisuflebas, radgan qristes gareSe yvela codvis wnexis qveS imyofeba. isini monebs warmoadgenen, Tumca hgoniaT, rom Tavisuflebi arian. es SeiZleba films `matrica~ SevadaroT. wlebis win Cemma ufrosma vaJma erT saRamos misi redaqtirebuli versia iqirava da films mTelma Cvenma ojaxma uyura. saocari paralelebi davinaxe. `matrica~ saintereso kiTxvas svams: `rogor ganas­ xvavebT sizmarSi nanax da realur samyaros, Tu ar gaiRviZebT?~1 am filmSi Cveulebrivad miedineba meoce saukunis cxov­reba, magram es mxolod erTi SexedviT. realurad, ambavi ufro gvian, ocdameerTe saukuneSi iwyeba. adamianma xelovnuri inteleqti gamoigona da mas martivad manqana uwoda. manqanebi dedamiwis marTvas xelSi igdeben da adamians misi ukan dabruneba uxdeba. ZalauflebisTvis WidilSi msoflio nadgurdeba da manqanebi imarjveben. isini aRmoaCenen, rom gadarCenas adamianTa sxeulebis mier gamoyofili eleqtroenergiis gamoyenebiT SeZleben. manqanebi am mizniT did iluzias Seqmnian, rom gabriyvebuli adamianebi imsaxuron. qveyniereba isev normaluri Cans (da es meoce saukuneSia), faqtobrivad ki, adamianTa sxeulebi didi `fermebis~ saknebSi moaTavses. maTi tvinebi saerTaSoriso virtualuri realobis programas ukavSirdeba, romelsac `matrica~ ewodeba da is normaluri cxovrebis simulacias qmnis. kacobriobis mier aRqmuli Tavisufleba realuri rodia. sinamdvileSi isini monebi arian. filmi swored im momentiT iwyeba, roca qalebisa da kacebis rCeuli jgufi matricidan gamoaRwevs da misi 106 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

wevrebi TavianT namdvil identobas daadgenen. isini realur samyaroSi, romelic sxva SemTxvevaSi sruliad usicoc­ xlo iqneboda, sionad wodebul kolonias daafuZneben. ramdenime maTgani isev matricaSi Sedis, rom manqanebs SeebrZolos da kacobrioba gaaTavisuflos. brZola metad daZabulia da cxovrebac ar gaxlavT advili, magram saerTo saqmisTvis Tavdadebulebs namdvili Tavisufleba ufro metad swyuriaT, vidre yalbi Ta­visuflebis sic­rueSi cxovreba. isini matyuara komfortiT SeniRbul monur cxovrebas siZneleebis gadalaxvas amjobineben. aq vxedavT analogias. bevri urwmuno qristianebs monebad miiCnevs, TiTqos es ukanasknelebi borkilebSi cxovroben da Tavisufleba dakarges, TviTon ki yvelafris ufleba aqvs. WeSmariteba ki imaSi mdgomareobs, rom qristes gareSe yvela Seborkilia da isini Zalian g ­ vanan manqanebis mier damonebul da fermebSi gamomwyvdeul adamianebs, romlebic tyuilSi cxovroben. isini codvis monebi arian. Znelia, iyo qristiani borkilebSi ara marto isini arian, romelTac arasodes mousmeniaT saxareba an uari Tqves mis rwmenaze. am Taobis bevri tipuri `axalmoqceuli~ dResac monobaSia. es dilema Tavad SevqmeniT sruli saxarebis qadagebaze uaris TqmiT, Tu ras niSnavs iesos mowafeoba. bevri fiqrobs, rom Tavisufalia, sinamdvileSi ki ase ar gaxlavT da amis dasturi maTi cxovrebis wesia. ieso ambobs: `uTxra maT iesom: `WeSmaritad, WeSmaritad geubnebiT Tqven, yvela Camdeni codvisa, codvis monaa. xolo mona saukunod ar rCeba saxlSi, Ze rCeba saukunod. amitom, Tu Ze gagaTavisuflebT, nam­dvilad Tavisuflebi iqnebiT~. (ioan. 8:34-36) es sityvebi xis nayofis magaliTSi danaxul WeSmaritebas imeorebs. Tu vinme sistematurad scodavs, niSnavs, rom is jer kidev codvis monaa. is ar aris Ze, radgan misi namdvili buneba ar Secvlila. SesaZloa, man ifiqros, rom gaTavisuflda codvilis locvis Semdeg, Tumca motyuebulis gasamarTleba 107

mTlianad ar dauTmia piradi `uflebebi~, rom iesos miyoloda. mas isev surs sakuTari Tavisuflebis (rac sinamdvileSi yalbia) SenarCuneba saxarebis sargebelTan erTad. es SeuZlebelia! rogorc adre aRvniSne, es adamianebi TavianTi `xelaxla Sobis~ gancdas sixaruliT, enTuziazmiT da moSurneobiT iwyeben, radgan es yvelaferi siaxlea. TandaTanobiT Tavs iCens maTi Seucvleli buneba, magram es qristianul wreSi xdeba da evangelur enasa da cxovrebis stilSia SefuTuli. swored amitom gaxlavT is ase macduri. Tumca axali aRTqma gansakuTrebiT gvafrTxilebs amgvari sicruis arsebobis Sesaxeb. pavle wers, rom ukanasknel dReebSi Zalze Zneli iqneba qristianoba (2 tim. 3:1). Cven ukansaknel Jams vcxovrobT. amaSi eWvi aravis Seeparos. yvela winaswarmetyveluri werili iesos male dabrunebaze laparakobs. pavlem Cveni dRe ixila da qristianisTvis yvelaze Zneli periodi uwoda. Cveni Targmanebi am drois aRsawerad sityvebs `saSineli~ da `sazareli~ iyenebs. ratom aris ase? pavles epoqis mimoxilva gvaCvenebs, rom misi msaxureba didi winaaRmdegobebiT iyo savse. igi xuTjer gaamaTraxes sxvadasxva dros TiTo jerze 39 dartymiT. samjer kverTxiT scemes, erTxel Caqoles da wlebi cixeSi gaatara. sadac ar unda wasuliyo pavle, yvelgan didad idevneboda. da mainc, is ambobs, rom Cveni dReebi yvelaze rTuli iqneboda qristianebisTvis! ratom? igi ase gagvimartavs: `vinaidan adamianebi iqnebian sakuTar Tavze Seyvarebulni, vercxlis moyvareni, mkvexa­reni, ampartavanni, mgmobelni, mSoblebis urCni, umadurni, uwmidurni, erTmaneTis moZu­ leni, Seurigebelni, cilismwame­ be­l­ni, Seukavebelni, moRa­lateni, gasasti­kebulni, keTilis moZuleni, moRa­ lateni, Tavxedni, gabRenZilni, RmerTze metad siameTa moyvarulni ...~. (2 tim. 3:2-4) am ganacxadis gamokvlevis Semdegac ki SeiZleba dainteresdeT, risi Tqma surda pavles. riT gansxvavdeba 108 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

es CamonaTvali mis epoqaSi arsebuli msgavsi siisgan? imdroindel adamianebsac axasiaTebdaT igive Tvisebebi. maT uyvardaT sakuTari Tavi da uyvardaT fuli, iyvnen uwmidurebi da Seurigeblebi da a. S. petrem asec ki Tqva ormocdameaTe dRes: `daicaviT Tavi am ukeTuri (gadagvarebuli, boroti, usamarTlo) modgmisgan~ (saqm. 2:40). maS, ratom gamoyo pavlem Cveni Taoba am Tvisebebis matareblad da bolo Jams qristianobisTvis yvelaze rTuli dro uwoda? igi agrZelebs da mizezsac asaxelebs: `maT RvTismosaobis saxe aqvT, sinamdvileSi ki RvTis Zalis uarmyofelni da misgan gaucxoebulni [maTi qceva ewinaaRmdegeba maTive aRmsareblobis WeSmaritebas] arian~ (2 tim. 3:5 AMP). NKJVTargmani acxadebs, rom isini `garegnulad RvTismosavni, sinamdvileSi ki RvTis Zalis uarmyofelni~ gaxdnen. amrigad, naTeli xdeba, ratom aris Zneli qristianoba Cvens TaobaSi. mravalni (axali aRTqmis sxva miTiTebebis Tanaxmad) aRiareben qristianobas, xelaxla Sobas da sulis xsnas, magram jvars ar aZleven TavianTi egoisturi cxovrebis mokvdinebis saSualebas. maT sakuTari uflebebis daTmobisa da iesos miyolis gadawyvetileba ar miiRes. aseT adamianebs gulwrfelad swamT, rom qriste maTi mxsnelia, magram masTan urTierToba ufro im sikeTis gamo surT, rasac misgan miiReben da ara imitom, rom mis pirovnebas afaseben. aseTi damokidebuleba hgavs qalis gaTxovebas fulian mamakacze. SesaZloa, igi siyvaruliTac qorwindeba, magram amas araswori motiviT daqorwineba ewodeba. mravali eZebs iesos araswori motiviT, rogoric aris xsnis miReba, qristianuli Temi, warmateba cxovrebaSi da sikvdilis Semdeg zecaSi moxvedra. isini wrfelad fiqroben, rom ieso maTi mxsnelia, magram cxovrebis sakuTari Sexedulebisamebr marTva arasdros dauTmiaT. pavle aseT `morwmuneebze~ ambobs, rom `mudam swavloben, Tumca verasodes aRweven WeSmaritebis Semecnebas~ (muxli 7). isini msaxurebebs, saxlis jgufebsa da sxva Sekrebebs eswrebian, ismenen RvTis sityvas, magram ver gardaiqmnebian.

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bundovani sazRvrebi problema imaSi mdgomareobs, rom sazRvrebi bundovania. modi, gadavxedoT pirovnebas, romelic egoistur survilebs ikmayofilebs, magram xelaxla Sobis gamocdileba aqvs, namdvili morwmunis terminologiiT laparakobs, RvTismosavebTan megobrobs da morwmuneTa SekrebebiTac xarobs. am yvelafris miuxedavad ki masSi bunebis araviTari cvlileba ar SeiniSneba. arsebiTad, amgvari adamianebi gaucnobiereblad iqcnen TviTmarqviebad da siZnele im faqtTan dakavSirebiT warmoiSoba, rom maTi Tavis motyueba seniviT vrceldeba. sxvebi TavianT cxovrebas qristianuli kulturis e. w. `normebze~ afuZneben da es cxovrebaze zeciur TvalsazrisTan Tan­ xmobaSi ar aris. es ki namdvil morwmuneobas arTulebs. pavles dReebSi morwmune Tu iyaviT, Tqveni sicocxle yovelTvis safrTxeSi iqneboda. amaze kiTxvis dasma saWiroc ar iyo: Tu iesos erTgulebas aRuTqvamdiT, riskze midiodiT. 2 tim. 3-Si pavle ganagrZobs: `Sen ki me momyvebodi moZRvrebaSi, qcevaSi, ganzraxvaSi, rwmenaSi, moTminebaSi, siyvarulSi, gamZleobaSi, devnaSi, tanjvebSi, rac SememTxva antioqiaSi, ikoniaSi, listraSi; ra devnani ar gadavitane, magram yvelafrisgan mixsna ufalma; da yvela, visac surs RvTismosaobiT icxovros qriste iesoSi, devnili iqneba. xolo boroti adamianebi da TviTmarqviebi win waiweven uaresisken, sxvebsac Seacdenen da Tavadac cdundebian~. (2 tim. 3:10-13) pavlem yvelaferi ganmarta. ara marto misi moZRvreba unda yofiliyo timoTesTvis sando, aramed misi cxovrebis wesi da mizanic (maradisobiT amoqmedeba, razec am wignSi mogvianebiT visaubrebT). pavles mowmoba mxolod misi napasuxebi locvebi da saswaulebrivi niSnebi ar yofila, rac adamianebs misi mibaZvis survils aRuZravda. arc misi msaxurebis popularoba da RvTis sityvis gadmocemis SesaniSnavi unari gaxldaT amis mizezi. mas ar surda xsenebuli garemoebebis gamokveTa. mniSvnelovani misi 110 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

cxovrebis wesia, romelic yovelTvis iyo da iqneba ganmsazRvreli faqtori. pavle ganagrZobs da ambobs: `boroti adamianebi da TviTmarqviebi~ win waiweven. yvela Cvenganma icis, rom borot adamians unda eridos, magram TviTmarqviebis saqme sxvagvaradaa. aseTebis garegnuli saxe sruliad gansxvavdeba maTi namdvili bunebisgan da gacilebiT saSiSni arian. isini qristianobis garkveul formas atareben, magram maTi qcevebi madlismieri gardamqmneli Zalis arsebobaze ar mowmoben. yuradReba miaqcieT pavles naTqvams, rom isini ara marto sxvebs acduneben, aramed Tavadac cdundebian. amgvari aRweriloba srulad Seesabameba motyuebulis saxes Cvens alegoriaSi. es axalgazrda kaci Zalze aqtiuri gaxldaT endelis skolaSi, miZRvnil morwmuned miiCnevdnen da wrfelad sjeroda, rom RvTis winaSe sworad idga. igi met yuradRebas erTgulebis garegnul gamoxatulebas aqcevda, vidre cxovrebiT amis dadasturebas. igi ara mxolod Tavs ityuebda, aramed sxvebsac atyuebda. motyuebulis standartebis Semyure adamianTagan mravali wavida kompromisze masTan dawolili gogonebiT dawyebuli TanaskolelebiT damTavrebuli, romlebic mis sityvas ismendnen. SesaZloa kiTxva dasvaT: `sityva? is xom maswavlebeli ar iyo~. diax, asea, magram Cveni cxovreba gacilebiT xmamaRla metyvelebs, vidre Cveni laparaki. endelis skolis moswavleTa gulebSi, romlebic sworad idgnen RvTis winaSe, namdvili brZola mimdinareobda, rom motyuebulis Zlieri pirovnebisa da cxovrebis wesis gavlenis qveS ar moqceuliyvnen. vinc maTgan myarad ar idga, motyuebulis zegavlenas daeqvemdebarnen. am brZolaze ara marto pavle, aramed axali aRTqmis sxva avtorebic gvafrTxilebdnen. iuda gveubneba: `sayvarelno! Zalian mowadinebuli viyavi Cvens saerTo xsnaze momewera TqvenTvis; magram saWirod CavTvale werilobiT SemegonebineT, rom iRwvodeT rwmenisTvis, romelic erTxel wmidanebs gadaecaT~. (iud. 3)

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yuradReba miaqcieT misi saTqmelis gadaudeblobas. iudas surda xsnasTan dakavSirebul mSvenier sakiTxebze esaubra, magram saWirod CaTvala sxva Temis wamowyeba. mas surda RvTis eri rwmenisTvis brZolaSi gaemxnevebina. ra brZolaa es? igi ase ganmartavs: `vinaidan Semoiparnen zogierTni, romelTac adridanve eweraT es sasjeli, uRmerToni, garyvnilebad rom aqcies Cveni RvTis madli da uaryofen erTaderT mbrZanebelsa da Cvens ufal ieso qristes~. (iud. 4) brZola im adamianebis zegavlenis winaaRmdeg mimdinareobs, romlebmac RvTis madli daamaxinjes TavianTi uRmerTo cxovrebis stilis gasamarTleblad. maTi Tavdasxmebi ufro momakvdinebelia, vidre eklesiis winaaR­ mdeg warmoebuli yvela saxis devna. isini met safrTxes warmoadgenen, vidre bibliuri principebis sawinaaRmdego kanonebi, magaliTad, abortis legalizacia, marixuanas Tavisuflad gamoyeneba, erTsqesianTa qorwineba an skolebSi evoluciis swavlebis moTxovna. maT gacilebiT didi zegavlena aqvT, vidre romelime kults an cru religias. maTi zemoqmedeba saukuno daRupvis momtania! SeiZleba ikiTxoT, rogor ukavSirdeba es yvelaferi eklesiis xalxs. iudas mier naxsenebi adamianebi ieso qristes uaryofen. Cvens eklesiebSi veravin SeZlebs, ase moiqces da kvlav qristianad iqnas miRebuli. maS, ram gafiqrebinaT, rom morwmuneebi gacilebiT mgrZnobiareebi iyvnen iudas dReebSi? yuradRebiT davakvirdeT. es adamianebi Cvens wreSi Semoiparnen. Cvens sakrebuloebSi (an iudas dros) veravin wamoimarTeba, rom Tavisi bageebiT uaryos ieso qriste da es SeumCneveli darCes. maS, rogor uaryofen es adamianebis ufals? pasuxi axali aRTqmis sxva wignSi Cans: `isini sityviT aRiareben RmerTs, saqmeebiT ki uaryofen, vinaidan saZagelni da urCni arian da uvargisni yoveli keTili saqmisTvis~ (tit. 1:16). isini ufals TavianTi cxovrebis wesiT uaryofen da ara sityvebiT. faqtobrivad, isini amtkiceben, rom RmerTs icnoben. isini iesos uflad aRiareben, moqmedebiT ki sul sxva rames amboben. gaxsovdeT, isini 112 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

ara marto sxvebs, aramed sakuTar Tavsac ki atyueben. sxva sityvebiT rom vTqvaT, maT mTeli guliT sjeraT, rom qristianebi arian. RvTis WeSmariti madli iuda acxadebs, rom am adamianebma RvTis madlis sit­yva daamaxinjes. es farTod gavrcelda Tanamedrove ukanas­ knel dReebSi, radgan Cvenma swavlebam mas kari gauRo. madli xorcielobisa da zogjer uRvTo cxovrebis stilis damfarvelad CavTvaleT. amgvar azrovnebas ­ xSirad waawydebiT eklesiaSi Semdegi gancxadebis saxiT: `vici, ar vcxovrob ise, rogorc saWiroa, magram madloba RmerTs misi madlisTvis~. es didi tyuilia. wm. werili ar aswavlis, rom madli didi salbunia, aramed es gaxlavT RvTis gamaZlierebeli Tandaswreba CvenSi, rom vakeToT is, rasac WeSmariteba Cvengan moiTxovs. madlze ise aswavlidnen, TiTqos is ubralod RvTis daumsaxurebeli keTilganwyoba yofiliyos. es marTlac asea da misi SeZena an damsaxureba SeuZlebelia. garda amisa, igi RvTis morCilebis Zalas gvaZlevs da mowmoba, rom is namdvilad miviReT, RvTiuri cxovrebis wesia. uflis sityvis morCileba adasturebs madlis arsebobas Cvens cxovrebaSi. iakobi swored am mizezis gamo ambobs: `... asevea rwmenac, Tu saqmeni (gamamagrebeli morCi­ lebis saqmeebi) ar gaaCnia, TavisTavad mkvdaria (Zalagamoclili, umoqmedo). magram vinme ityvis: `Sen gaqvs rwmena, me ki maqvs saqmeni~. maCvene Seni rwmena saqmeTa gareSe da gaCveneb Cems rwmenas Cems saqmeTagan. Sen gwams, rom RmerTi erTia? kargs Svrebi. magram eSmakebsac swamT igi da TrTian ...~. (iak. 2:17-19) iakobi im uzarmazar ufskrulze laparakobs, romelic dRes Cvens moZRvrebaSi arsebobs. Cven konteqstidan ZaliT viRebT iseT muxlebs, rogoricaa: `irwmune ufali ieso qriste da gadarCebi~ (saqm. 16:31). Tu gadasarCenad mxolod iesos arsebobisa da RvTis Zeobis rwmena sakmarisia, iakobis sityvebiT, demonebic gadarCenilebi motyuebulis gasamarTleba 113

iqnebian, radgan swamT. es uazrobaa! am sakiTxis kidev ufro gasaRrmaveblad, iakobi miuTiTebs, rom demonebi RvTis winaSe kankaleben. sxva sityvebiT rom vTqvaT, demonebs ufro metad eSiniaT RvTisa, vidre im adamianebs, romlebsac aqvT rwmena Sesabamisi morCilebis saqmeebis gareSe. namdvilad gadarCenili rom varT ieso qristes madliT, amas Cveni saqmeebi unda mowmobdes. swored amitom acxadebs ioane mociquli: `imiT gavigebT, rom SevicaniT igi, Tu vicavT mis mcnebebs. vinc ambobs, Sevicanio igi, magram mis mcne­ bebs ar icavs, crua da WeSmariteba ar aris masSi. xolo vinc mis sityvas icavs, masSia WeSmaritad aRsrulebuli RvTis siyvaruli; amiT vigebT, rom masSi varT. vinc ambobs, rom masSi rCeba, movalea iseve moiqces, rogorc is iqceoda~. (1 ioan. 2:3-6) ioane naTlad acxadebs, rom ieso qristes Secnobis dasturi misi mcnebebis dacvaSia. vinc ambobs, rom iesos icnobs da mis sityvas ar icavs, is motyuebuli da WeSmaritebisgan gaucxoebulia, miuxedavad imisa, rom bagiT aRiarebs RvTis sityvaSi ganswavlulobas. amis gamo ioane ambobs: `Svilebo, amas gwerT imisTvis, rom ar SescodoT! xolo Tu vinme Sescodavs, gvyavs Suamdgomeli mamis winaSe _ marTali ieso qriste~( 1 ioan. 2:1-2). yuradReba miaqcieT, rom ioane ar ambobs: `amas gwerT imisTvis, rom Secodebisas gyavT Suamdgomeli~. ara, mizani gaxlavT is, rom ar SescodoT. Cven RvTis madlis Zala gvaqvs, rom mzera qristes msgavs cxovrebas mivap­ yroT (rogorc 1 ioan. 2:6 ambobs, `moviqceT ise, rogorc is iqceoda~), radgan daumorCilebeli bunebisgan Tavisufali varT. im SemTxvevaSi, Tu codva gvZlevs, gvyavs Suamdgomeli. morwmuneTa sixaruli axla imaSi mdgmoareobs, rom Cveni RvTis msaxurebis SesaZlebloba gvaqvs: `amitom Cven, vinc SeuZrav samefos vRebulobT, gamoviCinoT madliereba (ing. madli), romliTac vemsaxurebiT RmerTs saTnod, mowiwebiTa da moSiSebiT~. (ebr. 12:28) 114 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

da ai, isic. madli gvaZlevs Zalas, rom RmerTs saTnod vemsaxuroT. ratom ar vqadagebT mTlian saxarebas da mxolod naxevars gadmovcemT? diax, gadarCena usasyidlo niWia. misi SeZena an damsaxureba SeuZlebelia. es yvelaferi WeSmaritia. da mainc, gvaviwydeba adamianebisTvis Semdegis Tqma: xsnis miReba mxolod maSin SegviZlia, roca sicocxles vdebT da iesos uflobas vaRiarebT. ase moqceviT madlis mier vZlierdebiT, rom RvTis bunebasTan TanxmobiT vicxovroT. zustad ise, rogorc petrem dawera: `madli da mSvidoba gagimravldeT RvTisa da Cveni uflis iesos SemecnebiT, ise, rogorc misma RvTaeb­ rivma Zalam mogvaniWa yovelive, rac cxovrebisa da RvTismosaobisTvis gvWirdeba, misi SemecnebiT, vinc Tavisi didebisa da saTnoebisken mogviwoda, romelTa mierac mogveca uaRresad didi da Zvirfasi aRTqmani, raTa maTi meSveobiT gavxdeT RvTiuri bunebis ziarni, ganveridebiT ra gulisTqmiT gamowveul xrwnilebas am qveyanaze~. (2 petr. 1:2-4) yuradReba maiqcieT ramdenime sakiTxs: madli mogveca ieso qristes SemecnebiT da es madli gaxlavT misi RvTi­uri Zala, romelic yvelafers gvaZlevs, rac RvTismosaobiT cxovrebisTvis gvWirdeba. es RvTisnieri cxovreba misi RvTiuri bunebis Sesatyvisia. amiT Tavs vaRwevT qveynierebaze adamis meSveobiT Semosul xrwnilebas, romelic adamianTa gulisTqmebiT gamravlda RvTis sawinaaRmdegod. aravis misceT neba, arc sityviT da arc saqmiT, rom TqvenSi arsebuli RvTiuri bunebis Tanaxmad cxovreba mogaSlevinoT. pavle naTlad acxadebs: `vinaidan gamoCnda RvTis madli, romelic yvela adamianis mxsnelia, romelic gvaswavlis, rom uarvyoT uRmerToba da amqveyniuri gulisTqmani, da gonivrulad, simarTliTa da RvTismosaobiT vic­ xovroT am wuTisofelSi. netarebis imediT movelodeT, Cveni diadi RvTisa da Cveni macxovris, qriste iesos didebis gamoCenas, vinc Tavi motyuebulis gasamarTleba 115

dasdo CvenTvis, raTa gamovesyideT yovelgvari urjuloebisgan da TavisTvis ganewmida rCeuli xalxi, keTil saqmeebs mowyurebuli. es elaparake, Seagone da amxi­ le mTe­ li ZalauflebiT da nurc ugulebelgyos vinmem~. (tit. 2:11-15) RvTis madli gvaswavlis, rom uarvyoT uRvToeba da xorcieli gulsiTqmebi da vicxovroT TavSekavebiT, sworad da RvTisnierad. maswavleblebi gvmoZRvraven da Zals gvmateben. zustad amas akeTebs RvTis madli Cvens cxovrebaSi. yuradReba miaqcieT, rom es unda vaswavloT! faqtobrivad, pavle amaze laparakiT ganagrZobs: `sarwmunoa es sityva da msurs, rom mtkiced ilaparako amaze, raTa RvTis­morwmuneni gulmodgined (gamudmebiT) cdilob­dnen keTili saqmeebis keTebas~ (tit. 3:8). keTili saqmeebi RvTis madlis ZaliT unda vakeToT. gadarCenamde madli ar gvqonda. arc Zveli aRTqmis ­wmidanebs hqoniaT. es RvTis niWi gaxlavT ieso qristeSi. swored amitom gveubneba ieso, rom Zveli aRTqmis dros jojoxeTisTvis ganwirul mkvlelad maSin migiCnevdnen, Tu adamianis fizikur sicocxles xelyofdiT. madlis qveS ki sakmarisia Zmas suleli uwodoT, mikerZo­ eba gamoiCinoT, patiebaze uari TqvaT, gulSi siZulvili gamozardoT da jojoxeTis cecxlis safrTxis qveS aRmoCndebiT (ix. maT. 5:21-22). ratom? axla Cven RvTis bunebis Tanaxmad cxovrebis unari mogveca rogorc Sinaganad, ise gareganad da amas madlis Zala akeTebs CvenSi. gamudmebiT mowmoba yuradReba miaqcieT, rom tit. 3:8-Si am sakiTxze gamudmebiT laparakisken mogviwodeben. gesmiT? aRmovaCine, rom amaze iSviaTad ismis kaTedridan an morwmuneTa Soris, rom aRaraferi vTqvaT gamudmebiT Segonebaze. swored es gaxlavT mizezi, rom keTili saqmeebis RvTis madlis meSveobiT keTebis mniSvnelobas ver vacno­ bierebT. arsebiTad, CvenSi myof Zalas umoqmedoT vtovebT urwmu­ noebisa da gauazreblobis 116 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

gamo. Cveni rwmena mad­ lTan Sexebisas unda gaaqtiurdes Cveni mrwamsis sityvierad gamoTqmis meSveobiT. pavle ambobs: `vloculob, raTa qmediTi iyos Seni rwmenis gaziareba, rom srulad Seicno yvela is sikeTe, rac CvenSia qristesTvis~ (fil. 6). Tu am sakiTxebs gamudmebiT ar vamowmebT, WeSmaritebis­ gan gandgomis gzaze varT. es naTlad Cans ebraelTa mimarT werilSi: `amitom, meti gulisyuri gvmarTebs mosmenilisadmi, raTa ar gadavuxvioT. radgan, Tu angelozebis mier naTqvami sityva mtkice iyo da yoveli danaSauli da urCoba iRebda damsaxurebul sazRaurs, Cven rogorRa gadavurCebiT, ugulebelmyofelni esoden diadi xsnisa ...~. (ebr. 2:1-3) am Temaze gamudmebuli laparakiT maradisobisTvis umniSvnelovanesi sakiTxebi yovelTvis TvalTaxedvis areSi gveqneba, rac cdomilebis gzas agvaSorebs. maxsovs, bavSvobaSi rom vTevzaobdi, me da Cems Tan­ mxlebebs mTeli yuradReba procesze gvqonda gadatanili da Ruzis gareSe mcuravi navi Cvengan SeumCnevlad sawyis punqts Sordeboda. ormocdaxuTi wuTis Semdeg irgvliv mimovixedavdiT da adgilmdebareobas ver vcnob­diT. gzas imitom avcdiT, rom yuradReba sxva sakiTxma, kerZod, Tevzaobam mTlianad miipyro. dinebas miyola zogierTebs Zvirad daujdaT, radgan TevzaobaSi garTulni mdinarem sasikvdilo CanCqerebisken gaaqana. uamravi adamiani sikvdilamde daeca, radgan Tavdapirveli poziciidan TandaTan gadauxvia. igive WeSmaritia maradisobis mniSvnelovani sakiTxebis mimarT. adreuli eklesiis mamebis naSromebis gamokvlevam damanaxa, rom maT mier naswavlebi TiTqmis ucxoa Cveni dRevandeli moZRvrebisTvis, Tumca wm. werilisgan gansxvavebuls arafers aswavlidnen. pirveli ramdenime saukunis eklesiis mamebi darwmunebuli iyvnen, rom ­saqmeebi arsebiT rols asrulebda Cveni gadarCenis mowmobis warmodgenaSi. modi, ramdenime magaliTi ganvixiloT! Tavdapirvelad, polikarpes (Cv. w. 69-156) citatas motyuebulis gasamarTleba 117

moviyvan, romelic smirnis eklesiis episkoposi da mociqul ioanes Tanamxlebi gaxldaT, romelic moxucebulobisas daapatimres da cocxlad dawves. man dawera: `bevrs surs am sixarulis (gadarCenis) gancda, ician ra, rom xsna madliTaa da ara saqmeebiT~.2 es misaRebi gancxadeba iqneboda dRevandeli evangeluri wreebisTvis. Cven xazs vusvamT faqts, rom sakuTari keTili saqmeebiT daxsnas ver miviRebT. da mainc, polikarpem aseve miwera morwmuneebs: `is, vinc mkvdreTiT aRadgina ieso, Cvenc aRgvadgens, Tu mis nebas SevasrulebT, mis mcnebebSi vivliT da gveyvareba ise, rogorc mas vuyvarvarT, amiT davicavT ra Tavs yovelgvari umarTlobisgan~.3 amgvar sityvas dRes xSirad ver gaigonebT kaTedrebidan. yuradReba miaqcieT Tu kavSirs. Cven gviTxres, rom RvTis neba unda SevasruloT da mis mcnebebSi viaroT, rom wili gvqondes morwmuneTa aRdgomaSi. male naxavT, rom ieso zustad amas gveubneboda. momdevno, visi citirebac minda, klimenti aleqsandrieli (Cv. w. 30-100) gaxlavT, romelic pavle da pet­ re mociqulebis xSiri Tanamgzavri da romis eklesiis zedamxedveli iyo. igi werda: Cven sakuTari Tavi, Cveni RvTismosaoba an saqmeebi ar gvamarTlebs, aramed rwme­ na, romliTac yovlisSemZle RmerTma yvela adamiani gaamarTla~.4 esec farTo masStabiT miRebuli gancxadeba iqneboda dRevandel qristianul wreebSi. klimentma sxva ramec miswera morwmuneebs: `aucilebelia, rom waxalisebuli viyoT keTili saqmeebis sakeTeblad. vinaidan ufali gvafrTxilebs, `ai, modis ufali da misi sazRauri masTan aris, rom yvelas miuzRos saqmeTaebr~ (rom. 2:6-10).5 SesaZlebelia, rom es iyos pavles gancxadebis mizezi: `ar veurCe zeciur Cvenebas, mefe agripav. pirvelad damaskosa da ierusalimis mkvidrT, mere ki iudeis mTel qveyanas da agreTve warmarTebs vuqadagebdi monaniebas, RvTisken moqcevas da monaniebis Rirsi saqmeebis aRsrulebas~ (saqm. 26:19-21) NLT bibliis versia igive azrs Semdegnairad gvawvdis: `... daamtkicon momxdari cvlileba keTili saqmeebis keTebiT~. vinaidan pavle amas xazgasmiT aRniSnavs, marTebuli iqneba vifiqroT, rom misi Tanmxlebi klimenti romaeli igives gaakeTebda. 118 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

kidev erTi winamZRoli, romlis citatis moyvana minda, klimenti aleqsandrieli (Cv. w. 150-200 wlebi) gaxlavT. igi egvipteSi, aleqsandriis eklesiis winamZRoli iyo da axalmoqceulTa sadamrigeblo skola ebara. igi urwmunoTa Sesaxeb werda: `Tundac keTil saqmeebs akeTebdnen axla, es maTTvis sargeblobis momtani ar iqneba sikvdilis Semdeg, Tu rwmena ar eqnebaT~. 6 es mosazrebac mTeli guliT aris miRebuli evangelur qristianTa Soris. rogorc bolo ramdenime TavSi aRvniSnavdi, viciT, rom urwmunoTa keTili saqmeebis nebismieri raodenoba ar aZlevs maT RvTis saukuno samefoSi Ses­ vlis garantias. Cven RvTis madliT varT gadarCenilebi. da mainc, naxeT, ras wers klimenti morwmuneebs: `visac WeSmariteba upyria da keTili saqmeebiT gamorCeulia, saukuno cxovrebis jildos miiRebs ... zogierTebi sworad da Sesaferisad acnobiereben, rom RmerTma (gadarCenisTvis) saWiro ZaliT uzrunvelgvyo, magram nakleb yuradRebas aqceven saqmeebs, romlebsac gadarCenisken mivyavarT da amiT maTi imedis sagnis miRwevisTvis saWiro mzadebas ugulebelyofen~. 7 zogierTi Tqvengani, SesaZloa, fiqrobdes: `Cans, am adamianebs axali aRTqma wakiTxulic ar aqvT~. ara, maT is aqvT wakiTxuli. joS makdaueli Tavis wignSi, Evidence that Demands a Verdict miuTiTebs, rom klimenti aleqsandrielma Tavisi 2400 citata axali aRTqmis TiTqmis yvela wignidan aiRo, garda samisa.8 igive WeSmaritia aq moyvanili sxva citatebis mimarTac. SedarebisTvis vityvi, rom Cveni qristianuli maRaziebis Taroebze arsebul wignebSi Zalze mcire raodenobiT aris warmodgenili wm. werilis muxlebi. SesaZloa, swor mimarTulebas imitom avcdiT, rom gamudmebiT ar vamtkicebT imas, rac mniSvnelovania?! Cveni arasruli saxareba samwuxarod, umetes SemTxvevaSi werilidan mogvyavs iseTi adgilebi, rogoricaa `Tu Seni bagiT aRiareb, rom ieso ufalia, da Seni guliT irwmuneb, rom Rmer­Tma motyuebulis gasamarTleba 119

mkvdre­TiT aRadgina igi, gadarCebi~ (rom. 10:9). adamianebs veubnebiT, rom erTaderTi, rac maT unda gaakeTon, am magiuri locvis gameorebaa da isini ukve sasufevelSi arian. ratom ar viTvaliswinebT da ar vaswavliT Tavad iesos sityvebs? man Tqva, `ratom mommarTavT: ufalo, ufalo, da imas ki ar akeTebT, rasac geubnebiT?!~ (luk. 6:46) rogorc vnaxeT, ufali uzenaes batons niSnavs. mas mflobelis mniSvneloba aqvs. amrigad, ieso gvafrTxilebs: `nu miwodebT batons, roca sakuTari cxovrebiT cxovrobT! umjobesia `didi winaswarmetyveli~ an `moZRvari~ miwodoT da Tavi ar moityuoT~. axla xelaxla gamovikvlioT iesos ganacxadi, romliTac mTeli es msjeloba wamoviwyeT: `yvela, vinc meubneba: ufalo, ufalo, rodi Seva caTa samefoSi! (maT. 7:21a). rogorc ukve ganvacxadeT, yvela ver moxvdeba zecaSi, vinc ieso qristes ufals uwodebs. es naTlad gveubneba, rom `codvilis locvis~ warmoTqma ar gvaZlevs RvTis samefoSi moxvedris garantias. am SemTxvevaSi, Cemi kiTxva aseTia: vin Seva caTa sasufevelSi? ieso ase pasuxobs: `is, vinc aRasrulebs Cemi zecieri mamis neba-survils~ (maT. 7:21b). sainteresoa, rom es sityvebi zustad Seesabameba polikarpes naTqvams. amrigad, ara marto iesos aRiareba, aramed amasTan erTad RvTis nebis Sesruleba iZleva zecaSi Sesvlis saSualebas. RvTis nebis Sesrulebis erTaderTi gza misi madlis qonaa, romelic maSin mogvecema, roca Tavs davimdablebT, sakuTar cxovrebas uarvyofT da mas uflad miviRebT. metad martivia amis aRiareba, magram sirTule maSin iwyeba, roca iesos uflobis realobis winaSe sakuTari Tavis srulad damorCileba gviwevs. axla moismineT, ratom gamovkveTe es sakiTxi ase daJinebiT: `bevri metyvis im dRes: ufalo, ufalo! gana Seni saxeliT ar vwinaswarmetyvelebdiT? gana Seni saxeliT ar vdevnidiT eSmakebs da gana Seni saxeliT ar vaxdendiT mraval saswauls? maSin me ganvucxadeb maT: arasodes micvnixarT Tqven, gamSordiT, moqmedno urjuloebisa!~ (maT. 7:22-23) 120 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

1980-iani wlebis bolos RmerTma xilva momca. uamravi adamiani vixile, zRvasaviT, romlis bolos Tvals ver miuwvdendi. vicodi, rom am masaSi arc aTeistebi, arc TviTaRiarebuli codvilebi da arc romelime sxva religiis warmomadgenlebi ar Sediodnen. isini samsjavro taxtTan midiodnen da mTeli guliT elodebodnen iesos naTqvams: `Sedi Seni batonis sixarulSi, RvTis samefoSi!~ amis nac­vlad maT Semdegi sityvebi moismines: `gamSordiT, moqmedno urjuloebisa!~ (maT. 7:23). maT saxeebze elda da SeZrwuneba davinaxe. warmogidgeniaT im gadarCenaSi sruli dajerebis qona, romelic sinamdvileSi Tqveni ar yofila? warmogidgeniaT jo­ joxeTis cecxlSi samudamod gandevna, roca Tavi zecis mier marTuli gegonaT? samudamod im azrze fiqri, rom Tqven da SesaZloa, isini, vinc giqadagebdnen, ase zedapirulad miudeqiT Tqvens maradiul xvedrs? arsebobs ki adgili maZieblis yuris maamebeli sityvebisTvis, romelsac ar surs iesos gafrTxilebebis mosmena? xvdebiT, ratom aris aucilebeli RvTis sruli sityvis qadageba da ara marto dadebiTi mxareebis an sargeblobis momtani swavlebis gadmocema? diax, Cven gviyvars sikeTeebis miReba, maTze vlaparakobT da vxarobT, magram es ar unda xdebodes wm. werilis mcnebebisa da gafrTxilebebis ugulebelyofis xarjze! erTxel konferenciaze am WeSmaritebebis Riad qadagebis mizezi vaxsene: `ar msurs vinmesgan samsjavros dRes movismino, `ratom ar miTxari simarTle?~ da am dros Cems xelebze misi sisxli iyos!~ Cemi gamosvlis dasrulebis Semdeg erTi sakmaod gaRizianebuli, faqtobrivad, ganrisxebuli pastori momiaxlovda. man Tqva: `rogor bedav CvenTvis, msaxurebisTvis Zveli aRTqmis Teologiis Tavs moxvevas? Cems xelebze aravis sisxli ar iqneba imis gamo, rom srul saxarebas ar vqadagebdi~. mas aSkarad moswonda RvTis sityvis dadebiTi mxareebi, magram sawinaaRmdego Sinaarsis mqone nawilebs gaurboda. mas ase vuTxari: `batono, SexedeT, ras eubneba pavle efesos winamZRolebs~. biblia xelT mqonda, amitom saqmeTa wignidan Sesabamisi adgili gadavSale da vTxove, motyuebulis gasamarTleba 121

waekiTxa: `amitom gimowmebT Tqven am dRes, rom ubralo var yvela sisxlisgan. radgan araferi damikavebia da ­RvTis sruli neba gangicxadeT~ (saqm. 20:26-27). eldanacemma Semomxeda farTod gaxelili TvalebiT da daRebuli piriT. man Tqva: `ramdenjer wamikiTxavs axali aRTqma da es sityvebi arasdros SemimCnevia~. amis Semdeg megobruli dialogi gavmarTeT. saubrisas vaxsene, rom qristeSi mowifuli adamianebis warsadgenad ara marto unda vaswavloT maT, aramed kidec unda gavafrTxiloT (ixileT kol. 1:28). raSi mdgomareobs Cveni gafrTxileba? ar gadavuxvioT WeSmaritebidan. gzas ar unda avcdeT TviTmarqviebis naqadagebi sityviT, romlebic ara marto Tavs ityueben, aramed uamrav adamians acdenen RvTismosaobis gzidan. saqm. 20-is monaTxrobidan Cans, rom pavle garkveuli xniT efesoelebTan darCa. mas Zalian uyvarda isini da RvTis sulisgan icoda, rom maT dedamiwaze veRar naxavda. warmoidgineT, ra dakvirvebiT SearCevdiT im adamianebisTvis saTqmel ukanasknel sityvebs, romlebsac Svilebad miiCnevdiT. pavles gamosamSvidobebeli sityva aseTi gaxldaT: `maS, gaufrTxildiT sakuTar Tavsac da Tqvens mTel samwysosac, romlis meTvalyuredac dagayenaT suliwmidam, raTa mwyemsoT RvTis eklesia, romelic man sakuTari sisxliT SeiZina. radgan vici, rom Cemi wasvlis Semdeg ulmobeli mglebi Semogivardebian, romlebic ar daindoben samwysos. TviT Tqvenganac aRdgebian kacebi, romlebic ukuRmarTad ilapara­ keben, raTa gadaibiron mowafeni. amitom fxizlad iyaviT, gaxsovdeT, rom sam weliwads, dRe da Rame, ganuwyvetliv cremliT vaswavlidi TiToeul Tqvengans!~ (saqm. 20:28-31) rogor daamaxinjes am adamianebma WeSmariteba? SesaZloa, sityvebiT, magram ufro savaraudoa _ moqmedebebiT. yuradReba miaqcieT, rom pavle imdenad ganicdida amas, rom ar wyvetda efeselebis gafrTxilebas dRiTa da RamiT sami wlis ganmavlobaSi. isev vxedavT sakiTxis xazgasmas. amaze gamudmebiT unda vilaparakoT. 122 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

siyvarulisa da samarTlis RmerTi Cvens alegoriaSi advili SesamCnevia motyuebulis elda da agonia. guli SegiRonaT lonis avismomaswavebelma miwisqveSa dilegma. SiSisgan SeZrwundiT bnel da autanel sicxeSi, dabinZurebuli haeriT gaJRenTil sakanSi 130 wlis gatarebis xsenebaze. da mainc, es araferia uamravi mamakacisa Tu qalis xvedrTan SedarebiT, ­ RvTis srul sityvas Tu ar viqadagebT. Tu gaxsovT, jeilini mosiyvarulec iyo da samarTlianic. misi gansjiT, siyvaruli vlindeboda faqtSi, rom igi dagonis gaxrwnili bunebisa da xasiaTis mqone adamians afabelis qalaqSi ar dauSvebda. ase rom gaekeTebina, im erTi pirovnebis gamo mTeli qalaqi gaixrwneboda da dabinZurdeboda misi mkvidrebis CaTvliT. jeilinis siyvarulma umwikvloebi daicva. amavdroulad, jeilini samarTliani iyo imaSic, rom dagonis bunebis matarebel adamians daumorCileblobis gamo Tavad dagonze nakleb sasjels ver miusjida. am mizeziT, yvela, vinc jeilinis mimdevrobaze uari Tqva, lonis jurRmulebSi gadaasaxles. amrigad, RvTis siyvaruls ar SeuZlia, satanis bunebis mqone adamians maradiul qalaqSi samudamod yofnis ufleba misces. igi usamarTlo iqneboda, rom satanisa da misi damqaSebisTvis cecxlis tba miesaja da gamonaklisi daeSva maTi mmarTvelobis qveS myofi da igive gaxrwnili bunebis mqone adamianebisTvis. yvela, visac satanis buneba aqvs, samudamod cecxlis tbis Tanamdebia. RmerTi aris da iqneba mowyale da samarTliani da misi dideba mTels dedamiwaze gavrceldeba.

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1. am nawilis wakiTxvamde TvlidiT Tu ara saukuno sasjelis sakiTxs fundamentur moZRvrebad, romelsac yvela qristiani unda icnobdes? ra xdeba, roca adamianebs ise vimowafebT, rom am sakiTxSi CaRrmavebas dros ar vuTmobT? 2. bevri qristiani arafers eubneba adamianebs jojoxeTis realobis Sesaxeb, radgan maTi mxridan uar­ yofiTi damokidebulebis an gakicxvis eSinia. Tumca am sakiTxze laparaki, realurad, TanagrZnobis aqtia. rogori iqneba morwmuneebisTvis (individualurad da eklesiur garemoSi) saukuno sasjelis ganxilva siyvarulis poziciidan? 3. rogor axsnidiT rwmenasa da nayofebs (an saqmeebs) Soris damokidebulebas? Tu gadarCena niWia, ratom aris Cveni saqmeebi mniSvnelovani rwmenasTan kavSirSi? 4. mexuTe TavSi vimsjeleT azrze, rom saxarebis aRTqmebs adamianebs vuziarebT, Tumca arafers veubnebiT, ra Sedegi SeiZleba moyves mis cxovrebaSi iesos mowafeobis gadawyvetilebis miRebas. ratom aris qristes uflobisadmi morCilebiT cxov­ reba gacilebiT uxvi, vidre ubralod sulieri SeRavaTebis miReba cxovrebis wesis Secvlis gareSe? 5. ifiqreT yvelaferze, rac aqamde gadarCenas, sasjelsa da maradisobaze Cveni cxovrebis gavlenasTan dakavSirebiT SeiswavleT. ra zegavlena moaxdina mexuTe Tavis swavlebam madlis bunebis Sesaxeb Tqvens Tvalsazrisze gansaxilveli sakiTxebis irgvliv? 124 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

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xla mivadeqiT ormagi cxovrebisa da gaubedavis saxeebiT warmodgenil WeSmaritebas. erT dros isini iesos mTeli guliT mihyvebodnen. miuxedavad amisa, erTi maTganis gulSi araswori zraxvebi gaCnda, meorem ki samudamod gadauxvia gzidan. orives dasasruli fataluri gaxldaT. `is vikiTxoT, rac gvwams~ Tu `virwmunoT is, rasac vkiTxulobT~? aRmovaCine, rom zogierTi WeSmariteba, romelzec am TavSi vimsjelebT, winaaRmdegobas iwvevs evangelur wreebSi. Tu mainc gvsurs WeSmaritebis gageba da sakuTar TavTan gulwrfeli davrCebiT, wm. werilis gulmodgine kvleva yovelgvar winaaRmdegobas aRmofxvris. amrigad, sanam gavarkvevdeT, ras ambobs biblia ormagi cxovrebisa da gaubedavis msgavsTa cxovrebis Sesaxeb, minda, gTxovoT, rom gaxsnili guliTa da gonebiT kiTxvisTvis SeemzadoT. erTi didi dabrkoleba bibliis kiTxvisas RvTis nebis Secnobis saqmeSi gaxlavT Semdegi: ufro imas vkiTxulobT, rac gvwams da ar gvwams is, rasac vkiTxulobT. sakuTari rwmenis Sesabamisad kiTxva maSin xdeba, roca WeSmaritebas daburuli saTvalebiT vuyurebT. bundovaneba sxva adamianebisgan an sakuTar denominaciaSi miRebul araswor codnas an RvTisa da misi gzebis Sesaxeb Cvens winaswar Seqmnil azrs mohyveba. es Zalze saxifaToa, radgan sicruemde mivyavarT. amis magaliTi iobis wignSi ipoveba. amas winaT Cemi biblia aviRe da sanam gadavSlidi, RvTis­naTqvami gavige: `iobis wigns gadaxede da kiTxva ocdameTormete Tavidan daiwye~. maSinve gadavSale xse­ nebuli Tavi da vnaxe, rom is elihus sityviT iwyeboda. 127

mcireodeni wiaRsvla. gadatanilma tragediam didi daRi daasva iobis Tvalsazriss RvTis gzebis Sesaxeb. misi Sexeduleba tkivilma da ubedurebam daamaxinja. axla is RmerTs Tavisi gansacdelis WrilSi xedavda da ar eZebda mas sibrZnis misaRebad (ix. iak. 1:2-8). droTa ganmavlobaSi amgvari azrovneba Tavis gamarTlebaSi gadaizarda. iobis sami megobari garda im erTisa, romlis sityvis kiTxvac daviwye, gzaabneul TviTSemdgar Teologad iqca iobis tragediis mizezis ZiebaSi. aman viTareba kidev ufro gaarTula. megobrebma iobis daJinebis gabaTilebis gza rom veRar ipoves, misi dadanaSauleba daiwyes. elihu maTgan yvelaze axalgazrda iyo da sakmao xans eloda RvTis sibrZnis mosmenas iobisa da misi sami megob­ risgan. roca igi mixvda, rom megobrebs saTqmeli aRaraferi hqondaT, laparaki daiwyo: `aha, vucdidi Tqvens sityvebs da vusmendi Tqvens msjelobas, roca eZebdiT saTqmels. gakvirdebodiT da, aha, ar aris Tqven Soris mamxilebeli, rom pasuxi gasces iobs. nu ityviT: sibrZne vipoveT, radgan RmerTi amxels mas da ara kacio!~ (iob. 32:11-13). elihum yvela maTgani gakicxa. man Tqva: `gana Seni gansjisamebr unda miagebdes igi, roca mis simarTles uar­ yof?~ (iob. 34:33). ra zustad asaxa man TanamedroveobaSi moWarbebuli Secdoma. es gaxlavT eklesiebis araswori Teologiis mTavari fesvi: sakuTar gamocdilebas RvTis sityvis ganmartebis uflebas vaZlevT nacvlad imisa, rom RvTis sityvas mivceT WeSmaritebis dafuZnebis saSualeba! elihus ar ulaparakia adamianur mosazrebebze, movlenebsa da SemTxvevebze dakvirvebis Sedegad Camoya­ libebul Teologiasa da RvTis Sesaxeb winaswar Seqmnil Sexedulebebze. man WeSmaritebis falsificirebis gareSe gadmosca RvTis wmida sityva. misi sityvis dasasruls vkiTxulobT: `miugo ufalma iobs grigalidan da uTxra: „vin aris es, Cems Canafiqrs rom abnelebs umecari sityvebiT? welze sartyeli Semoirtyi, rogorc kacs Sehferis; SegekiTxebi da mipasuxe!~ (iob. 38:1-3) swored es xdeba, roca RvTis sityvebs Cveni gamocdilebis, sxvaTa mosazrebebis an RvTis pirovnebis 128 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

Sesa­ xeb winaswar akviatebuli azrebis prizmaSi vatarebT. amiT mis Canafiqrs vabnelebT da miuwvdomels vxdiT yvelasTvis, viszec gavlena gvaqvs. realurad, WeSmaritebas vumalavT maT, romelTac misi moZieba da Secnoba surT. swored amitom ganrisxda RmerTi iobsa da mis megobrebze da axlac brazobs, roca mis gzebs arasworad warmovadgenT. Cven adamianebs misi WeSmaritebis codnas vukavebT! amis Semdeg ufals oTxi Tavi sWirdeba, rom iobs Tavisi sityva gamoucxados. dasasruls iobi sinanuliT ambobs: „vici, rom yvelaferi SegiZlia da veraferi daabrkolebs Sens ganzraxvas. ambobdi: vin aris es, Cems Canafiqrs rom abnelebs umecari sityvebiT? _ vambobdi imas, rac ar gamegeboda, CemTvis sakvirvelze, da verafers vxvdebodi. ambobdi: momismine da vilaparakeb; SegekiTxebi da mipasuxe! yurmokvriT gicnobdi; axla ki gxedaven Cemi Tvalebi. amitom ukan vixev da vinanieb mtversa da nacarSi~. (iob. 42:2-6) yuradReba miaqcieT iobis naTqvams: `yurmokvriT gicnobdi; axla ki gxedaven Cemi Tvalebi~. amaSi devs Zlevamosili WeSmariteba. wm. werili ambobs, rom misi yurebisas gardavisaxebiT didebidan didebaSi (ix. 2 kor. 3:18) da ara yurmokvriT naTqvamis Sedegad. ieso aris RvTis cocxali sityva. misi danaxva mis Secnobas, misi gzebis gamokvlevas niSnavs. ai, amas akeTebs adamianSi gacxadebuli WeSmariteba. Cven RvTis sityvas vismenT, magram cvlileba manam ar modis, sanam goneba ar gagvinaTdeba. roca RvTis sityvis gacnobiereba Cvens gulebSi aRwevs, vyviriT: `vxedav, axla ki vxedav!~ am droisTvis ganaTlebuli da mis xatebad ufro metad gardaqmnili vxdebiT. imave sulierma WeSmaritebam aRZra pavle Semdegi locvisTvis: `ar vwyvet RvTisadmi madlierebas Tqven­Tvis, gixsenebT ra Cems locvebSi, raTa mogceT Tqven Cveni uflis ieso qristes RmerTma, didebis mamam, sib­ rZnisa da gamocxadebis suli mis Sesacnobad, da gaanaTlos Tqveni gonebis Tvalni!~ (efes. 1:16-18). axla iobi ise didi gandgomileba 129

ganaTlebuli iyo, rogorc arasdros, Tumca gadatanil tragediebamdec gamorCeuli RvTismosaobiT cxovrobda. axla igi RvTis Secnobis ufro maRal safexurze avida. iobTan laparakis dasrulebis Semdeg RmerTi elifazs, iobis erT-erT megobars mimarTavs da ambobs: `ainTo Cemi risxva Sen mimarT da Seni ori megobris mimarT, radgan Cemi msaxuri iobiviT wrfelad ar ilaparakeT Cemze~ (iob. 42:7). ufali zedapirulad ar ekideba sakiTxs, Tu rogor warmovadgenT mas an mis gzebs sxvaTa winaSe. es abnelebs mis Canafiqrs da aukuRmarTebs samarTals. am mizezis gamo mikvirs, rogor SeuZliaT adamianebs swrafad gadmoalagon Teologia, romelsac zurgs ar umagrebs wm. werilis mTliani Canafiqri. ra saSiSia! saidan gveco­ dineba WeSmariteba, Tu ar gvsurs misgan miTiTebis an Sesworebis miReba? iobis wignis kiTxvis dasrulebis Semdeg ufalma raRac miTxra, ramac bevr kiTxvas gasca pasuxi. man Tqva: `Svilo, SeamCnie Tu ara, rom araferSi Cavreulvar, sanam iobi da misi megobrebi Cems Sesaxeb sworad ar laparakobdnen? Cemi Tandaswreba mas Semdeg gamovlinda, roca viRac adga da WeSmariteba ilaparaka!~ didi mowiweba vigrZeni, roca RmerTi Cems guls daelaparaka da mis naTqvamze davfiqrdi. Semdeg isev gavigone misi xma: `swored es aris mizezi, rom bevr adamians, eklesias Tu denominacias ar aqvs Cemi Tandaswrebis da cxovrebis gardamqmneli Zalis gancda. isini ar aRiareben Cems wmida sityvas da sakuTari ganmartebebis an Sexedulebebis filtrSi gatarebuls warmoTqvamen, rac arafriT gansxvavdeba iobisa da misi megobrebis SemTxvevisgan. maT daabneles Cemi Canafiqri TavianTi amao codniT~. Tu gvsurs RvTis Tandaswrebisa da Zalis realobis codna, WeSmariteba yovelgvari falsificirebis gareSe unda movZebnoT. amrigad, RvTis samsjavros Sesaxeb wm. werilis kvlevisas, uflis Sesaxeb mikerZoebul azrebs, mcdar Teologias an viTarebebs RvTis mier TqvenTvis ukve gacxadebulis Secvlis neba ar misceT. amis nacvlad, eZebeT igi RvTis gacxadebul sityvaSi, rom misi gzebi naTeli gaxdes. 130 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

sargeblis miRebis survili pirvel rigSi ormagi cxovrebis xvedrze visaubroT. amisTvis xelaxla gadavxedoT iesos sityvas, romelzec bolo TavSi visaubreT: `bevri metyvis im dRes: ufalo, ufalo, gana Seni saxeliT ar vwinaswarmetyvelebdiT?! gana Seni saxeliT ar vdevnidiT eSmakebs da gana Seni saxeliT ar vaxdendiT mraval saswauls? maSin me ganvucxadeb maT: arasodes micvnixarT Tqven, gamSordiT, moqmedno urjuloebisa!~ (maT. 7:22-23) `arasodes micvnixarT Tqven, gamSordiT, moqmedno urjuloebisa!~ swori Targmania da axlos aris dedanTan. berZnuli sityva `urjuloeba~ (anomia) kanonis an RvTis nebis sawinaaRmdegod moqmedebas niSnavs. martivad rom vTqvaT, es RvTis Zalauflebisadmi urCobas niSnavs. aseve iesoc urjuloebis ideas winaswar gvawvdis erTi sityviT – moqmedno. igi miuTiTebs rom aq laparaki ar aris pirovnebaze, romelic periodulad waiborZikebs an qristeSi Cvilia da gaTavisuflebisTvis ibrZvis. ieso aRwers adamians, romelic ar cdilobs, RmerTs aamos da cxovrebis stiliT ugulebelyofs mis nebas, amarTlebs Tavis saqciels an ubralod, TamaSobs. amrigad, iesos sit­ yvebi motyuebulis msgavs cdunebulebsac ekuTvnis da ormagi cxovrebisTana moRalateebsac. uamravi adamiani, visac ieso mimarTavs, ganaCens moismens da es maT sulebSi mTeli maradisobis manZilze gaxmiandeba daRupulTaTvis gankuTvnil samyofelSi. metismetad mniSvnelovania, rom batonis gafrTxileba ar ugulebelvyoT an zedapirulad ar movekidoT. modi, cota ufro metad davakvirdeT meore jgufs, romelsac ieso zemomoyvanil muxlebSi mimarTavs. RvTis samefos gzidan gadaxveulebis nawils is adamianebi Seadgenen, romlebic demonebs devnidnen iesos saxeliT. vin arian es adamianebi? SesaZlebelia, Tu ara, rom mamakacebi da qalebi iesos saxels demonebis gansadevnad iyenebdnen da araviTari kavSiri ar hqondeT ufal iesosTan? pasuxis sapovnelad saqmeTa wigns gadavxedoT. didi gandgomileba 131

`zogierTma moxetiale Semlocvelma iudevelmac iwyo ufal iesos saxelis xseneba avi sulebiT Sep­ yrobilebze; ambobdnen: gaficebT iesos, ro­melsac pavle qadagebso. amas akeTebda erTi iudeveli ­mRvdelmTavris, skevas Svidi vaJi. magram miugo avma sulma da uTxra maT: `iesosac vicnob da pavlec vici, Tqven ki vina xarT?~ daeZgera maT is kaci, romelSic avi suli iyo, sZlia da ise scema, rom SiSvlebi da dasaxiCrebulebi gamocvivdnen im saxlidan~. (saqm. 19:13-16) amgvari mcdelobebiT SeuZlebeli aRmoCnda demonebis gandevna iesos saxeliT! am aRweraSi aris erTi safuZvliani WeSmariteba: demonebis gasadevnad sakmarisi ar gaxlavT iesos saxelis gamoyeneba. Tqven garkveuli ur­TierToba unda gqondeT am saxelis matarebelTan. realurad, qristes mimdevari unda iyoT wina TavSi aRwerilTa­ gan gansxvavebiT. SesaZloa, ifiqroT, rom iesom uaryo maTi nacnoboba. rogor devnidnen isini demonebs da rogor axdendnen saswaulebs misi saxeliT? nuTu es SesaZlebelia? arian iseTebi, romlebic namdvilad SeuerTdnen iesos saxarebidan momdinare sikeTeebis gamo, magram es piradi gamorCenis gamo gaakeTes. maT arasodes ucdiaT RvTis gulis gageba. maT mxolod misi Zala da kurTxeva sWir­ debodaT. pavle gvafrTxilebs, rom eseni arian `garyvnili gonebis mqone da WeSmaritebas moklebuli kacni ... romelTac RvTismosaoba mosaxveWi ram hgoniaT. eride aseT adamianebs!~ (1 tim. 6:5). es adamianebi iesos piradi sargeblisTvis eZeben, amitom maTi msaxurebac ara siyvarulze, aramed mogebaze orientirebulia. ieso maT ar scnobs, radgan ase vkiT­ xulobT: `visac RmerTi uyvars, is Secnobilia misgan~ (1 kor. 8:3). is Secnobilia misgan. sityva Secnoba, ubralod, visime vinaobis codnas ar niSnavs, radgan RmerTma yvelaze yvelaferi icis. igi yovlismcodnea! am sityvas ufro siaxlovis, mWidro urTierTobis mniSvneloba aqvs. bibliis gafarToebuli Targmani xsenebul muxls ase gadmogvcems: `visac RmerTi WeSmaritad [mokrZalebiT, 132 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

morCilebis gamoCeniT da misi kurTxevis madlierebiT] uyvars, igi Secnobilia misgan [aRiarebulia masTan axlo urTierTobisa da siyvarulis Rirsad da mis sakuTrebas warmoadgens]~. iesom mraval adamians uTxra samsjavros dRes: `arasodes gicnobdiT~. maT, romelTac RmerTi ar uyvarT (rac cxadia, radgan mis mimarT saTanado morCilebas, mokrZalebasa da madlierebas ar gamoxataven), mama RmerTi da ieso axlos ar icnoben, Tundac isini misgan sulis xsnas eZiebdnen. iesos siyvaruli misTvis sicocxlis gasawirad mzadyofnas niSnavs. ukve sakuTari TavisTvis aRar cxovrob, aramed misTvis. iuda amis magaliTia. igi iesos mimdevrebs SeuerTda. didi msxverplis fasad gahyva mas da ise Canda, rom RmerTi uyvarda. iudam yvelaferi miatova, rom iesos msaxurTa gundSi yofiliyo da moZRvris kvaldakval evlo. iuda devnis simZafres uZlebda da maSinac ki rCeboda ufalTan, roca sxvebi tovebdnen iesos (ix. ioan. 6:66). svla ar Seuwyvetia. igi demonebs devnida, avadmyofebs kurnavda da saxarebas qadagebda (ix. luk. 9:1). da mainc, iudas zraxvebi dasawyisSive mcdari iyo. mas arasodes mounaniebia Tavisi egoisturi motivebi. misi buneba vlindeboda Semdeg gancxadebebSi: `ras momcemT, rom ....~ (maT. 26:15). man icrua da mliqvnelobiT scada sargeblis survilis dafarva (ix. maT. 26:25), iesos msa­xu­ rebis salarodan fuli piradi miznebisTvis araerTxel gamoiyena (ix. ioan. 12:4-6) da a.S. mas arasodes gaucvnia ieso axlos, miuxedavad imisa, rom samweliwadnaxevari masTan erTad gaatara rogorc mowafem. am mizezis gamo eubneba ieso: `gana Tormeti ar agirCieT? erTi Tqvenga­ ni eSmakia~. es Tqva iuda simonis Zeze, iskariotelze, radgan mas, TormetTagan erT-erTs, unda gaeca igi (ioan. 6:70-71). axlac arian iudas msgavsebi, romlebmac msaxurebis­ Tvis didi msxverpli gaiRes: adamianebi demonebisgan gaaTavisufles, avadmyofebi gankurnes, saxareba iqadages da iesos endnen gadarCenis saqmeSi, Tumca Tavad iesosTan axlos arasodes yofilan. mTeli maTi saqmianoba gamorCenas efuZneboda da RmerTi ar Seiyvares. aseTi aRweriloba srulad esadageba ormag cxovrebas Cveni didi gandgomileba 133

alegoriidan. igi iesos miyveboda im zegavlenisa da ZalauflebisTvis, romelic misgan miiRo. man Tavidanve ar gaidga fesvebi jeilinis siyvarulSi. aseTnairebisTvis udidesi sasjelia gaTvaliswinebuli. iesom iudaze Tqva: `im kacisTvis umjobesi iyo, ar dabadebuliyo~ (maT. 26:24). ufali ase laparakobs im sulier winamZRolebze, romlebic RmerTs moxveWis zraxviT emsaxurebian da xalxisgan sargebels iReben uflis saxeliT: `amisTvis ufro mkacrad daisjebiT~ (maT. 23:14). aseTi mamakacebi da qalebi, ormagi cxovrebis msgavsad aRmoaCenen, rom jojoxeTis yvelaze bnel da satanjvel adgilas moxvdnen. gadarCenis dakargva Cveni axlandeli msjeloba srulyofilad aRwers ormag cxovrebas Cvens alegoriaSi. ras vityviT gaubedavze? mas marTlac hqonda urTierToba jeilinTan _ uyvarda kidec _ da mainc, bolomde ver gauZlo. naTlad Cans Tu ara es wm. werilSi? modi, daviwyoT am sakiTxis gamorkveva winaswarmetyvel ezekielis sityvebidan: `Tu marTali Seaqcevs zurgs Tavis simarTles da Caidens yvela im umarTlobas, rasac boroti sCadis, gana icocxlebs? aRar gauxseneben mTel mis simarTles, Tavis danaSaulSi, riTac muxTlobda da codvaSi, rasac scodavda _ mokvdeba!~ (ezek. 18:24) pirveli da umTavresi, RmerTi marTal kacs mimarTavs da ara imas, visac Tavi marTali egona, magram aseTi arasdros yofila. eWvgareSea, rom es adamiani gansxvavdeba motyuebulis an TviTmarqviasgan, romlebzec wina TavSi visaubreT. RmerTi ambobs, rom ar gaixsenebs am adamianis adrindel simarTles. roca RmerTi raimes iviwyebs, es niSnavs, rom es arc arasdros yofila. Cven vlaparakobT RmerTze, romelic Cvens codvebs iviwyebs da ise gvacilebs maT, rogorc aRmosavleTi aris daSorebuli dasavleTisgan da daviwyebis zRvaSi Ziravs. igi marTlac ase iqceva. igi ambobs: `Sevundob maT umarTlobas da codvebs aRar 134 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

gavuxseneb~ (ebr. 8:12). RmerTi Cvens codvebs iviwyebs maSin, roca iesos uflad viRebT. eSmaki cdilobs, brali dagvdos, magram RmerTi ambobs, rom Cvens codvebs aRar gaixsenebs. amrigad, misi azriT, Cven arasdros ar Segvicodavs. amis sawinaaRmdegoc WeSmaritia. roca RmerTi ambobs, rom adamianis simarTles aRar gaixsenebs, es niSnavs, rom daiviwyebs am adamianTan nacnobobas. masTan urTierToba ukve Sewyvetilia. modi, dakvirvebiT gamovikvlioT wm. werilSi naTqvami morwmuneze, romelic samudamod ganudga gadarCenis gzas. iakob mociquli wers: `Cemo Zmebo, Tu erTi Tqvengani gadauxvevs WeSmaritebas da vinme moaqcevs mas, icodeT, rom codvilis cdomilebis gzidan momqcevi sikvdilisgan ixsnis mis suls da mraval codvas dafaravs~. (iak. 5:19-20) pirveli, rac unda aRvniSnoT, gaxlavT sityvebi: `Zmebo, Tu erTi Tqvengani …~. iakobi ar mimarTavs adamianebs, romlebic fiqroben, rom qristianebi arian. igi WeSmaritebis gzidan acdenil morwmuneebs elaparakeba. am monakveTSi gandgomil Zmas codvili ewodeba. es ar niSnavs, rom igi zecidan Sobili aRar aris, aramed Cvevad gadaqceul codvaSia da morCilebis gzaze dabruneba sWirdeba. Tu mainc gajiutdeba, iakobi naTlad uxsnis, rom saboloo Sedegi misi sulis sikvdilia. igi daiRupeba, Tu RvTisken ar Semobrundeba (ar moinaniebs). igavebis wigni am azrs Semdegnairad amtkicebs: `gonierebis gzidan gadavardnili adamiani mkvdarTa krebulSi daisvenebs~. (ig. 21:16) igavebi iakobis sityvebs adasturebs im azriT, rom RvTis­gzebs CamoSorebuli da monaniebis gareSe darCenili adamianis saboloo samyofeli mkvdarTa krebulia, romelsac hadesi ewodeba, saboloo jamSi ki, misi xvedria cecxlis tba. sicocxlis wigni sicocxlis wigni rvajer aris naxsenebi axal aRTqmaSi. didi gandgomileba 135

pavle da ioane weren, rom yvela is adamiani, vinc mara­ disobas iesosTan gaatarebs, am wignSia Cawerili. Cveni saxelebi masSi zecidan SobisTanave aRiniSneba. gaixseneT, efrosinis damowmeba meoTxe Tavidan. rogorc ki am axalgazrda berZenma gogonam sicocxle iesos miuZRvna, mama RmerTma misi saxeli sicocxlis wignSi Cawe­ ra da ase uTxra: `keTili iyos Seni ojaxSi mobrZaneba!~ aseve, pavle TanamoZmes wers: `Sen ki, Cemo erTgulo TanamSromelo, Senc gTxov daexmaro am debs, romelnic CemTan erTad iRwvodnen saxarebiT, klementosTan da sxva Cems TanamSromlebTan erTad, romelTa saxelebi sicocxlis wignSia!~ (fil. 4:3). piriqiTac igive xdeba. yvela, vinc ar aris Cawerili sicocxlis wignSi, daRupulia. moismineT, ras ambobs gamocxadebis wigni: `vinc ar aRmoCnda sicocxlis wignSi Cawerili, cecxlis tbaSi iqna Cagdebuli~ (gamocx. 20:15). ioane damajereblad gveubneba, rom RvTis maradiul qalaqSi mxolod isini daiSvebian, `vinc kravis sicocxlis wignSia Cawerili~ (gamocx. 21:27). danarCenebi mkvdarTa krebulSi Tu moisveneben. gamocxadebis me-3 TavSi ioane eklesiaze laparakobs _ ara qalaqze, ara daRupul adamianTa jgufze, ara cru RmerTebis Tayvanismcemlebze da ara `savaraudo~ eklesiaze. is mimarTavs maT, romlebic mas ekuTvnodnen da afrTxilebs: `gamarjvebuli Caicvams TeTr samosels, mis saxels ar amovSli sicocxlis wignidan, da vaRiareb mis saxels Cemi mamisa da misi angelozebis winaSe~ (gamocx. 3:5). yuradReba miaqcieT sityvas `amoSla!~ sicocxlis wignidan Tqveni saxelis amoSlis erTaderTi piroba iq misi arsebobaa. wignSi mxolod is adamianebi arian Caweril­ni, romlebmac ieso qriste namdvilad irwmunes. urwmunoebi da motyuebulebi, romlebic realurad araso­ des yofilan iesosTan, ar arian Cawerili sicoc­ xlis wignSi, ­ amitom maTi saxelebis amoSlac SeuZle­ belia. ieso ­`ojaxis~ wevrebs elaparakeba. damafiqrebeli xilva aris erTi RvTismosavi kaci, romelic meoce saukuneSi 136 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

erTgulad emsaxureboda RmerTs TiTqmis samocdaaTi wlis ganmavlobaSi. qristes sxeulze misi zegavlena gasaocari iyo. misi wignebi 65 milion egzemplarad daibeWda, xolo misi bibliis skolis kursdamTavrebulTa ricxvi 20000-s aRemateboda. man am sakiTxze erT-erT Tavis wignSi dawera. am msaxurma Tqva, rom 1952 wels xilvaSi ieso gamoecxada da aCvena erTi mwyemsis coli, romelsac icnobda. qalma irwmuna sicrue, rom misi unarebi da silamaze fuWad iflangeboda. garkveuli drois Semdeg man gulSi saxelis mopovebis, popularobisa da simdidris fiqrebi gamozarda, rac SeiZleba qveynierebaze hqonoda. sabolood, qali cdunebas ahyva, qmari miatova da sasurveli warmatebis saZebnelad wavida. ufalma im msaxurTan laparakSi gansakuTrebiT xazi gausva erT faqts: `es qali Cemi Svili iyo~ da miuTiTa, rom misTvis ar eloca. Semdegi monakveTi misi wignidan aris aRebuli: _ ufalo, ra mouva mas?! _ vkiTxe me. _ igi maradisobas daRupulTa adgilas gaatarebs, sadac aris tirili da kbilTa RrWena~, _ upasuxa man. xilvaSi davinaxe, rogor CaeSva qali jojoxeTis ufskrulSi. gavigone misi saSineli yvirili. _ es qali Seni Svili iyo, ufalo! Seni suliT iyo savse da Sens msaxurebaSi monawileobda. da mainc, meubnebi, rom misTvis ar unda viloco. ar mesmis es!~ ufalma Semdegi muxli gamaxsena: `Tu vinme xedavs, rom misi Zma scodavs ara momakvdinebeli codviT, ilocos da RmerTi miscems sicocxles aramomakvdinebeli codviT Semcodes. aris momakvdinebeli codva, masze ar vambob ilocos-meTqi~ (1 ioan. 5:16). _ ki, magram ufalo, yovelTvis mwamda, rom am muxlSi naxsenebi codva fizikur sikvdilze mianiSnebda da adamianis suli gadarCeboda Secodebis miuxedavad~ _ vuTxari me. _ aq werili arafers ambobs fizikur sikvdilze, _ mimiTiTa ufalma, _ Sen raRacas amateb. Tu mTlianad waikiTxav 1 ioanes mexuTe Tavs, naxav, rom iq laparakia sicocxlesa da sikvdilze _ sulier sicocxlesa da sulier sikvdilze _ da xsenebul muxlSi swored didi gandgomileba 137

sulieri sikvdili igulisxmeba. aq laparakia morwmuneze, romelmac sasikvdilo codva Caidina da swored amitom misTvis locva saWiro ar aris. im qalze locvac imitom agikrZale, rom sasikvdilo codviT Sescoda. _ es namdvilad angrevs Cems Teologias, ufalo. ufro metad xom ver amixsnidi? _ vTxove me (zogjer saWiroa Cveni Teologiis uaryofa, Tu is RvTis sityvas ar eTan­ xmeba). iesom Semdegi muxlebi gamaxsena: ebr. 6:4-6 4 vinaidan SeuZlebelia, rom erTxel ukve ganaTlebulni, romelTac miiRes zeciuri niWi da suliwmidis moziareni gaxdnen, 5 igemes RvTis sityvis sikeTe da momavali saukunis Zalebi, 6 da mere daecnen, amis Semdeg kvlav ganaxldnen mosananieblad, radgan isini isev jvars acvamen Ze RvTisas da lanZRaven.1 aucilebelia garkveuli maxasiaTeblebis gamokveTa xsenebul muxlebTan dakavSirebiT. pirvel rigSi, rwmenidan gadacdomisTvis pirovneba ganaTlebuli unda iyos da zeciuri niWis gemoc unda icodes. es Seexeba im adamianebsac, romlebmac ieso miiRes, radgan is zeciuri niWia. meore, pirovneba suliwmidiT savse unda iyos. mesame, mas nagemi unda hqondes RvTis keTili sityva da momavali qveynierebis Zalebi. am CamonaTvalidan cxadi xdeba, rom laparakia ara qristeSi Cvilebze, aramed mowiful qristianebze. warsulSi ramdenime adamiani Tvalcremliani movida CemTan. maT miTxres, rom raRac momentSi ufals msaxu­ rebaze uari uTxres. mogvianebiT maT didi sinanuli gamoiCines da Seinanes TavianTi saqcieli. isini SeZrwun­ dnen bibliis am da sxva msgavsi adgilebis wakiTxvaze. zogjer bavSvebi ugunurebiT iqcevian sulelurad da ufalma es kargad icis. ebraelTa mimarT werilis avtori ar laparakobs Cvil qristianebze, aramed sulierad zrdasrulebze. 138 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

am SeSfoTebuli sulebis nugeSiscemisTvis SemiZlia vTqva Semdegi: Tu maT sasikvdilo codva aqvT Cadenili (rogorc zemoxsenebul muxlSi vnaxeT), ar eqnebaT iesosTan moziareobis aRdgenis survili. iesos mimarT Sinagani wyurvilis qonis da monaniebis faqti, romelsac RvTismosaobis nayofebi axlavs, niSnavs, rom suliwmida ukan izidavs maT urTierTobis ganaxlebisTvis. maT ar eqnebodaT iesosTan siaxlovis an wmidad cxovrebis survili, misgan samudamod rom ganmdgariyvnen, rogorc is qali msaxuris xilvaSi. iesom Tqva, rom qali RvTis Svili iyo. zemoxsenebuli msaxuric, romelmac es mowmoba dawera, iseT denominaciaSi aRizarda, sadac bevrs ar swamda, rom adamians SeuZlia gadarCenis dakargva. maT upirobo maradiuli daculobis sjerodaT. swored amitom Tqva man: `es namdvilad angrevs Cems Teologias~. im qalis, rogorc RvTis Svilis saxeli Cawerili iyo sicocxlis wignSi. man bolomde ver moiTmina da samudamod daubrunda qveynierebas, amitomac misi saxeli amoiSala gamocxadebis me-3 TavSi iesos gafrTxilebis Tanaxmad. man sargeblobis misaRebad wasvla arCia. igi ar iyo `gamarjvebuli~. am mizeziT ebraelTa werilis avtori SeuZleblad miiCnevs aseTi adamianis ganaxlebas. igi axla orgzis mkvdaria. erTxel es qali mkvdari iyo Tavis codvebSi, Semdeg saukuno sicocxle daimkvidra, magram xelmeored mokvda codvaSi da samudamod ganudga ufals (ix. iud. 12). roca adamiani am mdgomareobaSi aRmoCndeba, misi xelaxla Soba SeuZlebelia. swored amitom ambobs ebraelTa mimarT werilis avtori: `SeuZlebelia … kvlav ganaxldnen mosananieblad~. amrigad, mcdaria azri, TiTqos garkveul viTarebebSi adamianebi xelmeored iSvebian zecidan. minda, kidev erTxel gavimeoro: Tu adamiani am codvas sCadis, mas ar eqneba monaniebisa da kvlav iesosTvis cxov­ rebis survili. suliwmidis garda aravis SeuZlia Cveni iesosTan miyvana. Tu igi datovebs namdvil morwmu­ nes, am ukanasknelis gandgomilebis Sedegad, ukan arasodes dabrundeba. swored am mizezis gamo iCens suliwmida sulgrZelobas. igi advilad ar nebdeba.

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sibnelis wyvdiadi petre mociquli kidev ufro metad gvarkvevs am sakiTxSi. igi ambobs: `Tu uflisa da macxovris ieso qristes SemecnebiT wuTisoflis sibilweebs Camocilebulni …~. (2 petr. 2:20) upirvelesad, SevCerdeT da gavarkvioT, vis mimarTavs petre. Tu adamiani wuTisoflis sibilweebs (borotebas) Camocilda uflisa da macxovris, ieso qristes Semecnebis meSveobiT, mas aucileblad unda ewodos qristiani. aseTebs ver SeviyvanT TviTmarqviebis anu im adamianebis kategoriaSi, romlebic amtkiceben, rom RmerTs icnoben, sinamdvileSi ki ase ar aris. maTze wina TavSi visaubreT. aseTi pirovnebebi marTlac CamoSordnen sibilweebs ufal iesos madlis meSveobiT. eWvgareSea, rom petre mociquli im adamianebze laparakobs, romlebic namdvilad zecidan Sobilebi arian. muxlis gagrZelebaSi vkiTxulobT: `… kvlav gaexvevian maTSi da daiZlevian, ukanas­ kneli pirvelze uaresi iqneba. umjebesi iqneboda ar SeecnoT simarTlis gza, vidre SeecnoT da ukuqceuliyvnen maTTvis gadacemuli wmida mcnebisgan~. (2 petr. 2:20-21) petre im qristianebs mimarTavs, romlebmac TavianTi cxovreba isev codvas daumones. maTTvis umjobesi iqneboda, rom arasodes SeecnoT ieso qristes xsnis realoba. isini mudam siamovnebis, gulisTqmis da am wuTisoflis didebis sasargeblod akeTeben da uaryofen morCilebas, rom wmida cxovrebiT icxovron. ratom iqneboda umjobesi, rom aseTebs arasodes SeecnoT simarTlis gza? amas iuda pasuxobs. petres msgavsad, isic im adamianebs mimarTavs, romlebmac gadarCenis gza miatoves. igi acxadebs: `vai maT, radgan kaenis gziT midian, sazRaurisTvis ahyvnen bilyamis cdomilebas da sijiutiT iRupebian, rogorc koraxi~ (iud. 11). 140 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

erT dros kaens, bilyamsa da koraxsac hqondaT RmerTTan urTierToba. ori maTgani msaxuri iyo. kaenis Secdoma RvTis aSkara daumorCilebloba iyo, bilyamma fuli ufro metad Seiyvara, xolo koraxi mis zemoT arsebuli Zalauflebis winaaRmdeg ajanyda. iuda ganagrZobs: `isini laqebad Canan Tqveni siyvarulis serobebze; Tavxedurad nadimoben TqvenTan erTad da maspinZloben sakuTar Tavs; qaris mier mimofantuli uwylo Rrublebi, Semodgomis unayofo xeebi, orgzis gamxmarni da Zirfesvianad aRmofxvrilni; zRvis mZvinvare talRebi, TavianTi sircxviliT aqafebulni, cTomili varskvlavebi, romlebisTvisac sibnelis wyvdiadia Senaxuli saukunod~. (iud. 12-13) pirvel eklesiaSi siyvarulis saRamoebi vaxSams warmoadgenda, roca wevrebi erTad ikribebodnen RmerTTan da erTmaneTTan axlo urTierTobis gamosaxatavad. rogorc wesi, amgvari saRamoebi wmida ziarebiT sruldeboda.2 aq erT gamomafxizlebel faqts vxedavT: yvela rodi tovebs organizebul eklesias gadarCenis gzidan gadaxvevis Semdeg, rogorc zemoxsnebuli qali moiqca msaxuris xilvidan. aseTi adamianebi ufro saSiSni arian Cvil qristianebze maTi zegavlenis gamo, romelTa sindisi jer kidev sustia da miyenebuli Wriloba, SesaZloa, sabediswero aRmoCndes. koraxi am tipis adamianis magaliTia. igi aharonis damxmare msaxuri gaxldaT, magram moses da aharons ase gamoucxada: `Seikribnen mosesa da aharonis winaaRmdeg da uTxres maT: `metismets iRebT Tqvens Tavze, radgan wmidaa mTeli Temi da ufali mkvidrobs masSi! ratom aRzevdiT Tqven uflis krebulze?~ (ricxv. 16:3). koraxis zegavlenam 250 winamZRolsa da israelis krebulis 14.700 wevrs sasikvdilo sasjeli daatexa! iuda am gandgomilebs laqebs uwodebs, romlebic Cvens krebulebSi rCebian. maT madliT daculobis cru gancda aqvT, romliTac odesRac dadiodnen, magram daamaxinjes is sakuTari Tavis saamebeli cxovrebiT da RvTis SiSi dakarges. yuradReba miaqcieT koraxis naTqvams, rom didi gandgomileba 141

RmerTi iyo `yvela maTganTan~. isic dadioda daculobis cru grZnobiT, radgan meore dRes miwam piri qna da yvelani cocxlad Cacvivdnen jojoxeTSi. Sedegad, yvela am gandgomils SenarCunebuli aqvs qristianuli metyvelebis manera. isini sxva morwmuneebs esaubrebian, magram maT verasodes ipoviT gamarjvebulTa Soris, romelTaTvisac ieso dabrundeba. igi modis umwikvlo eklesiis wasayvanad, romelsac ar aqvs laqa (ix. efes. 5:27). iuda miuTiTebs, rom es adamianebi orgzis mkvdrebi arian. rogor SeiZleba orjer mokvdeT? erTxel ukve iyaviT mkvdrebi Tqvens codvebSi da xelaxla Sobis meSveobiT saukuno sicocxle miiReT, Semdeg ki samwuxarod, isev mokvdiT gamousworebeli, mounaniebeli codvis gamo. gaixseneT iakobis naTqvami: Tu qristiani WeSmaritebis gzas acdeba da am mdgmoreobaSi darCeba, aucileblad mokvdeba. ioane gveubneba, rom morwmuneTaTvis arsebobs sasikvdilo codva. orive maTgani miuTiTebs orgzis ­mkvdar adamianze. yuradReba miaqcieT iudas ganacxads: `romlebisTvisac sibnelis wyvdiadia Senaxuli saukunod~. sibnelis wyvdiadi yvelaze saSinel saukuno sasjels niSnavs. es cxadad Cans iesos sityvebidan misi meored mosvlisa da samsjavros Sesaxeb. is ambobs: `netar arian is monebi, romlebsac Sin dabrunebuli batoni fxizlebs hpovebs, ... xolo Tu ityvis es mona Tavis gulSi: agvianebso mosvlas Cemi batoni da daiwyebs msaxurebisa da mxevlebis cemas, Wamasmasa da loTobas, mova im monis batoni im dRes, romelzec ar fiqrobs, da im Jams, roca ar icis, Suaze gahkveTs mas da urwmunoebTan daudebs wils. is mona ki, romelmac icoda Tavisi batonis neba da ar moemzada an ar moiqca misi nebisamebr, magrad igvemeba. xolo, romelmac ar icoda da ise moiqca, rom gvema daimsaxura, naklebad igvemeba. yvelas, visac meti mieca, mets mosTxoven; visac mets miandoben, metsac mohkiTxaven~. (luk. 12:37,45-48) ramdeni ram devs am muxlebSi. neba momeciT, gamovkveTo 142 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

zogierTi maTgani. upirveles yovlisa, aq laparakia msaxurze da ara ucxoze, warmarTze an codvilze. man icis batonis neba da mainc mis sawinaaRmdegod iqceva. es ar miuTiTebs damoukideblis msgavs qcevaze, radgan aseTi adamianebi Sedian kategoriaSi, romelmac ar icoda da cema daimsaxura, amitom naklebad daisjeba. xsenebuli msaxuri arc motyuebuls ar hgavs. motyuebuls egona, rom msaxuri iyo, magram jeilinis Sefasebis Tanaxmad, namdvil msaxurs ar warmoadgenda. am monakveTSi aRweril adamians msaxuri ewodeba da srulad acnobierebs Tavisi batonis nebas. man gadarCenis gza miatova. yuradReba miaqcieT, rom msaxuri sxva Tanamsaxurebs scems. es miuTiTebs cxovrebis wesze, romelic sxvebs sakuTari sargeblobis an siamovnebisTvis iyenebs. aq vxedavT, rom es adamiani dRevandeli dRiT cxovrobs. igi Wams, svams da Tvreba. igi sakuTar Tavs emsaxureba. gaixseneT iudas sityvebi, rom gandgomilebi sxva morwmuneebTan erTad zeimoben RvTis SiSis gareSe. isini mxolod sakuTar Tavs emsaxurebian. maTi yoveli gadawyvetileba, Tundac erTi SexedviT keTilSobiluri, maTsave sargebels emsaxureba. da bolos, yuradReba miaqcieT msaxuris sasjels, rom igi urwmunoebTan (visac arasodes miuRia gadarCena) ganaweses. urwmunoebi naklebad igvemebian, xolo msaxuri, romelmac icoda batonis neba da ar Seasrula, magrad igvemeba _ es cecxlis tbis udidesi sasjelis an sibnelis wyvdiadis miRebaze mianiSnebs da es samudamoa! upatieblobis simware es namdvilad miesadageba gaubedavs (ormag cxovrebasTan erTad). gaubedavma icoda, rom jeilinis neba patieba gaxldaT da mainc uari Tqva amaze. man ciliswamebis wyenis gulSi Senaxva amjobina. upatieblobis simwarem kari gauRo mis Semdgom xrwnas. swored am mizezis gamo vkiTxulobT RvTis eris mimarT gafrTxilebas, rom `romelimes ar moakldes RvTis madli, raTa raime mware fesvi ar aRmocendes, ziani ar moitanos da amiT bevri ar Seibilwos~ (ebr. 12:15). axali aRTqmis werilebis kvlevam da msaxurebis didi gandgomileba 143

mravalwlianma gamocdilebam maswavla, rom upatiebloba udidesi maxea, romelsac adamianebi RvTis gzidan gadahyavs. gaubedavis SemTxvevis msgavsad, upatiebloba kars uRebs sxvadasxva mcdar moZRvrebebsa da qcevebs. maT.18-Si iesos igavi mohyavs, sadac naCvenebia didi mefe qveSevrdomebTan angariSisworebis procesSi. mis winaSe moiyvanes msaxuri, romelsac 10 000 talanti emarTa. talanti gaxldaT ara fulis, aramed wonis erTeuli. igi oqros (ix. 2 sam. 12:30), vercxlisa da sxva liTonebis an moxmarebis sagnebis asawonad gamoiyeneboda. am igavSi talanti valis odenobas asaxavs, amitom daueWveblad SeiZleba vifiqroT, rom iesos mxedvelobaSi hqonda vercxlis an oqros msgavsi gadasacvleli erTeuli. modi, vivaraudoT, rom laparaki iyo oqroze! Cveulebrivi talanti, daaxloebiT, samocdaTxuTmeti funtis (34 kg.) tolfasi iyo. es gaxldaT wona, romlis tareba mamakacs SeeZlo (ix. 2 mef. 5:23). 10 000 talanti daaxloebiT 750 000 funti anu 375 amerikuli tona (340.2 tona) iqneboda. amrigad, msaxurs mefis 375 tona oqro emarTa. roca am wigns vwerdi, erTi uncia oqros fasi, daaxloebiT, 1200 $ gaxldaT. maTematikis gamoyenebiT miviRebT, rom aTi aTasi talanti oqro ToTxmeti miliardi dolaris fasi iqneba. ai, ramxela vali hqonda msaxurs! iesos surs gamokveTos azri, rom im adamianis vali uzarmazari iyo, rasac verasodes gadaixdida. mefem msaxurisa da misi ojaxis gayidva brZana valis gadasaxdelad. kaci mefis fexebTan daeca da mowyaleba iTxova, rac miiRo kidec. mas mTeli vali epatia. igavidan vxedavT, rom mefe mama RmerTs warmoadgens. Sewyalebuli kaci is adamiania, vinc patieba miiRo ieso qristes meSveobiT. roca vinmes zians ayeneben, valic Cnde­ ba. Tqven gagigoniaT aseTi naTqvami: `is amisTvis gadaixdis~. patieba amgvari valis gauqmebaa. igavSi moyvanil adamiansac epatia vali, romelsac verasodes gadaixdida. miuxedavad amisa, vkiTxulobT: `am monam gamosvlisTanave ipova erTi Tavisi Tanamona, romelsac misi asi dinari emarTa; daiWira, yelSi swvda da uTxra: gadamixade, rac gmarTebso!~ (maT. 18:28). dinari erTi dRis safasuri gaxldaT. warmovidginoT, 144 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

rom igi dRevandel 100 $-s utoldeba. mTliani vali, daaxloebiT 10 000 $ iqneba. ase rom, mcire sulac ar aris. ganvagrZoT kiTxva: `pirqve daemxo amxanagi, Seevedra da uTxra: sulgrZeli iyav Cems mimarT da yvelafers gadagixdio! magram man ar ineba, aramed wavida da Caagdebina igi sapyrobileSi, vidre vals gadauxdida~ (maT. 18:2930). pirvel msaxurs ToTxmeti miliardi dolari epatia. Tanamsaxurs valad mxolod 10 000 dolari emarTa, magram pirvelma patieba ar indoma. mas mtkiced hqonda gadawyvetili, rom im kacisTvis vali gadaexdevinebina. mniSvnelovania, davinaxoT, rom erTmaneTisTvis miyenebuli wyena im did valTan SedarebiT, rac RvTis mimarT gvqonda 10 000 $-isa da 14 miliardis Tanafardobis analogiuria! mniSvneloba ar aqvs, raoden cudad mogeqcaT sxva, radgan maTi Secdoma verc ki Seedreba ­ RvTis winaSe Cveni codvebis simZimes. SesaZloa, fiqrobdeT, rom TqvensaviT cud dReSi aravin Cavardnila. verc ki warmoidgenT, ra cudad moeqcnen iesos. is ucodveli da umwikvlo kravi iyo, romelic dakles da misgan amoiRes Cveni 14 miliardiani vali. adamians, romelic sxvas ar patiebs, daaviwyda, ramdenad didi iyo misi vali, romelic apaties! roca gaacnobierebT sikvdilisa da saukuno satanjvelis raobas, mixvdebiT, risgan gixsnaT iesom da Tqvenc gauSvebT ­ sxvebs­upatieblobis marwuxebidan. araferia maradisobis cecxlis tbaSi gatarebaze uaresi. iq Sveba ar iqneba. iq matli ar kvdeba da cecxli ar neldeba. aseTi iyo Cveni xvedri, sanam RmerTma ar Segviwyala patiebiT misi Zis ieso qristes sikvdilis meSveobiT! Tu adamians patieba ar SeuZlia, mas warmodgenili ar aqvs jojoxeTis realoba. mas ver gaucnobierebia RvTis siyvarulisa da mitevebis siRrme. modi, igavis ganxilva gavagrZeloT: `misma Tanamonebma rom naxes, rac moxda, Sewuxdnen, mividnen TavianT batonTan da yovelive auwyes. maSin daibara igi misma batonma da uTxra: boroto monav, raki mTxove, me mTeli vali gapatie! gana ar gmarTebda, iseve Segewyalebina Seni amxanagi, rogorc me Segiwyale?~ (maT. 18:31-33) didi gandgomileba 145

minda, xazi gavusva, rom ieso am igavSi urwmunoebze ar laparakobs. is mefis msaxurebs anu xelaxla Sobil morwmuneebs axsenebs. am adamianma ukve miiRo didi valis patieba (xsna) da axla batonis mona ewodeba. is, visac man apatia, Tanamsaxuri gaxldaT. amrigad, SegviZlia davaskvnaT, rom es adamiani warmoadgenda `morwmunes~, romelic mudam uars ambobda patiebaze. aq saocari faqti aRmovaCine. roca adamianebi saxarebis sxva igavebs ismendnen, yovelTvis svamdnen kiTxvebs maTi mniSvnelobis Sesaxeb. am SemTxvevaSi ki, iesom SekiTxvis gareSe ganmarta igavi. darwmunebuli var, rom amis mizezi gadmosacemi sakiTxis uCveuloba gaxldaT. mas surda darwmunebuliyo, rom xalxma is sworad gaigo. ai, misi ganmarteba: `ganrisxda batoni da gadasca igi mtanjvelebs, vidre mTel vals ar gadauxdida. aseve mogeqcevaT Cemi zecieri mama, Tu yoveli Tqvengani guliT ar miutevebs Tavis Zmas mis Secodebebs~. (maT. 18:34-35) am or muxlSi aris sami mTavari punqti, romelTa xazgasmac minda. pirveli, umowyalo msaxuri mtanjvelebs gadasces. meore, axla mas isev uwevs Tavdapirvelad napatiebi valis, 375 tona oqros gadaxda. da mesame, ase moeqceva mama RmerTi yvelas, vinc Tavis Zmas ar patiebs. modi, mokled ganvixiloT TiToeuli punqti! pirveli, sityva `tanjva~ gonebis an sxeulisTvis ukiduresi tkivilis miyenebas, agoniaSi Cagdebas da Sesabamisad, normaluri mdgomareobidan gadaxras niSnavs. mtanjveli tanjvis procesis ganmaxorcielebelia. morwmune, romelic uars ambobs patiebaze, demonuri sulebis mier gaitanjeba. mtanjvelebs gonebisa da sxeulisTvis tkivilis miyenebisa da agoniis gamowvevis ufleba aqvT micemuli survilisamebr. msaxurebebze xSirad milocia adamianebisTvis, romlebic gankurnebas, nugeSsa da daxsnas ver iRebdnen mxolod imitom, rom TavianTi gulebidan adamianebs ar aTavisuflebdnen patiebis meSveobiT. simwares adamiani yovelTvis ganrisxebasa da RvTis mimarT wyenis gaCenasTan mihyavs. adamianis rwmena ixrwneba da Tu adgili ar eqna monaniebasa da patiebas, dasasruli sabedisweroa. 146 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

meore punqtis Tanaxmad, umowyalo msaxurs axla mTlianad uwevs Tavdapirveli didi valis gadaxda. mas SeuZlebels sTxoven! es is valia, romlisTvisac iesom golgoTaze gadaixada. albaT, amis gagonebaze SiSi SegipyrobT, magram usmineT iesos sityvebs sxva muxlidan: `roca loculobT, miuteveT Tu raime gaqvT vinmes winaaRmdeg, raTa Tqvenma zecierma mamamac mogitevoT Tqveni codvebi~ (mark. 11:25). yuradReba miaqcieT, vis elaparakeba aq ieso?! daakvirdiT sityvebs: `Tqveni zecieri mama~. RmerTi ar aris urwmunoTa mama. igi RmerTia urwmunoTaTvis da mama morwmunisTvis. aseve, urwmunoebisTvis locva damaxasi­ aTebeli ar gaxlavT. naTelia, rom ieso RvTis Svilebs mimarTavs. modi, ganvagrZoT. `Tu Tqven ar miutevebT, _ ambobs ieso, _ arc Tqveni mama, romelic zecaSia, ar mogitevebT Tqvens codvebs~ (mark. 11:26). amaze naTlad Tqma aRar SeiZleba. amas mesame punqtTan mivyavarT: `Tu adamiani uars ambobs patiebaze, manam gaitanjeba, sanam warmoudgenel vals ar gadaixdis. es ki SeuZlebelia, radgan aravis ZaluZs sakuTari sulis gamoxsna (ix. fs. 49:7). ieso ambobs, rom Tu ar miutevebT, arc Tqveni zecieri mama mogitevebT Tqvens Secodebebs. nuTu ar Rirs patieba? Cven ar vsaubrobT adamianze, romelic miyenebul wyenasTan dakavSirebiT Sromobs Tavis gulSi da patiebis Zalas iTxovs locvaSi. aq laparakia gaubedavis msgavs adamianebze, romlebic daJinebiT uars amboben patiebaze. yuradReba miaqcieT, rom alegoriaSi misma upatieblobam eSmakis sxva gamovlinebebsac gauRo kari da sabolood, igi jeilinis gzas daSorda. nuTu Rirda wyenis gulSi Catoveba mis sabediswero dasasrulad? swored amis gamo ebraelTa werilis avtori damajereblad gvafrTxilebs, rom sakuTari Tavi gamovikvlioT da simwaris yoveli fesvi moviSoroT, riTac SesaZloa, mravali Seibilwos. axla SegviZlia iesos sityvebis gageba ukanaskneli Jamis eklesiis Sesaxeb. is ambobs: `mravalni cdundebian maSin; erTmaneTs gascemen da SeiZuleben erTi-meores ... da raki gamravldeba urjuloeba, mravals gauneldeba siyvaruli. magram is, vinc bolomde daiTmens, is gadarCeba~ (maT. 24:10,12-13). didi gandgomileba 147

yuradReba miaqcieT, rom aq laparaki ar aris zogierT an Tundac ramdenime adamianze, aramed mravalze, romlebic ganawyenebuli darCebian am epoqaSi, romelSic Cven vcxovrobT. sityva mravali did raodenobaze miuTiTebs. wyena an upatiebloba urjuloebas moitans da mravali adamianis siyvaruli ganeldeba. aq gamoyenebuli berZnuli sityva gaxlavT `agape~ anu siyvaruli da aRwers RvTiur siyvaruls, romelic qristianis gulSi iRvreba misi zecidan Sobisas. ieso ar laparakobs TviTmarqviebze, radgan maT, sinamdvileSi, arasodes miuRiaT RvTis siyvaruli. ara, ieso morwmuneebs mimarTavs, radgan ase ambobs: `bolomde momTmeni gadarCeba~. Tqven ar eubnebiT codvils an TviTmarqvias: `Tu bolomde moiTmen, gadarCebi!~ maT rwmenis rbola jer arc ki dauwyiaT! rwmenidan gandgoma wmida werili gvafrTxilebs gandgomilebaze, romelic Tanamedrove morwmuneebSi daiwyeba. pavle ambobs: `arc raime xerxiT gacdunoT vinmem, vinaidan is dRe [uflis meored mosvla] manamde ar dadgeba, sanam gandgomileba ar mova da ar gamoCndeba urjuloebis kaci, - Ze gatialebisa~ (2 Tes. 2:3). da igi kvlav winaswarmetyvelebs: `xolo suli garkveviT ambobs, rom ukanasknel dReebSi zogierTebi gandgebian rwmenisgan, daujereben macdur sulebs da eSmakTa moZRvrebebs~ (1 tim. 4:1). ratom? `vinaidan dadgeba dro, roca saR moZRvrebas veRar aitanen, aramed TavianTi gulisTqmebisamebr Semoikreben yuris momqavebel maswavleblebs. WeSmaritebas yurs aarideben da zRaprebisken mimarTaven~ (2 tim. 4:3-4). yuradReba miaqcieT, rom zemomoyvanil muxlSi pavle Semdeg sityvebs ambobs: `zogierTebi gandgebian rwmenisgan~. mis mier naxsenebi rwmena warmosaxviTi ar aris. es ieso qristes WeSmariti rwmena gaxlavT. adamianebi rwme­nisgan rom gandgnen, jer unda gaaCndeT is. axali aRTqmis TiTqmis yvela avtoris gafrTxilebebi gagiziareT morwmuneTa gandgomis Sesaxeb. axla neba momeciT, adreuli eklesiis mamebis Sexedulebebi 148 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

moviyvano, romelTagan zogierTi axali aRTqmis mociqulTa Tanmxlebni iyvnen saxarebis gavrcelebisas. aRmovaCine, rom maTi naTqvami zustad Seesabameba wm. werilis Cven mier ganxilul sityvebs: `vicxovroT marTali gadarCena miviRoT!~

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_ klimenti romaeli3 `maSinac ki, Tu adamianma udidesi saqmeebi akeTa cxov­ rebaSi, magram bolos borotebaSi gadaeSva, yvela misi adrindeli tkivili amaoa. man kulminaciis momentSi datova scena!~ _ klimenti aleqsandrieli4 `zogierTi fiqrobs, rom RmerTi valdebulia Tavisi aRTqmebi uRirsTa mimarTac aRasrulos. isini RvTis xelgaSlilobas mis monobad aqceven ... gana amis Sem­ dgom mravali ar darCeba [madlis] gareSe? gana es niWi mravals ar waerTmeva?~ _ tertuliane5 `adamiani, SesaZloa, flobdes miRebul simarTles, saidanac gandgoma SesaZlebelia~. _ origene6 `vinc mas [RmerTs] ar emorCileba, memkvidreoba CamoerTmeva da amoiSleba misi Zeebis siidan~. _ ireneusi7 Cemgan am bibliuri Wemaritebebis mosmenis Semdeg zogierTebma SecdomiT miTxres: `jon, Sen arminianeli xar!~ es gaxlavT termini, romelic ase ganimarteba: `iakob arminiussa da mis mimdevrebTan dakavSirebuli didi gandgomileba 149

Teologia, romlebic uaryofdnen kalvinistur doqtrinas winaswargansazRvrulobasa da rCeulobaze da swamdaT, rom adamianis Tavisufali neba RvTis uzenaesobasTan Tavsebadia~.8 am adamianebisTvis martivad vityvi: `ara, me arc kalvinisti var da arc arminianeli. me qristiani var, romelsac swams, rom biblia RvTis ucdomeli sityvaa~. iakob arminiusi wm. werilis da aq moyvanili citatebis avtorebis epoqidan karga xnis Semdeg cxovrobda. nuTu yvela am avtors arminianels uwodebT? rasakvirvelia, ara, radgan isini arminiusis dabadebamde werdnen. is, rasac me gadmogcemT, ar gaxlavT Cemi piradi azri, koncefcia an mrwamsi, aramed naTeli axalaRTqmiseuli WeSmariteba. RmerTma sruliad naTeli gaxada es gafrT­ xilebis sityva CvenTvis, visac gvwams. sifxizle unda gamoviCinoT, rom raime azrovnebis gamtarebel skolas ar miveweboT, aramed gaxsnili viyoT suliwmidis mier STagonebuli wm. werilis konteqstisadmi, radgan: `mTeli werili RvTivsulieria da sasargebloa saswavleblad, samxileblad, gamosasworeblad da dasarigeblad simarTleSi. raTa mzad iyos RvTis kaci da aRWurvili yoveli keTili saqmisTvis~. (2 tim. 3:16-17) sainteresoa imis aRniSvna, rom cru winamZRolebi, romelTac ieso xSirad mkacrad afrTxilebda da sayvedurobda, romelime konkretuli skolis mimdevrebi iyvnen da Sesabamisi swavlebis gatarebas cdilobdnen. da mainc, Tu gadaxedavT ioane naTlismcemelze, iesosa da sxva WeSmaritebis maswavleblebze naTqvams, naxavT, rom isini aswavlidnen `... rogorc Zalauflebis mqone da ara rogorc maTi mwignobrebi~ (maT. 7:29). am mizezis gamo pavle tites swers: `es elaparake, Seagone da amxile mTeli ZalauflebiT!~ (tit. 2:15), xolo timoTes ase arigebs: `gTxove efesoSi darCeniliyavi, raTa zogierTebis­ Tvis gemcno, rom ar aswavlon gansxvavebuli moZRvreba!~ (1 tim. 1:3). pavle kidev wers timoTes: `gaacxade da iqadage sityva! [SeinarCune mudmivi mzadyofnis gancda] kargi SesaZleblobisa da 150 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

araxelsayrel dros [mosaxerxebel da mouxerxebel dros, keTilad miRebisa Tu uaryofis dros] Sen, rogorc saxarebis mqadagebelma, xalxs unda aCveno, rom maTi cxovrebis zogierTi mxare arasworia.] amxile, Serisxe, Seagone mTeli sulgrZelobiTa da swavlebiT!~ (2 tim. 4:2 AMP) efeselTa mimarT me-6 TavSi pavle locviT iTxovs: `gabedulad vauwyo, ris Tqmac mmarTebs~ (muxli 20). SegiZliaT, naxoT, rom es Tviseba RvTis yvela WeSmarit mqadagebels axasiaTebs. maTi Zalaufleba RvTis sityvaSia. isini ar gTavazoben piradi grZnobebis, sxvadasxva skolebis an umravlesobisTvis mosawoni azrebis nakrebs. zogjer umravlesobac cdeba. unda vicodeT, rom RmerTi gulisxmobs imas, rasac ambobs da ambobs imas, rasac gulisxmobs! waborZikebisgan dagicavs zogierTebi SeZra sityvam madlidan gandgomis Sesaxeb, rac ase naTlad Cans werilSi. isini SeSfoTebulebi movidnen CemTan da miTxres: `megona, rom saukunod daculi viyavi~. amaze ase vpasuxob: `ra Tqma unda! Cven gvaqvs saukuno garantia! iesom Tqva, rom mamisgan mocemulTagan erTsac ar dakargavda (ix. ioan. 18:9). is arasodes migvatovebs. Tumca mas ar uTqvams, rom Cven ar SegviZlia misi mitoveba~. am gancxadebas, rogorc wesi, dainteresebuli mzeriT xvdebian. amis Semdeg vambob: `Tu marTla giyvarT ieso qriste, ratom unda waxvideT misgan? mas arasodes uaryofT, Tu namdvilad giyvarT~. Tu RmerTi giyvarT, misi mcnebebis dacva ar gagiWirdebaT! Tu RmerTs movaleobis gamo emsaxurebiT, masTan legalistur urTierTobaSi SedixarT da es mcnebebis dacvas metismetad gagiZnelebT. RmerTs ar unda vemsaxuroT misi mowonebis mosapoveblad; RmerTs imitom unda vemsaxuroT, rom masze Seyvarebuli varT! iuda ganagrZobs da gvaswavlis, rogor SevinarCunoT Cveni siyvarulis siaxle im SemTxvevaSic ki, roca eklesiaSi cudi zegavlenis qveS vxvdebiT. igi ambobs: didi gandgomileba 151

`daicaviT Tqveni Tavi RvTis siyvarulSi da daelodeT Cveni uflisgan, ieso qristesgan wyalobas saukuno sicocxlisTvis!~ (iud. 21). ufals unda veZebdeT dRis nebismier momentSi. yovelTvis misken unda viswrafodeT, gamudmebiT gvqondes survili, rom Tavi ufro metad gagvicxados da `yovelma, visac es imedi aqvs masSi, ganiwmidos Tavi, rogorc is aris wmida~ (1ioan. 3:3). ioane gansakuTrebiT laparakobda ieso qristes gamocxadebaze. roca ufals da mis sulTan moziareobas eZebT, arasodes gagiCndebaT misi mitovebis survili. amrigad, ar arsebobs Tqveni Semaryeveli. bibliis erT-erTi Cemi sayvareli aRTqma iudas wignis bolos aris. iuda ambobs maTTvis, vinc Tavs icavs RvTis siyvarulSi iesos gamocxadebis misaRebad: `xolo visac ZaluZs dagicvaT dacemisgan da ubiwoni wargadginoT Tavisi didebis winaSe sixaruliT, erTaderT RmerTs, Cvens macxovars Cveni uflis ieso qristes mier, dideba, sidiade, Zala da xelmwifeba yovelTa saukuneTa uwinares, da axla da ukuniTi ukunisamde. amin!~ (iud. 24-25) es Cemi wrfeli locva da survili gaxlavT TqvenTvis!

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anam afabelis alegorias davubrundebodeT egoistisa da mowyalebis gasamarTlebisa da jildoebis gansaxilvelad, bolo sami Tavis diskusias davasrulebT. gaixseneT es monakveTi meoTxe Tavidan: `amitom, mivatovoT qristes (mesiis) sityvis sawyisebi da veswrafoT srulyofas (sulier simwifes); nuRar CavuyriT saZirkvels ... maradiuli gankiTxvis (da sasjelis) moZRvrebas. [yvela es sakiTxi didi xnis win unda gcodnodaT]~. (ebr. 6:1-2 AMP) Tu saukuno gasamarTlebisa da sasjelis WeSmaritebas mtkice saZirkvels ar CavuyriT, ver avagebT marTebul da jansaR cxovrebas qristeSi. es SeiZleba SevadaroT ganaTlebis miRebis mcdelobas dawyebiTi skolis sabaziso unar-Cvevebis gareSe, rogorebicaa, kiTxva da wera. ratom aris es ase? saxarebebis dakvirvebiT Seswavlisas SeamCnevT, rom ieso zecaze metad jojoxeTze laparakobda da mas aRwerda. igi amas CvenSi mtkice saZir­ kvlis Casayrelad akeTebda, romelic aris RvTis SiSi. ai, erTi magaliTi: `rasac bnelSi ityviT, sinaTleze moismenen, da rasac oTaxebSi CasCurCulebT erTmaneTs, erdo-banebze gaxmaurdeba. geubnebiT Tqven, Cemo megobrebo, imaTi nu SegeSindebaT, vinc sxeuls klavs da amis meti aRarafris gakeTeba SeuZlia. giCvenebT, visi unda geSinodeT: geSinodeT imisa, visac mokvlis Semdeg geenaSi Cagdebis xelmwifeba aqvs. aha, geubnebiT, misi geSinodeT!~ (luk. 12:3-5) 153

es sityvebi Zalmosili da mkafioa: maradiuli gankiT­ xvisa da sasjelis sakiTxis safuZvlianad gacnobiereba da am WeSmaritebis SenarCuneba Cvens gulebSi RvTis SiSs mtki­ced amkvidrebs. neba momeciT, agixsnaT! mxolod RmerTs SeuZlia jojoxeTis maradiuli ganaCenis gamotana. rac saidumlod gvilaparakia, gankiTxvisas misi didebis Suqze gamovlindeba. cnobili gaxdeba ara marto Cven mier warmoTqmuli sityvebi, aramed motivebi, damokidebulebebi, qcevebi da saqmeebi. RvTis SiSi gamudmebiT gvaxsenebs, rom misgan dafaruli araferia yvelaze idumali sagnebis CaTvliT. viciT, rom mis marTlmsajulebas araferi gamoepareba da igi samarTliania. Tu es Semecneba ar gvaqvs, mogvatyuebs azri, rom RmerTi yuradRebas ar aqcevs an saerTod ver xedavs urjuloebas da Sedegad, arabibliuri wyalobiT vinugeSebT Tavs, romelic sinamdvileSi ar arsebobs (motyuebulis, gaubedavis da ormagi cxovrebis msgavsad). advilad SeiZleba aRmovCndeT ukanaskneli Jamis adamianTa Soris, romlebic RvTisadmi mtkice erTgulebis gzas acdnen da urjuloebaSi gadaeSvnen. Tu vinmes es saZirkvli ar gaaCnia, aucileblad Caefloba adamianur SiSSi da bolos imas moemsaxureba, visic eSinia. Tu RvTis SiSi gvaqvs, mas vemorCilebiT nebismieri wnexis miuxedavad. Tu adamianTa SiSi gvaqvs, adamians vemorCilebiT, gansakuTrebiT, zewolisas da sakuTari gulisTqmebis dakmayofilebis, xorcieli survilebisa da siamayis mxares vixrebiT. xorcis gamudmebuli morCileba, sabolood, seriozul Sedegebamde migviyvans. amrigad, maradiuli gankiTxvisa da sasjelis Semecnebis naklebobisas uflis SiSis did naklebobasac ganvicdiT, radgan qristes samsjavros winaSe wmida moSiSeba uflis SiSis erT-erTi aspeqtia. pavle amas ase gamoxatavs: `vinaidan Cven, yvelani unda gamovcxaddeT qristes samsjavros winaSe, raTa TiToeulma miiRos imis mixedviT, rasac sxeulis sicocxlis dros akeTebda _ keTils Tu borots. da raki uflis SiSi viciT, adamianebs SevagonebT ...~. (2 kor. 5:10-11) pavle ar laparakobda didi TeTri taxtis gankiT­ 154 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

xvaze (romelzec ieso luk. 12-Si miuTiTebda), sadac adamianebs jojoxeTisTvis ganaweseben. igi morwmuneTa gasamarTlebaze laparakobda. am saxis gankiTxvaze momdevno TavSi visaubrebT, Tumca axla yuradReba miaqcieT, rom pavle qristes samsjavros uflis SiSTan aTanabrebs. faqtobrivad, erTi muxliT zemoT, igi mas `uflis SiSs~ uwodebs. mTavari is gaxlavT, rom uflis SiSsa da gankiTxvis Semecnebas erTmaneTisgan ver gamo­ yofT da uflis SiSi jansaRi cxovrebis gasaRebia. moismineT esaia winaswarmetyvelis sityvebi: `dagidgeba usafrTxo Jami, xsnis, sibrZnisa da codnis siuxveSi; da RvTismoSiSebaSi, romelic misi saganZuria~ (es. 33:6). wmida moSiSeba RvTis myari safuZvlis gasaRebia. gaixseneT iesos winaswarmetyveleba wina Tavebidan, sadac is laparakobda mraval adamianze, romlebic misi saxeliT saswaulebs axdendnen, magram mainc ver aicdines maradiuli sasjeli. gasakviri aRar aris, roca maT. 7-Si ieso maTi dacemis mizezebs maSinve xsnis. es iyo maTi saZirkveli. maT TavianTi cxovreba iseT azrovnebasa da mrwamsze daafuZnes, romelmac cxovrebis qariSxlebs ver gauZlo. iesos sityvebiT: `amitom yvela, vinc ismens Cems sityvebs da aRasrulebs maT, im keTilgonier kacs hgavs, romelmac saxli kldeze aiSena. da movida wvima, gadmoskdnen mdinareebi, amovardnen qarebi, ekveTnen im saxls; is ki ar daeca, radgan kldeze [RvTis myar saZirkvelze] iyo dafuZnebuli. xolo yoveli, vinc ismens am Cems sityvebs da ar aRasrulebs, hgavs ugunur kacs, romelmac qviSaze aiSena saxli. da movida wvima, gadmoskdnen mdinareebi, amovardnen qarebi, ekveTnen im saxls, da daeca igi _ da friad didi iyo misi dacema~. (maT. 7:24-27) vinc bolomde daiTmina, qariSxlebs gauZlo, radgan misi saZirkveli myari iyo. es saZirkveli RvTis SiSi gaxlavT. is CvenSi stabilurobas warmoSobs. es RvTis simdidreTa samarago saxlia. misi xsna, sibrZne da codna uflis SiSSia dafaruli.

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uflis SiSi ra aris uflis SiSi? RvTis mimarT Zrwolis gancda? araviTar SemTxvevaSi. rogor SevZlebT RmerTTan axlo urTierTobas (rac misi wrfeli survilia), Tu mas vufrTxiT? roca RmerTi movida israeli erisTvis Tavis gasacxadeblad, iseTive moziareoba surda maTTan, rogoric mosesTan hqonda, magram isini ukan miiqcnen da moaxloebaze uari ganacxades. mosem xalxs uTxra: `nu geSiniaT, Tqvens gamosacdelad movida RmerTi, rom misi SiSi gqondeT da ar SescodoT!~ (gamos. 20:20). TiTqos moses sityvebSi winaaRmdegoba Cans, magram sinamdvileSi ase ar aris. igi uflis SiSsa da uflis winaSe Zrwolas erTmaneTisgan ganasxvavebs da es gansxvaveba marTlac arsebobs. vinc RvTis winaSe Zrwis, mas raRac dasamali aqvs. gaixseneT, ra qna adamma, roca RmerTs eur­ Ca edemis baRSi: igi RvTis Tandaswrebas daemala. meore mxriv, visac RvTis SiSi aqvs, mas ar unda RvTisgan Sors yofna. igi, piriqiT, urCobas gaurbis. amrigad wmida SiSis pirveli gansazRvreba gaxlavT RvTisgan daSorebis SiSi. modi, ganvagrZoT misi sxva mniSvnelobis kvleva! uflis SiSi niSnavs misTvis pativis migebas, dafasebas da mokrZalebis qonas yvela sxvasa da yvelaferze metad. RvTis SiSia, roca giyvarT is, rac mas uyvars da gZulT is, rac mas sZuls. rac misTvis mniSvnelovania, TqvenTvisac mniSvnelovania da rac misTvis fuWia, TqvenTvisac fuWia. Tu RvTis SiSi gvaqvs, vTrTiT misi sityvis winaSe da meyseulad vemorCilebiT maSinac ki, roca gonebisTvis Znelad aRsaqmelia, mtkivneulia an misagebels ver vxedavT. miuxedavad amisa, mas srulad vemorCilebiT. amrigad, uflis SiSis gamovlineba misi sityvis, gzebisa da brZanebebis morCileba gaxlavT. wmida werili gveubneba, rom uflis SiSi sibrZnis dasawyisia. sxvagvarad SeiZleba asec vTqvaT: uflis SiSi sibrZnis saZirkvelia. sibrZne, romelzec siRrmiseulad vilaparakebT momdevno TavebSi, Sesabamisi SemTxvevisas swori gadawyvetilebis miRebisTvis saWiro codnasa da unars niSnavs. sibrZne aklia mas, vinc zewolis dros araswor gadawyvetilebas iRebs, xolo sibrZnis wyaro uflis SiSia. 156 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

werili gveubneba, rom Cveni cxovreba SeiZleba saxlis Senebas SevadaroT. Tavdapirvelad iyreba saZirkveli, Semdeg Senobis struqtura. Cven vkiTxulobT: `sibrZniT Sendeba saxli~ (ig. 24;3). Tu Cvens cxovrebas swori arCevanis gakeTebis unariT vaSenebT, jansaR cxovrebas miviRebT, romelic gabedulad warsdgeba samsjavro taxtis winaSe. am sibrZnis wyaro ki uflis SiSia. gvicavs gandgomisgan qristianebi rwmenisgan ar gandgebodnen, uflis SiSi gulSi mtkiced rom hqondeT Canergili. aseT SemTxvevaSi iesos erTgulebis gzas ar gadavidodiT; mis sityvas daudevrad ar movepyrobodiT; codvas ar gaveTamaSebodiT, rac morwmuneTa guls ise aqvavebs, rom sabolood, gandgoma gardauvalia (ix. ebr. 3:12-13). yovel­ Tvis vicodiT, rom saidumlod naTqvami da gakeTebuli sajarod gamJRavndeba samsjavro taxtTan. ismineT, ras eubneba RmerTi ieremias axali aRTqmis xalxis Sesaxeb: `Cemi eri iqnebian da me maTi RmerTi viqnebi. erT guls da erT gzas mivcem maT, rom TavianT sasikeTod da maT Semdgom, TavianTi Svilebis sasikeTod, mudam eSinodeT Cemi. samaradiso aRTqmas dav­deb maTTan, rom zurgs aRar vaqcev da sikeTiT moveqcevi; Cems SiSs Cavunergav gulebSi, rom aRar ganmidgnen~. (ier. 32:38-40) yuradReba miaqcieT, ras ambobs RmerTi maTze: `mudam eSinodeT Cemi ... rom aRar ganmidgnen~. maxsendeba Sekreba malaiziaSi, sadac uflis moSiSebis suli Zalumad gamovlinda. iq adamianebi mTeli aRmosavleT naxevar­ sferodan iyvnen Tavmoyrili. bibliis skolis studente­bi, mwyemsebi da uamravi damswre avsebda auditorias, sadac sityviT unda gamovsuliyavi. msaxurebis dasasruls bevri qviTinebda da yuradRebas ar aqcevda gar­ Semomyofebs. xalxi iataks ganerTxa kaTedris siaxloves. uflis SiSi avsebda iqaurobas da vifiqre: `jon bevir, erTi araswori moZraoba, erTi araswori sityva da mkvda­ saZirkveli 157

ri xar!~ marTla ase moxdeboda? ar vici, magram erTxel igive viTarebaSi erTma kacma da erTma qalma araswori nabiji gadadges axali aRTqmis eklesiaSi da mkvdrebi daecnen. amgvari ganaCenis meyseuli Sedegi gaxldaT `didma SiSma moicva mTeli eklesia da yvela, visac es esma~ (saqm. 5:11). malaiziaSi Sekrebis Semdeg erTi indoeli wyvili momiaxlovda da miTxra: _ jon, dRes iseT Sinagan siwmides vgrZnobT! _ diax, mec, _ vupasuxe maT. meore dilas sastumros nomerSi yofnisas aseTi muxli aRmovaCine: `SiSi uflisa wmidaa, maradiuli~ (fs. 19:9). suliwmida maSinve daelaparaka Cems guls da miTxra: `luciferi Tayvaniscemis wamyvani angelozi iyo zecaSi. igi cxebuli, mSvenieri da kurTxeuli gaxlda, magram Cemi SiSi ar hqonda da maradiulad ver gaZlo~. CemTvis dartymasaviT iyo RvTis gamocxadeba. isev gavi­ gone: `adami da eva Cemi didebis TandaswrebaSi iyvnen. maT CemTan moziareoba hqondaT, magram Cemi SiSi ar gaaC­ndaT. isini veRar darCnen Cems TandaswrebaSi s ­ amudamod~. uflis SiSi gamZleobas gvaZlevs. igi mudam RvTis sit­ yvis morCilebaSi gvamyofebs. morwmuneebs afrTxileben: `amitom gveSinodes, raTa, vidre mis simSvideSi Sesas­ vleli aRTqma rCeba, vinme Tqvengani dagvianebuli ar aRmoCndes~ (ebr. 4:1). sainteresoa, rom am muxlis avtori SiSis nacvlad siyvaruls ar ambobs. swored RvTis SiSi gvicavs ukan, codvaSi dabrunebisgan. cnobili maxarebeli arasodes damaviwydeba erTi cnobili maxareblis monaxuleba, romelic cixeSi xuTwliani sasjelis bolo wels ixdida. misi ambavi mTelma qveyanam gaigo da bevri cudad aalaparaka RvTis samefoze. miuxedavad amisa, mas ufalTan namdvili Sexvedra hqonda cixeSi yofnis pirvel wels. roca im maxarebels vestumre oTxi wlis Semdeg, erT-erTi pirveli iyo misi es naTqvami: `jon, cixe ar iyo RvTis sasjeli Cems cxovrebaSi; es misi wyalobaa. im gziT rom mevlo, rogorc vcxovrobdi, maradiuli jojoxeTiT davasrulebdi~. 158 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

mas yuradRebiT vusmendi. vicodi, rom RvTis imJamad dasustebul mamakacs, qristes WeSmarit msaxurs velaparakebodi. vicodi, rom msaxureba qristes didi siyvaruliT daiwyo. misi daSureba yvelasTvis cxadi iyo. main­ teresebda, ase rogor daSorda RmerTs, roca jer kidev msaxurebis mwvervalze imyofeboda. amitom vkiTxe: `rodis dakargeT iesos siyvaruli?~ man Semomxeda da uyoymanod mipasuxa: `ar damikargavs!~ Sevfiqriandi da vuTxari: `ras ityviT safosto maqinaciebsa da mruSobaze, romelic CaidineT bolo Svidi wlis ganmavlobaSi da ris gamoc cixeSi xarT?~ man Tqva: `jon, ieso yovelTvis miyvarda, magram ­RvTis SiSi ar mqonda. is ar iyo uzenaesi avtoriteti Cems cxov­ rebaSi. Semdeg man raRac iseTi miTxra, rom gavSeSdi: `jon, milionobiT amerikeli qristiani Cems dReSia. isini iesos mxsnels uwodeben da uyvarT igi, magram uzenaesi uflis SiSi ar aqvT~. uceb goneba gaminaTda. gavacnobiere, rom SesaZlebelia gviyvardes ieso, magram mxolod es ar dagvicavs gandgomisgan. aseve unda gvqondes RvTis SiSi. gaixseneT moses sityvebi: `uTxra mosem xalxs: `Tqvens gamosacdelad movida RmerTi, rom misi SiSi gqondeT da ar SescodoT~ (gam. 20:20). swored RvTis SiSi gvaZlevs gamZleobas, rom ar avcdeT RvTis morCilebis gzas _ luciferis, angelozTa mesamedis, adamisa da yvela im adamianTa msgav­sad, romlebic Cvens droSi acdnen RvTis gzas. daasruleT Tqveni gadarCena am mizeziT gveubneba pavle: `SiSiT da ZrwoliT (sakuTar Tavze mindobis gareSe, sifrTxiliT, mgrZnobiare sindisiT, cdunebasTan yuradRebiT) iRvaweT (ganaviTareT, miznisken iswrafeT da bolomde miiyvaneT) Tqvens gadasarCenad~ (fil. 2:12 AMP). gadarCenas mowiwebiT savse SiSiT da TrTolviT vasrulebT. aseTi damoki­ debuleba mudam gvaxsenebs, rom yoveli azri, sityva Tu saqme samsjavros dRes gamovlindeba. amis gacnobiere­­ biT Tavmdablobas, sifrTxiles, sifxizles da mgrZno­ biareobas vinarCunebT da daumorCileblobis cdunebebs viridebT. es gvaiZulebs, yovelTvis Sors viyoT imisgan, rac RmerTs ar moswons. saZirkveli 159

yuradReba miaqcieT, rom pavle ar laparakobs gadarCenis aRsrulebaze siyvarulisa da sikeTis meSveobiT. mxo­lod uflis SiSi gvaZlevs Zalas, rom ar CamovSordeT madls da ar gadaveSvaT urjuloebaSi. meore mxriv, ­ RvTis siyvaruli legalizmisgan gvicavs, romelic aseve angrevs ufalTan axlo urTierTobas. RvTisadmi Cveni siyvaruli Cvens motivebsa da zraxvebs aRvivebs da enTuziazmsa da sizustes unarCunebs. ufalTan jansa­Ri urTier­To­bis­Tvis aucilebelia Cvens cxovrebaSi gvqondes orive Zala _ RvTis siyvaruli da RvTis SiSi. am mizezis gamo, pavle RmerTs Cvens zecier mamasa da abbas (mamiko) uwodebs, magram aseve ambobs, rom RmerTi mWameli cecxlia (ix. ebr. 12:29). igi siyvarulia, magram aseve marTali da wmida msajulia. Tu misi moSiSeba ar gvaqvs, gamZleobac gvaklia, xolo ieso gamudmebiT gvimeorebs: `bolomde momTmeni ki gadarCeba~ (maT. 10:22). Cveni zegavlena kidev erTi mniSvnelovani mizezi, ris gamoc saukuno gankiTxvisa da sasjelis Semecneba unda gvqondes, sxva adamianebze Cveni zegavlenaa. Tu uflis SiSi gvaklia, daubalansebel saxarebas gadavcemT _ sityviT Tu saqmiT. es ki Cveni zegavlenis qveS myofebs gandgomilebisken midrekilebs xdis an samudamo dacemisTvis swiravs. Tu Cven, saxarebis maswavleblebma da mwyemsebma, ar SevimecneT es safuZvelCamyreli moZRvrebebi, upiratesad SevecdebiT adamianebs gadavceT bibliaSi nanaxi principebi kurTxevaze, simdidresa da bednier cxovrebaze. es principebi moqmedeben imisTvis, risTvisac arseboben. isini warmoqmnian janmrTelobas, finansur warmatebas, mSvidobas, ukeTes urTierTobebs da ase Semdeg. da mainc, Tu saukuno sasjelis safuZvliani gageba ar g ­ vaqvs, jvarcmasa da iesos miyolis safasurze qadagebis yovelTvis mogverideba da ufro metad, sakuTari Tavis maamebel sityvas gadmovcemT, vidre nebismier fasad iesosTvis Tavganwirvis mowodebas. Tu maradisobiT amoZravebuli ar varT, ise vicxovrebT da imas gadavcemT garSemo myofebs, rac momgebiani am qveynierebaze iqneba da ver davinaxavT sicocxles 160 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

maradisobis gadmosaxedidan; adamianebsac vaswavliT, rom dRevandeli dRisTvis icxovron da ara Zveli aRTqmis patriarqTa msgavsad, romlebic `elodnen qalaqs saZirkvlians, romlis xuroTmoZRvari da mSenebeli RmerTia~ (ebr. 11:10). diax, RvTis principebis morCilTaTvis am qveyanaSive aris garkveuli sazRauri. amas Cven kargad vaswavliT, mag­ ram ar unda dagvaviwydes, rom dedamiwaze xiznebi varT. warmatebulebi unda viyoT am cxovrebaSi, Tumca es zecis standartebis gaTvaliswinebiT unda moxdes da ara qveyniuri kulturis zegavleniT. Cveni namdvili sam­ So­blo aq ar aris. yuradRebiT waikiTxeT wmindanTa motivebi, romlebmac qveyniereba daTmes imisTvis, rom RmerTs gahyolodnen: `rwmenaSi daixoca yvela maTgani, ise rom ver miiRes aRTqmuli, mxolod Soridan uyurebdnen, esalmebodnen da aRiarebdnen, rom ucxoni da xiznebi arian am qveyanaze. vinaidan isini aseTi laparakiT cxad­yofen, rom samSoblos eZeben. xolo Tu gaixseneb­ dnen, saidan gamovidnen, eqnebodaT iq dabrunebis dro. magram maT surdaT ukeTesi, ese igi, zeciuri; amitom RmerTsac ar rcxvenia, rom Tavs maTi RmerTi uwodos, vinaidan man TviTon moumzada maT qalaqi~. (ebr. 11:13-16) am wmidanTa saZiebeli samSoblo RvTis qalaqi, axali ierusalimi gaxlavT, romelsac yuradRebas mivapyrobT wignis darCenil nawilSi. am qalaqis mkvidrebs gamarjvebulebi ewodebaT. maTi jildo ganusazRvrelad ajobebs saukeTeso cxovrebas, romlis SeTavazebac dedamiwas SeuZlia.

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1. iesos mimdevrobis ra sikeTes SeuZlia Tqveni cduneba, rom misken Tavad iesosTan axlo urTierTobaze metad iswrafoT? ra dagexmarebaT Tqveni gulis dacvaSi, rom man SeZlos swori fokusis SenarCuneba? 2. gamomafxizlebelia azri, rom morwmunesac SeuZlia rwmenis gzidan gadaxveva. ewinaaRmdegeba Tu ara es Sexeduleba Tqvens mrwamss? imsjeleT Tqvens pasuxze Semdegi WeSmaritebis WrilSi: Cven, rogorc morwmuneebi, unda vcdilobdeT ara ubralo SiSiT, aramed uflis SiSiT gamoxmaurebas. 3. ifiqreT umowyalo monis igavze, romelic mocemulia maT. 18:23-35-Si? Tqveni azriT, ratom ekideba RmerTi ase seriozulad patiebis sakiTxs? 4. Tqveni sakuTari sityvebiT aRwereT, rogor SeiZleba RvTis mowyalebaze gamrudebulma Sexedulebam anu wmida moSiSebis zegavlenis gareSe cxovrebam morwmune acdunos. 5. maradisobis Sesaxeb Cveni Tvalsazrisi ara marto Cvenze, aramed sxva adamianebzec axdens gavlenas. Tqveni azriT, rogori damokidebuleba unda gqon­ deT RvTis mimdevrobis amqveyniur sargebelTan (rogoricaa, janmrTeloba, warmateba an raimes dagvirgvineba), rom arsebiTi mniSvnelobis sakiTxebi uyuradRebod ar dagrCeT?

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odi, afabelis samefos alegorias davubrundeT, rom egoistisa da mowyalebis xvedri SevityoT. maTi meSveobiT morwmuneTa gasamarTlebis mniSvnelovan aspeqtebs gavigebT. erT-erTi maTgania is, rom yvela morwmune erTnairad ar dajildovdeba. morwmuneTa sasamarTlo gasamarTleba im dilas moxda, roca endelelebma did darbazSi moiyares Tavi. sicocxlis darbazSi myofi, daaxloebiT, xuTasi endeleli mRelvarebiT elodeboda mefe jeilinTan pirvel Sexvedras. mowyalebam da egoistma Zveli da axali megobrebi ipoves da maTTan saubris procesSi iyvnen, roca darbazSi samefo mcvelebi Semovidnen. yovelgvari laparaki Sewyda, roca mTavarma mcvelma Sekrebilebs mimarTa: _ male Tqvens mefes naxavT. mas yovelTvis uyvardiT da im dRes eloda, roca yvelani aq moxvidodiT. Tqven mas arasodes SexvedrixarT, magram is yovelTvis gxedavdaT. igi Tqvens guls uyurebs da Tqvens nayofebs arCevs. is cnobs Tqven guls, motivebs, azrebsa da grZnobebs, iseve rogorc Tqvens saqmeebs. araferia dafaruli. icodeT, rom misi gankiTxva samarTliania. aravin iqneba ugulebelyofili an arasworad gagebuli. mTavarma mcvelma miTiTeba misca maT, Tu rogor unda Sesuliyvnen did darbazSi da rogor unda moqceuliyvnen Sesvlis Semdeg. brifingis dasrulebis Semdeg man gamoacxada: 165

_ pirvelad egoisti wardgeba RvTis winaSe. erTi nabijiT win gamodiT, rom did darbazamde migaciloT. egoisti da misi gankiTxva egoisti varaudobda, rom pirvels gamoiZaxebdnen endelis merad muSaobis gamo. igi darwmunebuli gaxldaT, rom guluxvad dajildovdeboda mefis gare samefoSi winamZRoli poziciisTvis. man uZvelesi xelnawerebis swavleba gaixsena jildoebis miRebasa da afabelis mmarTvelobaSi monawileobaze maTTvis, vinc erTgulad emsaxureboda mefes endelSi. egoisti sazogadoebis Zalisxmevis mowme iyo ori vadiT merobis ganmavlobaSi. igi gabedulad Sevida mefesTan Sesaxvedrad. didi darbazis kari gaiRo da egoistma eskortis TanxlebiT Seabija mefis TandaswebaSi. masze didi STabeW­ dileba moaxdina saucxoo, uzarmazarma auditoriam. egoistma SeniSna, rom is TiTqmis savse iyo. yvela iq myo­ fi fexze idga. igi dainteresda, ratom iyo adgilebi Tavisufali, magram maleve ukuagdo es azri da CaTvala, rom moqalaqeebma Tavad SearCies dasajdomi adgilebi. iqiT, Sor manZilze jeilinis taxti moCanda. igi gacilebiT didebuli aRmoCnda, vidre egoists warmoedgina. man aseve SeniSna momcro taxtebi da sworad ivarauda, rom isini jeilinis TanammarTvelebs ekuTvnodaT. misi guli gamalebiT cemda, ramdenime taxti Tavisufali iyo. egoisti darwmunebuli gaxldaT, rom erT-erT maTgans swored is daikavebda. Zveli megobari taxtisken mimaval gzaze egoisti gancvifrebiT Sehyurebda yofili endelelebis didebul garegnul gardaqmnas, romlebic axla afabelis moqalaqeebi gamxdariy­ vnen. mas jer ramdenime nabiji hqonda gadadgmuli, roca auditoriis bolo rigebSi erTi Zveli megobari SeniSna, romelsac gulziari erqva da restorans flobda. egoisti mas xSirad stumrobda. man mTavar mcvels Sexeda kiTxvis mzeriT, Tu SeiZleboda megobarTan dalaparakeba. mcvelma Tanxmobis niSnad Tavi dauqnia. 166 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

egoisti gulziars miuaxlovda da erTmaneTs gadaexvivnen. _ rogor xar, gulziaro? _ dainteresda egoisti. _ Zalian kargad, _ miugo Zvelma megobarma, _ magram Cemi saxeli aRar aris gulziari. axla kmayofili mqvia. ufalma jeilinma axali saxeli momca yvela im msaxuris msgavsad, romelic misi taxtis winaSe wardga. _ afabeli gacilebiT lamazia, vidre odesme warmogvedgina, _ ganagrZo kmayofilma, _ es didi darbazi mxolod karibWea didebuli qalaqis mSvenierebis, brwyinvalebisa da sidiadis samyaroSi. mefe gacilebiT warmosadegi, mosiyvarule da didebulia, vidre nebismieri, visac odesme Sexvedrixar. madlieri var, rom mas vicnob da vemsa­xurebi. pativia mis samefoSi yofna. es yvelaferze ukeTesia, rac aqamde vicodiT. endelSi rom mcodnoda is, rac axla vici, sul sxvagvarad vicxovrebdi. ufro met yuradRebas mivaqcevdi mefisTvis saTno saqmeebis keTebas. saukeTeso moqalaqe viqnebodi endelSi cxovrebis mcire drois ganmavlobaSi. netav SemeZlos, rom masTan ufro axlos viyo axla. _ ras gulisxmob? _ hkiTxa egoistma, _ Sen xom ende­ lis didi moqalaqe iyavi! saukeTeso restornebi gqon­da da bevr sazogadoebriv RonisZiebas afinansebdi. Semowi­ rulobebis Semgrovebel kampaniebs finansurad da u ­ faso sakvebiT exmarebodi. saRamoebis Semosavlebsac ki swirav­ di! kmayofilma Tavi Caqindra. _ am yvelafers saxelis moxveWisa da sazogadoebaSi miRebisTvis vakeTebdi. isic vicodi, rom bevri mfarveli gamomiCndeboda. Cemi motivi sxvebis kurTxeva ki ara, warmatebis garantiebis mopoveba iyo. jeilinis sityvebis­ Tvis yuri unda damegdo. man gviTxra: `roca sadilis an vaxSmis gamarTvas apirebT, nu moiwvevT Tqvens megobrebs, Zmebs, naTesavebs, mdidar mezoblebs, rom samagierod, maTac ar dagpatiJon da samagiero ar mogizRon. aramed, roca zeimi gaqvT, moiwvieT Raribebi, xeibrebi, koWlebi da brmebi da iqnebiT kurTxeuli, radgan maT ar aqvT, rom gadagixadon; amis sazRaurs marTalTa aRdomisas miiRebT~.1 im sadilebs Cemi sargeblobisTvis vmarTavdi da ara sazogadoebis sikeTisTvis. amiT mindoda endelis gavlenian sazogadoebaSi Tavis damkvidreba. afabelis samefo: gankiTxvis meore dRe 167

egoistma kidev ufro metis gageba moiwadina. _ Sen xSirad swiravdi endelis skolas. nuTu aman keTilganwyoba ar mogapovebina jeilinis TvalSi? _ marTlac vwiravdi endelis skolas, _ upasuxa kmayofilma, _ magram ara Cemi saqmianobis warmatebis proporciulad. Cemi Semosavlidan mxolod mcire procentiT vexmarebodi skolas. restornis Semosavlis met wils vagrovebdi, radgan warumateblobis meSinoda. amas Tan erTvoda komfortulad cxovrebis survili. Cemi namdvili zraxva sakuTari Tavis dacva iyo da is mciredi, rasac vwiravdi, sindisis xmas mimsubuqebda. iZulebuli viyavi ase movqceuliyavi, radgan Cveni maswavleblebi gamudmebiT ganixilavdnen samefosa da gaWirvebulTaTvis Sewirvis mniSvnelobas. sabolood, msjavrdadebis grZnobisa da Zaldatanebis gamo ufro vwiravdi, vidre TanagrZnobisa da siyvarulis gamo. _ damaviwyda jeilinis TvalsaCinoeba qvrivze, romelmac afabelis samefo Seiyvara, _ ganagrZo kmayofilma, _ gaxsovs, man Tqva: `geubnebiT, rom am Raribma qvrivma gacilebiT meti Caagdo Sesawirav yuTSi vidre yvela danarCenma. sxvebma is gaiRes, rac TavianTi simdidrisgan morCaT, man ki, Ratakma, yvelaferi Cado, rac ebada _ yvelaferi, riTac unda earseba.2 egoisti mis saxlSi gamarTul sadilebsa da sxvadasxva Sekrebebs eswreboda. iq arasodes unaxavs SedarebiT naklebSemosavliani da uiRblo adamiani. Semdeg is xuTi aTasi erTeuli gaaxsenda, romelic skolisTvis gadasacemi miwis nakveTis supermarketisTvis mikuTvnebis gadawyvetilebiT daRonebuli moqalaqeebis dasamSvideblad gaiRo. erT dros es misTvis bevrs arafers niSnavda, magram axla Secbunebuli iyo mis mier gacemuli Tanxis simciriT. ramdenad kargi iqneboda es jeilinis TvalSi? amgvari fiqrebi kmayofilis momdevno sityvebma Seaw­ yvetina: _ mTeli guliT rom jeilinisa da misi xalxisken vyo­ filiyavi, _ Tqva man, _ Cems dros skolas da mis msaxurebas mivuZRvnidi. Tu yvela Tavis saqmes gaakeTebs, tvirTi msubuqdeba, winaaRmdeg SemTxvevaSi ki _ mcireds uwevs misi mTeli simZimis zidva. jeilinis Canafiqris 168 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

miReba yvelas aaridebda zedmet sirTules. is ramdenime, vinc Tavis mxrebiT zida tvirTi, didad dajildovdeba. saboloo jamSi, is mciredi, rac gaviRe, Cemi sindisis dasamSvideblad gavakeTe jeilinis samefosadmi miZRvnis naklebobis gamo. roca Cemi cxovreba ganixiles, yvelasTvis cxadi gaxda, rom sakuTari komfortis, Tavis dacvisa da reputaciisTvis ufro mets vfiqrobdi, vidre jeilinis gandidebis­Tvis. axla am qalaqis erT-erTi dabali rangis moqalaqe var. miuxedavad amisa, mainc mavsebs jeilinis sikeTe da didi siyvaruli Cems mimarT. marTlac ar damimsaxurebia araferi iqedan, rac misgan miviRe, magram Senc male dainaxav, rom misi siyvaruli da guluxvoba usazRvroa. mTeli darCenili cxovreba mis winaSe valSi viqnebi am uzomo sikeTisTvis. eldanacemma egoistma wamoiyvira: _ umdablesi moqalaqe! ginda Tqva, rom aq klasobrivi dayofaa? kmayofilma gaiRima da miugo: _ diax, garkveuli saxis. amas endelSic gvaswavlidnen, magram bevri Cvengani seriozulad ar aRiqvamda. gulis siRrmeSi yvelam vicodiT, rom ase iqneboda. faqtob­ rivad, am WeSmaritebaze fiqrobdi kidec, roca darbazSi Semoabije. gavigone Seni fiqrebi _ taxtis SemoTavazebas elodebodi. klasSi naswavlebi uZvelesi xelnawerebidan icodi, rom es SesaZlebeli iyo, Tumca eWvi mepareba, rom endelSi yofnisas acnobierebdi rwmenas Seni samomavlo mdgomareobis Sesaxeb. endelSi yofnis xanmokle periodSi jeilinis erTgul adamianebs winamZRoloba xvdaT wilad da am sazogadoebis yvelaze saintereso Tanamdebobebis mqone moqalaqeebi gaxdnen. isini qalaqis yvelaze lamaz raionSi cxovroben da mefesTan xSiri Sexvedris SesaZlebloba aqvT. vinc endelSi ufro metad sakuTar komfortze vfiqrobdiT, qalaqis gareubnebSi varT dasaqmebuli. am darbazSi es kargad Cans. bolo rigebSi myofni dablobebis mkvidrni arian. Cven intensiuri muSaoba dagvevala da am samefos yvelaze dabali rangis moqalaqeebi varT. Sua nawilis xalxi mTebze cxovrobs da xelovnebasTan dakavSirebuli poziciebi uWiravT. wina adgilebze myofi da taxtebze afabelis samefo: gankiTxvis meore dRe 169

msxdomi adamianebi samefo centrSi cxovroben mefesTan erTad. maT jeilinTan axlos cxovrebisa da muSaobis privilegia aqvT. isini udidesebi arian am samefoSi. kmayofilma ase daasrula laparaki: _ Cemo megobaro, egoisto! icode, rom jeilini samarTliani da mosiyvarule winamZRolia. mis mier boZebuli nebismieri ram SenTvis jildo iqneba. arc erT Cvengans ar eqneboda sicocxle am qalaqis damdablebul nawilebSi, es rom jeilinisTvis ar yofiliyo. laparaki daasrula Tu ara, kmayofilma ukan daixia da Tavisi adgili daikava. mTavarma mcvelma egoists aniSna, rom taxtisken svla gaegrZelebina. cnobili maswavlebeli egoistma mxolod ramdenime nabijis Semdeg kidev erT nacnobs mokra Tvali, romelsac did pativs scemda. misi saxeli motivatori gaxldaT. igi adre endelis skolis maswavlebeli iyo _ egoistisTvis erT-erTi gamorCeuli. misi saubari yuradsaRebi da mkafio gaxldaT da egoists xSirad STaagonebda. es fantastiuri damrigebeli ise aswavlida, rom mowafeebi amaRlebul ganwyobaze dgebodnen da sakuTar Tavze kargi warmodgena eqmnebodaT. sxva maswavleblebic amxnevebdnen moswavleebs, Tumca zogjer simkacresac iCendnen da maT sityvebs mtkivneuli mxileba mohqonda. motivatorTan saqme sxvagvarad iyo. misi klasidan gamosuli Tavs didebulad grZnobda. faqtobrivad, is egoistis yvelaze sayvareli maswavlebeli gaxldaT. egoistma kidev erTxel gadaxeda mTavar mcvels Zvel maswavlebelTan saubris nebarTvis misaRebad. mcvelma Tavi dauqnia Tanxmobis niSnad. egoisti motivators miuaxlovda da erTmaneTs gulTbilad miesalmnen. egoists erTi suli hqonda, sanam hkiTxavda: _ ratom xarT bolo rigebSi? _ es Cemi adgili da mdgomareobaa. erT-erTi var afabelis umdables moqalaqeTa Soris. dablobebze vcxovrob da santeqnikosad vmuSaob. _ ra? _ iyvira egoistma, _ jeilinis saukeTeso maswavlebeli iyaviT! rogor SeiZleba dabali rangis 170 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

moqalaqeTa ricxvSi aRmoCndeT? Tqven erT-erT taxtze unda mjdariyaviT. _ ramdenime mizezma xeli SemiSala, rom am dide­buli Sekrebis saTaveSi anu jeilinis TanammarTvelTa Soris vyofiliyavi, _ Tqva motivatorma. drois naklebobis gamo Cemi Secdomis mxolod fesvebze visaubreb. gaxsovs, yvela, vinc jeilins Tavs miuZRvnis, mSenebels waagavs? amas skolaSi yovelTvis gvaswavlidnen. Cveni erTerTi mTavari pasuxismgebloba endelSi sxva adamianTa cxovrebis Seneba gaxlda. amis ganxorcieleba Cven mier naCvenebi magaliTiT xdeboda, iqneboda es sityva, qceva Tu saqmeebi. me, rogorc damrigebels, didi privilegia da aseve didi pasuxismgebloba momeniWa. moswavleebs jeilinis principebsa da gzebs vaswavlidi. da mainc, bevr rameSi ver vivarge, rogorc maswavlebelma. Cemi swavleba daubalansebeli iyo. xazs vusvamdi jeilinis msaxurebis mxolod dadebiT mxareebs. Cems moswavleebs iqeTken vubiZgebdi, rom warmatebisTvis grZelvadiani Sedegebis gauTvaliswineblad mieRwiaT. ar vaswavlidi, rom cxovrebis umTavresi mizani jeilinisTvis saTno cxovreba iyo. moswavleebs misi gzebis gamoyenebiT warmatebis miRweva vaswavle. Sesabamisad, maTTvis arasdros miCvenebia Cvens sazogadoebaSi arsebuli ormoebi da xafangebi. uZvelesi xelnawerebi naTlad miuTiTebs, rom unda gadameca jeilinis sruli Canafiqri. es moicavs Semdegs: `SevagonoT da vaswavloT yovel adamians yovelgvari sibrZne, raTa yoveli kaci warvadginoT srulqmnilad jeilinSi~.3 me vaswavlidi, magram gafrTxileba ugulebelvyavi. ukiduresad dadebiTi swavlebiT da jansaRi gafrTxilebebis uaryofiT uamravi adamianis cxovreba vaSene, magram jeilinis didebas cota ram Tu Sevmate. aq kmayofilma Tavi Caqindra. _ maTi umetesoba dasaRupad gavwire. maswavlebelma egoistis saxeze ukiduresi gancvifreba SeniSna da naTqvams xazi gausva: _ diax, dasaRupad gavwire. bevri maTgani axla lonis mitovebul miwazea Cemi daubalansebeli swavlebis afabelis samefo: gankiTxvis meore dRe 171

wyalobiT. moswavleebs ar vaZlevdi imas, rac maT sWirdebodaT _ vaZlevdi imas, rac surdaT. ar mindoda maTTvis miuRebeli gavmxdariyavi an popularoba damekarga. aman Sedegad araswori Seneba moitana. ar aRmovfxveri maTi cxovrebis susti da mcdari mxareebi. maT iseT Sexedulebebs vawvdidi, romlebic maTive gulisTqmebis waxalisebas emsaxureboda. gaxsovs uZvelesi xelnawerebis gafrTxilebebi damrigebelTa mimarT? `isini acdenen Cems xalxs da amboben, `mSvidobaao~, roca ar aris mSvidoba da amiT moryeul kedlebs ageben da baTqaSiT aTeTreben. amitom uTxari am gamTeTreblebs, rom isini Camoiqceva~.4 bevrma Cemma moswavlem Tavisi cxovreba droebiTi sagnebiT aago da gadaxura. gulis siRrmeSi vicodi, rom es kedlebi uvargisi iyo, magram mainc ar gavafrTxile. veubnebodi, yvelaferi kargadaa-meTqi, Tumca ase ar iyo. wavaxalise maTi mimarTuleba da gavamyare maTi cduneba. axlac ki vnaRvlob lonSi ganwesebul moswavleTa gamo. zogierTebma moaxerxes afabelSi moxvedra, magram mxolod dadebiTi swavlebis mosurneTagan, _ aq motivatori Zalze anerviulda, xmas dauwia da TiTqmis CurCuliT warmoTqva, _ bevri aRmoCnda afabelis ukana rigebSi. maTi cxovreba fuWad gaiflanga da maTi Zalisxmevac cecxlma STanTqa gankiTxvis taxtis winaSe. _ daiwva gankiTxvis taxtis winaSe? _ ikiTxa egoistma. _ diax, _ miugo maswavlebelma,_ ar gaxsovs uZvelesi xelnawerebi? yvela, vinc aSenebs am saZirkvelze, sxvadasxva masalas _ oqros, vercxls, Zvirfas qvebs, xes, namjas, Tivas _ iyenebs. gankiTxvis dRes dgeba am nagebobis gamocdis dro, rom gamovlindes TiToeuli mSeneblis nakeTebi saqme. yvela maTgani cecxliT gamoicdeba, rom maTi faseuloba dadgindes. Tu saqme cecxls gadaurCeba, mSenebeli jildos miiRebs. Tu saqme daiwveba, mSenebelic zarals naxavs. TviTon gadarCeba, magram ise, TiTqos xanZrisgan daeRwios Tavi~.5 cnobili maswavlebeli isev ganagrZobda: _ saZirkveli, romelzec Zveli mociquli laparakobda, jeilinis ufloba gaxlavT da viciT, rom masze Seneba afabelis samefoSi moxvedris erTaderTi gzaa. amrigad, Tu marTlac jeilins vekuTvniT, am saZirkvelze unda vaSenoT. 172 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

uZvelesi xelnawerebis Suqze Sefasebuli Cemi cxovreba jeilinis standartebs acdenili gamodga. marcxi ganvicade im adamianebze zegavlenis moxdenis TvalsazrisiT, romelTac vaswavlidi. ar gamoviyene Cemi Zalaufleba, rom am samefos gzaze warmemarTa moswavleTa cxovreba da rasakvirvelia, sazRauric davkarge. gaixsene, ras aswavlida Zveli moZRvari pavle misi gavlenis qveS myofeb­ ze: `ra aris Cveni imedi da sixaruli, Cveni sazRauri da siamayis gvirgvini, Tu ara Tqven? diax, Tqven xarT Cemi sixaruli, roca uflis winaSe warvdgebiT~.6 jeilinis WeSmaritebebi kargad vicodi, roca swavleba daviwye, magram daucvelobis grZnobam, sxvaTagan mowonebis miRebis survilma da siamayem gzas amacdina. am codnidan Cems gandgomas didi xani ar dasWirvebia. sabo­loo jamSi, ise daviwye cxovreba, rogorc vqadagebdi. gzidan acdenis Semdeg damaviwyda jeilinis gafrTxilebebi Cemi piradi cxovrebisTvis. motyuebuli aRmovCndi. aq popularobisa da keTilganwyobis TvalTaxedva endelisgan sruliad gansxvavebulia. is, rasac iq didebulad miviCnevT, aq araferia. egoistma seriozulad ikiTxa: _ motivatoro, Cemma megobarma miTxra, rom jeilini Cvens saxelebs cvlis. ra aris Seni axali saxeli? maswavlebelma gaiRima: _ Cemi saxeli damdablebulia. amis Tqmaze man Tavi daxara da ukan daixia Tavisi adgilis dasakaveblad. egoisti mTavar mcvels miubrunda, romelmac mas Tavi dauqnia imis niSnad, rom mosmenili WeSmaritebas Seesabameboda. egoisti taxtisken svlas ganagrZobda. mas Tavdajerebam uRalata da axla ise mxned veRar iyo, rogorc darbazSi Semosvlisas. egoisti Tavis cxovrebas Caufiqrda. ra motivebi hqonda? mmarTvel poziciaze yofnisas jeilinis gandidebas cdilobda Tu sakiTari ambiciebiT moqmedebda? rogor warmarTa man Tavisi cxovreba? Seesabameboda Tu ara is jeilinis sityvebs, Tu Tavadac motyuebuli iyo? aSenebda sxva adamianebs, Tu sakuTari warmatebis asagebad iyenebda?

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mmarTveli egoisti didi darbazis Sua rigebs miuaxlovda. man SeniSna, rom Sua nawilis moqalaqeebs, gacilebiT mefuri Sesaxedaoba hqondaT. TiToeuli maTgani didi siyvaruliT da mimReblobiT uyurebda. egoistma maT TvalebSi da saxis gamometyvelebaSi nugeSiscema SeniSna. es Zalian daexmara, radgan sakuTari xvedris Sesaxeb eWvebi awuxebda da ar icoda, ra moeloda. egoists TiTqos saukuneebi dasWirda taxtamde misaRwevad. yoveli nabijis gadadgmaze endelSi cxovrebis sxvadasxva mxareebi axsendeboda. mas jer kidev hqonda imedi, rom jeilinTan erTad mmarTvelobas SesTavazebdnen meris warmatebuli karieris gamo. axla egoisti jeilinis TanammarTvelTa rigebs Soris imyofeboda. amas sacnaurs hyofda maTi mefuri gamometyveleba da Tavze dadgmuli gvirgvinebi. yovel maTgans xelSi samefo kverTxi eWira. isini marTlac yvelaze mefurad gamoiyurebodnen am didebuli qalaqis moqalaqeTa Soris. igi gancvifrebuli iyo imiT, rom SeiZleboda adamians hqonoda ase didebuli Sesaxedaoba. mmarTvelTa Soris egoistma qalaqis sabWos erT-erTi wevris yofili mdivani SeniSna. _ ra unda am qals taxtze? _ gaukvirda mas. igi skolaSi misTvis SesamCnevi arasodes yofila. swavla masze erTi wliT adre daasrula. egoistma bevri araferi icoda mis pirovnebaze, radgan yofili mdivani Zalze TavdaWerili iyo. qalma win gadmodga nabiji. mTavari mcveli SeCerda da mas Tayvani sca. qali egoists gadaexvia misalmebis niSnad da Tbilad gauRima. _ keTili iyos Seni mobrZaneba afabelSi, egoisto! me momTmeni var. jeilinma SenTan dalaparakeba mTxova, sanam mis winaSe warsdgebodi. me misi erT-erTi daqvemdebarebuli mmarTveli var afabelSi. egoistma yovelgvari dafiqrebis gareSe wamoiZaxa: _ mmarTveli? rogor SeiZleba mmarTveli iyo? endelisTvis arasdros araferi gagikeTebia. uceb egoisti gawiTlda da mixvda, rom misi es gancxadeba udroo da metismetad gulgrili iyo. momTmenma Tavi dauqnia gagebis niSnad. 174 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

_ nu Segacbunebs Seni naTqvami. tyuili ver daimaleba am darbazSi an am diad qalaqSi. Sen mxolod gulwrfelad Tqvi, rasac fiqrobdi. endelSi Seni imiji da reputacia gadardebda. es mravals aiZulebs tyuilis laparaks ise, rom verc ki xvdeba Tavis Secdomas. aq sityvebi arsebiTia, magram motivebi da gulis zraxvebi kidev ufro mniSvnelovania, radgan aq araferi imaleba. amas sakmaod male mixvdebi, roca endelSi warmoTqmuli yoveli sityvisTvis ganisjebi. _ yoveli sityvisTvis! _ wamoiZaxa egoistma. _ TiToeuli saubris nebismier sityvas gulisxmob? _ diax, _ miugo momTmenma, _ TiToeul sityvas. gaixsene ufal jeilinis naTqvami uZveles xelnawerebSi: `darwmunebuli iyaviT, rom samsjavros dRes yvela fuWi sityvisTvis pasuxs agebT. Tqveni sityvebi gangsjian da umwikvlod an damnaSaved gaRiareben~.7 fuWi sityvebi amao, usargeblo da gulgrilia. es yvelaferi ki jeilinis bunebas ewinaaRmdegeba. egoistma kiTxva dausva: _ yovelTvis vfiqrobdi, rom pasuxs vagebdiT Cven mier naTqvami didi tyuilis an didi WeSmaritebebisTvis keTil saqmeebsa da mTavar miRwevebTan erTad. igi wuTiT Cafiqrda da ase daasrula: _ ra melis win? momTmenma upasuxa: _ uZvelesi xelnawerebi acxadebs: `Tqveni sazRauri damokidebulia Tqvens naTqvamsa da namoqmedarze~.8 amrigad, ara mxolod Sen mier gakeTebuli saqmeebis, aramed yoveli sityvisTvisac ganisjebi. es moicavs borots, kargs da im fuW sityvebsac, romelic Seni piridan gamodioda. ara mxolod saqmeebisa da sityvebisTvis gangsjian, aramed maT ukan mdgari motivebisTvisac. aseve ganisjebi gonebaSi daSvebuli azrebisTvis. ar dagaviwydes, rom jeilinis samsjavro samarTliania da `ikvlevs gonebasa da guls~.9 man Tavad ganacxada: `me, jeilini, vik­vlev yvelas gulebsa da dafarul motivebs. yvelas Tavis kuTvnils mivageb, rac daimsaxura Tavisi namoqmedaris mixedviT~.10 igi ara marto TiToeul moqmedebas da sit­yvas ikvlevs, aramed maT ukan mdgar zraxvebsac. momTmeni isev ganagrZobda: afabelis samefo: gankiTxvis meore dRe 175

_ swored amitom xar gancvifrebuli, taxtze mjdomi rom daminaxe. Sen endelSi Cemi miRwevebis Suqze Semafase. jeilinis midgoma gansxvavebulia; amas TandaTanobiT xvdebi da male SenTvis sruliad cxadi gaxdeba. Cemo Zvirfaso Zmao, endelSi cxovrebis Sesabamis sazRaurs miiReb. egoists arasdros mousmenia aseTi mkacri simarTle. miuxedavad amisa, naTqvami iseTi siyvaruliT iyo gajerebuli, romlis msgavsi arasodes enaxa. axla ki mixvda, rom jeilini mosiyvarule, TanagrZnobiT savse mmar­Tveli iyo, radgan amis magaliTi misi TanammarTvelisgan swored axla naxa. momTmenis sityvebi siyvarulSi gaxveuli Sesworeba gaxldaT. man gaacnobiera, rom siyvaruli mxolod sxvaTa ameba ar aris; amas simarTlesTan aqvs kav­ Siri. momTmenma Tavi dauqnia: _ Seni mefe gelodeba. es Tqva Tu ara, momTmeni Tavis taxts daubrunda, xolo mTavarma mcvelma egoists aniSna, rom taxtisken gza martos gaegrZelebina. mcveli im platformis dabal safexurze unda dalodeboda, sadac qvemmarTvelTa taxtebi iyo ganlagebuli. egoisti jeilinis winaSe egoistma miTiTebisamebr frTxilad aiara didebuli taxtis win mdebare baqnisken mimavali safexurebi. man maRla aixeda da Tavad mefe ixila. mTels am krebulSi aravin iyo jeiliniviT warmosadegi, mefuri da didebuli. misi brwyinvaleba erTdorulad gatyvevebda da mowiwebas ggvrida. egoists misi msgavsi adamiani ar enaxa. man myisve gaacnobiera, rom mis sibrZnesa da Zalas veravin aRudgeboda. egoistma jeilins pirvelad gauswora Tvali. igi mix­ vda, rom mefe gacilebiT mosiyvarule da SiSis momgvreli iyo, vidre warmoedgina. misi Tvalebi TiTqos egoistis mTel arsebaSi atanda da Tavi gaSiSvlebuli egona. cxadi iyo, rom mefes veraferi daemaleboda. egoistma misTvis sasikeTo gasamarTlebis yovelgvari imedi dakarga, magram ukve araferi adardebda. axla WeSmariteba ise swyuroda, rogorc arasdros. 176 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

jeilinma warmoTqva: _ keTili iyos Seni mosvla Cems samefoSi, egoisto! didi xani velodi am moments. Sen Cemi xalxis mmarTveli iyavi endelSi. xar Rirsi, rom kvlav marTo da erT-erT taxtze ijde afabelSi? Cveulebriv gabeduli egoisti, romelic laparakze ukan arasodes ixevda, axla xmas veRar iRebda. uceb igrZno, rom afabelis mmarTvelobaSi didebuli saqmeebis keTeba SeeZlo, Tumca did darbazSi mosmenili saubrebis Semdeg mixvda, rom amgvari fiqrebiT mxolod Tavs Tu moityuebda. jeilinma mis maxloblad myof qvemmarTvels hkiTxa: _ ramden moqalaqeze moaxdina zegavlena egoistma Cemi samefos sasargeblod? ramdenime adamiani CamoTvales. egoists elda eca da usityvod moismina es gamocxadeba. mefem isev hkiTxa igive mmarTvels: _ ramden adamianze moaxdina zegavlena momTmenma? _ mis angariSze xuTi aTas adamianze metia, _ upasuxa mmarTvelma. _ es rogor? _ amoiluRluRa egoistma, _ is xom mxo­ lod mdivani iyo, me ki meri gaxldiT. rogor SeiZleba Cemi ricxvi ase mcire iyos, xolo misi _ ase bevri? jeilinma mtkiced upasuxa: _ me ar miTqvams, ramden adamianze moaxdine zegavlena, aramed ramden adamianze moaxdine gavlena am samefos sasargeblod! misi xma darbilda, magram simtkice SeinarCuna. _ Sens Zvel maswavlebels, motivators, romelic axla damdablebulis saxeliTaa cnobili, ufro meti zegavlena hqonda xalxze, vidre Sen. Tumca am samefomde mxolod mciredma moaRwia. swored amitom ar ergo mas mmarTvelis pozicia am qalaqSi. gavlena, romelic aq, samsjavro taxtamde aRwevs, Cems gzebsa da Cems mefobas Seesabameba. jeilinma isev ganagrZo: _ neba momeci, momTmenis mier xuTi aTas adamianze moxdenili zegavlenis Sesaxeb cota ram giambo. igi guluxvad swiravda skolas, rogorc finansurad, ise msaxurebis TvalsazrisiT. amrigad, skolis msaxurebiT afabelis samefo: gankiTxvis meore dRe 177

sargeblis mimRebi adamianebi mis angariSze arian. egoisti Seepasuxa: _ mec xom vwiravdi skolas. jeilinma miugo: _ Seni Semowirulobebi Senive sindisis damSvidebas xmardeboda an Seni reputaciis SenarCuneba-ganaxlebis mizniT keTdeboda. amisTvis sruli sazRauri miiRe endelSi. momTmeni ki Cemi samefos moSurneobisa da Cemi xalxis siyvarulis gamo swiravda. momTmenma Cems eklesiur msaxurebaze moiyvana kaci, romelsac mrisxane erqva. axla is adamiani sicocxlis darbazSi Cems ganaCens elodeba. misi axali saxeli maxa­ rebeli iqneba, radgan Cemi gzebis didi gadamcemi gaxda. piradad man aTasze met adamianze moaxdina zegavlena Cemi samefosTvis. mis mier aSenebuli yvela sicocxle mom­ Tmenis angariSzea, radgan mrisxane man moiyvana Cems msaxurebaze da mxari dauWira skolas, romelmac is gawvrTna. egoists gaaxsenda xsenebuli adamiani endelidan. igi fiqrobda, rom mrisxanes metismeti mosdioda rwmenasTan dakavSirebiT. igi Temis gazeTTan TanamSromlobda da mis statiebSi xSirad naxavdiT gulistkivils afabelisadmi moqalaqeTa miZRvnis naklebobis Sesaxeb. mrisxane xSirad awyobda uamravi endelelisgan Semdgar mitingebs sabWos wevrebTan Sesaxvedrad da skolis gafarToebis mxardaWeris moTxovniT. egoists moaxsenes misi ukmayofilebis Sesaxeb, roca merma kenWisyris mimarTuleba Secvala da skolisTvis gankuTvnili miwis nakveTi gaasxvisa. am mizezebis gamo egoists mrisxane gulze ar exateboda. axla mas sircxvili wvavda imis gacnobierebis gamo, rom es kaci Turme yvelafers afabelis sasikeTod akeTebda. rogor SeiZleboda ase dabrmavebuli yofiliyo? jeilini kvlav ganagrZobda egoistisTvis imis Cvenebas, Tu rogor moaxdina momTmenma zegavlena endelelebze samefos sasargeblod. mravalma mcire wvirlmanma erTad bevri ram Seadgina. igi adamianebs sikeTiT epyroboda siy­ varuliT savse gulis gamo, guluxvi iyo gaWirvebulTa mimarT da mtkiced idga WeSmaritebis gzaze. roca mefem momTmenze msjeloba daasrula, egoistis 178 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

cxovreba srulad ganixila. rogorc momTmenma uwinaswarmetyvela, yvela motivi, sityva Tu saqme Sefasda. egoistma dainaxa yvela is sikeTe, romelic mefis saxeliT gaakeTa, magram guli daswyvita am saqmeebis keTebis motivebma _ sakuTari Tavisa da reputaciis dacvam da egoizmma. ganxilvis dasrulebis droisTvis egoisti darwmunda, rom misi bedi gadawyvetili iyo. man mefes SehRaRada: _ sasjels vimsaxureb mTeli cxovrebis ganmavlobaSi. lonis miwaze gandevnis Rirsi var! ramdeni ram gavflange da ra cota Sevqmeni CemTvis boZebuli niWebisa da pasuxismgeblobis sanacvlod. warmoudgeneli iyo egoistis tkivili; cremlebi Rvarad moedineboda mis saxeze. kaci, romelic esoden mxne iyo did darbazSi Semosvlis win, axla xavss eWideboda. erTaderTi, wyalobis imediRa darCenoda, magram gulis siRrmeSi Tavs amis Rirsadac ar Tvlida. bolos egostma Tavi gaimagra mefisgan lonis miwaze gadasaxlebis ganaCenis molodinSi. mZimed Camowolili siCumis Semdeg mefem sityva warmoTqva: _ egoisto, Sen Cemi msaxuri xar. Cemi gwamda da Cems uflobas emorCilebodi, miuxedavad imisa, rom bevri ram gaflange. miyvarxar da Cems samefoSi gepatiJebi darCenili sicocxlis ganmavlobaSi! egoisti adgilze gaSeSda. Semdeg Tvalebi aRapyro da cremlebad daiRvara _ ara mwuxarebis, aramed uzarmazari sixarulis gamo. sruliad moicva am didebuli mefis wya­ lobam da sikeTem. erT wamSi naTeli moefina jeilinis bunebas, razec aqamde mxolod smenoda. erTi wuTis win Tavi ganwiruli egona da iseT tkivils ganicdida, romlis arsebobaze aqamde warmodgenac ar hqonda. igi gandevnis mets arafers imsaxurebda. misi xvedri daRupva unda yofiliyo; endelSi cxovrebis gamokvlevam es daadas­ tura. axla, mokrZalebis momgvreli mefe yvelaze TanamgrZnobi da sikeTiT savse sityvebiT, rac ki SesaZlebelia, didebul qalaqSi epatiJeboda. ra wyalobaa! ra saocari siyvarulia! egoisti uyurebda, rogor daiwva TiTqmis yvelaferi, afabelis samefo: gankiTxvis meore dRe 179

rac endelSi ukeTebia, magram yurSi kvlav xmianobda sityvebi: `miyvarxar da Cems samefoSi gepatiJebi!~ man gaacnobiera, rom misma megobarma kmayofilma simarTle uTxra. rac ar unda mieRo, mis damsaxurebas didad aRemateboda. mefem isev dailaparaka: _ egoisto, Sen aRar iwodebi Zveli saxeliT. ai, me Sen axal saxels gaZlev. Cems samefoSi upretenzios saxeliT iqnebi cnobili. SenTvis sacxovrebeli gavamzade dablobebze da landSaftebis dizainerad gniSnav. marTalia, Cemi mmarTveli ver iqnebi, magram samefos gare teritoriebis marTvaSi damexmarebi. egoistma kiTxva dasva: _ gare teritoriebis marTvaSi dagexmarebi? jeilinma upasuxa: _ am qalaqis yvela mcxovrebi mmarTvelia. Cemi samefo planetis yvelaze Soreul kuTxeebsac wvdeba; aq sxva bevri qalaqic arsebobs. am gare qalaqebis mkvidrebs wvrTna ar gauvliaT endelSi afabelis moqalaqeTa msgavsad da arc samsjavros winaSe warmdgaran. saboloo jamSi, maT ar aqvT am qalaqis mcxovrebTa msgavsi aRmatebuli unarebi. da mainc, Sen ar iqnebi winamZRoli uSualod afabelSi. planetis masStabiT Cems mmarTvelobaSi damexmarebi. gansakuTrebuli davalebac mogecema _ bengiliis kontinentis oci qalaqis landSaftis dizainerTa wvrTna da momsaxureba. egoistma Tavi daxara da aqviTinda. mefis sikeTe yvelafers aRemateboda. mefe magidas miuaxlovda, raRac sagani aiRo, Semob­ runda da isev upretenziosken gamoemarTa. igi baqanze Camovida da Tqva: _ axla, aiRe da Wame es nayofi! upretenziom nayofi aiRo jeilinis xelidan da igema. es yvelaze gemrieli sakvebi iyo, romelic ki odesme gaesinja. nayofma misi goneba da guli gawminda. misi azrebi didma siyvarulma da msaxurebis survilma aRav­ so. Wamisas adrindeli tkivilisa da bneli azrebisgan gasufTavda. man siZliere da bedniereba SeigrZno da imediTa da rwmeniT aivso. didi xani ar dasWirvebia imis mixvedras, rom nayofi cnobili sicocxlis xisa iyo, 180 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

romelzec maswavleblebi gakveTilebze laparakobdnen. upretenzios saxes didi Rimili gadaefina, roca jeilini siamovnebiT umzerda. mefem uTxra: _ Sebrundi da Sens ojaxs miesalme! upretenzio frTxilad Semobrunda. igi jer kidev ganicdida sircxvilis grZnobas, radgan misi cxovrebis detalebi yvelam gaigona da dainaxa. roca is srulad Sebrunda, xalxi ovaciebiT da sixarulis SeZaxilebiT Sexvda. musika ukravda da zogierTi moqalaqe kidec cekvavda. upretenzios arc ki sjeroda, rom am mefuri moqa­laqeebisgan amxela siyvarulsa da gulTbil miRebas naxav­ da. es is wamali aRmoCnda, romelmac srulad gankurna yvela Secdoma, rac endelSi dauSvia. upretenzio mobrunda da jeilinis saxeze yvelaze didebuli da sixaruliT savse Rimili SeniSna. swored axla dainaxa mefis Tvalebi. isini upretenzios iseTi siy­ varuliT da siTboTi uyurebdnen, romlis msgavsi adre arasodes enaxa. axla mas jeilinis fiqrebis gageba SeeZ­ lo, iseve rogorc, momTmensa da sxvebs esmodaT misi. es gaxldaT miRebis, siamovnebisa da wlebis nalodinari netarebis fiqrebi misi sayvareli moqalaqeebisTvis. upretenzio mis fexebTan daeca da madloba uZRvna mefes. mefem igi fexze wamoayena, gadaexvia da RimiliT uTxra: `keTili iyos Seni mosvla, megobaro!~ Semdeg upretenzio Tavis adgilamde miaciles auditoriis bolosken, sadac is megobari endelelebis ganaCens unda dalodeboda. yoveli cremli moswmindes. aq aRar iyo mwuxareba, tkivili an tirili. Zveli gadavida. mowyaleba da misi gankiTxva dila gavida da yvela moqalaqe sicocxlis darbazSi gamoiZaxes garda mowyalebisa. igi marto darCa. es sulac ar iyo samZimo, radgan oTaxs qalaqis avtorebis mSveni­ eri wignebi avsebda. igi afabelis meore neStTas kiT­ xulobda, roca mis dasaZaxeblad mTavari mcveli movida. man Tbilad mimarTa: `mowyaleba, Seni mefe gelodeba!~ mowyalebas sixaruliT guli auZgerda. axla mas im mefis xilvis pativi ergo, romelsac didi xani eloda afabelis samefo: gankiTxvis meore dRe 181

da uyvarda. am moments wlebi eloda da axla es unda momxdariyo. mcvelma moaxloebisas gauRima da erTad gaemarTnen didi darbazisken. roca darbazis kari gaiRo, mowyaleba iq nanaxma sidiadem aavso. miuxedavad amisa, misi yuradReba jeilinis Soreulma taxtma miipyro. am droisTvis iq mxolod siluets xedavda. mowyalebam Tvali moavlo afabelis samefo moqalaqeTa krebuls. _ ra gamorCeuli xalxia, _ gaifiqra man, _ rogor SeiZ­leba am mefuri Sesaxedaobis mamakacebisa da qalebis Tanasworad miviCnio Tavi? man SeniSna, rom moqalaqeebi Tavs ukravdnen, roca maT rigebs Soris gaivlida. ratom scemdnen Tayvans es Rirseuli mamakacebi da qalebi? isini warmosadegebi da lamazebi iyvnen da maTi samosis didebulebac taxtTan miaxloebis kvalobaze izrdeboda. isini zeadamianebiviT gamoiyurebodnen. rogor SeiZleboda mowyalebas Tavis dakvriT misalmebodnen? axalgazrda qalma ramdenime endeleli icno. maT RimilSi misi sruli miReba da siyvaruli gamosWvioda. mow­ y­ alebas SeCereba da yoveli maTganis gulSi Cakvra surda, \mowyalebam gaiRima: _ Serigebulo, Zalian mixaria Sen gamo! mTeli darCenili cxovreba mogemsaxurebi. _ mowyaleba, Sen ukve ise laparakob, TiTqos afabelSi wlebis ganmavlobaSi gecxovros! _ upasuxa Serigebulma, _ Cven erTmaneTis samsaxurisTvis vcxovrobT am diad qalaqSi. faqtobrivad, aq winamZRolebad udidesi msaxurebi arian. yvelaze rTuli movaleobebi gvakisria da maTi Sesruleba Cveni siamovnebaa. endelSi yvelaferi sxvag­varadaa. aqauri winamZRolebi sxvebs ar imsaxureben, aramed xaroben imiT, rom Tavad aqvT momsaxurebis meti SesaZlebloba. aqauri moqalaqeebis udidesi sixarulia, upirveles yovlisa, mefis msaxureba, xolo Semdeg, TanamoqalaqeTa msaxureba, gansakuTrebiT ki maTi, vinc Cvenze endelSi zegavlena moaxdina da bolos, gare teritoriebis moqalaqeTa momsaxureba, romelTa Sesaxeb male gaigeb. Serigebulma ase daasrula: _ Cemo Zvirfaso dao, SeniT vamayob! wadi Sens mefesTan! igi didi xania elodeba Sens naxvas da samsaxurisTvis jildos gadmocemas. 182 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

amis Semdeg isini erTmaneTs gadaexvivnen. mowyaleba isev mcvelTan mivida da taxtisken gza ganagrZes. mowyaleba jeilinis winaSe jeilinis silueti ufro mkafiod gamoCnda, roca mowyaleba mas daaxloebiT 75 futis (22 metri) manZilze miuaxlovda. igi qvemmarTvelTa rigebs ise gacda, rom maTi Tavis daxra arc ki SeumCnevia. mowyalebis mzera mxolod jeilinisken iyo mimarTuli. igi moxibla misma didebulma brwyinvalebam. mowyaleba safexurebze adioda da baqans rom miadga, mefis winaSe ganerTxa. jeilini dabla Camovida da qali fexze wamoayena. misi xma sinaziT iyo savse: _ mowyaleba, Cemo Zvirfaso msaxuro, keTili iyos Seni mobrZaneba Cems samefoSi! didi xani velodi am wuTs, roca piradad gnaxavdi. mowyalebam miugo: _ batono, swored me velodi didi xani am wuTs! Sen Cemi mefe xar. vimedovneb, rom amieridan Sens TandaswrebaSi viqnebi darCenili cxovrebis ganmavlobaSi, rom ufro meti sisruliT gemsaxuro. amis Semdeg mefem wa­r­­moTqva: _ modi da daimkvidre qveynierebis Seqmnidan SenTvis gankuTvnili samefo! mSieri viyavi da damapure; mwyurvali viyavi da masvi; ucxo viyavi da saxlSi Semifare, SiSveli viyavi da Semmose; avadmyofi viyavi da momiare, cixeSi viyavi da mominaxule. gancvifrebulma mowyalebam upasuxa: _ rodis gixile, ufalo, mSieri da dagapure? an mwyurvali da gasvi? rodis iyavi ucxo da Cems saxlSi migiRe an SiSveli Segmose? rodis minaxixar sneuli an cixeSi rodis moginaxule? mefem miugo: _ geubnebi, rac gaukeTe erTs Cems mcire da-ZmaTagans, me gamikeTe!~11 Semdeg jeilinma aCvena mowyalebas, ra didad moemsaxura mas sxva adamianebis SewevniT da misi mcnebebis morCilebiT. misi cxovreba ganixiles: yoveli sityva, saqme, azri da gulis motivi. yvelaferi gamovlinda: misi msaxureba, misi Sewirulobebi skolisTvis; siyvaruli, afabelis samefo: gankiTxvis meore dRe 183

romelsac Tanamoqalaqeebis mimarT avlenda, fuW da aramarTebul saqmianobasa da diskusiebSi monawileobaze uaris Tqma; devna, romelic jeilinisadmi moSurneobis gamo gadaitana; misi Sroma sxvebis mosamsaxureblad restornis meSveobiT; gzasacdenili sulebis mopoveba, daRupulTaTvis saaTobiT oxvra da tirili locvaSi; jeilinis gzebze mtkiced da ganuxrelad dgoma, jeilinisadmi moSurneobis gamo socialuri Sekrebebidan garicxva, Tanamoqalaqeebis sawinaaRmdegod laparaksa da WoraobaSi monawileobaze uaris Tqma da kidev bevri ram. mowyaleba gaognebuli darCa yvela im saSualebebis danaxviT, romlebiTac sxvebis sasikeTod imoqmeda da zegavlena moaxdina. bevri ram, riTac jeilins dideba Semata, winaswar dagegmili da gaazrebuli ar yofila. igi ubralod, im cxovrebis stils miyveboda, romelic uZveles xelnawerebSi dainaxa. iyo sxva sagnebi mowyalebis cxovrebaSi, romlebic daiwva. aman mas didi mwuxareba mohgvara da yvela gamouyenebeli SesaZlebloba da Cadenili Secdoma Seinana. miuxedavad amisa, misi cxovrebiseuli Sromis mxolod mcire nawili daikarga. mowyalebis sazRauri misi saboloo sityvebisa da azrebis ganxilvis Semdeg mefem mis gverdiT myof qvemmarTvels gadaxeda da hkiTxa: _ ramdeni adamianis cxovrebaze moaxdina mowyalebam zegavlena Cemi samefos sasikeTod? mmarTvelma upasuxa: _ 5183 adamianze, Cemo ufalo! es cotaTi aRemateba sazogadoebis mosaxleobis erT meeqvseds. mowyalebas gaukvirda: _ rogor SeiZleba amdeni iyos? jeiliinma upasuxa: _ gaixsene uZveles xelnawerebSi Cem mier Sepirebuli, rom gavamravlebdi Tqvens Tesls da gavzrdidi Tqveni simarTlis nayofs!12 mowyaleba, Cemi samefo gamravlebis principiT moqmedebs. Semdeg mefem detalurad aCvena, rogor gamravlda xalxze misi morCilebiT aRsavse Zalisxmevis gavlena, miuxedavad imisa, rom mowyaleba sazogadoebis lideri 184 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

ar yofila. talRis efeqti saocari aRmoCnda. jeilinma daamata: _ rogorc dawerilia, `[keTilSobilma adamianma] gaf­ langa, Raribebs dauriga; misi samarTlis, sikeTisa da keTilSobilebis saqmeebi gagrZeldeba da ukunisamde darCeba!~13 CemTvis damorCilebul cxovrebas gavrcobis efeqti aqvs, romlis Sesaxebac arc erT moqalaqes ar aqvs sruli warmodgena, sanam gankiTxvis taxtis winaSe ar wardgeba. swored es aris mizezi, ris gamoc bevri morCilebas ar iCens wvrilman sakiTxebSi, radgan umniSvnelo hgoniaT. xSirad, erTi SexedviT araarsebiTi saqme udides mosavals warmoSobs RvTis samefoSi. Seni morCileba nebismier garemoebaSi amis gasaRebi iyo. Semdeg jeilinma Tqva: _ mowyaleba, xedav Tavisufal taxts Sens marcxniv, Cems maxloblad? man upasuxa: _ diax, Cemo ufalo! es Seni taxti iqneba, romelzec dajdebi da marTav CemTan erTad mTeli darCenili cxovrebis manZilze. mowyaleba sruliad gaognda. _ ufalo, mmarTvelobis Rirsi ar var! ubralod, restornis mepatrone viyavi. ramdeni adamiania Cemze metad niWieri. rogor SevZleb aseTi didebuli samefos SenTan erTad marTvas? egoisti Cveni sazogadoebis didi lideri iyo. masze ras ityvi? gTxov, iseTi samuSao momce, romelic Sen an Sens ers moemsaxureba! jeilinma upasuxa: _ egoisti didi darbazis Soreul boloSia da Cveni qalaqis dablobebad wodebuli nawilis landSaftebis dizaineri iqneba da igive msaxurebas gaswevs SerCeul gare qalaqebSi. Sen ki mmarTveli iqnebi Cemsa da Cemi xalxis mimarT gamoCenili siyvarulis gamo. Senma moTminebam, erTgulebam da Tavmdablobam es pativi mogimzada. ar gaxsovs Cemi sityvebi uZvelesi xelnawerebidan? `yvela, vinc Tavs aimaRlebs, damdabldeba (rangiT sxva pativdebulebze an dajildoebulebze dabla iqneba), xolo vinc Tavs daimdablebs (sakuTar Tavze Tavmdabluri Sexeduleba eqneba da Sesabamisad moiqceva), amaR­ ldeba (rangiT maRla aiwevs).14 mxolod Cemi TanammarTveli rodi afabelis samefo: gankiTxvis meore dRe 185

iqnebi. SenTvis didebuli saxlic movamzade didi zRvis sanapiroze, Cemi saxlis maxloblad samefo centrSi. vici, rogor giyvars wyali da talRebis xma, amitom Seni survili da siame davakmayofile. yvela erTgul msaxurs Tavisi gulis sasurvels mivcem. mowyaleba xmas veRar iRebda. mefe kvlav ganagrZobda: _ am qalaqis aTi raionis mmarTveli iqnebi. Sens garda kidev aris TerTmeti mmarTveli. Tqven zedamxedvelobas gauwevT afabelis qalaqis 120 raions. CemTan axlos iqnebiT am qalaqis sxva samocdaSvid winamZRolTan erTad, romlebic am taxtebze sxedan. sxva mmarTvelebi iseT sferoebs xelmZRvaneloben, rogoricaa ganaTleba, warmoeba, garToba, xelovneba da sxvebi. me, mamaCemi da es samocdaSvidi mmarTveli afabelis cxovrebas vgegmavT, winaswar vWvretT da vzedamxedvelobT. Sen Cemi erT-erTi sando mrCeveli da Suamavali iqnebi Cemsa da moqalaqeebs Soris. ara marto Cemi TanammarTveli iqnebi am qalaqSi, aramed, sxva samocdaSvid mmarTvelTan erTad gare teritoriebis qalaqebis zedamxedvelobac dagekisreba. bengiliis kontinentis oc qalaqze gqondes xelmwifeba. Sen kontinentis premier-ministri iqnebi. yvela, vinc aq cxov­robs da marTavs, Sens winaSe angariSvaldebulia. Sen mxolod Cems winaSe iqnebi pasuxismgebeli. roca jeilini mowyalebas am sityvebs eubneboda, Tanaklaselis gamo sixaruliT aRvsili upretenzio mis ukan dadga. da mainc, mis saxaruls sinanulis grZnobac erTvoda. mas egona, rom am samefosTvis aTasobiT adamianis sicocxleze axdenda zegavlenas, sinamdvileSi ki ase ar aRmoCnda. masac SeeZlo, yofiliyo erT-erTi mmarTvelTagani, romelsac jeilinis gverdiT Sromis privilegia eqneboda. mas madliereba avsebda, rom afabelis samefoSi miiRes, TUmca imasac acnobierebda, rom endelis xanmokle cxovreba fuWad gaflanga da darCenil 130 wels amis Sedegi unda ewvnia. amis Semdeg mefem mTavar mcvels uTxra: _ momitane gamarjvebulis gvirgvini da mmarTvelis kverTxi! rogorc ki jeilinma moTxovnili sagnebi miiRo, mow­ yalebas gvirgvini daadga Tavze. _yoCaR! _ SesZaxa mefem, _ Sen sando msaxuri xar. 186 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

erTguleba gamoiCine im mciredSi, rac mogeci, amitom jildod 10 regionisa da oci qalaqis mmarTveli iqnebi.15 Semdeg mefem qals kverTxi gadasca da uTxra: _ amieridan aRar iwodebode mowyalebad, radgan axal saxels gaZlev. Sen iqnebi nanatri mZleveli. gana ar vuTxari endelis moqalaqeebs: `vinc gaimarjvebs da bolomde Seasrulebs Cems nebas, mivcem Zalauflebas regionebsa da erebze _ is damwyemsavs rkinis kverTxiT, rogorc me miviRe Cemi Zalaufleba mamisgan~?16 jeilini magidasTan mivida, romelzec erTi cali nayofi darCeniliyo. man is nanatr mZlevels miutana da uTxra: _ Cemo Zvirfaso megobaro da TanammarTvelo, SegiZ­ lia igemo sicocxlis xis nayofi. SeWama Tu ara nayofi, nanatrma mZlevelma saocari sisufTave da ganwmenda ganicada sxvebis msgavsad, romlebmac aseve igemes es gemrieli sakvebi. misi azrebi ufro meti siyvaruliT aivso da momsaxurebis survilma imxela masStabebs miaRwia, adre rom arasodes warmoedgina. igi yovelgvari tkivilisa da endelis bneli azrebisgan ganiwmida. yovelive ganaxlda. man jeilins Sexeda da gauRima. Semdeg gaucnobiereblad, Tu ratom moiqcnen ase, mxiarulad gaicines. es gaxldaT axali TanamSromlobis dasawyisi, romelic mTeli sicocxle gagrZeldeboda. nanatri mZleveli xmaurian aplodismentebze Semobrunda. auditoria didma sixarulma moicva da yvela aacekva. es gacilebiT meti iyo, vidre sxva gankiTxvebis dros momxdara. haeri sixarulisa da zeimis SegrZnebiT gaiJRinTa. nanatri mZlevelis saxe sxivosanma Rimilma gaanaTa. aseTi siyvarulis gadmoRvram igi ganacvifra. misma mefem mxarze xeli gadaxvia da didi sixaruliT SesZaxa: _ yoCaR, keTilo da erTgulo msaxuro! Semodi Seni batonis sixarulSi!~17 ase dasrulda didi mefis, misi msaxurebisa da afabelis samefos ambavi. darigebisa da gafrTxilebis sityva am TavSi Tvali SevavleT, Tu rogori iqneboda wmidanebis gankiTxva. ar SemiZlia, xazgasmiT ar aRvniSno afabelis samefo: gankiTxvis meore dRe 187

is faqti, rom qristes samsjavros sidiade gacilebiT aRmatebulia, vidre am ambavSi aRwerili nebismieri dideba. da mainc, es alegoria RvTis samefos mraval WeSmaritebas aRwers. afabelSi gadmocemuli detalebi miznad ar isaxavs WeSmaritebis dafuZnebas, aramed mis gavrcobas da gadmotanas. roca ieso igavebs yveboda, TqvenTvis gasagebi iyo maTi dedaazri da mcire detalebiT ar SebrkolebulxarT, romlebic umniSvnelo rols asrulebdnen mis mier gadmocemul WeSmaritebaSi. esec rom ara, Sevecade gulmodgined gamesva xazi am ambis mniSvnelovani WeSmaritebebisTvis, romlebic qristes saukuno samefosTvis arsebiTia. im droisTvis, roca wigns daasrulebT, alegoriis xelmeored wakiTxva SegeZlebaT da savaraudod, Sesabamis TavebSi gadmocemuli wmida werilis swavlebebis met siRrmeebsac aRmoaCenT.

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xla modi, vimsjeloT marTlis gardacvalebaze. rogorc urwmunos gansasvenebeli adgilia hadesi da sabolood, cecxlis tba, ise gardacvlili morwmuneebis­Tvisac arsebobs ori samyofeli. axlandel samkvidrebels yvelaze xSirad zecas uwodeben, magram wm. werilSi zeciuri ierusalimis saxeliTaa cnobili. marTlebis saboloo samyofelsac ierusalimi hqvia, magram is dedamiwaze mdebareobs. es gaxlavT gankiTxvis Semdeg cidan daSvebuli qalaqi da mas axali ierusalimi ewodeba (ix. gamocx. 21:2). zena ierusalimi `aramed mieaxleT sionis mTasa da cocxali RvTis qalaqs _ zeciur ierusalims da aTiaTasobiT angelozs, mozeime sakrebulos da caSi Caweril pirmSoTa eklesias, yovelives gamkiTxav RmerTs da gansrulebul marTalTa sulebs; da axali aRTqmis Suamavals _ iesos da sapkurebel sisxls, romelic abelis sisxlze ukeT metyvelebs~. (ebr. 12:22-24) zeciuri ierusalimi anu `zena ierusalimi~ (ix. gal. 4:26), gaxlavT Cvens alegoriaSi aRwerili afabelis msgav­ si qalaqi. igi aSenebulia sionad wodebul mTaze. iq mama da Ze RmerTi cxovroben uricxv angelozTan erTad. saerTo krebulis da pirmSoTa eklesiis, Zveli aRTqmis wmidanebisa da ieso qristeSi gardacvlilebis samyofelic zena ierusalimi gaxlavT. yuradReba miaqcieT, rom `gansrulebul marTalTa sulebic~ im qalaqSi arian. ras warmoadgenen es adamianebi? 189

avtorma xom ukve CamoTvala rogorc Zveli, ise axali aRTqmis wmidanebi, romlebic TavianTi sazRaurisTvis iRwvodnen? gaixseneT, rom RvTis suliwmidis meSveobiT zecidan Sobisas axali qmnilebebi gavxdiT. Cveni sulebi srul­ yofili xdeba qristesTan erTad da Cven masSi varT. am muxlSi avtori adamianebis samSvinvelsa da sxeulze ki ar miuTiTebs, aramed mxolod sulebze. piradad me dar­ wmunebuli var, rom aq laparakia wmidanebze, romlebic iesos aq, dedamiwaze emsaxurebian. ifiqreT amaze! ebraelTa werilis avtori ase mogviwodebs: `amitom, gabedulad miveaxloT madlis taxts~ (ebr. 4:16). madlis taxti RvTis qalaqis SuagulSia ganTavsebuli da es mowodeba Cven, dedamiwaze myofebs gvekuTvnis. SesaZlebelia Tu ara, rom jer kidev cocxali morwmuneebi dedamiwaze kargad iyvnen cnobili sataxto darbazSi, radgan iqamde maTi locvebi xSirad aRwevs? Cven varT sulebi samSvinveliT _ inteleqtis, nebisa da emociebis kombinaciiT _ da amJamad fizikur sxeulSi vcxovrobT. iesom Tqva, rom RvTis namdvili Tayvaniscema SesaZlebelia mxolod `suliT da WeSmaritebiT~ (ioan. 4:24). pavlec gamokveTs igive azrs: `memowmeba RmerTi, romelsac Cemi suliT vemsaxurebi misi Zis saxarebiT~ (rom. 1:9). Cveni sulebi RvTis xatad arian Seqmnili da Cven xelaxla viSviT, amitom iesos sisxlisa da suliwmidis ZaliT gveZleva RvTis madlis taxtTan misvlis SesaZlebloba nebismieri saWiroebisas an Tayvaniscemis survilis gamo. zecis monaxuleba zena ierusalimi axla mesame cad wodebul adgilas mdebareobs. es realuri adgilia, romelic pavle mociqulma sikvdilamde moinaxula. man ase dawera: `mival uflis xilvebTan da gamocxadebebTan. vici kaci qristeSi, romelic ToTxmeti wlis winaT _ ar vici, sxeulSi, ar vici, sxeulis gareT, RmerTma icis, _ samoTxemde iqna atacebuli. da vici am kacis Sesaxeb _ Tumca sxeulSi iyo, Tu sxeulis gareSe, ar 190 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

vici, RmerTma icis, _ rom atacebul iqna samoTxeSi da ismenda gamouTqmel sityvebs, romelTa gamoTqma nebadarTuli ara aqvs adamians~. (2 kor. 12:1-4 NIV) bibliis mkvlevarebi Tanxmdebian, rom pavle sakuTar Tavze laparakobda. faqtobrivad, bibliis New Living Translation versiaSi meore muxli aseTi saxiT gvxvdeba: `ToTxmeti wlis win atacebuli viyavi mesame camde~. yuradReba miaqcieT, rom pavlesTvis ucnobi iyo, sxeuliT aitaces Tu sxeulis gareSe. es mxolod imiT aixsneba, rom zeca realuri da fizikuri adgilia. aRmovaCine, rom mravali adamianis azriT, es aris uCinari teritoria, sadac adamianebi aCrdilebiviT dafarfateben. ara, es gaxlavT fizikuri adgili Tavisi quCebiT, xeebiT, cxo­ velebiT, SenobebiT, wyliT da ase Semdeg. vicnob adamianebs, romlebic zecad avidnen da ukan dabrundnen pavles msgavsad, magram neba momeciT, CemTvis erT-erTi gamorCeuli ambavi gagiziaroT. erTi megobari myavs, pastori gregi. 1979 wlis oqtombris erT saRamos msaxurebidan dabrunebulma pastorma coli kibis safexurebze damxobili da mwared moqviTine ipova. igi maSinve mixvda, rom raRac seriozuli moxda. gregma maleve Seityo, rom maTma 10 wlis vaJma, jastinma1 sawol oTaxSi patara televizori Seitana, rom abazanis miRebis dros fexburTis TamaSisTvis eyurebina. man SemTxveviT televizoris mavTuls xeli gamohkra, abazanaSi Camoagdo da eleqtroSoki miiRo. roca gregma vaJi ipova, mas pulsi aRar ucemda, sxeuli gacieboda da lurji Seferiloba mieRo. biWs Tvalebi farTod hqonda gaxelili, rac imaze mianiSnebda, rom tvini aRar muSaobda. gregs maSvelTa kursebi hqonda gavlili da pirveladi daxmarebis wesebi kargad Seiswavla los anjelesis regionis Serifis departamentSi Serifis moadgiled muSaobis dros. igi mravali sikvdilis mowme gaxldaT. isev policiis oficeri rom yofiliyo, msgavs viTarebaSi dazaralebuls mkvdrad gamoacxadebda da saqmeSi koroners CarTavda sikvdilis mizezis gamosaZieblad. axla gregi morwmune gaxldaT da kargad icoda locvis Zala. man locva daiwyo da Svils gulis zeca 191

sareanimacio masaJi gaukeTa. ramdenime wuTis Semdeg gamoZaxebuli paramedikosebic movidnen, amitom gregma saqme profesionalebs miando da Tavad locva gaagrZela. ormocdaxuTi wuTis manZilze jastinis sxeulSi sasikeTo araferi momxdara. eleqtrokardiograma swor xazs uCvenebda. paramedikosebi aReldnen, radgan Sedegs elodebodnen warmoudgenel viTarebaSi. bolos gregma ase iloca: `mama, meti rwmena aRar maqvs. Cemi ukve amovwure, magram vici, rom Sens sityvaSi sxva rwmenaze laparakobdi~, (igi rwmenis niWs gulisxmobda, romelzec 1 kor. 12:9 laparakobs). gregma Tqva, rom igrZno, rogor daedo Tavze xeli. amis Semdeg Sinaganidan Zalze Zlieri Zalisa da Zalauflebis modineba ganicada da Svils SesZaxa: `Sen icocxleb da ar mokvdebi ieso qristes saxeliT!~ moulodnelad kardiogramis aparati amuSavda da ekranze pulsis maniSnebeli moZraobebi gaCnda. paramedikosebi gakvirvebisgan Sextnen. im droisTvis, roca jastini kibeebze CahyavdaT saswrafo daxmarebis manqanaSi dasawvenad, man movardisfro Seferiloba miiRo, Tvalis mgrZnobeloba aRudga da sxeuli gauTba. gregi aRtacebam moicva. misi vaJi gacocxlda da kargad iyo. masac gauCnda saswaulebrivi istoria RvTis namoqmedaris Sesaxeb, romelsac yvela megobars gauziarebda. igi erT rames ver acnobierebda mxolod, rom misi vaJis sicocxlisTvis brZola mxolod axla iwyeboda. eqimebma diagnozi warmoadgines, rom biWi komaSi iyo. gasinjvis Semdeg kaTeteridan gamosuli Tirkmlis qsovilis nafleTi ipoves. saero terminiT es imas niSnavda, rom misi sxeuli iSleboda. gregs uTxres, rom Tu misi vaJi icocxlebda, sruliad umoZrao darCeboda. mogvianebiT maT angariSSi aRniSnes, rom jastinis sxeulis mdgo­mareoba sami Tvis bavSvis toli iqneboda, xolo IQ _ 0.01. mokled rom movyveT, ojaxis SvidTviani locvisa da danebebaze uaris Tqmis Semdeg, jastini moulodnelad komidan gamovida. mamamisi sawolTan ejda, roca es moxda da Svils kiTxvebi tyviamfrqveviviT daayara, romlebzec meyseuli pasuxebi miiRo. jastinma saSualo skola, los 192 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

anjelesis universiteti da bibliis skola warCinebiT daamTavra. igi damamTavrebel klasSi prezidentic ki gaxldaT. dRes mas bednieri ojaxi aqvs da ori Svilis mamaa. `mama, me iesosTan viyavi~ sami dRis Semdeg jastini saavadmyofodan gamoweres. gregma SeniSna, rom mis vaJs saxe sul gawiTleboda. man hkiTxa: _ ra xdeba, jastin? jastinma upasuxa: _ mama me iesosTan viyavi. roca televizori abazanaSi Camovarda, araferi ar migrZvnia. uzarmazarma angelozma marjvena mklavSi xeli wamavlo da sxeulidan amomaTria. gvirabSi saocari siCqariT mivqrodiT. albaT sinaTlis siswrafe ganvaviTareT, sanam zecis erT-erT quCaze ar daveSviT. jastinma mamas uambo, rom quCebi mooqrovili ki ara, sufTa oqrosi da imdenad gamWvirvale iyo, rom sakuTari Tavis danaxvac SeeZlo. dedamiwaze SeuZlebelia oqros ise gawmenda, rogorc zecaSia. iq wminda oqro gamWvirvalea. xSirad dedamiwazec ki iyeneben mas fanjrebis mosaoqroveblad (ifiqreT astronavtebis Zveli Cafxutebis farebze, zogierT TviTmfrinavSi mfrinavis kabinebis iluminatorebze an zogierTi Senobis fanjrebze). jastinma Tqva, rom pirveli adamianebi, romlebic zeciur quCaSi Sexvdnen, maTi gardacvlili naTesavebi iyvnen. man yoveli maTgani daasaxela, Tumca zigierTs arc ki icnobda da saxelic ar icoda (rac misma ded-mamam SeniSna). damxvedr jgufSi erTi qalbatoni eria, saxelad filisi. igi jastinis dedis mezobeli iyo, romlisTvisac man jastinis eleqtroSokamde erTi TviT adre iloca iesos mxsnelad miRebisTvis. moqcevidan ori kviris Semdeg mezobeli gardaicvala. jastini am adamianebs esaubreboda, roca moulodnelad CoCqoli atyda da jgufi daiSala. iq ieso idga. ufalma jastins zeca daaTvalaierebina. zecaSi bevri quCa da Senoba iyo. qalaqi sakmaod didi Canda. zeca 193

yvavilebi, balaxi da kldeebic ki cocxlobdnen da harmoniulad galobdnen. jastinma Tqva, rom Canda, isini RmerTs adidebdnen. Tu SemTxveviT balaxs an yvavils fexs daadgamda, mcenareebi ar isriseboda da maSinve aRidgenda pirvandel mdgomareobas. jastinma SeniSna, rom iq ferebi gacilebiT cocxali da mkveTri iyo, vidre dedamiwaze enaxa. aq iseTi ferebic aRmoaCina, dedamiwaze rom ar arsebobs. mas aseve wilad xvda pativi, rom dedis, mamisa da ori da-Zmis saxlebi enaxa. Semdeg jastini gaaogna iesos sityvebma, rom isev dedamiwaze unda dabrunebuliyo. mas ar undoda zecis datoveba, magram iesom erT adgilas miiyvana da farda gadaswia. jastinma dainaxa, rogor eZaxda mamamisi ukan dasabruneblad. iesom Tqva: _ is mamaSenia da Seni ukan moxmobis Zalaufleba aqvs. am ambis Semdeg jastinma mamas sTxova, rom arasodes gamoexmo ukan, Tu SemTxveviT isev mokvdeboda. es nawi­ li gasaocari momeCvena, roca gregma mis Sesaxeb miambo. zeca imdenad sjobs dedamiwas, rom Cemi dakvirvebiT, amgvari xilvis mqone adamianebs yovelTvis uWirT ukan dabruneba. pavlec igive problemas waawyda da amis Sesaxeb filipelTa eklesias eubneba: `msurs wavide da viyo qristesTan, raki es bevrad ukeTesia~ (fil. 1:23). ubralod ukeTesi ki ara, bevrad, bevrad ukeTesi! pavlem igema zena ierusalimi da iq dabruneba surda, Tumca darCena amjobina samefos sasikeTod. mogvianebiT jastinma mamas uambo, rom zecaSi aTi wlis ar yofila. mas zrdasruli adamianis sxeuli hqonda. bevri, jastinis CaTvliT miviCnevT, rom gandidebul sxeulebSi yvelani ocdacameti wlis viqnebiT. amas garkveuli safuZveli aqvs, radgan ieso ocdacameti wlis iyo, roca jvars acves da werilic ase ambobs: sayvarelno! axla RvTis Svilebi varT, oRond jer ar gamomJRavnebu­ la, rani viqnebiT. magram viciT, rom, roca gamoCndeba, misi msgavsni viqnebiT, radgan vixilavT mas, rogoric aris~ (1 ioan. 3:2). es erT-erTia im namdvili istoriebidan, romelTa gaziarebac SemiZlia. is wm. werilTan erTad aCvenebs zecis realobas. iesos erTguli msaxurebi im qalaqSi Sevlen dedamiwis datovebis Semdeg. 194 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

sulis, samSvinvelisa da sxeulis gadarCena rogorc ukve aRvniSneT, adamianebis sulebi axali qmni­ lebebi xdebian im momentSi, roca iesos uflad miiReben. isini meyseulad iReben iesos msgavsebas. es ioane­mociqulis gancxadebiTac mtkicdeba: `rogoric ­ isaa, Cvenc iseTive varT am qveynierebaze~ (1 ioan. 4:17). rogorc xedavT, ioane gamorCeulad mimarTavs dedamiwaze myof morwmuneebs maTgan gansxvavebiT, vinc ukve wavida am qveynidan Tavisi sazRauris misaRebad. RvTis suliT xelaxla Sobili adamiani srulyofilia aq da axla. roca Cveni suli daxsnas iRebs, samSvinvelis gadarCenis procesi iwyeba. rogorc adre aRvniSneT, samSvinveli gonebis, nebisa da emociebisgan Sedgeba. Cveni samSvinveli daculi da gardaqmnilia RvTis sityvis mier Cveni morCilebis SemTxvevaSi. iakob mociquli amas Semdegi ganacxadiT adasturebs: `hoda, Cemo sayvarelo Zmebo, … moiSoreT yovelgvari uwmindureba da borotebis natamali da mSvidad miiReT TqvenSi Canergili sityva, romelsac Tqveni sulebis xsna SeuZlia! iyaviT sityvis Semsrulebelni da ara mxolod momsmenni Tavis mosatyueblad!~ (iak. 1:19, 21-22). mniSvnelovania aRiniSnos, rom iakobi sulis gadarCenaze Zmebs elaparakeba da ara urwmunoebs. igi yuradRebas amaxvilebs rogorc RvTis sityvis mosmenaze, ise mis morCilebaze. samSvinveli adamianis erTaderTi nawilia, romlis gadarCenis maCvenebels ganvsazRvravT. Cven vTanamSromlobT RvTis sityvis mosmeniT da morCilebiT, romelic Tavis mxriv process aCqarebs an piriqiT, gadarCenis winsvla brkoldeba RvTis naTqvamis ugulebelyofiT. Cveni sulebis gardaqmnas gadamwyveti mniSvneloba aqvs Cveni, rogorc morwmuneebis kargi dasasrulisTvis. da bolos, CvenSi aris kidev erTi nawili, romelic unda gadarCes: Cveni sxeulebi. yuradRebiT waikiTxeT, ras wers pavle am sakiTxTan dakavSirebiT. `radgan viciT, rom roca daingreva es Cveni miwieri saxli _ karavi, RvTisgan gvaqvs Senoba zecaSi, xelTuqmneli saxli, saukuno. amitomac voxravT, zeca 195

da vnatrobT Cveni zeciuri saxliT Semosvas, misiT Semosilni ki, SiSvlebi aRar aRmovCndebiT. radgan vidre am karavSi vimyofebiT, tvirTqveS varT da voxravT, vinaidan gaxda ki ar gvsurs, aramed Semosva, raTa mokvdavi STainTqas sicocxliT. swored amisTvis Segvqmna RmerTma da suli mogvca sawindrad. amitom varT yovelTvis mxned; da viciT, rom sanam sxeulSi varT damkvidrebulni, ganSorebulni varT uflisgan, vinaidan rwmeniT davdivarT da ara xilviT. Tumca mxned varT da gvirCevnia ganvSordeT sxeuls, raTa ufalTan davbinavdeT~. (2 kor. 5:1-8) am sityvebis wakiTxva didad gvaimedebs da Cvens sam­ Svinvels wmends kidec. yuradReba miaqcieT, rom pavle ubralod ki ar axsenebs, aramed samomavlod saukuno sxe­ ulebis qonis faqts eyrdnoba. sxva adgilas is ambobs: `vinaidan es xrwnadi uxrwnelobiT unda Seimosos da es mokvdavi ukvdavebiT unda Seimosos~ (1 kor. 15:53). Cveni sxeulebi iseTive iqneba, rogoric iesos aqvs, radgan werili ase acxadebs: `sayvarelno! axla RvTis Svilebi varT, oRond jer ar gamomJRavnebula, rani viqnebiT. mag­ ram viciT, rom, roca gamoCndeba, misi msgavsni viqnebiT, radgan vixilavT mas, rogoric aris~ (1 ioan. 3:2). modi, ganvixiloT, rogori iyo iesos sxeuli aRdgomis Semdeg. yvela is fizikuri niSan-Tviseba, rac mis sxeuls hqonda, Cvenc gveqneba sxeulebis gamosyidvis Semdeg. daviwyoT imiT, rac misi aRdgomis dilas samarxTan moxda. mariam magdaleli pirveli iyo, vinc carieli samarxi naxa da tirili daiwyo, radgan uflis sxeuli moparuli egona. `... ukan Sebrunda da iqve mdgari ieso dainaxa. mag­ ram ver icno, rom ieso iyo. hkiTxa iesom: `dedakaco, ratom stiri, vis eZeb?!~ mariams mebaRe egona da uTxra: `batono, Tu Sen waiRe, miTxari, sad daasvene, da me wamoviReb!~. (ioan. 20:14-15) ieso garegnulad Cveulebrivi adamianisgan ar gan­ sxvavdeboda. igi ucxoplanetels ar hgavda samecniero 196 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

fantastikis Janris filmidan. mariamma ufali ver icno, radgan maSinve ver darwmunda mis aRdgomaSi. qalma ixila sastikad mokluli, waRebuli da damarxuli qriste. sanam ieso Tavad ar gamoelaparaka, mariamma manam ver daijera, rom mas cocxals xedavda da SecdomiT mebaRed miiCnia. amrigad, mas Cveni msgavsi sxeuli hqonda. iesos sxeuli arafriT gansxvavdeboda Cveulebrivi mokvdavis sxeulisgan, Tumca unda daisvas kiTxva, mariamma misi suli ixila Tu namdvilad xorcSesxmuli ieso? am kiTxvaze naTel pasuxs vxedavT sxva istoriidan, roca igi mowafeebs eCvena. man Tqva: `magram man uTxra: `ratom SeZrwundiT? ratom gebadebaT gulSi aseTi fiqrebi? SexedeT Cems xelebsa da fexebs! es me var TviTon. SemexeT da naxeT, radgan suls ar aqvs xorci da Zvlebi, me ki maqvs, rogorc xedavT!~ (luk. 24:38-39). iesos aqvs xorci da Zvlebi! amrigad, Cvenc gveqneba isini. yuradReba miaqcieT, rom ieso arafers ambobs sisxlze. imitom, rom misi sisxli RvTis wyalobis taxts epkura. darwmunebuli var, rom axla mis ZarRvebSi RvTis didebuli sicocxle Cqefs. iesos aseve SeeZlo fizikuri sakvebis miReba. Cven vkiTxulobT: `magram raki sixarulisgan ver ijerebdnen da gaocebulebi iyvnen; hkiTxa maT: `saWmeli Tu gaqvT aq?~ da miawodes Semwvari Tevzis nawili da goleuli. aiRo da maT Tvalwin SeWama~ (luk. 24:41-43). iesos mowafeebTan erTad mxolod erTxel rodi uWamia. amis Sesaxeb ori sxva Canaweric arsebobs: pirveli SemTxveva emausis gzaze moxda, roca ieso erT-erTi mowafis saxlSi SeipatiJes da meore, roca man sauzme moamzada TerTmeti mowafisTvis zRvis napiras. amrigad, Cven Wamis unari gveqneba maradiul sxeulebSi. iesos gandidebuli sxeuliT laparaki, simRera, siaruli, sagnebis daWera da sxva amgvari SeeZlo Cveulebrivi adamianis msgavsad, magram is kedlebSic gadioda da xorcielad uxilavi xdeboda! SesaZloa, kiTxva dasvaT: `mas xorci da Zvlebi hqonda, magram kedlebSi gavla da gaqroba rogor SeeZlo?~ oh, diax. naxeT, ras wers ioane: `imave dRes, saRamoJams, kviris pirvel dRes, ieso iudevelTa SiSiT karCaketilSi msxdar mowafeebTan movida, SuaSi dadga da uTxra maT: `mSvidoba Tqvenda!~ (ioan. 20:19). zeca 197

am Sexvedrisas ieso Tomas sTxovs, rom TiTebi mis nalursmev xelebsa da ferdSi Cayos. amrigad, sruliad garkveviT vxedavT, rom iesos xorci da Zvelbi hqonda. sainteresoa, rogor aRmoCnda is oTaxSi, roca karebi Caketili iyo? igi kedlidan Semovida da ubralod, gamoCnda. mas aseve advilad SeeZlo gauCinareba, risi das­ turic werilSia. roca emausis gzaze mowafeebs Sexvda da erT-erTis saxlSi puri gatexa, werilis Tanaxmad, `maSin Tvali aexilaT da icnes igi, magram is uCinari Seiqna maTTvis~ (luk. 24:31). aRmdgar sxeulebSi Cvenc gveqneba gaqrobisa da sxva adgilze xelaxla gamoCenis unari. es xsnis, Tu rogor SevZlebT did manZilze gadaadgilebas axal casa da axal dedamiwaze. amis gakeTeba namdvilad mogviwevs, radgan RvTis qalaqi 1400 milia (2253 km) sigrZiTa da siganiT, rom araferi vTqvaT sxva galaqtikebamde arsebul manZilebze. aseve SegveZleba haerSi moZraoba; gaixseneT rogor amaRlda ieso zecad mowafeebTan 40 dRis yofnis Semdeg. kidev erTi ram, rac jastinma mamas uambo (da es sxva adamianebisganac vici, romelTac zecis xilva hqondaT), gaxlavT nebismier manZilze siarulis, livlivisa da meyseulad aRmoCenis unari. iesosTan erTad jastinis zeciuri mogzaurobisas iyo momentebi, roca is dadioda an haerSi livlivebda sxvadasxva mimarTulebiT gadaad­ gilebisas. qristes aTaswlovani mefoba saWiroa, yuradReba mivapyroT RvTis qalaqis mdebareobis Secvlas, magram Tavdapirvelad, is movlenebi ganvixiloT, romlebic manamde moxdeba. eklesiis eris dasrulebis Semdeg Svidwliani gasaWiris periodi dadgeba. urjuloebis kaci, antiqriste gamovlindeba da mravals acdunebs. igi winaRudgeba da Tavs aimaRlebs yvelaferze, rasac RmerTi ewodeba an Tayvaniscemas moiTxovs. igi wmidanebis devnas Seudgeba da mraval ers gauZRveba sibnelisken RvTis winaaRmdeg amboxebis gziT. am droisTvis ufali mova Tavisi wmidanebis wasayvanad. zogierTebis rwmeniT, es Svidwlian gasaWiramde moxdeba, sxva morwmuneebis azriT _ SuaSi, xolo zogi am movlenas 198 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

gasaWiris dasasruls elodeba. am sakiTxs axla ar Sevexebi. gacilebiT mniSvnelovania, ramdenad mzad viqnebiT im dRisTvis. pavle eklesiis `atacebas~ ramdenjerme aRniSnavs axal aRTqmaSi. erT-erTi adgili Semdegia: `vinaidan TviTon ufali Camova cidan brZanebis sit­yviT, mTavarangelozis xmiT da RvTis sayviriT; da jer qristeSi gansvenebulni aRdgebian; Semdeg ki Cven, cocxlad darCenilebi, maTTan erTad viqnebiT atacebulni RrublebSi, raTa haerSi SevegeboT ufals da amgvarad, ufalTan viqnebiT samaradisod~. (1 Tes. 4:16-17) es ar gaxlavT ieso qristes meored mosvla. igi am dros dedamiwaze ar Camova aramed Tavis morwmuneebs haerSi Seegebeba. meored mosvla iqneba Svidwliani gasaWiris dReebis dasasruls, roca TeTr cxenze amxedrebuli ieso zeciuri armiisa da uamravi wmidanis TanxlebiT gamoCndeba (ix. iud. 14). antiqriste, cru winaswarmetyveli, msoflio lidere­ bi da erebis erTiani armia ufalsa da mis mxedrobas daupirispirdebian. ieso erTdRian brZolaSi gaanadgurebs maT Tavisi maxviliT da daxocilTa gvamebs cis frinvelebi SeWamen. es movlena sayovelTaod cnobilia armagedonis saxeliT, radgan xsenebuli brZola megidos velze gaimarTeba, romelic gadaWimulia qarmelis mTidan samxreT-aRmosavleT ierusalimis mimarTulebiT (ix. gamocx. 16:16; gamocx. 19:11-21). msoflioSi iqnebian adamianebi, romlebic arc uflis winaaRmdeg ajanyebulan brZolaSi da arc antiqristes mimxrobian. bevri Teologis azriT, isini gadarCebian da momdevno eraSi cxovrebas gaagrZeleben, romelsac iesos aTaswliani mefoba ewodeba. isini TavianT qveynebSi darCebian da qristes msoflio mmarTvelobas daeqvemdebarebian. maT Cveulebrivi sxeulebi eqnebaT da dedamiwaze gamravldebian. amrigad, dedamiwaze ori tipis adamianebi icxovreben gasaWiris wlebis Semdgom: isini, vinc armagedonis brZolas gadaurCnen da wmidanebi, romlebic iesosTan zeca 199

erTad dabrundnen. wmidanebs maTi mefis, iesos msgavsad, gandidebuli sxeulebi eqnebaT da masTan erTad imefeben dedamiwaze. Zneli misaxvedri ar aris, ra urTierToba eqneba am or jgufs. maT igive damokidebuleba eqnebaT, rogoric iesos hqonda mis mowafeebTan aRdgomis Semdeg. gandidebul wmidanebs saubris, siarulis, Wamis da dedamiwis mkvidr mosaxleobasTan urTierToba SeeZlebaT. werili gveubneba, rom am periodSi sayovelTao mSvi­ doba daisadgurebs. faqtobrivad, es iqneba mSvidoba mTel samyaroSi, radgan satanasa da mis damqaSebs aTasi wliT SeboWaven. ar iqneba omebi, winaswar akviatebuli Sexedulebebi, siZulvili, sircxvili, danaSauli, avadmyofoba da ase Semdeg, radgan yvela eri RvTisken motrialdeba mTeli guliT, rogorc miqa winaswarmetyveli ambobs: `da iqneba ukanasknel dReebSi, rom uflis saxlis mTa mTaTa saTaveSi ganmtkicdeba, amaRldeba igi gorakebze da yoveli xalxi misken daiwyebs dinebas. mravali xalxi mova da ityvis `modiT, avideT uflis mTaze, iakobis RmerTis saxlSi; raTa man gvaswavlos Tavisi gzebi da viaroT misi bilikebiT, radgan sionidan gamova rjuli da ierusalimidan _ uflis sityva!~ mraval xalxs Soris samarTals gansjis da amxels Zlier, Soreul erebs; isini maxvilebisgan saxnisebs gamoWeden da Subebisgan _ namglebs; aRar aRmarTavs maxvils eri erze da oms aRaravin iswavlis. da dajdeba TiToeuli Tavisi vazisa da leRvis qveS da aRarafers SeuSindeba, radgan cabaoT uflis bagem brZana~. (miq. 4:1-4) dadgeba sayovelTao ayvavebis xana daculi finansuri sistemiT, radgan erebi RvTis kanonebs daemorCilebian. es saocari dro iqneba! gankiTxva didi TeTri taxtis winaSe aTasi wlis Semdeg satanas sapyrobilidan gaaTavisufleben mokle xniT. mas erebis cdunebis ufleba miecema. 200 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

cdunebas ar daeqvemdebarebian gandidebuli sxeulebis mqone wmidanebi, aramed mxolod msoflios erebis mosaxleoba mokvdavi sxeulebiT _ isini, vinc armagedons gadaurCnen da mileniumis periodSi gamravldnen. amboxebulebi erTad Seikribebian da ierusalims gars Semoertymian omis gasaCaReblad. amis Semdeg RvTis cec­ xli Camova cidan da gaanadgurebs maT. Tavad eSmaks Caagdeben `tbaSi, romelic iwvis cecxliTa da gogirdiT~. is iq daitanjeba dRe da Rame samaradisod da metad ver gaTavisufldeba (ix. gamocx. 20:7-10). am movlenas maSinve mohyveba didi TeTri taxtis samsjavro. hadesi gadmoscems masSi myofi gardacvlilebis yvela Taobas, romelic adamidan dawyebuli am bolo brZolamde cxovrobda. yvela, vinc ar Sevida iahvesTan aRTqmaSi Zvelad an ar daemorCila iesos uflobas, mefis winaSe warsdgeba da pasuxs agebs ise, rogorc damoukideblis, motyuebulis, gaubedavisa da ormagi cxovrebis gasamarTleba vixileT. visi saxelic ar aRmoCndeba Cawerili sicocxlis wignSi, cecxlis tbaSi Caigdeba satanasa da mis angelozebTan erTad. axali ca da axali dedamiwa axlandeli ca da miwa cecxliT daiwveba (ix. 2 petr. 3:10-13) da axali ca da miwa gamoCndeba. ioane mociquli wers: `da vixile axali ca da axali dedamiwa, vinaidan pirvelma cam da pirvelma dedamiwam gadaiares, da zRva aRar iyo~ (gamocx. 21:1). Semdeg ioanem axali ierusalimis zecidan Camosvla aRwera, romelic samudamod dedamiwaze unda yofiliyo. qalaqi moxsenebulia rogorc kravis sapatarZlo, radgan is uflis mier gamosyidulTa samkvidrebeli iqneba adamidan moyolebuli yvela im adamianamde, vinc qristes meored mosvlisas dideba miiRo. ioane axali ierusalimis amomwurav aRwerilobas gvTavazobs: `wamiyvana sulSi didsa da maRal mTaze, da maCvena wmida qalaqi ierusalimi, cidan rom eSveboda RmerTisgan; RvTis didebis mqone, misi Suqi patiosan Tvals hgavs, broliviT gamWvirvale iaspis qvas. zeca 201

didi da maRali galavani aqvs, Tormeti karibWe da karibWeebSi _ Tormeti angelozi; da zed dawerili saxelebi, romlebic israelianTa Tormet toms ekuTvnis. sami karibWe _ aRmosavleTidan, sami karibWe _ CrdiloeTidan, sami _ samxreTidan da samic _ dasavleTidan. qalaqis galavans Tormeti saZirkveli aqvs da maTzea kravis Tormeti mociqulis saxelebi. CemTan molaparakes sazomad oqros lerwami hqonda, qalaqis, misi karibWeebisa da galavnis gasazomad. qalaqi oTxkuTxedia. misi sigrZe igivea, rac sigane; da gadazoma qalaqi ler­ wmiT Tormeti aTas stadionze; misi sigrZe, sigane da simaRle Tanabaria. gazoma misi galavani da gamovida as ormocdaoTxi wyrTa, kacis sazomiT, romelic angelozisaa. galavani iaspiT aris nagebi, xolo qalaqi _ wmida minis msgavsi sufTa oqroTi. qalaqis galavnis saZirkvlebi yovelgvari Zvirfasi qviT aris mopirkeTebuli; pirveli saZirkveli iaspia, meore _ safironi, mesame _ qalkedoni, meoTxe _ zurmuxti; mexuTe _ sardoniqsi, meeqvse _ sardioni, meSvide _ qrizoliTi, merve _ bivrili, mecxre _ topazi, meaTe _ qrisoprasi, meTerTmete _ iakinTi, meTormete _ ameTvisto. Tormeti karibWe Tormeti margalitia: yoveli karibWe _ TiTo margaliti, xolo qalaqis quCa sufTa oqroa, gamWvirvale minis msgavsi~. (gamocx. 21:10-21) qalaqi sunTqvisSemkvreli da imdenad gasaocaria, rom Cven mier nanaxi verc erTi amqveyniuri qalaqi ver Seedreba. igi simdidres, brwyinvalebas da didebulebas asxivebs. iq araviTar gaxrwnilebas adgili ar eqneba, radgan qalaqi ukiduresad wmindaa. ioane ase agrZelebs aRweras: `da maCvena broliviT brwyinvale sicocxlis wylis mdinare, RvTisa da kravis taxtidan rom moedineboda. misi quCis SuagulSi, mdinaris gaRmagamoRma sicocxlis xea, romelsac Tormeti nayofi gamoaqvs, TiToeul Tves Tavisi nayofi; xolo xis foTlebi xalxTa gansakurnavadaa. metad aRaraferi 202 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

iqneba dawyevlili; da RvTisa da kravis taxti iqneba masSi, da misi msaxurni emsaxurebian mas. ixilaven mis saxes, da misi saxeli Sublze eqnebaT. Rame aRar iqneba da aRar dasWirdebaT arc lampris Suqi da arc mzis sinaTle, vinaidan ufali RmerTi gaunaTebs maT, da imefeben ukuniTi ukunisamde~. (gamocx. 22:15) yuradReba miaqcieT werilis gancxadebas, rom RvTis saxes vixilavT. Cven gavxdebiT mowme imisa, rasac mose ase natrobda da ver ixila. ra saocari da aRsafrTovanebelia! aseve, yuradReba miaqcieT, rom sicocxlis xis foTlebi erebs gankurnavs. es ramdenime saintereso kiTxvas warmoSobs. romel erebzea laparaki, roca qalaqSi wmidanebi mkvidroben? visze imefeben wmidanebi samaradJamod? iqnebian Tu ara im dros bunebrivi gziT dabadebuli adamianebi? amaze pasuxs esaia winaswarmetyveli gvaZlevs. `radgan, aha, vqmni axal cas da axal dedamiwas. aRar gaaxsendebaT pirvandeli da gulzec aRaravis mouva. gaixareT da samudamod ilxineT imiT, rasac ­vqmni, radgan, aha, me vqmni ierusalims lxinad da mis xalxs _ sixarulad. da movilxen ierusalimSi da gavixareb Cems xalxSi, da aRar gaismeba masSi tirili­sa da moTqmis xma~. (es. 65:17-19) axla esaia axali ierusalimis gareT myof adamianebs mimarTavs: `aRar iqneba iq Cvili an moxuci, romelic ar gaasrulebs Tavis dReebs, radgan asi wlisac ymawvili­ viT mokvdeba, da codvili, Tundac asi wlisa, daiwyevleba. aaSeneben saxlebs da icxovreben, gaaSeneben venaxebs da SeWamen maT nayofs. sxvaTa sacxovreblad ar aaSeneben da sxvaTa saWmelad ar gaaSeneben, radgan dReebi Cemi xalxisa xis dReebiviT iqneba da TviTonve gacveTen TavianTi xelis namoqmedars Cemi rCeulni. amaod ar iSromeben da SfoTisTvis ar gaaCenen, radgan uflis mier kurTxeuli zeca 203

Teslis arian da maTi STamomavalic maTTan erTad. da iqneba, sanam momixmoben _ vupasuxeb, jer kidev laparakSi iqnebian, rom Sevismen. mgeli da kravi erTad ibalaxeben; lomi, xariviT SeWams Tivas, gvels ki mtveri eqneba saWmelad. aRar avneben da daazianeben isini mTels Cems wmida mTaze! _ ambobs ufali~. (es. 65:20-25) bevri am monakveTs SecdomiT qristes aTaswlovan mefobas miakuTvnebs. Tumca is naTlad miuTiTebs droze, roca axali ca da axali miwa gamoCndeba. ioane mociqulisa da esaias wignebis Seswavla gvarwmunebs, rom im dros iqnebian RvTis qalaqis gareT macxovrebeli adamianebi. isini TavianT saxlebs aSeneben sayovelTao simSvidisa da ayvavebis maradiul xanaSi. isini ar SeiZleba iyvnen wmida qalaqis mkvidrni, radgan maT Tavad iesom gaumzada savaneebi (ix. ioan. 14:2-4). aseve yuradReba miaqcieT, rom am adamianebs Svilebi gauCndebaT. aqedan gamomdinare, isini ar SeiZleba iyvnen gandidebuli wmidanebi, radgan iesom naTlad ganacxada, rom aRmdgari wmidanebi arc bavSvebs Soben da arc qorwindebian. man Tqva: `aRdgomisas arc cols irTaven, arc Txovdebian, aramed arian rogorc RvTis angelozebi caSi~ (maT. 22:30). es kidev erTi faqtia, romelic jastinma zecaSi yofnis Semdeg daadastura. es erebi axal miwas daimkvidreben, gaamdidreben mas nargavebiT, mosavliT da SenobebiT. isini gamravldebian da daubrkoleblad aavseben dedamiwas swored ise, rogorc adamsa da mis STamomavlebs unda gaekeTebinaT, codviT rom ar dacemuliyvnen. rogor SeiZleba amas logikuri axsna movuZebnoT? erTi daskvna, romlis gamotanac SeiZleba, Semdegi gaxlavT: roca aTaswleuli daiwyeba, bunebrivi adamianuri cxovreba gagrZeldeba, radgan Cveni bolo mteri _ sikvdili _ ganqardeba (ix. 1 kor. 15:26). ieso daamsxvrevs sikvdilis wyevlas, rogorc sulier, ise fizikur aspeqtSi. amrigad, kacobrioba aTaswlian periodSi fizikurad gaZlebs. SesaZloa, mileniumis dasasruls Cveulebrivma adamianebma miiRon sicocxlis niWi, Tu isini RvTis winaaRmdeg ar ajanydebian satanis mcire droiT 204 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

gamoSvebisas. mefsalmune wers: `Taobidan TaobaSi davadgen Sens saxels gasaxseneblad, amitom xotbas Segasxamen xalxebi ukuniTi ukunisamde~ (fs. 45:17). am SesaZleblobis gagebis erT-erTi gza is gaxlavT, rom es adamianebi dacemamde adamisa da evas msgavsebad miviCnioT. adami sikvdilisTvis ar Seqmnila, aramed maradiuli sicocxlisTvis. es niWi daumorCileblobis gamo daikarga; man sikvdilis wyevla moitana da mTeli rasa daaknina. axal ierusalimSi mxolod qriste da gandidebuli sxe­ ulebis mqone wmidanebi damkvidrdebian. Tumca Cans, rom mokvdavi sxeulebis mqone adamianebsac eqnebaT qalaqSi Sesvlis, mis nayofis dagemovnebisa da uflis Tayvaniscemis ufleba. es kargad Cans ioanes wignidan: `erebi ivlian mis naTelze, miwieri mefeebi miitanen iq TavianT didebas da pativs. ar daiketeba dRisiT misi karibWeni, radgan Rame aRar iqneba iq. da miitanen masSi erebis didebasa da pativs~. (gamocx. 21:24-26) Tavdapirvelad adamiani codvis cdunebiT daeca. man sasjelad sikvdili miiRo rogorc fizikurad, ise sulierad, rasac Sedegad maradiuli sikvdili mohyva. miuxedavad amisa, codviT dacemas ar Seucvlia RvTis Tavdapirveli maradiuli gegma, romelic RmerTs adamianis dedamiwaze cxovrebis Sesaxeb hqonda. SesaZlebelia Tu ara, rom RvTis Canafiqrma marcxi ganicados adamianis daumorCileblobis gamo? ara! RmerTma adamianis warumatebloba kurTxevad aqcia qristes­ mieri gamosyidvis meSveobiT, dacemuli kacobriobidan gandidebuli zeciuri adamianebis SekrebiT, romlebic sabolood mTel kacobriobaze imefeben axal miwaze. es gvexmareba iesos sityvebis gagebaSi erTguli msaxuris igavidan: `kargi, keTilo monav, raki mciredze erTguli iyavi, aT qalaqze gqondes xelmwifeba~ (luk. 19:17). SesaZlebelia Tu ara, rom aq laparaki iyos mileniumis qalaqebisa da maradiulis eris Sesaxeb axal dedamiwaze? codviT dacema rom ar momxdariyo, RmerTs ar eyoleboda gandidebul adamianTa kategoria, romelic zeca 205

mas dedamiwis da samyaros marTvis saqmeebSi daexmareboda ukuniTi ukunisamde. man es winaswar ganWvrita maradiuli sibrZnis meSveobiT. swored amitom ewodeba iesos `wuTisoflis dasabamidan dakluli kravi~ (gamocx. 13:8). aTaswlovani mefobis dasawyisidan da Semdeg axali dedamiwis maradiul eraSi RvTis Tavdapirveli Canafiqri aRsruldeba: dedamiwa dasaxldeba Cveulebrivi adamianebiT, romlebic maradiulad icxovreben. sruliad gamarTldeba iesos sityvebi: `movides mefoba Seni, da iyos neba Seni, viTarca caTa Sina, egreca qveyanasa zeda~ (maT. 6:10). dedamiwazec iqneba igive mdgomareoba, rac jastinma zecaSi ixila: umSvenieresi axali ferebi, coc­ xali mcenareebi da kldeebi, romlebic RmerTs ugaloben, srulyofili arqiteqtura, cocxali wyali da ase Semdeg. marTlac idealuri samyaroa! esaia Tavis winaswarmetyvelur wigns axali dedamiwis Sesaxeb naTqvamiT asrulebs: `radgan rogorc axali ca da axali miwa, romelTac vqmni me, iqnebian Cems winaSe _ ambobs ufali _ aseve iqneba Tqveni Tesli da Tqveni saxeli. da iqneba, axalmTvaridan axalmTvaremde, SabaTidan SabaTamde, mova yoveli xorcieli Tayvansacemad Cems winaSe! _ ambobs ufali. gamovlen da dainaxaven Cems winaaRmdeg Semcode adamianTa gvamebs, radgan maTi matli ar mokvdeba da maTi cecxli ar Caqreba. da SesazizRi iqnebian yoveli xorcielisTvis!~ (es. 66:22-24) es azri gvafxizlebs, rom mTeli maradisobis ganmavlobaSi SegveZleba garkveul adgilas misvla da satanis, misi angelozebisa da uflis winaaRmdeg amboxebuli kacobriobis saSineli xvedris danaxva. albaT, RvTis sibrZnem gansazRvra, rom yovel qmnilebas yovelTvis Tvalwin hqonoda codvisa da amboxebis SemaZrwunebeli Sedegebi. ifiqreT amaze: satana codvaSi macduneblis gareSe Cavarda. Tu RmerTi am suraTs mTeli maradisobis ganmavlobaSi aCvenebs mTel qmnilebas, es luciferisa da misi angelozebis saSinel codvis Cadenisgan Semaferxebeli mZlavri faqtori iqneba. rogorc ukve aRvniSneT, gandidebuli wmidanebi ­RvTis 206 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

qalaqSi, axal ierusalimSi icxovreben. isini TavianT sazRaurs da saukuno mefesTan msaxurebis maradiul poziciebs miiReben qristes samsjavro taxtTan aTaswlovani mefobis dadgomamde, rasac momdevno TavSi safuZvlianad ganvixilavT.

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ven yvelani warvdgebiT qristes samsjavros winaSe. pavle visze laparakobs, morwmuneebze Tu urwmunoebze? monakveTis konteqstis ganxilva yovelgvar gaugebrobas aRmofxvris: igi morwmuneebze laparakobs. pavle qristianebis mier TanamoZmis gankiTxvis an Seurac­ xyofis seriozulobaze miuTiTebs da aRniSnavs, rom amis gamkeTebeli pasuxs agebs RvTis winaSe. amrigad, ara marto urwmunoebi wardgebian samsjavroze, rogorc wina TavebSi vixileT, aramed yvela qristiani, raTa RmerTs angariSi Caabaron dedamiwaze gatarebuli cxovrebisTvis. es Tema kidev erTxel aris xazgasmuli pavles werilSi korinTelTa mimarT, rome­lic wina TavSi ganvixileT: `... Tumca mxned varT da gvirCevnia ganvSordeT sxeuls, raTa ufalTan davbinavdeT. amitom vcdilobT kidec _ aq viqnebiT Tu iq, misTvis sasur­ velni viyoT. vinaidan Cven, yvelani unda gamovcxaddeT qristes samsjavros winaSe, raTa TiToeulma miiRos imis mixedviT, rasac sxeulis sicocxlis dros akeTebda _ keTils Tu borots. da raki uflis SiSi viciT, adamianebs SevagonebT, Cven ki gacxadebulni varT RvTisTvis da vimedovneb, rom Tqveni sindisisTvisac varT gacxadebulni~. (2 kor. 5:8-11) da kvlav, pavles naTqvamidan sruliad cxadia, rom igi laparakobs ara codvilebis, aramed qristianebis 209

gasamarTlebaze. misi naTqvami, `gvirCevnia ganvSordeT sxeuls, raTa ufalTan davbinavdeT~, werilis adresatebis raobaSi daeWvebis aranair sababs ar gvitovebs. arc erTi urwmuno ar damkvidrdeba RmerTTan sxeulis ganSorebis Semdeg. igi myisve gaemarTeba hadesSi, xolo misi saukuno samyofeli cecxlis tba iqneba. rogorc adre aRvniSneT, urwmunoebi didi TeTri taxtis samsjavros winaSe wardgebian, rac zemoT moyvanil monakveTSi naxsenebi morwmuneTa gankiTxvidan karga xnis Semdeg moxdeba. modi, mokled mimovixiloT wina Tavis dakvirvebis Sedegebi! ieso dedamiwaze zeciuri laSqriT dabrundeba, antiqristes daamarcxebs, satanas daatyvevebs da ierusalimSi Tavis mmarTvelobas daafuZnebs aTasi wlis ganmavlobaSi. amis Semdeg, satanas ufskrulidan gamouSveben da mokle droiT erebis cdunebis neba miecema. maT cidan Camosuli cecxli STanTqavs da eSmaki cecxlis tbaSi samudamod iqneba Cagdebuli. Semdeg, yvela uRvTo da urwmuno hadesidan aRdgeba da didi TeTri taxtis winaSe wardgeba. ieso amas gankiTxvis aRdgomas uwodebs (ix. ioan. 5:29). visi saxelic ar iyo Cawerili sicocxlis wignSi, Cagdebuli iqneba cecxlis tbaSi. meore mxriv, morwmuneTa gankiTxva didi TeTri taxtis samsjavromde karga xniT adre iqneba. es dro naTlad ar Cans wm. werilSi, Tumca viciT, rom xsenebuli movlena eklesiis RrublebSi atacebis Semdeg da qristes aTaswliani mefobis dawyebamde moxdeba. amrigad, am or mTavar gankiTxvas erTmaneTisgan aTasi weli aSorebs (es sakiTxi afabelis alegoriaSi naCvenebi ar aris). romaelTa werilis sityvebs exmianeba 2 kor. 5:10: `vinaidan Cven, yvelani unda gamovcxaddeT qristes samsjavros winaSe~. romaelTa me-14 da 2 korinTelTa me-5 TavebSi sityva `samsjavro~ Targmnilia erTaderTi berZnuli sityvidan `bema~. strongis leqsikonSi Strong’s Concordance-Si igi Semdegnairad ganimarteba: `safexuri, baqani, [sasamarTlo]~.1 UBS Commentary acxadebs: `samsjavro iyo qalaqis sasamarTlos gankiTxvis adgili romis imperiaSi. pavle am saxebas iyenebs qristes gankiTxvis saqmianobis aRsawerad~.2 amaze dayrdnobiT, morwmuneTa gankiTxvas qristes samsjavros vuwodebT.

qristes samsjavro pirdapiri mniSvnelobiT RvTis uzenaesi sasamarTloa. wmida werili acxadebs, rom mama RmerTma mTeli samsjavro Zes gadasca (ix. ioan. 5:22). ieso qriste mxolod Cveni mxsneli ar aris. igi aseve Cveni msajulicaa da Tavis saxleuls male ganikiTxavs. sityva samsjavros Zireuli mniSvnelobis aRweris umartivesi gza aseTia: gadawyvetilebis miReba kvleva-Ziebis Sedegad _ sasargeblod an sazianod. mravali eklesiis wevri ver acnobierebs, rom isini pasuxs ageben im saqmeebis gamo, rac dedamiwaze cxovrebis xanmokle periodSi hqondaT. bevrs SecdomiT hgonia, rom maTi momavali gasamarTleba miRebuli gadarCeniT mTlianad gamoiricxeba. marTlac, iesos sisxli gvwmeds yvela codvisgan, romelic RvTis samefosgan gvaSorebda; Tumca es ar gvaTavisuflebs gankiTxvisgan, Tu rogor viq­ceodiT qristianul cxovrebaSi, kargad Tu cudad. saukuno gadawyvetilebebi gankiTxva anu gadawyvetilebebi, romlebic qristes samsjavroze miiReba Cveni cxovrebis ganxilvis Semdeg, saukuno iqneba da cvlilebas aRar daeqvemdebareba. erTi wuTiT SeCerdiT da gaixseneT Cveni msjelobebi pirveli Tavidan, roca maradisobis Cawvdomas vcdilobdiT. iakobi dedamiwaze Cvens droebiT cxovrebas warmaval orTqls uwodebs (ix. iak. 4:14). es metafora 80-100 wlian cxovrebas asaxavs maradisobasTan SedarebiT. mas rom hqonoda amJamad TanamedroveobisTvis xelmisawvdomi maTematikuri codna, albaT, ufro zustad ityoda Tavis saTqmels. me, rogorc maTematikis Semswavlelma studentma, ganaTlebis miRebis adreul wlebSi gavige, rom nebismieri ricxvis usasrulobaze ganayofi nulis tolia. 80 weli : usasrulobaze (maradisoba) = 0 an 100 weli : usasrulobaze (maradisoba) = 0 nebismieri gansazRvruli ricxvi nulis toli xdeba usasrulobaze gayofiT an masTan SedarebiT. qristes samsjavro taxti 211

mniSvneloba ar aqvs, ramdeni xani icxovre dedamiwaze. Tundac 150 weli icocxlo, is mainc nulis toli iqneba maradisobasTan SedarebiT. es niSnavs, rom Cveni, ieso qristes morwmuneebis mier am nulovan drois sarkmelSi gakeTebuli saqmeebi gansazRvravs, Tu rogor gavatarebT maradisobas. gaxsovdeT, rom maradisobis gasatarebeli adgili iesos jvarcmasa da mis mxsnel madlTan Cveni damokidebulebiT ganisazRvreba, xolo is, Tu rogor gavatarebT maradisobas RvTis sasufevelSi, amaze pasuxismgebeli Cveni, rogorc qristianebis cxovrebaa. gaxsovT moyvanili alegoriidan, rogor nanobdnen egoisti da didi darbazis ukana rigebSi msxdomi adamianebi, rom fuWad gaflanges enedelis xanmokle cxov­ reba? maTTvis micemuli xuTwliani periodis umetesi nawili sakuTari survilebis dakmayofilebas ufro moxmarda, vidre jeilinis nebis mTeli guliT Sesrulebas. maT aRmoaCines, rom cxovrebis darCenili nawili TiToeul maTganSi arsebuli potencialis Sesabamisad ki ara, gacilebiT dabal doneze unda gaetarebinaT. Tumca yovel maTgans SeeZlo meti Zalisxmeva gamoeCina jeilinTan Sromisa da masTan ufro axlos cxovrebis, ufro metic, masTan erTad zeciur qalaqSi mefobis misaRwevad. maT skolis dasrulebis Semdeg arCevani miecaT, rom xanmokle dro sakuTari siamovnebisTvis gaetarebinaT an piriqiT moqceuliyvnen. nebismier SemTxvevaSi maTi momavali ukve gadawyda. momdevno 130 weli endelis xuTwliani cxovrebis stilis uSualo Sedegi gaxldaT. ifiqreT amaze: 130 weli 5 welTan SedarebiT. es Zalze didi droa. dedamiwaze amden xans erTeulebi Tu cocxloben. egoists da sxvebs iqamde rom efiqraT amaze, sanam endelSi maTi yofnis periodi amoiwureboda, momavali cxov­reba sxvagvari eqnebodaT. miuxedavad Cveni alegoriis am cocxali magaliTisa, is axlosac ver mova gansaxilvel sakiTxTan, amitom sxva suraTi warmovidginoT. mogecaT erTi dRe da am ocdaoTxi saaTis gatarebazea damokidebuli, Tu rogor icxovrebT momdevno aTasi wlis ganmavlobaSi. SeecadeT, gaiazroT aTaswliani periodis xangrZlivoba. es, albaT, amerikis SeerTebuli Statebis Seqmnis iqeT wagviyvans, sanam qristefore kolumbi axali samyaros aRmosaCenad

gaemgzavreboda da sanam normanebi ingliss daipyrobdnen. aTasi weli Zalze didi droa. da mainc, iseT sazRaurs miiRebT, iseT pozicias daikavebT, iseTi samuSao geqnebaT, iseT adamianebTan imuSavebT, iseTi samezoblo geyolebaT, iseT saxlSi icxovrebT, saxlidan iseTi xedi geqnebaT da saerTod, yvelaferi ise geqnebaT aTasi wlis manZilze _ rogorc im erTaderT dRes gaatarebT. nuTu mTel Zalisxmevas ar moaxmarT xsenebul oc­ daoTx saaTs? rogor icxovrebT? nuTu ar SecvliT Tqveni axlandeli cxovrebis stils? nuTu ar Seicvleba Tqveni prioritetebi? nuTu uflis morCileba yvelaze mTavari ar aRmoCndeba? nuTu mis sityvebs meti mondomebiT ar waikiTxavT da mTeli gulmodginebiT ar daemorCi­lebiT? ar SeecdebiT adamianebze zegavlenis moxdenas RvTis samefos sasikeTod? adamianebs sxvagvarad ar moeqceviT? savaraudo cxovrebis stilis CamonaTvalis gagrZeleba usasrulod SeiZleba. da mainc, es araferia imasTan SedarebiT, razec vlaparakobT. radgan erTi dRe 365 000 dReze ( aTasi wlis Sesabamisad) rom gavyoT, gansazRvrul ricxvs viRebT da es ar gaxlavT nuli. modi, kidev ufro Sors wavideT. davuSvaT, im erTi dRis gatarebaze damokidebulia momdevno milioni wlis gatareba _ Tqveni qonebiT, samuSaoTi, TanamSromlebiT, saxliT, samezobloTi, manqaniT da ase Semdeg! SeecadeT, drois am monakveTis warmodgenas. aTvlis wertili ar gvaqvs, radgan kacobrioba dedamiwaze, daaxloebiT, eqvsi aTasi welia, rac cxovrobs. amrigad, Cven mier motanili ricxvi 150-jer aRemateba kacobriobis dedamiwaze cxov­ rebis periods. es TavisTavad miuwvdomlad didia da mainc araferia gansaxilvel saganTan SedarebiT, radgan erTi dRis 365 000 000 dReze (erTi milioni wlis Sesabamisad) gayofiT gansazRvrul ricxvs viRebT da es nuli jer kidev ar aris. mniSvneloba ar aqvs, ra ricxvs davasaxelebT, miliards Tu trilions, radgan erT dResTan SedarebiT mainc gansazRvrul ricxvs viRebT. imisda miuxedavad, ramdeni weli vcocxlobT dedamiwaze, es dro maradisobasTan SedarebiT mainc nulia. iqneb swored amis gamo mogviwodebs pavle mociquli, rom viRvawoT maqsimaluri jildos misaRebad? igi korinTelebis mimarT werilSi gveubneba, rom yvela, qristes samsjavro taxti 213

vinc asparezze gamodis, mosagebad ibrZvis da Semdeg amatebs: `gana ar iciT, rom asparezze yvelani garbian, magram mxolod erTi iRebs jildos? maS, irbineT ise, rom jildo moipovoT. yvela, vinc iRwvis, Tavs ikavebs yvelafrisgan; isini _ xrwnadi gvirgvinis misaRebad, Cven ki _ uxrwnadisa. amitom mec gavrbivar, magram ara umiznod, da arc ise viqnev muStebs, viTom haers vcemde; aramed vTrgunav da vimoneb Cems sxeuls, raTa sxvebs rom vuqadageb, TviTon uRirsi ar aRmovCnde~. (1kor. 9:24-27) pavles Tanaxmad, cxovrebaSi erTi mizani unda gvqondes: miviRoT maradiuli sazRauri, romelic arasodes gadaivlis. ise unda vicxovroT, rom mosagebad viasparezoT. mogebisTvis ki udreki disciplina da TavSekaveba unda gamoviCinoT da mizanswrafulad vicxovroT. wlebis manZilze aqtiuri sportsmeni gaxdliT. roca SeerTebuli Statebis CogburTis asociaciis turnirSi, devisis Tasis iuniorTa da NCAA-s pirveli divizionis SejibrebebSi vmonawileobdi, datvirTul wvrTnas gavdiodi. yoveldRe, eqvis saaTis ganmavlobaSi kortebze vvarjiSobdi da aseulobiT specifikur dartymas vaxorcielebdi Cems mwvrTnelsa da TanagundelebTan erTad. vkiTxulobdi wignebs kortebze gonebis simtkicis SenarCunebis Sesaxeb. kortis miRma fizikurad vvarjiSobdi simZimeebis awevaSi, sirbilsa da TokiT xtomaSi, JongliorobaSi, rom xelisa da Tvalis koordinaciis unari gameumjobesebina da es sia TiTqmis ar iwureboda. imdenad mizanswrafuli da SemarTebuli viyavi, rom dedaCemi Cvens maxloblad arsebul kortebze sawolis gadataniT damemuqra. nebismieri sxva aqtivobisa da sportis saxe­ obisgan gavTavisufldi, romelic Cems winsvlas xels SeuSlida. ase ratom viqceodi? mosagebad, Cempionobis­ Tvis, saukeTeso rom gavmxdariyavi da amisTvis meti jildo mimeRo. RvTis samefoSi es yvelaferi cota sxvagvarad xdeba. aq sxvebs ar vejibrebiT, aramed mxolod sakuTar Tavs 214 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

da Cveni mizania, rom yvelaferSi, rasac vakeTebT, iesos vaamoT (ix. 2kor.5:9). roca wmida werils dakvirvebiT vkiTxulobT, vigebT Cveni uflis survilis Sesaxeb, Tu rogor moveqceT adamianebs, ras mivdioT, ras davuTmoT dro, visze movaxdinoT zegavlena maradisobisTvis, rogor gaviRoT misi samefosa da sxvebisTvis, rogor vapatioT da mraval sxvas. amaze mogvianebiT siRrmiseulad vimsjelebT. daskvna aseTia: unda vicxovroT, rom gavimarjvoT! jildoebis mravalferovneba wmida werili gvaCvenebs, rom morwmuneebis saukuno sazRauri da poziciebi ara marto gansxvavdeba, aramed farTo speqtrs moicavs yvelafris dawva-dakargvidan dawyebuli ieso qristesTan erTad maradiuli mefobiT damTavrebuli (ix. 1 kor. 3:15; gamocx. 3:21). bevri adamiani krTeba, roca esmis sityvebi `zarali~ da `dawva~ sakuTar cxovrebasTan dakavSirebiT. maTTvis Zneli warmosadgenia, rom zecaSi msgavsi ram SeiZleba moxdes. da mainc, es sruli simarTlea da amas wmida werili adasturebs. sanam am muxlebs gagiziarebdeT, neba momeciT, ganmartebis win giTxraT, rom wm. werilSi mSeneblobis metafora araerTxel aris warmodgenili individualuri cxovrebis aRsawerad. sxva SemTxvevebSi, biblia eklesiaze rogorc calkeul Senobaze an taZarze miuTiTebs. metaforis gamoyenebis orive SemTxvevaSi Cven mSeneblebs gviwodeben imasTan dakavSirebiT, Tu rogor vagebT sakuTar an sxvaTa cxovrebas da mTlian eklesias. am Sedarebas xSirad moviyvan wignis darCenil nawilSi. pavle naTlad acxadebs: `... Tqven ki _ RvTis yana da RvTis Senoba [xarT] ... TiToeulma uyuros, rogor aSenebs. radgan aravis ZaluZs sxva saZirkveli Cayaros, garda imisa, rac dadebulia, romelic aris ieso qriste. da vin ras aSenebs am saZirkvelze _ oqros, vercxls, patiosan qvebs, xes, namjas, Tivas _ TiToeulis saqme gamomJRavndeba. vinaidan dRe gamoaCens, radgan is qristes samsjavro taxti 215

cecxliT cxaddeba da TviTon cecxli gamocdis TiToeuli adamianis saqmes. visi aSenebuli saqmec gaZlebs, is miiRebs sazRaurs. visi saqmec daiwveba, is izaralebs; TviTon ki gadarCeba, magram rogorc cecxlisgan~. (1 kor. 3:9-15) Cven vsazRvravT, rogor Senobas avagebT da cxovrebis mSeneblobis nebismier momentSi ori mTavari arCevanis winaSe vdgebiT. erTia droebiTis mimarT miziduloba, romelic xorcis siamovnebas emsaxureba (xe, namja, Tiva) da meore _ Cveni xelaxla Sobili sulis survilis Tanaxmad cxovreba, RvTis maradiuli sityvis miyola (oqro, vercxli da Zvirfasi qvebi). mas Semdeg rac RvTis Tandaswrebis cecxli yvelas saqmeebs gamocdis, Cveni kargad yofna damokidebuli iqneba imaze, Tu rogorc vaSeneT, anu rogor vicxovreT. ara marto Cveni saqmeebi gamoicdeba, aramed Cveni azrebi, motivebi da zraxvebic gamomJRavndeba. swored amitom aris ase mniSvnelovani morwmuneTaTvis, rom gulmodgined moisminon, yuradReba miapyron da gulebSi Caimarxon RvTis sityva, radgan igi gamudmebiT `amJRavnebs, Seiswavlis, ikvlevs da gansjis gulis yovel azrsa da zraxvas~ (ebr. 4:12 AMP). arafers SeuZlia Cveni gulis siRrmeebSi RvTis sityvasaviT Cawvdoma. Tu adamianur azrovnebas, logikas, fsiqologias an sib­ rZnes vusmenT, Cveni fiqrebi da gulis zraxvebi droebi­ Tisken gadaixreba da xSir SemTxvevaSi srul umecrebaSi viqnebiT, rogorc egoisti iyo gankiTxvis darbazSi moxvedram­de. swored am mizezis gamo gvafrTxilebs ieso: `radgan ar arsebobs dafaruli, rom ar gacxaddes da arc saidumlo, rom ar gamJRavndes da ar gacxaddes. amitom daukvirdiT, rogor ismenT: visac aqvs, mas miecema; da visac ara aqvs, isic waerTmeva, rac hgonia, rom aqvs~. (luk. 8:17-18) ieso gveubneba, rom gulSi Rrmad iZireba da Sinagan azrebsa miznebs ayalibebs is, rasac vusmenT da yuradRebas vapyrobT, es yvelaferi ki sabolood, Cvens cxovre­ bas agebs. yuradRebiT unda CavukvirdeT RvTis 216 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

sit­ yvas, radgan igi sinaTlea Cveni bilikisTvis. mis gareSe aucileblad avcdebiT swor gzas nebismieri bnel RameSi mosiarule adamianiviT. SesaZloa, mokle drois manZilze kidec SeinarCunoT swori mimarTuleba, magram bolos mainc gadaxvalT gzidan. gzas acdenilebi, SesaZloa, droebiTma gagvitacos da misiT vaSenoT Cveni cxovreba. es ar gamomJRavndeba, sanam mas RvTis sityva ar gaanaTebs. pavle kidev ufro ganavrcobs am azrs Semdegi naTqvamiT: `da mainc, yvelaferi sinaTliT mJRavndeba, vinaidan rac gamomJRavnda, ukve xiluli da naTelia~ (efes. 5:13). swori gzidan acdenisas ori ram xdeba. pirveli da oridan umjobesia is, rom RvTis sityvis mosmenisas (qadagebis, kiTxvis da megobris an winamZRolis naTqvamis meSveobiT) Cvens sindisSi mxileba modis. amitom aris ase mniSvnelovani RvTis sityvis mtkice dietiT kveba. Tu gonierebi varT, swrafi viqnebiT monaniebasa da patiebis TxovnaSi Cveni azrebis, motivebisa da zraxvebis gamo. im SemTxvevaSi, Tu Cveni sindisi gamudmebulma Secdomebma ugrZnobi gaxada, ufro gaZneldeba RvTis sityvis mosmena, xolo Tu is daiwva, mxileba praqtikulad SeuZlebelia. amitom Segvagonebs wm. werili, rom sindisi wmidad SevinaxoT (ix. ig. 4:23; 2 tim. 1:3). Tu sindiss vicavT da siwmideSi vinarCunebT, advilad vigrZnobT cocxali sit­ yvis Sexebas. meore arCevani, romelic naklebad sasurvelia, gaxlavT Cveni zraxvebis gamomJRavneba gankiTxvis taxtTan. Tu es moxda, SesaZlo jildos davkargavT. amitom kiTxva unda dasvaT, Rirs ki SeewinaaRmdegoT RvTis sityvis mxilebas? yovelTvis, roca mas ugulebelyofT, Tqveni guli qvavdeba da ufro did sicrueSi Sedis. sakuTar mdgomareobas veRar vacnobierebT da realobas mxolod maSin vigebT, roca gankiTxvis taxtTan RvTis didebis naTeli gamoamJRavnebs mas. Cveni maradiuli momavlisTvis mzadeba Cveni cxovrebis ganxilva saidumlod arafers datovebs. yovelive xiluli da cxadi gaxdeba. swored amitom uwodebs pavle mociquli samsjavros `uflis SiSs~. qristes samsjavro taxti 217

aq dawvrilebiT gamoikvleva Cveni motivebi, zraxvebi, fiqrebi, sityvebi, moqmedebebi da ase Semdeg. The Message Bible-is versiiT 1 kor. 3:9-sa da 12-15-Si moyvanili pavles sityvebi Senebasa da samjavrosTan dakavSirebiT metad Zalmosilia: `sxva sityvebiT rom vTqvaT, Tqven RvTis yana da RvTis Senoba xarT. sifrTxile gamoiCineT sam­ ­ Se­­ n­ e­ blo masalis SerCevaSi, radgan TiToeulis saqme gamomJRavndeba! Tu iaffasian da dabali xaris­ xis masalas gamoiyenebT, gamoaSkaravdebiT. kvleva detalu­ ri da mkacri iqneba. erT ramesac ki ver gamoaparebT. visi saqmec gamoZiebas gauZlebs, is miiRebs sazRaurs. da Tu ver gauZlo, dairRveva da xelaxla daiwyeba. Tqven ki dazaraldebiT, Tumca vaivaglaxiT gadarCebiT~. ar vici, Tqven ras fiqrobT, magram me ar minda Zliv­ sZlivobiT gadavurCe qristes samsjavros. aq Cvens saukuno xvedrze vlaparakobT. SegiZliaT warmoidginoT, ra dReSi Cavardeba adamianTa umravlesoba? Cvens alegoriaSi moqmedi personaJebisTvis sruliad moulodneli iyo is, ris winaSe dadgomac mouxdaT garda mowyalebisa, romelic momzadebuli Sexvda maradisobas. sxvebma seriozulad ver aRiqves martivi moZRvrebac ki, rac Tavidanve unda scodnodaT. gamudmebiT vuyureb am qveynierebis gonier adamianebs, romlebic momavlisTvis emzadebian. maTi Sroma karieris Sesaqmnelad skolis karis SeRebisTanave iwyeba. warmatebuli karieris Semdgomi nabijia saxlebis SeZena kapitalis dagrovebis mizniT. isini aseve zogaven garkveul Tanxas da sapensio fondsac iqmnian xandazmulobis periodisTvis. zogierTi Warbi SemosavliT investiciebs axorcielebs mogebis misaRebad. es yvelaferi momavlis uzrunvelyofisTvis keTdeba. maT ar surT gaWirvebaSi cxovreba, gansakuTrebiT ki moxucebulobis asakSi. es adamianebi sapensio asakisTvis iseve rom emzadebodnen rogorc mravali maradisobisTvis emzadeba, Tavs did safrTxeSi Caigdebdnen. isini bevri eklesiisgan gansxvavebiT SeSfoTebulebi da daSinebulebi iqnebodnen. 218 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

neba momeciT, savaraudo suraTi dagixatoT. warmoidgineT, ra mdgomareoba iqneba im dRes, roca adamians asakis gamo samsaxuridan daiTxoven. pirveli, socialuri uzrunvelyofa moiSleba da ar iqneba Semosavali yo­ velTviuri Senatanis gansaxorcieleblad. ara mxo­ lod es, aramed misi aqtivebis mflobeli banki karebs g ­ aixuravs da saqmidan gava. danazogebi aRar aqvs. imave dRes adamiani cecxlis alSi gaxveuli iRviZebs. misi saxli iwvis. igi xanZars Tavs aRwevs mxolod im tansacmliT, romelic zed acvia da isRa darCenia, saxlis bolomde dawvas uyuros, rac sruliad anadgurebs yvelafers, rac odesme SeuZenia. es Zalze naRvliani dRe iqneba im adamianis cxovrebaSi. da mainc, saqme swored iseT suraTTan gvaqvs, romelsac pavle gvixatavs. es dRe aucileblad daudgeba zogierT qristians qristes samsjavroze. kvlav moismineT misi sityvebi: `visi saqmec daiwveba, is izaralebs; TviTon ki gadarCeba, magram rogorc cecxlisgan~ (1 kor. 3:15). caTa samefos brZenma moqalaqeebma ician, rom SeuZlebelia momavlis Seqmna sapensio asakSi. Cven maradisobisTvis unda movemzadoT! naxsenebi brZenebi is adamianebi arian, romlebic TavianT saukuno momavals gegmaven. isini garkveuli miznisTvis cxovroben da ician, rom maTi maradiuli xvedri dedamiwaze cxovrebiT iwereba. es maT RvTis samefoSi farTo SesasvleliT uzrunvelyofs nacvlad imisa, rom damwvrobisa da ganadgurebis Semdeg rogorRac iq SeZvroma moaxerxon. naxeT, ras ambobs petre am sakiTxTan dakavSirebiT: `amitom, Zmebo, kidev ufro gulmodgined ecadeT ganamtkicoT Tqveni mowodeba da rCeuloba; Tu ase moiqceviT, arasodes waiborZikebT, da ase ufro farTod gaiReba Tqvens winaSe Cveni uflisa da macxovris ieso qristes saukuno samefos kari~. (2 petr. 1:10-11) guluxvi daxvedra is gaxlavT, roca ufali gvetyvis: `kargi, keTilo da erTgulo monav! mciredze erTguli iyavi, mravalze dagayeneb. Sedi Seni batonis sixarulSi!~ (maT. 25:21) qristes samsjavro taxti 219

amas winaT ufalma xilva momca. davinaxe rogorc marSirebdnen RvTis samefos gamarjvebulebi mis qalaqSi. aRlumi oqros quCebSi mimdinareobda da qvafenilze mdga­ ri uamravi mamakaci da qali maT SeZaxilebiT xvdeboda. mefe ieso amaRlebul baqanze idga mTeli qalaqis dasanaxad. erTguli meomrebi marSiT adiodnen safexurebze da iesos winaSe nadavli mihqondaT xalxis sixarulis yiJinis fonze. xilvaSi ise Canda, TiTqos ufali meomrebs eubneboda: `yoCaR!~ Semdeg ufali Cems guls daelaparaka: `ginda am meomrebis rigebSi Sediode, romlebic momkil nayofs CemTan moitanen Tu qvafenilebze moyiJineTagan erTerTi iqnebi?~ maSin gadavwyvite ise, rogorc arasdros, rom Cemi mowodeba da rCeuloba gamemarTlebina. simtkice Semmata imis gacnobierebam, rom mindoda siamovnebis Rimili damenaxa Cemi uflis saxeze, roca Cems cxovrebas ganixilavda. ar msurda misi danaRvlianebuli saxis cqera, roca aRmoCndeboda, rom Cemi potenciali srulad ver gamoviyene. aseve gadavwyvite, rom es WeSmariteba cnobili gamexada yvela RvTis moyvaruli adamianisTvis Cems TaobaSi, rom CemTan erTad maTac farTod gaRebodaT sasufevlis kari, mietanaT damsaxurebuli nadavli da Cveni zecieri mamis didebuli Rimili exilaT. swored Cven vsazRvravT, ramdenad didebuli daxvedra gveqneba dedamiwaze msaxurebis meSveobiT. es gaxlavT momdevno Tavebis daweris mTavari mizani. male momdevlo TavebSi ganxilulia is mTavari sferoebi, romlebSic ganvisjebiT an davjildovdebiT. unda aRi­ niSnos, rom ver moxerxda yvela maTganis amomwuravad warmodgena da mxolod yvelaze mTavar aspeqtebs SevexeT. Tumca kargi safuZveli Caiyreba, romelzec aigeba maradisobisTvis vargisi cxovreba. dasasruls, yuradRebiT waikiTxeT petres qvemoT moyvanili sityvebi da neba mieciT, rom Tqven guls daelaparakos am TavSi ganxilul sakiTxebTan dakavSirebiT. Tqven naxavT sakvanZo sityvebsa da frazebs, romlebic Cvens naTqvams ufro cocxals gaxdis. aseve petres sityvebi Semdgom TavSi gadmocemuli TemebisTvis mogvamzadebs: 220 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

`misma RvTaebrivma Zalam mogvaniWa yovelive, rac RvTisTvis saTno cxovrebas sWirdeba, misi SemecnebiT, vinc Tavisi didebisa da saTnoebisken mogviwoda, da amitom wuTsac nu dakargavT, rom aSenoT mocemulze da SesZinoT Tqvens sawyis rwmenas saTno xasiaTi, sulieri gageba, fxizeli TavSekaveba, daSurebuli moTmineba, mokrZalebuli daintereseba, gulTbili megobroba da namdvili siyvaruli. yvela es Tviseba danarCenebs exameba da aviTarebs. Tu yovelive es TqvenSia da mravldeba, Tqvens fexqveS balaxi ar gaizrdeba, erTi dRec ar Caivlis sazRauris gareSe, radgan gaizrdebiT Cveni uflis ieso qristes SemecnebaSi. ... amitom, Zmebo, kidev ufro gulmodgined ecadeT, ganamtkicoT Tqveni mowodeba da rCeuloba; am saqmes nu gadadebT, axlave imoqmedeT da geqnebaT myari cxovreba, mogebuli quCebi da Tqvens winaSe Cveni uflisa da macxovris ieso qristes saukuno samefos farTo kari gaiReba! didia sazRauri, amitom erTi wuTic ar minda davkargo ise, rom ar SegaxsenoT, Tumca iciT da mtkiced dgaxarT axlandel WeSmaritebaSi. da sworad mimaCnia, sanam cocxali var, SexsenebiT gamogafxiz­loT~. (2 petr. 1:3, 5-8, 10-13 The Message)

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1. albaT, afabelis moqalaqeTaTvis gankiTxvis yvelaze STambeWdavi momenti axali saxelebis miRebaa. ifiqreT, vin da rani iyaviT qristesTan mosvlamde da rogor gardaqmna iesom Tqveni cxovreba. Tqveni azriT, rogori iqneba Tqveni saxelis cvlilebis ambavi am momentamde? 2. Tqveni azriT, SeiZleba zeca iyos sixarulis adgili morwmuneTaTvis, sadac yvela cremli moiwmin­ deba miuxedavad imisa, rom isini did zarals naxaven dedamiwaze cxovrebis wesis gamo? 3. sakuTari sityvebiT ganmarteT, ram ganapiroba mow­ yalebis gamorCeuloba misi Tanatolebisgan gankiTxvis taxtis winaSe. ras gvaswavlis misi magali­Ti Cveni sakuTari cxovrebis Sesaxeb? 4. me-9 TavSi zecis bibliuri aRwerilobis romelime aspeqtma Tqveni gakvirveba gamoiwvia? rogor? 5. me-10 TavSi ixilavT gancxadebas: `iesos sisxli gvwmens yovelgvari codvisgan, romelic caTa ­ samefosgan gvaSorebs; Tumca es ar agvacilebs sam­ sjavros, romelic gansazRvravs, ramdenad kargi an cudi iyo Cveni, rogorc morwmuneebis, cxovreba~. rogori iyo Tqveni pirveli reaqcia am gancxadebaze? rogoria Tqveni azrebi am nawilis Seswavlis Semdeg?

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orwmuneTa samsjavros or mTavar kategoriad dav­ yofT. pirveli gaxlavT Cveni CarTuloba RvTis samefos mSeneblobis saqmeSi Cveni mowodebisa da niWebis Sesabamisad, xolo meore _ Tu rogor vagebT calkeuli adamianebis cxovrebas, rac aucileblad moiazrebs Cvens sakuTarsac. sxvebis SenebasTan dakavSirebiT yuradReba maxvildeba zegavlenis moxdenaze. sakuTari cxovrebis Seneba ki RvTis madlTan TanamSromlobas gulisxmobs qristesmieri xasiaTis CamoyalibebaSi. es ukanaskneli RvTis sityvis mimarT Cveni gamoxmaurebis, mrwamsisa da sityvis morCilebis Tanamdevi produqtia. Cveni moqmedebebi da saqmeebi, sityvebi, azrebi da motivebi srulad gamoicdeba yvela SemTxvevaSi. Tavdapirvelad, RvTis samefos SenebaSi Cveni funqciis gansjas gamovikvlevT, Semdeg ki Cvens sakuTar cxovrebaze vimsjelebT. `ra SegiZlia CemTvis gaakeTo?~ RvTis samefos Senebis unari sruliad damokidebulia suliwmidisadmi Cvens morCilebaze, radgan saukuno faseulobis mqones verafers gavakeTebT ieso qristes madlis gareSe. Cven gveubnebian: `Tu ufali ar aaSenebs saxls, amaod gairjebian misi mSeneblebi~ (fs. 127:1). es muxli naTlad miuTiTebs, rom SegviZlia RvTis sulis gareSec vaSenoT, Tumca maradisobis TvalsazrisiT es Sroma usargeblo iqneba. igi samsjavro taxtTan daiwveba. arsebiTia am sakiTxis gaazreba. 225

RmerTi ase eubneba Zveli aRTqmis adamianTa erT jgufs, romelic metismetad dakavebuli iyo misi msaxurebiT: `ase ambobs ufali: `ca taxtia Cemi, dedamiwa ki Cems fexTa sadgami. sad aris saxli, romelic unda amiSenoT da sad aris Cemi mosasvenebeli adgili? Cemma xelma Seqmna es yovelive da ase gaCnda es yvela­ feri!~ _ ambobs ufali. `ai, vis mivapyrob mzeras: Tavmdabals da suliT modrekils, Cems sityvaze rom TrTis~. (es. 66:1-2) ubralod rom vTqvaT, ufali ambobs: `me var RmerTi. srulad acnobiereb, vin var me? ra SegiZlia CemTvis gaakeTo?~ idea, rom raRac RvTisTvis saWiro SegviZlia, gavakeToT, hgavs WianWvelebis jgufis naTqvams adamianis mimarT: `SenTvis saxlis aSenebas vapirebT~. ra sasaciloa! arafris keTeba ar SegviZlia sakuTari ZalebiT ise, rom Cvens didebul, Cauwvdomel da saocar RmerTs vemsaxuroT da vaamoT. mas namdvilad ar vWirdebiT. meore mxriv, Tavad RmerTi sazRvravs, vin aamebs da misTvis vin ivargebs: vinc Tavmdabali, monanie, misi moSiSi da morCilia. eseni arian adamianebi, romlebsac misi saxlis agebis pativi eqnebaT. rogor SeuZliaT sargebeli moutanon aseT didebul RmerTs? `ara ZaliT da ZlierebiT, aramed Cemi suliT~ _ ambobs cabaoT ufali~ (zaq. 4:6). es gaxlavT adamianis morCili TanamSromloba suliwmidasTan, rasac Sedegi moaqvs. mxolod am SemTxvevaSi ar iqneba fuWad daxarjuli mSromelis Zalisxmeva. TanamSromlebi arsebobs erTi saocari faqti: aseTma didebulma da saocarma RmerTma, rogoric is aris, sakuTari arCevaniT aukrZala Tavis Tavs dedamiwaze saqmianoba, roca Cveni planeta dasawyisSive adamians gadasca. Sesabamisad, RmerTs moqmedeba aekrZala. SesaZloa, am azrma gagaognoT, magram wm. werili araerTxel adasturebs mas. abrahamis STamomavlebi `tkivils ayenebdnen (ing. zRudavdnen) israelis wmidas~ 226 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

(fs. 78:41). ieso misi eris sulier winamZRolebs ase eubneba: `RvTis sityvas auqmebT, fuWsa da uSedegos xdiT Tqvenive gadmocemiT~ (mark. 7:13 AMP). Cven varT pasuxismgebeli RmerTTan TanamSromlobaze, rom misTvis sasurveli mizani ganvaxorcieloT. ZiriTadad, es mdgomareobs adamianTa gardaqmnaSi iesos xatad da msgavsad, romlebic maradisobis ganmavlobaSi icxovreben. swored am mizezis gamo gvewodeba RvTis TanamSomlebi: `vinaidan Cven RvTis TanamSromelni varT, Tqven ki _ RvTis yana da RvTis Senoba~. (1 kor. 3:9) TiTqmis yovelTvis, roca axal aRTqmaSi maradiuli saSromis Sesaxeb gesmiT, dainaxavT, rom is Sedarebulia yanasTan an SenobasTan. ratom yana? imitom, rom dedamiwa aris RvTis samefos gasazrdeli mindori, rac axla mimdinareobs. mTeli zeca yiJinebs, roca uyurebs wmidanTa mier samefos mSeneblobas dedamiwaze. ratom Senoba? imitom, rom RmerTi mudmiv samkvidrebels elodeba, Cven ki misi rezidenciis Semadgeneli cocxali qvebi varT. petre wers: `Tqvenc aSendiT cocxali qvebiviT sulier saxlad~ (1 petr. 2:5). pavle wers: `SendebiT ra ... erTad Serwymuli ... wmida taZrad ufalSi~ (efes. 2:2021).­­ arsebiTad, Cveni dedamiwaze yofnis mizania RvTis didebuli taZris anu saxlis ageba, iqneba es adamianTa gadarCena, swavleba, momsaxureba Tu raime analogiuri. yvela Cvengans aqvs wmida, cocxali qvis funqcia da aseve warmovadgenT mSenebels, romelic cocxal qvebs erTmaneTs uxamebs da akavSirebs RvTis didebul saxlad. es TvalsaCinod gvaCvenebs pirad da caTa samefos pasuxismgeblobebs, risTvisac angariSvaldebuli varT RvTis winaSe. saxli SekveTiT saxlebis dakveTiT mSenebeli rom viyo, yovelgvari samuSaos dawyebamde karkasis naxazs Sevadgendi da mSeneblobis gegmas davsaxavdi. naxazebi detalurad unda aRwer­des saxlis agebis Tanmimdevrobasa da saWiro saxli RvTis dakveTiT 227

masalebs. Tumca es yvelaferi ar aris. yvela mSenebelma icis, rom am saqmis umTavresi nawili xelosnebis saTanado dros daqiraveba gaxlavT. esenia saZirkvlis ­ Camyrelebi, cementis amrevebi, santeqnikosebi, mefilemompirkeTeble­ bi, eleqtrikosebi da am siis gagrZeleba dausruleblad SeiZleba. yoveli maTganis muSaobis dros Tu ar gaiTvaliswinebT, qaosi gardauvali iqneba. amis magaliTia TabaSir-muyaos kedlebis xelosnis mowveva eleqtrosadenebis gayvanasa da saizolacio s­amuSaoebis dasrulebamde. Tu xelosani Tavis saqmes cudad Seasrulebs an mis­ Tvis gaTvaliswinebul grafiks ar daicavs, mSenebeli sxvas dauZaxebs im saqmis gasakeTeblad. axal xelosans saswrafod gamocxadeba da wina daqiravebulis mier gafuWebuli saqmis gamosworeba mouwevs. xelosanma davaleba rom ver Seasrulos, mSenebeli saqmis bolomde miyvanaze mainc izrunebs. aseve SevniSne, rom mSenebeli sakuTar saxls meti dakvirvebiT aSenebs da xelosnebsac guldasmiT arCevs. igi Seamowmebs, gamoiyeneba Tu ara saukeTeso masala da sxva danarCeni samuSaos xarisxianad SesrulebisTvis. igi mSeneblobis process didi gulmodginebiT umeTvalyurebs. RmerTi sakuTari saxlis SemkveTi mSenebelia da misi saxli adamianTagan agebul qalaqs warmoadgens! dedamiwaze gansakuTrebul saxlebs xSirad saxelebs urCeven. magaliTad, inglisis dedoflis sacxovrebels bakingemis sasaxle ewodeba. SeerTebuli Statebis prezidentis saxls TeTri saxli hqvia. SesaZloa, sxvebi ase cnobili ar iyos. msaxiob filis kalvertis saxls hil hauzi ewodeba. msaxiobisa da reJisoris, Carlz ivan vensis saxli ouk loji gaxlavT. novelist Carlz daieris saxls ould vobi ewodeba. siis gagrZeleba kidev SeiZleba. da mainc, RmerTma es saqme yvelaze adre daiwyo. igi Tavis saukuno saxls, romelic jer kidev mSeneblobis procesSia, sions uwodebs. Semdeg muxlebSi vkiTxulobT: `radgan sioni amoirCia ufalma, TavisTvis isurva samkvidreblad. `maradiulad es aris Cemi mosasvenebeli adgili, aq davmkvidrdebi, radgan ase visurve~. (fs. 132:13-14) 228 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

Tu Tqveni saocnebo saxlis Senebis privilegia gqoniaT, gecodinebaT, ra aRfrTovaneba da molodini axlavs mis dasrulebas. erTi suli gqondaT, sanam iq moisvenebdiT, radgan es iyo Tqveni sixarulisa da simSvidis ad­gili. me da lizas 1990-ian wlebis Sua periodSi saxlis SekveTiT agebis pativi gvergo. jer kidev orlandoSi, floridis StatSi vcxovrobdiT, roca SekveTiT saxlebis aRiarebuli mSenebeli da Cveni saeklesio msaxurebis moyvaruli, saxelad roberti, aseTi gancxadebiT mogviaxlovda: `minda, saxli agiSenoT!~ im droisTvis Zalian patara saxlSi vcxovrobdiT da vivaraudeT, rom am adamianis momsaxureba sakmaod Zviri dagvijdeboda. roca yoymani Segvatyo, amoTqva: `RvTisTvis misaReb fasad agiSenebT~. rogorc Semdeg aRmoCnda, mas erTi centi mogebac ar darCenia im saxlidan. iqamde or patara saxlSi vcxovrobdiT, romlebic erTi bewo seriul saxlebs warmoadgendnen. es imas niSnavda, rom maTi dizainis SerCevaSi araviTari monawileoba ar migviRia. arasodes damaviwydeba, rogor gvestumra roberti Cvens seriul saxlSi pirveli saubridan ramdenime dRis Semdeg, samzareulos magidas miujda, sufTa furceli amoiRo da enTuziazmiT savsem ganacxada: `daxateT Tqveni saocnebo saxli!~ gaognebuli davrCiT. ver warmogvedgina, rom es SesaZlebeli iyo. Cemi coli maSinve Seudga saqmes da eskizis xatva daiwyo. igi wlebis manZilze eloda am Sanss. bolos, procesSi mec CaverTe. Zalian saxaliso iyo da aRfrTovaneba kidev ufro izrdeboda, roca TandaTanobiT vacnobierebdiT, rom CvenTvis sasurveli saxlis dizainis Seqmnis idea realobad iqca. aq sazRvrebs aravin gviwesebda. Semdeg cariel furcelze gamosaxul saxls SevxedeT da saqme arqiteqtorebsa da dizainerebs gadaveciT. ramdenime dRe gavida da bobma proeqti mogvitana. erTi suli gvqonda mSeneblobis dawyebamde. roca robertis xelosnebma saZirkveli Caasxes da Senebas Seudgnen, yoveldRiurad, zogjer ki dReSi orjerac mivdiodiT mis sanaxavad mTeli procesis dasrulebamde. Zalze mowadinebuli viyaviT. veRar viTmendiT saxlis meore fasadis aSenebamde. ramdenime saxli RvTis dakveTiT 229

Tve wlebiviT gaiwela, xolo dReebi _ kvirebad iqca saxlisTvis yovel cismare dRes raRac axlis Sematebisa da erT dResac iq gadabargebis gamZafrebul molodinSi. gaocebuli viyaviT, rom cariel furcelze daxatuli eskizi Cvens Tvalwin naocnebar saxlad gardaiqmna! es ususuri gza gaxlavT RvTis emociebisa da molodinis aRsawerad, romliTac igi misi saocnebo saxlis dasrulebas elis. da es mSenebloba ramdenime Tveze gacilebiT didxans grZeldeba. igi saxlis dasrulebas samyaros Seqmnidan elodeba. Cven gviTxres: `radgan aRaSenebs ufali sions~ (fs. 102:16) da `sionidan, mSvenierebis srulqmnilebidan, gamobrwyinda ufali~ (fs. 50:2). RmerTi Tavis saxlze ramdenime aTasi welia muSaobs. man gegma manam dasaxa, sanam adamians dedamiwaze daamkvidrebda. man Tavisi yovlismcodneobiT icoda, rom adamiani Sescodavda, Tumca es sulac ar Sedioda mis CanafiqrSi. man winaswar codnis meSveobiT gadarCenili kacobriobisgan sionis ageba dagegma. RmerTma yvelaferi saZirkvlis CayriT da qvakuTxedis dadebiT daiwyo, romelic sxva aravinaa, Tu ara mxsneli ieso qriste. masze mama RmerTi ambobs: `aha, qvas davafuZneb sionSi, gamonacad qvas, Zvirfas qvakuTxeds, saimedo saZirkvels~ (es. 28:16). mama RmerTma saxlis mSenebloba samyaros Seqmnamde Caifiqra da dagegma, amitom iesos ewoda `qveynierebis dasabamidan dakluli kravi~ (gamocx. 13:8), romelzec petre ambobs, rom igi `wuTisoflis Seqmnamde iyo winaswar ganwesebuli~ (1 petr. 1:20). ieso ara marto saZirkveli da qvakuTxedi gaxlavT, aramed mTavari mSenebelic. man dakisrebuli davaleba srulyofilad Seasrula. iesom jvarcmis win locvisas aseTi sityvebi uTxra mama RmerTs: `aRvasrule saqme, romelic momeci gasakeTeblad~ (ioan. 17:4). mama RmerTma saxlis ageba iesos ganwesebul dros gamogzavniT daiwyo (ix. gal. 4:4). Semdeg man procesSi danarCeni xelosnebi CarTo. maTSi me da Tqvenc SevdivarT. Tumca adre iTqva, rom Cven ara marto xelosnebi varT, aramed misi saxlis samSeneblo masalasac warmovadgenT. pavle ambobs: `amogvirCia masSi qveynierebis Seqmnamde, raTa wmidani da ubiwoni vyofiliyaviT mis winaSe 230 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

siyvaruliT~ (efes. 1:4). es gveubneba, rom Cven misi saxlis mSeneblebi varT, cocxali qvebi. RmerTma aseve agvirCia xelosnebad, radgan vkiTxulobT: `vinaidan misi qmnilebani varT, qriste iesoSi Seqmnilni, keTili saqmeebisTvis, romlebic winaswar gagvim­ zada RmerTma, raTa am saqmeebSi viaroT~ (efes. 2:10). yuradReba miaqcieT, rom man Sesasrulebeli davalebebi winaswar gagvimzada. werili sxvagan arsad ambobs, rom Cveni davalebebi qveynierebis Seqmnamde mogveca, Tumca es sruliad SesaZlebelia. Cven danamdvilebiT viciT, rom `RvTis saqmeni dasrulebulni iyvnen jer kidev wuTisoflis dasabamidan~ (ebr. 4:3). rac Seexeba Cvens, rogorc xelosanTa davalebebs, wm. werilidan mxolod is SeiZleba iTqvas, rom isini dabadebamde mogveca. daviTi ambobs: `Cemi Canasaxi ixiles Senma Tvalebma da Sens wignSi iyo Cawerili Cemi momavali dReebi, roca jer kidev ar iyo arc erTi maTgani~ (fs. 139:16). Cveni cxovrebiseuli samuSao manam iyo gansazRvruli, sanam dedis mucelSi gamovisaxebodiT. es WeSmariteba ieremias mimarT RvTis sityvidan Cans. man Tqva: `sanam mucelSi gamogsaxavdi, manamde gicnobdi, sanam saSodan gamoxvidodi gamogarCie da winaswarmetyvelad dagad­ gine erebSi~ (ier. 1:5). pavle mociquli aseve wers: `xolo roca keTilineba RmerTma, romelmac gamomarCia dedis saSodan da momiwoda Tavisi madliT ...~ (gal. 1:15-16). mxo­lod es mowmobebic adasturebs daviTis sityvebs, rom yvela Cvengani dabadebamde gamoyofili viqeniT RvTis gansakuTrebuli saqmis sakeTeblad. saxezea saocari WeSmariteba: RmerTma dabadebamde dawera wigni Tqvens Sesaxeb da masSi aRwerilia Tqveni cxovrebis yoveli wuTi, roca jer dabadebidan erTi dRec ar gasula! kiTxva imaSi mdgomareobs, vasrulebT Tu ara CvenTvis dagegmils. solomoni acxadebs: `vici, rom yovelive, rasac RmerTi iqms _ saukunod rCeba, arc miemateba mas da arc moakldeba. RmerTma daadgina ase, rom misi eSinodeT. rac aris _ ukve iyo da rac iqneba _ ukve yofila; RmerTi moiZiebs gardasuls~. (ekl. 3:14-15)

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ramdeni ram devs am monakveTSi. upirveles yovlisa, RmerTs aqvs gegma. veraferi Seaferxebs mis aRsrulebas da kacobrioba mas verafers daumatebs. da mainc, solomoni ambobs, rom is, rac axla aris, didi xnis win ­ RvTis gonebaSi arsebobda. rac momavalSi unda aRsruldes, isic RvTis gegmaSi iyo imTaviTve. amrigad, Cven angariSs vagebT imisTvis, rac ukve gakeTda! SevediT Tu ara im saqmeSi, romelic RmerTma Sesasruleblad mogvca? yvelaferi avurieT Tu saerTod avcdiT am davalebas? sxvisi moyvana xom ar mouwevs imis sakeTeblad, rac CvenTvis iyo gaTvaliswinebuli mTavar gegmaSi? mocemul momentSi erTi mniSvnelovani gancxadeba unda gavakeTo. yvelas aqvs RvTiuri mowodeba cxovrebaSi. TiToeuli Cvengani RvTis saxlis mTavari monaxazis arsebiTi nawilia. amrigad, CvenTvis kargia am WeSmaritebis codna: `rac Seexeba RvTiur mowodebas, Tqven pasuxs agebT ara imisTvis, rac gaakeTeT, aramed imisTvis, ris sakeTebladac mogiwodes!~ neba momeciT, TvalsaCino magaliTi moviSvelio. gankiTxvis taxtze iesom SeiZleba aseTi ram Tqvas: _ maxarebelo anderson, win gadmodgiT nabiji da momaxseneT im sulebis Sesaxeb, romlebze zegavlenis mosaxdenadac mogiwodeT! SesaZloa, es adamiani, cota ar iyos, dabneuli wardges iesos winaSe da enis borZikiT Tqvas: _ ufalo, Tqven buxhalter andersonze laparakobT? me Cemi sakuTari firmis buxhalteri viyavi. es iyo Cemi profesia. faqtobrivad, bevri eklesia da arasamTavrobo organizacia avawyve. maTi msaxurebebis meSveobiT bevrma miiRo sulis daxsna Seni samefosTvis. sxva vinmeSi xom ar agerie? ufali ityvis: _ ara! sanam daibadebodi, manam mogiwode aziaSi mraval adamianze zegavlenis mosaxdenad da maT mosapoveblad Cemi samefosTvis. warmoadgine angariSi, Tu sad arian isini! morCilebis SemTxvevaSi didad dajildovdebodi yvela im nayofisTvis, romelic Cemi samefosTvis moimke. 232 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

axla ki Seni saqmeebi daiwveba, radgan Cems morCilebaSi ar gikeTebia. axla sxvagvari suraTi warmovidginoT. SesaZloa, iesom Tqvas: _ buxhaltero jons, win wamodgi nabiji da angariSi Camabare Seni mowodebis Sesaxeb. es adamianic dabneuli wardgeba uflis winaSe da amoiluRluRebs: _ ufalo, Sen gindoda geTqva, `pastoro jons~, ara? me 900-wevriani eklesiis pastori viyavi. eklesia sul nulidan daviwye. am adamians ufali ase upasuxebs: _ ara, me komerciul bazarze buxhaltrad mogiwode, rom seriozuli firma dagefuZnebina bevri Cemi eklesiisa da msaxurebis mxardasaWerad, rom efeqturad SeesrulebinaT Cemgan miRebuli davaleba. gulwrfelad rom geZebne, amas daganaxebdi. naxseneb msaxurebebSi CarTul uamrav adamianze maradiul zegavlenas moaxdendi da CageTvleboda. TiToeuli sulisTvis dajildovdebodi. axla ki verafers miiReb, radgan Cemi morCilebiT ar akeTebdi. aseve mogiwode, rom qalaqis boloSi eklesiis aSerTa xelmZRvaneli yofiliyavi, saidanac Seni eklesia daiwye. miuxedavad imisa, rom iq wevrTa raodenoba 500-s cotaTi Tu aRemateboda, maT sazogadoebis mravali wevris cxovrebaze sasikeTod imoqmedes. rom dammorCilebodi, is 20 000 suli, romelic maT CemTvis moipoves, Sens angariSzec Caiwereboda, radgan im Temis cocxali nawili iqnebodi, sadac mogiwode. Sen iqedan wamoxvedi, amitom ver miiReb jildos oci aTasi adamianisTvis. neba momeciT, realuri magaliTi moviyvano. Cvens msaxurebaSi aris sabWos wevri, romelic Zvirfasi megobaria da saocar eklesias winamZRolobs SeerTebuli Statebis samxreT-aRmosavleT nawilSi. 1991 wels man eklesia wamoiwyo 22 adamianiT da axla TiTqmis oTxi aTas wevrs iTvlis. iq qadageba sxvebze ufro advilia, radgan adamianebi Zalian mowyurebulebi arian. uamravma miiRo gadarCena am eklesiaSi da bevri daimowafes. eklesia swrafad izrdeboda locvebis, Zlieri qadagebis da muxlCauxreli Sromis Sedegad. maT mSvenieri saxli RvTis dakveTiT 233

Senoba aages adamianTa meti raodenobis dasatevad. ramde­nime wlis Semdeg Cemma megobarma erTi gamorCeuli WaRara jentlmeni SeniSna, romelic yovelTvis kargad Cacmuli modioda da msaxurebebs eswreboda. Cems megobars ar gamoparvia, rom es adamiani yovel qadagebas Tvalcremliani ismenda da uyurebda. pastori mixvda, rom es ar iyo sixarulis cremlebi. bolos xsenebuli jentlmeni erT-erT damxmare pastorTan mivida da Semdegi ambavi gauziara: 1981 wels ufalma naTlad uTxra, rom im qalaqSi eklesia unda wamoewyo. xilva imdenad mkafio iyo, rom man profesionali moiwvia nanaxi eklesiis Senobis dasaxatad. Semdeg aRmoCnda, rom es adamiani raRac mizeziT gajiutda da eklesiis wamowyebaze uari Tqva. raRac drois Semdeg sxva qalaqebSi gaemgzavra da iq imsaxura, sabolood ki, biznesis sferoSi ipova adgili. man frTxilad gadaSala dakecili furceli da dam­ xmare mwyemss 1981 wels daxatuli Senoba aCvena. roca mwyemsma qaRalds daxeda, kinaRam elda eca. es swored is Senoba iyo, romelic Cemma megobarma wlebis Semdeg aago da sadac isini erTmaneTs Sexvdnen. Cemi megobari mas Semdeg cdilobs im adamianis nugeSiscemas, magram man uambo, rogor uWirda am problemis daZleva (rasakvirvelia, RmerTs ar surs, rom man msjavrdadebaSi icxovros, aramed unda iswavlos, gaizardos da aRmoaCinos, rogor emsaxuros RmerTs nayofierad darCenili cxovrebis ganmavlobaSi). ramdenime wlis win am Temaze vsaubrobdi erT did konferenciaze. msaxurebis Semdeg erTi, cota ar iyos, gaognebuli da gaRizianebuli pastori Cveni gundis wevrs miuaxlovda da uTxra: _ es seriozulad ar uTqvams am saRamos, ara? Cemi gundis wevrma upasuxa: _ ra Tqma unda, rac Tqva, swored is igulisxma. es ­RvTis sityvaa. moxda rame? pastorma, romelic daaxloebiT ormocdaaT wels gadacilebuli iyo, ase uTxra: _ roca axalgazrda viyavi, cxadi xedva mqonda filipinebze cxovrebis da msaxurebis Sesaxeb. es imdenad realuri iyo, rom darwmunebuli viyavi, erTd dRes 234 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

namdvilad gavemgzavrebodi iq. Tumca araferi moxda da axla isev Cems eklesias vmwyemsav ager ukve ocdaaTi welia. Cveni gundis wevrma TanagrZnobiT hkiTxa: _ axla ris gakeTebas apirebT? mwyemsi xmisamouReblad gaecala. erTi wlis Semdeg Cveni gundis wevrma ukve yofili pastoris Sesaxeb Seityo, romelsac eklesia damxmare mwyemsisTvis gadaubarebia, Tavad filipinebze sacxovreblad gadasula da amiT Zalze kmayofili iyo. mas ase uTqvams: `cxovrebaSi pirvelad vigrZeni, rom vakeTeb saqmes, risTvisac Seqmnili var~. neba momeciT, sxva istoria giamboT am WeSmaritebis dasamtkiceblad. arcTu didi xnis win erTma megobarma sadili moawyo CemTvis, rom `zRvis loms~ (aSS-s specope­ raciebis Zalebi) Sevxvedrodi. misi vinaobis dasafarad _ am wignis werisas is jer kidev aqtiur samsaxurSi gaxldaT, mogonil saxels, pols gamoviyeneb. ori saaTis ganmavlo­baSi sulganabuli vusmendi mis damowmebas. es ambavi maSin daiwyo, roca poli jer kidev 19-20 wlis Wabuki gaxldaT. man orwliani bibliuri koleji daamTavra da praqtikisTvis eklesiis axalgazrdul ganyofilebaSi gamogzavnes. internaturis meore zafxuls mas brali dasdes, rom eklesiis erT-erT gogonasTan sqesobrivi kavSiri daiWira. polma Tqva: `jon, me masTan arasodes vyofilvar. faqtobrivad, mimzidveladac ki ar mimaCnda! miuxedavad amisa, xelmZRvanelobam ara marto daijera es ciliswameba, aramed gaimeora kidec da maSin yvelaferi davkarge. maT yovelgvari Zalaufleba CamomarTves. Cems reputacias Cirqi moecxo da Cemi wasvla moiTxoves yovelgvari gamoZiebis gareSe~. Semdeg polma Tqva: `ise veZebdi RmerTs, rogorc arasdros. erTxel locvaSi RmerTi naTlad damelaparaka: `sulieri msaxurebisTvis ar mogiwode. minda armias SeuerTde~. poli armiis, sazRvao-qveiTi da sahaero Zalebis gamwvev punqtebSi mivida, magram aravin hyavda, vinc mas sityvas Seawevda. darCa mxolod sazRvao Zalebi. roca polma sazRvao ZalebSi ganacxadi Seitana, gamwvevma oficerma samuSaoTa sia daudo, romelTagan saxli RvTis dakveTiT 235

erT-erTi unda amoerCia. poli imedgacruebuli darCa, radgan arc erTi maTgani gulTan ar ekareboda, rom ­RvTis miTiTebis gaTvaliswinebiT emoqmeda. oficers ise Zalian undoda axalwveulTan kontraqtis gaformeba, rom ramdenime gansakuTrebuli programis CamonaTvalic aCvena. roca man sityva SEALs (taqtikuri qvedanayofi) axsena, Cemi megobari maSinve mixvda, rom swored iq unda yofiliyo. man kontraqts xeli moawera. gamwvevi oficeri polis dafrTxobas Seecada, radgan am sawvrTneli programis gavla erTeulebma Tu SeZles. faqtobrivad, pols uTxres, rom im ofisidan verc erTma ver gaiara programa da igi msoflioSi yvelaze mkacr sabrZolo wvrTnad iyo miCneuli! da mainc, pols mozRvavebuli, TiTqmis eiforiuli gancda daeufla, rom RvTiur mogzaurobaSi pirvel nabijs dgamda. man kategoriulad ganacxada, rom swored am programaSi CarTva surda. miuxedavad yvelafrisa, ramdenime seriozuli problema mainc warmoiSva. pirveli, polma curva ar icoda. mas mxolod locva da saboloo jamSi, curvis damoukideblad swavla darCenoda. meore, garemoebebi ufro saintereso gaxda imiT, rom pols bavSvobisas yurebSi milebs udgamdnen da bevri operacia hqonda gadatanili yuris arxebis gasaxsnelad. amis gamo, jer kidev sruliad axalgazrda kacs wylis mcire odenobac rom moxvedroda yurSi, mtanjveli tkivili gardauvali iqneboda, rasac yuris serozuli anTebiTi infeqciebi mohyveboda. da mainc, mas namdvilad swamda, rom RmerTi ar mouwodebda imis sakeTeblad, risi miRwevac sakuTari ZalebiT SeeZle­boda. poli curvas TavisiT swavlobda da gulwrfelad loculobda yurebis gankurnebisTvis. misi yoveldRiuri varjiSi mtkivneuli gaxldaT, magram igi ar Cerdeboda. erT dRes, oTxTviani varjiSisa da agoniis gadalaxvis Semdeg polma ara marto curva, aramed did siRrmeze yvinTvac iswavla da Tan yovelgvari tkivilisgan ganTavisuflda! igi ganikurna da mzad iyo taqtikuri qveda­nayofis rigebs SeerTeboda. polma warmoudgeneli sirTuleebi da winaaRmdegoba gadaitana programis gavlisas, magram boloSi gavida da 236 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

omisTvis mzadmyof nawrTob saZmos mieTvala. man ToT­ xmeti weli imsaxura specoperaciebis ZalebSi da iseTi ambebi momiyva misiebSi RvTis saswaulebrivi Carevis Sesa­ xeb, rom mosmenisas tanSi Jruanteli mivlida. vicodi, rom im saRamos RvTis did mamakacTan erTad vijeqi, Tumca is kaTedrasTan dgomisTvis ar iyo mowodebuli. mas adamianebi unda moepovebina samxedro samsaxurSi da ase emsaxura Cveni qveynisTvis. dRes poli ara marto qvedanayofis meomaria, aramed sazRvao spec­ danayofis instruqtoric. man RmerTs Tavisi mimarTulebis Sesworebis saSualeba misca, rom RvTiur gegmaSi misTvis gansazRvruli adgili daekavebina. bevri magaliTi msmenia, roca adamianebi acdnen TavianT daniSnulebas polisgan gansxvavebiT. Tavadac var aseTi SemTxvevebis momswre. msoflio masStabiT eklesiebSi mogzaurobis ocwliani periodis ganmavlobaSi minaxavs ufrosi pastorebi, romlebzec gulSi vicodi, rom dam­ xmare mwyemsebi unda yofiliyvnen, nacnobi biznesmenebi ki _ sruli droiT msaxurebi, xolo zogierTi pastoris mowodeba sulac komercia gaxldaT. minaxavs Tavis ad­ gils acdenili adamianebi korporaciul samyaroSi; isini viRac sxvisTvis muSaobdnen sakuTar saqmeSi marcxis gancdis SiSiT. aseve minaxavs iseTebic, romlebic zem­ dgomis erTgulebas ar iCendnen, radgan ufrosoba surdaT. RvTis nebis gareSe daqorwinebulebic mravlad minaxavs. maTi mowodeba gadagvarda. sxvebze zegavlena moaxdines an iseTma megobrebma CaiTries, romlebic xels uSlidnen mowodebis SesrulebaSi. minaxavs aqtiur dasvenebaSi, sportSi, fulis an Zalauflebis gulisTqmaSi CaTreuli adamianebi da mravali msgavsi suraTi. magaliTebis moyvana dausruleblad SeiZleba, magram rogoric ar unda iyos viTareba, igi morwmuneebs RvTis saxlis mSeneblobis sauflo gegmaSi TavinTi funqciis Sesrulebisgan aferxebs. magaliTebi SemaSfoTebelia, magram kargi ambavi is gaxlavT, rom arc erTi Cvengani ar unda gadavides gzidan, romelic RmerTma gasavlelad daudo. igia Cveni istoriebis avtori da mas SeuZlia Cveni funqciis SesrulebaSi dagvexmaros. axla unda davsvaT kiTxva, saxli RvTis dakveTiT 237

rogor aRmovaCino, ris sakeTeblad var mowodebuli, rogorc RvTis saxlis mSenebeli? am mniSvnelovan kiTxvaze momdevno TavSi visaubrebT. aseve mogawvdiT ramdenime mignebas, Tu rogor davubrundeT Cvens adgils, Tu gzidan ukve gadavuxvieT.

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evri aRmoaCens, rom RvTis gegmidan gadaxvevis azri Tundac iseTi sagnebis mimarTulebiT, rac kargi da RvTisnieri eCveneba adamians _ SemaZrwunebelia. es sruliad gasagebi reaqcia gaxlavT! miuxedavad amisa, gaxsovdeT, rom mowodebuli varT ara marcxis an sasjelis SiSisTvis, aramed RvTismoSiSebisTvis. uflis SiSi gvicavs da gvexmareba misi azris gagebaSi, radgan naT­ qvamia: `Seni yurebi xmas gaigoneben zurgis mxridan: `es aris gza, masze iare~, roca marjvniv an marcxniv gadauxvev~ (es.30:21). amrigad, yuradReba mivapyroT sakiTxs, Tu rogor vipovoT Cveni, rogorc mSeneblis adgili RvTis SekveTil saxlSi. pirveli: RmerTi gulwrfelad giZebniaT? roca gkiTxaven, asruleb Tu ara Sens daniSnulebas, SesaZloa ifiqroT: `minda, magram ar vici, ris sakeTeblad var mowodebuli!~ amas ramdenime mizezi aqvs. Tavdapirvelad, sakuTar Tavs kiTxva unda dausvaT, eZebdiT Tu ara RmerTs mTeli guliT? Cven gveubnebian, rom RmerTi sazRaurs miagebs im adamians, vinc gulmodgined da rwmeniT eZebs mas (ix. ebr. 11:6) da ara iseTs, vinc zereled moqmedebs cnobismoyvareobis gamo an eWviT. Tu vinme wrfelad eZebs RmerTs da misgan pasuxs elodeba, aucileblad gaigebs, risTvis arsebobs dedamiwaze. roca sulis daxsna miviRe perdius universitetis saZmoSi, maSinve daviwye Cemi cxovrebisTvis RvTis nebis Zieba. sainJinro fakultetis studenti viyavi da yovel momdevno semesetrSi IBM-is kompaniaSi vmuSaobdi. garda imisa, rom RvTisadmi morCilebis survili mqonda, kidev 239

erTma SemTxvevam aRZra CemSi mowodebis gagebisken swrafva. es ambavi Cemi gadarCenidan xuTi Tvis Semdeg moxda. ofisSi viyavi 8 Tu 10 inJinerTan erTad, romlebic erTi TanamSromlis kompaniaSi muSaobis 38-e wlisTavs zeimobdnen. erTmaneTSi vsaubrobdiT da moulodnelad iubilarma ase gviTxra: `mezizReboda samuSaoze mosvla am ocdaTvrameti wlis yovel dRes~. oTaxSi myofTagan zogi daeTanxma, sxvebma ki TavisTvis CaixiTxiTes. marto me viyavi gaognebuli. rogorc axalbeda am gamocdil profesionalebs Soris, davinteresdi, ratom aravin gamoTqva sawinaaRmdego azri da Tqma gavbede: _ ratom muSaobdiT aq ocdaTvrameti wlis ganmavlobaSi, Tu es saqme gezizRebodaT? man gamomxeda da miTxra: _ es xom samuSaoa. mec daviwye gulis acrueba samuSaos mimarT. mamaCemi inJineri gaxldaT da misgan vicodi, rom es kargi, daculi da maRalanazRaurebadi profesia iyo. xsenebulma SemTxvevam Cemi TvalTaxedva Secvala. ase vifiqre: `verc fuli da verc raime sxva mizezi xels ver SemiSlis miznis­ ken swrafvaSi, rom Cemi adgili davikavo dedamiwaze~. iqve mtkiced gadavwyvite, rom Cems mowodebas vipovidi da Semdeg misken ganuxrelad vivlidi. gavige, rom RmerTi adamianis cxovrebis srul suraTs iZleoda, Tu mis gzaze siarulis dawyebisas mis saxes moZebnida. sxva sityvebiT rom vTqvaT, is dasasruls dasawyisidanve giCvenebdaT. RmerTma iosebs Tavidanve gaumxila, rom didi winamZRoli iqneboda. ufro metic, mas mama da Zmebi moemsaxurebodnen. winaswarmetyvelebis aRsrulebamde wlebi gavida. mosem, sul mcire, ormoci wliT adre icoda, rom israels waruZRveboda. daviTma Wabukobisas gaigo, rom mefoba eloda, Tumca jer isev mamis faras mwyemsavda. mxolod wlebis Semdeg gaxda igi israelis mefe. am siis gagrZeleba dausruleblad SeiZleba. Cemi gegmebi perdiuSi sainJinro fakultetis damTavrebas, harvardSi biznes administrirebis dauflebas da amerikis komerciul samyaroSi maRali donis menejerad gaxdomas moicavda. vapirebdi daqorwinebas da 240 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

weliwadSi ramdenjerme Svebulebis aRebas. aseve gadaw­ yvetili mqonda RvTisTvis meaTedis gaReba. aseTi iyo RvTis msaxurebis Cemeuli xedva. rac ufro metad veZebdi RmerTs, miT metad veflobodi msaxurebaSi. amis aRiareba didad ar momwonda, magram sakmarisad gamWriaxi viyavi imis gasacnobiereblad, rom morCilebis SemTxveveaSi sisrulesa da kmayofilebas vipovidi. raki erTxel Sevpirdi RmerTs, rom yvelafris miuxedavad davemorCilebodi, man Cemi cxovrebis sruli suraTi maCvena, ris sakeTebladac momiwoda. 1980-ian wlebis adreul periodSi ukve vicodi ­RvTisgan, rom erTxelac, Tu mis morCilebaSi davrCebodi, erebze movaxdendi gavlenas misi sityvis meSveobiT. saWiro ar aris imis Tqma, rom aman mTlianad daipyro Cemi goneba. ver warmomedgina, rogor SeiZleboda amis miRweva. erTi patara qalaqis mkvidri biWi viyavi, romelic qveynis an saerTaSoriso doneze moRvawe arc erT msaxurs ar icnobda. RmerTi iosebisa da daviTis msgavsad gviCvenebs saboloo suraTs, magram ara mis misaRwevad saWiro yovel nabijs. es rwmenis gaRvivebaSi ufro gvexmareba, vidre gonebis argumentebis motanaSi. saWiroa veZeboT, Tu rogor davemorCiloT mis naTqvams da miznisken viaroT. xSirad xdeba, rom Cveni momdevno nabiji TiTqos ar hgavs miznisken svlas da piriqiT, sawinaaRmdego mimarTuleba aqvs. winamZRolobis sizmris Semdeg aTwliani monoba (rogorc iosebis SemTxvevaSi iyo) sruliad alogikuri nabijia. swored amitom gveubneba wm. werili: `mTeli Seni guliT miende ufals da Sens gonierebas nu daeyrdnobi. yovel Sens gzaze Seicani ufali da is mogisworebs bilikebs~ (ig. 3:5-6). ramdenime Tvis Semdeg, kolejis bolo wels, Cveni saZmos saxlSi davrCi. danarCenebi madlierebis dResaswaulis aRsaniSnavad oTxi dRiT saxlebSi gaemgzavrnen. me vmarxulobdi da vloculobdi, RvTiur mimarTulebas da nebas veZebdi Cemi cxovrebisTvis. ramdenime Tvis Semdeg momdevno nabijisTvis saWiro mimarTuleba miviRe, rac TiTqos sruliad ewinaaRmdegeboda movlenebis bunebriv ganviTarebas msaxurebis saqmeSi. CemTvis logikuri iqneboda bibliis skolaSi swavla, magram ufalma maCvena, RvTisgan mowodebuli 241

rom gasaubrebaze unda wavsuliyavi inJinris poziciis dasakaveblad. swored amitom gveubneba RmerTi, rom sakuTar gonebas ar unda daveyrdnoT! Cvens kampusSi mravali kompaniis warmomadgenels Sev­ xvdi da TiTqmis maSinve vicodi, rom muSaoba Rockwell Corporation-Si unda damewyo, romelic dalasSi, teqsasis StatSi mdebareobda. es yvelaferi uazro Canda, radgan dalasSi ar iyo CemTvis cnobili arc erTi bibliuri skola. cameti kompaniis SemoTavazeba mqonda sxvadasxva qalaqebidan, romelTagan ramdenimeSi bibliis skola arsebobda da yoveli maTgani xsenebul kompaniaze ufro met xelfass mpirdeboda. da mainc, me ufals davemorCile. roca dalasSi Cavedi da eklesiaSi Sevabije, ufalma maCvena, rom aq unda davfuZnebuliyavi. swored am eklesiaSi aRvizarde msaxurebis meSveobiT, romelic im adgilisken mimavali sastarto biliki gaxda, sadac axla var. meore: danergeT sakuTari Tavi? amas meore mizezTan mivyavarT, Tu ratom ver pouloben adamianebi RvTis nebas TavianTi cxovrebisTvis. isini ar inergebian adgilobriv eklesiaSi. RvTis sityva ase gveubneba: `uflis saxlSi dargulni, Cveni RvTis ezoebSi ayvavdebian~ (fs. 92:13). vinc RvTis saxlSi dainergeba, rac am qveynierebaze adgilobriv eklesias gulisxmobs, uflis saxlis ezoebSi gaifurCqneba. Cveni RvTis ezoebis erTi aspeqti qristes samsjavroc gaxlavT. Cven avyvavdebiT aqac da gankiTxvisas, Tu mtkiced varT Canergili adgilobriv eklesiaSi. aseTia RvTis Canafiqri. eklesia ara adamianma, aramed ufalma daafuZna. ieso ambobs: `da me geubnebi Sen, rom Sen xar petre da am klde­ ze avaSeneb Cems eklesias da jojoxeTis bWeni ver sZleven mas!~ (maT. 16:18). yuradReba miaqcieT sityvas `avaSeneb~. rogor SeZlebs ufali misi eklesiis aSenebas, roca fizikurad dedamiwaze ar imyofeba? pasuxi aseTia: _ misi eklesiis meSveobiT da es Cven varT. kvlav vimeoreb, rom amitom gvewoda TanamSromlebi (daqiravebuli muSaxeli). misgan gveZleva madli, unari da niWi da is erTaderTia, 242 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

vinc zebunebrivi ZaliT gvavsebs, Cven ki Tvinieri da morCili WurWlebi unda viyoT mis saqmeSi. axla ismis kiTxva: eklesias masTan TanamSromlobiT vagebT Tu sakuTari gegmebi gvamoZravebs? iesom msoflio eklesia adgilobriv eklesiebad dahyo. amis uricxvi magaliTidan erT-erTi iqneba misi sityvebi Svidi eklesiis mimarT gamocxadebis wignidan. esenia: efeso, smirna, pergamo, Tiatira, sarde, filadelfia da laodikia. wmida werili eklesias aseve qristes sxeuls uwodebs. iseve rogorc mTliani eklesia iyofa adgilobriv eklesiebad, qristes mTliani sxeulic iyofa adgilobriv sxeulebad. ufali erTaderTia, vinc Tavis xalxs saWiro adgilas ganaTavsebs. pavle gveubneba: `da, aha, RmerTma TiToeuli aso ise ganalaga sxeulSi, rogorc nebavda~ (1 kor. 12:18). es gancxadeba, SesaZloa, TqvenTvis Sokis momgvreli iyos: Cven ar virCevT, romel eklesiaSi unda davfuZndeT. amas RmerTi akeTebs! SeCerdiT da mcire xniT dafiqrdiT! bevri adamiani ise arCevs eklesias, TiTqos sasursaTo maRaziaSi imyofebodes nacvlad imisa, rom RmerTs daekiTxos. rogor SeZ­lebT Tqveni funqciis Sesrulebas, Tu sxeulis saWiro adgilas ar imyofebiT? adamianis sxeulis yoveli nawili gonivrulad aris dakavSirebuli RvTis Canafiqris Tanaxmad. xels sirTule Seeqmneba, muxls rom uerTdebodes. asec rom iyos, yovelTvis unda veZeboT RvTis gegma sxva qalaqSi an sxva adgilobriv eklesiaSi gadasvlamde. yvela Cvengans Tavisi funqcia aqvs adgilobriv eklesiaSi. wmida werilSi vkiTxulobT: `Tqven ki qristes sxeuli xarT, xolo cal-calke _ misi asoebi. da daayena RmerTma eklesiaSi, pirvelad mociqulebi, mere winaswarmetyvelni, mere moZRvrebi; Semdeg Zalni, gankurnebis niWi, Sewevna, marTva da sxvadasxva enebi~. (1 kor. 12:27-28) amis Semdeg pavle eklesiis mTavar poziciebze laparakobs. miuxedavad imisa, rom igi srul CamonaTvals RvTisgan mowodebuli 243

ar gvawvdis, axali aRTqmis sxva werilebidan vigebT, rom yoveli morwmune qristes sxeulis nawilia da TiToeuli maTgani mniSvnelovan rols asrulebs iseve rogorc Cveni fizikuri sxeulis asoebi. Tu saWiro adgilas ar vdgavarT, adgilobrivi eklesia unarmoklebulia zustad iseve, rogorc Cveni bunebrivi sxeuli iqneboda, asoebi (rogoricaa fexi, Tvali an Tirkmeli) damoukideblad rom moqmedebdnen, saerTod ar muSaobdnen an sxeulisgan mokveTili iyvnen. samwuxaro faqtia, rom ieso qristes msaxureba sruli datvirTviT ar mimdinareobs Cvens sazogadoebaSi da amis mizezi adgilobrivi eklesiebis uunaroba gaxlavT. ratom arian isini unarmoklebulebi? xSirad mizezi araefeqturi xelmZRvaneloba ki ar gaxlavT, aramed maRiarebeli morwmuneebis gadawyvetileba, rom damoukideblad icxovron. SegiZliaT, warmoidginoT, rom Cemma Tvalebma, fexebma, terfebma an sxva romelime nawilma Tavis Wkuaze moqmedeba gadawyvitos? Tu SeerTebuli Statebis adgilobrivi eklesiebis mdgomareobas gaviTvaliswinebT, saocaria, risi gakeTeba SeZlo RmerTma amerikaSi. amis sapirispirod, ratom izrdeboda ase swrafad pirveli eklesia? modi, gamovikvlioT da naTlad davinaxoT: `da gamudmebiT mociqulTa moZRvrebaSi, moziareoba­ Si, puris gatexasa da locvaSi mkvidrobdnen isini … yvela morwmune erTad iyo … yoveldRe erTsulovnad iyvnen taZarSi, saxlebSi purs texdnen da mxiarulebiTa da gulubraloebiT Rebulobdnen sazrdos. aqebdnen RmerTs da mTeli xalxis winaSe ixveWdnen keTilganwyobas, xolo ufali yoveldRe matebda eklesias gadarCenilebs~. (saqm. 2:42-47) xedavT, rom morwmuneebi adgilobriv eklesiaSi iyvnen danergili? isini erTad aqebdnen RmerTs, ismendnen erTsa da imave qadagebas, hqondaT saerTo xedva da cxovreba. aman eklesiis jansaRi zrda ganapiroba. adamianebi ufals maTi adgilobrivi eklesiis meSveobiT emsaxurebodnen da es maT saxlebsac Seexeboda. pirveli morwmuneebisTvis adgilobrivi eklesiis nawilad yofna maT cxovrebas warmoadgenda. faqtobrivad, 244 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

problema mogvianebiT warmoiSva, roca ramdenime qvrivs sakvebiT momsaxurebaze uari uTxres. mociqulebma Sekribes adgilobrivi sxeulis eklesiebi da uTxres, rom winamZRolebisTvis kargi ar iqneboda RvTis sityvis msaxurebis mitoveba da sufrebis momsaxureba. `amitom, Zmebo, amoirCieT Tqvengan Svidi sarwmuno, suliwmidiT da sibrZniT savse kaci, da isini davadginoT am saqmeze!~ (saqm. 6:3). yuradReba miaqcieT, rom winamZRolebs ar uTqvamT: `ramdenime moxalise gvWirdeba. vis aqvs dro, rom am qal­ batonebs moemsaxuros?~ ara, yvela morwmune miZRvnili iyo msaxurebisadmi, radgan isini adgilobriv eklesiaSi iyvnen danergili. piradad me darmwunebuli var, rom TiToeuls guliT surda, swored is aerCiaT am saqmisTvis. amorCeuli iqna Svidi adamiani: `… waradgines mociqulebis winaSe, iloces da xelebi daasxes maT. vrceldeboda RvTis sityva da didad mravldeboda mowafeTa ricxvi ierusalimSi; mRvdelTaganic bevri daemorCila rwmenas~. (saqm. 6:6-7) mociqulebma xelebi daasxes im Svid adamians. es cxe­ buleba ar emsaxureboda kaTedridan qadagebas, saojaxo jgufis swavlebas, qebisa da Tayvaniscemis gaZRolas an misioneruli mogzaurobis wamowyebas. xeldasxma saWiro iyo qvrivebis mosamsaxureblad eklesiaSi. saocaria! da mainc, yuradReba miaqcieT, rom im Svidi adamianis mier sxeulSi swori adgilis dakavebis Semdeg, Tundac es umniSvnelo Canda, RvTis sityva gavrcelda da didad gamravlda mowafeTa ricxvi ierusalimSi. aq saocar faqts vxedavT. saqmeTa wignis pirvelidan mexuTe Tavis CaTvliT, sityva `mateba~ ramdenjerme aris gamoyenebuli ierusalimis eklesiis zrdis aRsaniSnavad. ai, ramdenime SemTxveva: `... da sami aTasamde suli SeemataT im dRes~. (saqm. 2:41) `... xolo ufali yoveldRe gadarCenilebs~. (saqm. 2:47)

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`sul ufro da ufro ematebodnen ufals morwmuneni, mravali mamakaci da dedakaci~. (saqm. 5:14) am momentamde, adgilobrivi eklesiis msaxurebaSi mxolod mociqulebi iyvnen CarTuli da sityvis mTavari gadamcemi mxolod petre gaxldaT. miuxedavad amisa, raRac momentSi morwmuneebma gaacnobieres, rom yovel maTgans ori mTavari pasuxismgebloba ekisreboda: pirveli, yvela adamianisTvis saxarebis qadageba da swavleba; da meore, garkveuli funqciis Sesruleba adgilobriv eklesiaSi. aRmoCena, rom yvela morwmune valdebulia, gaavrcelos iesos saocari aRdgomis ambavi, saqm. 5:42-6:1-Si gvxvdeba: `yoveldRe daucxromlad aswavlidnen da axarebdnen qriste iesos, taZarsa da saxlebSi. im dReebSi, mowafeebi ... momravldnen...~ (saqm. 5:42-6:1). petresTvis SeuZlebeli iyo yvela saxlSi misvla saxarebis sauwyeblad, radgan radio, televizia an interneti ar arsebobda. amrigad, viciT, rom morwmuneebma daiwyes ieso qristes saxarebis gadacema da swavleba maT garSemo mcxovrebi adamianebis­ Tvis. yuradReba miaqcieT, rom axla eklesia mimatebiT ki ara gamravlebiT izrdeboda. es pirveli SemTxvevaa saqmeTa wignSi, roca gamravlebul zrdasTan gvaqvs saqme. da mainc, gamravlebis dinamika aq ar SeCerebula. morwmuneebma raki erTxel daikaves msaxurebis pozicia eklesiaSi (magaliTi mocemuli iyo amorCeuli kacebis mier qvrivebis sufrebze momsaxurebis saxiT), vkiTxulobT, rom mowafeTa ricxvi ubralod ki ar gaizarda, aramed didad gamravlda. didad gamravleba sanimuSo zrdaa! neba momeciT, rom gagiziaroT gansxvaveba Sematebasa da didad gamravlebas anu sanimuSo zrdas Soris. warmovidginoT pastori, romelic uflisTvis 10 000 suls moipovebs yoveli Tvis ganmavlobaSi. CaTvliT Tu ara amas efeqtur msaxurebad? albaT, ki. da mainc, iciT ra dro dasWirdeba mas am raodenobis adamianTa mosapoveblad? pasuxi iqneba warmoudgeneli: 50 000 weli da es im pirobiT, Tu am xnis ganmavlobaSi aravin daibadeba an mokvdeba! es 8-jer aRemateba kacobriobis dedamiwaze yofnis dros. yovlad SeuZlebelia! axla neba momeciT, didad gamravlebis magaliTi 246 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

SemogTavazoT. vTqvaT, ori adamiani daimowafeT da adgilobriv eklesiaSi CarTeT. momdevno Tves es ori adamiani or sxvas moiyvans ufalTan da eklesiaSi daafuZnebs. momdevno Tves is oTxi igives gaakeTebs da Semdeg Tves rva adamiani moiyvans xalxs ufalTan. Tu es procesi gagrZeldeba, iciT, ra dro dasWirdeba mTeli dedamiwis mosaxleobis mopovebas? pasuxi gaxlavT: 39 Tve. diax, marTalia, es sami welic ar aris! es gaxlavT didad gamravleba. axla SegiZliaT, warmoidginoT, rogor unda gavigoT es bibliaSi? `ase gastana or weliwads, da aziis yvela mkvidri ismenda uflis sityvas _ rogorc iudevlebi, ise berZnebic~. (saqm. 19:10) yvela mkvidri! Tu wmida werili ambobs yvelao, es yvela adamians niSnavs. Cven ar vlaparakobT erT qalaqze, aramed mTel regionze. maT ar hqondaT satelituri mauw­ yebloba, radio, socialuri media, manqanebi an T ­ undac velosipedebi. es aris sanimuSo zrda! didad gamravlebis gamocdileba morwmuneTa jansaR sxeuls moaqvs. jansaRi sxeuli adgilobriv eklesiebSi danergili morwmuneebiT iqmneba, romlebic aseve CarTuli arian eklesiis msaxurebaSi (iseT saqmeebSi, rogorebicaa qvrivTa sufrebis momsaxureba, wesrigis dacva, manqanebis sadgomze muSaoba, misalmeba, cixeSi saxarebis mitana, bavSvTa msaxurebaSi monawileoba da mravali sxva). mas, romelic msaxurobs, adamianebi adgilobriv eklesiaSi mohyavs. gaxsovdeT, rom ieso yvela eridan xal­xis damowafebisken mogviwodebs da ara mxolod moqcevisken. visac qristeze vumowmebT, Cvens eklesiebSic unda davnergoT, rom iswavlon yvelaferi, rac iesom gvamcno (ix. maT. 28:20). imisTvis, rom adamianebma qristeSi mowifulobas miaRwion, saWiroa mTeli eklesiis sxeuli da misi yvela niWi. sakvanZo momentia adgilobriv eklesiaSi danergva. iq Cven vifurCqnebiT. Tu SeniSneT, sufrebis momsaxurebisTvis arCeuli Svideulidan erTi-erTi filipe gaxldaT. mogvianebiT, saqmeTa wigni mas filipe RvTisgan mowodebuli 247

maxarebels uwodebs. axla misi msaxureba mraval qalaqs moicavs: `momdevno dRes gamovediT pavle da masTan myofni; kesarias rom mivaRwieT, SevediT SvidTagan erTerTis, filipe maxareblis saxlSi da masTan davrCiT~ (saqm. 21:8). miuxedavad imisa, rom filipe ukve didi maxarebeli gaxda, romelic ufalma sxva qalaqSi gadaiyvana, mas mainc cnobdnen rogorc erT-erTs qvrivebis momsaxure Svideulidan. adgilobriv eklesiaSi msaxurebam mniSvnelovani roli Seasrula, rom igi Tavisi cxovrebis mowodebaSi Sesuliyo. adamianebs ase veubnebi: `SesaZloa, raRac didis keTebis mowodeba gqondeT, magram is saTanadod ver momwifdeba, Tu adgilobriv eklesiaSi danergvis meSveobiT ar warmoiSva~. neba momeciT, gavimeoro mefsalmunis sityvebi: `uflis saxlSi dargulni, Cveni RvTis ezoebSi ayvavdebian~ (fs. 92:13). ifiqreT sityvaze `dargulni~. RvTis samefos funqcionirebaSi gasarkvevad unda gaiTvaliswinoT Tesva-mkis kanoni. iesom mowafeebs uTxra, rom Tesvis, niadagisa da mkis kanonebis gareSe SeuZlebeli iqneboda misi igavebis gageba (ix. mark. 4:13). martivad rom vTqvaT, RvTis mTeli samefo aseTi gaxlavT: `...RvTis samefo hgavs kacs, romelic Tesls agdebs miwaSi. RamiT sZinavs, dRisiT dgeba, magram ar icis, rogor aRmocendeba da izrdeba Tesli. radgan miwas TviTon gamoaqvs nayofi: jer jejili, Semdeg TavTavi, mere ki savse marcvali TavTavSi. raJams momwifdeba nayofi, maSinve wargzavnis namgals, radgan moawia mkam~. (mark. 4:26-29) davuSvaT, Cems xelTaa erTi muWa sxvadasxva xexilis kurka, magram me ver varCev maT. imis gagebis erTaderTi gza, Tu ra nayofs unda velodo, maTi daTesvaa. daTesvidan garkveuli drois Semdeg maT bunebas amovicnob. RmerTi TiToeul CvenganSi winaswargansazRvrul mowodebas da mis gansaxorcieleblad saWiro niWebs debs: `vinaidan misi qmnilebani varT, qriste iesoSi Seqmnilni, keTili saqmeebisTvis, romlebic winaswar gagvimzada RmerTma, raTa am saqmeebSi viaroT~ (efes. 2:10). da `ar icvleba RvTis niWebi da mowodeba~ (rom.

11:29). iesos naTqvamis Tanaxmad, Cemi mowodeba da niWebi Teslis saxiT aris mocemuli. Tu Cems Tavs eklesiaSi davnergav, RvTiv­ boZebul daniSnulebas movimki. Tu ase ar moviqcevi, niWebs sul sxva miznebisTvis gamoviyeneb, vidre Cems Semoqmeds hqonda gansazRvruli. amitom, Tavs nu moityuebT qveynierebis standartebiT miRweuli warmatebiT. SesaZloa, winsvla gqondeT TqvenSi arsebuli niWebis gamoyenebiT, magram maTi gamoyeneba ar moxdeba mTavari gegmis morCilebaSi. neba momeciT, ramdenime magaliTi moviyvano. qveynierebaze bevri adamiania saocari xmiT. maT simReras msmeneli cremlebamde mihyavs. es niWi RvTis sadideblad da misi gulisa da survilebis miyolisTvis adamianTa aRsaZvrelad miecaT. maT arasodes umoqmediaT daniSnule­ bisamebr, radgan gadarCena ver miiRes da verc eklesiaSi dafuZndnen. es erT-erTi magaliTia urwmunoebze, romlebic iesosTan ar mosulan mTeli cxovrebis manZilze. maT garda arian morwmuneebi, romlebmac iesos gulebi miuZRvnes, magram eklesiaSi araregularulad dadian. isini TavianT umaRles daniSnulebas ar asruleben, radgan eklesiaSi danergilebi ar arian. SesaZloa, aseTebi mowodebuli iyvnen eklesiis gareT zegavlenis mosaxdenad da amas kidec axerxebdnen garkveul donemde, magram maTi nayofiereba gacilebiT didi iqneboda, adgilobriv eklesiaSi myarad rom dafuZnebuliyvnen. SesaZloa, adamianma amoicnos zogierTi niWi da Seecados saukeTeso gziT mis gamoyenebas, Tumca xis srul bunebas: formas, varjis moyvanilobas, Zalas da a. S, _ verasodes gaigebT, Tu is Teslis saxiT darCeba. aseve ver mixvdebiT RvTiur, WeSmarit daniSnulebas, Tu eklesiaSi ar dainergebiT. es RvTis Canafiqria da ara adamianis. kidev erTi arasasiamovno mxarea morwmuneebis sxva eklesiaSi gadabargeba raime problemis warmoSobisTanave. dRes mamakacebi da qalebi naucbaTevad toveben eklesiebs, roca raRac araswors dainaxaven, gansakuTrebiT ki, xelmZRvanelobasTan dakavSirebiT. SesaZloa, miuRebeli iyos eklesiis winamZRolebisa da maTi gundis marTvis stili. SesaZloa, vinmes Sesawiravebis Segrovebis an am Tanxis xarjvis wesi ar moswondes. pastoris qadagebiT ukmayofilo zogierTi msmeneli eklesiidan RvTisgan mowodebuli 249

midis. zogjer mwyemss miukareblobas an gadaWarbebul familarobaSi adanaSauleben. aseve arsebobs problemebi eklesiis sxva wevrebis mxridan uyuradRebobis gamo. am siis gagrZeleba dausruleblad SeiZleba. amgvar sakiT­ xebze ganawyenebuli adamianebi siZneleebs ver umklav­ debian da imeds ver inarCuneben, amitom garbian iq, sadac maTi azriT naklebi konfliqtia mosalodneli. modi, Tvali gavusworoT erT faqts. srulyofili mwyemsi da eklesiis TanamoZme mxolod ieso qristea. maS, ratom gavurbivarT sirTuleebs nacvlad imisa, rom simtkice SevinarCunoT da maTi mogvareba vcadoT? ase SeiZleba uamravi eklesia moviaroT adgilis ZiebaSi, sadac mravali sxva xelmZRvaneli da eklesiis wevri Segvxvdeba. daimaxsovreT! adgili, sadac RmerTma mogvaTavsa, swored is adgilia, sadac eSmaki Seuracxgvyofs, rom iqedan gagvagdos. mters mamakacebisa da dedakacebis RvTi­uri niadagidan amoZirkva surs. Tu man es moaxerxa, warmatebasac moipovebs. Tu udidesi konfliqtis drosac ki ar SeirxeviT, mis gegmebs CaSliT da RvTisas _ aRasrulebT. da kvlav, `uflis saxlSi dargulni, Cveni RvTis ezoebSi ayvavdebian~. ra daemarTeba mcenares, Tu yovel sam kviraSi erTxel gadargvas moundomebT? misi fesvTa sistema TandaTan dasustdeba da ver gamoisxams yvavilebs an srul potencials ver gamoavlens. Tu mainc ar SeeSvebiT da kvlav gaagrZelebT mis xSir gadatanas axal niadagSi, is Sokisgan daiRupeba. bevri gadadis eklesiidan eklesiaSi msaxurebis mowodebis gasaviTareblad. Tu maT ar cnoben im adgilze, sadac RmerTma mouwoda, wyena advilad euflebaT. Tu raRac moxda im sakiTxSi, sadac maT gansxvavebuli mosazreba aqvT, ganawyenebulebi toveben eklesias. isini ara marto midian, aramed xelmZRvanelobasac akritikeben. isini dabrmavebuli arian sakuTari naklovanebebis mimarT da ver acnobiereben, rom RmerTs maTi srulyofa surda ganxorcielebuli zewolis meSveobiT (es mxolod msaxurebiT ar Semoifargleba, aramed qorwinebaze, samuSaosa da sxva msgavs urTierTobebzec vrceldeba). modi, viswavloT im magaliTebiT, romelTac RmerTi gvawvdis mcenareebsa da xeebTan dakavSirebiT. roca xes niadagSi Cargaven, Tavsxma wvimis, mwveli mzisa da qaris 250 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

zewolis gadatana uxdeba. norC xes laparaki rom SeeZ­ los, albaT, ase ityoda: `gTxovT, wamiyvaneT aqedan! CamrgeT im adgilas, sadac ar iqneba papanaqeba sicxe da qariSxali!~ mebaRes misTvis rom moesmina, mcenares usaTuod daazianebda. xeebi, mzis simxurvales da qarian Tavsxmas fesvebis siRrmeSi gadgmis meSveobiT ewinaaRmdegebian. mosuli siZneleebi sabolood maTi didi stabilurobis wyaro xdeba. maT irgvliv arsebuli garemoebebis simkacre xeebs sicocxlis axali wyaros Ziebas aiZulebs. erT dResac isini gacilebiT Zlieri Stormebis winaSe dadgebian, mag­ ram veraferi Seaferxebs maTSi nayofis gamoRebis unars. viciT ra es, ar unda SevewinaaRmdegoT viTarebebs, romelTac RmerTi Cvens cxovrebaSi uSvebs, radgan amis mizezi Cveni mowodebisTvis gaZliereba gaxlavT. mesame: raime gamZimebT? axla vimsjelebT bolo mizezze, romelic adamianebs mowodebis povnasa da misken svlaSi abrkolebs. sxvadasxva simZime maT xels uSlis sarbielis gavlasa da dasrulebaSi. pavle Tavis Tavze ambobs: `sicocxle arad miRirs, oRond ki davasrulebde Cems sarbielsa da msaxurebas, ufal iesosgan rom miviRe, raTa davamowmo RvTis madlis saxareba~ (saqm. 20:24). pavles Rrmad hqonda gacnobierebuli misi cxovrebiseuli misia. mas hqonda dasasrulebeli saqme da imasac xvdeboda, rom jer miznamde ar mieRwia. saidan icoda es? zustad ise, rogorc iesom, iseve rogorc petrem (ix. 2 petr. 1:14). es ician RvTis maZiebelma adamianebma, romlebic eklesiaSi dainergnen da bolomde gaZles. ufali yvelas ucxadebs amas, vinc sakuTar sicocxles RvTis nebaze Zvirfasad ar miiCnevs. amaSia gasaRebi: roca sicocxle ar gvenaneba RvTisTvis sasurveli gegmis aRsasruleblad, ara marto mowodebas aRmovaCenT, aramed mis aRsrulebasac SevZlebT. erTi magaliTi saxarebebSi Cans. erT dRes ieso erTi qalaqidan meoreSi miemarTeboda. Cven vkiTxulobT: `gzas rom adgnen, viRacam uTxra: `gamogyvebi, sadac ki waxval!~ (luk. 9:57). RvTisgan mowodebuli 251

amis mTqmeli aRtacebuli, enTuziazmiT savse da wrfe­ li adamiania. mas surs, iesos gayves mTeli cxovrebis ganmavlobaSi. Tumca iesos enTuziazmis miRma adamianis WeSmariti motivis anu gulis xafangebis danaxvis unari aqvs. man aRmoaCina dabrkoleba, romelic am kacs daniSnulebis SesrulebaSi xels SeuSlida da ase miugo: `meliebs soroebi aqvT da cis frinvelT _ budeebi. kacis Zes ki Tavis misadreki ar gaaCnia~ (luk. 9:58). albaT, es adamiani amqveyniuri daculobis grZnobiT poulobda Svebas. savaraudod, mas eqneboda kargi samuSao, mniSvnelovani kapitali Tavis saxlSi da xandaz­ mulobis wlebisTvis gaTvlili programa. iesom pir­dapir daumizna mis am sisustes, roca uTxra, rom Tavis mi­ sadreki ar gaaCnda. SemiZlia am kacis saxis da brboSi sxvaTa warmodgena, romlebmac iesos sityvebis gagonebisTanave daiwyes nel-nela ukan daxeva, rom SeumCnevlad gaparuliyvnen. es adamiani albaT ase ityoda: `ieso, Sens Sekrebebze xalxs gamovuZRvebi, bendSi davukrav da xandazmuli adamianebisTvis manqanebsac davayeneb parkirebis adgilas, roca isini Sens mosasmenad movlen Cems qalaqSi~. mis TvalSi iesos mowafeobis brwyinvaleba gafermkrTalda da uflis msaxurebis keTili zraxvebic swrafad gauCinarda. amrigad, es da mravali sxva adamiani im ganzraxviT gab­ runda ukan, rom kvlavac mxari daeWira iesosTvis, mxo­ lod sicocxlis miZRvnis gareSe. Semdeg iesom sxva adamians gadaxeda, romelsac aRfrTo­vaneba jer ar daekarga da uTxra: `gamomyevi!~ `man Tqva: `ufalo, neba momeci, jer wavide da mamaCemi davmarxo!~ man ki miugo: `mkvdrebs daanebe TavianTi mkvdrebis damarxva. Sen ki wadi da iqadage RvTis samefo!~ (luk. 9:59-60) saocaria! ra mtkice pasuxia! SesaZloa, zogierTma ifiqros, rom ieso naklebad mgrZnobiare da cota ar iyos, mkacric iyo. miuxedavad amisa, imdroindeli kulturis Taviseburebebi ar unda dagvaviwydes. mkvlevarebi gveubnebian, rom maSindeli tradiciis Tanaxmad, pirmSo Zes mamis damarxvis valdebuleba ekisreboda da memkvidreobis ormagi wilic ergeboda. danarCeni Svilebi 252 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

mxolod erT wils miiRebdnen. im SemTxvevaSi, Tu pirmSo mamis dak­ rZalvis movaleobas ugulebelyofda, ormagi wili momdevno vaJs gadaecemoda. am adamians TavSi fuli utrialebda. savaraudod, mas komfortulad cxovreba uyvarda, rac sabolood, xels SeuSlida iesos mowafeobis miznis miRwevaSi. is, albaT, sxva mimarTulebiT gadauxvevda an RvTis gegmis miyolis nacvlad finansur gaTvlebze dafuZnebel gadawyvetilebebs miiRebda. darwmunebuli var, rom uflis miTiTebis miRebis Semdeg es adamiani ramdenime sxvasTan erTad brboSi mimalvas Seecada. misi pasuxi daaxloebiT am azris matarebeli iqneboda: `ieso, konferenciebze mogemsaxurebi, romlebsac Cems qalaqSi Caatareb! gundSi vimRereb da dasartymel sakravzec davukrav. amis gakeTeba namdvilad SemiZlia. miyvars es saqme da Sengan aranair sazRaurs ar moviTxov amisTvis~. iesos gayolis survilma simZafre dakarga am da bevri sxva adamianisTvis. yuradReba miaqcieT, rom mas iesos gayolaze uari ar uTqvams. man Tqva, rom gayveboda, Tumca misi dabneulobis gasaRebi Semdeg frazaSi gamoCnda: `neba momeci, jer wavide ...~. is unda darwmunebuliyo, rom sasurvels miiRebda da iesos amis Semdeg daumorCilebda cxovrebas. RvTis nebis win araferi ar unda davayenoT, Tu Cveni cxovrebisTvis misi gegmis aRmoCenisa da aRsrulebis survili gvaqvs. uamravi morwmune minaxavs, vinc morCilebaze uari Tqva maTTvis prioritetuli sakiTxebis pirvel rigSi dayenebis ganzraxvis gamo. ra dasanania, rom isini daniSnulebas acdnen! viRac sxva movida da maTi funqcia Seasrula. rogor iqneba maTi saqme samsjavros taxtis winaSe wardgomisas? isev Cvens ambavs davubrundeT. iesos irgvliv xalxi SeTxelda, magram iq kidev darCa erTi moxalise. `ufalo, oRond jer neba momeci Sinaurebs gamovem­ Svidobo!~ uTxra mas iesom: `vinc guTans udgas da Tan ukan iyureba, RvTis samefosTvis ar gamodgeba!~ (luk. 9:61-62) yuradReba miaqcieT wina SemTxvevis msgavs frazas: `neba momeci, jer ...~. cxadad Canda, rom es adamiani RvTisgan mowodebuli 253

axlos iyo Tavisi ojaxis wevrebTan, megobrebTan an Tundac sayvarel adamianTan. mas surda, rom galileveli moZRvris miyolis gadawyvetileba maTTan erTad ganexila. axloblebTan mWidro urTierTobebi gadamwyveti faqtori gamodga iesos msaxurebis saqmeSi. amas ufali pirdapir SeewinaaRmdega naTqvamiT, rom is caTa samefosTvis ar gamodgeboda. vxedav, rogor ixevs ukan is adamiani jer kidev mozrdil jgufTan erTad. TiTqmis yurSi Camesmis misi xma: `ieso, me sazogadoebriv urTierTobebsa da adamianur resursebs kargad ganvkargav. SemiZlia konsultanti viyo Sens msaxurebaSi da marTlac kargi TanamSromlebis mozidvaSi dagexmaro. aseve uzrunvelvyof adgilob­ rivi sakonferencio centris dacvas Cvens qalaqSi Seni momdevno SexvedrisTvis. roca moxval, pasuxismgebeli viqnebi xalxis daxvedrisa da wesrigis damcvelTa msaxu­ rebaze. Tu dagWirda, Senc SegiZRvebi Sekrebaze. iq var da gelodebi!~ safiqrebelia, rom am momentisTvis iesom dainaxa, rogor davida aRfrTovanebuli mimdevrebis didi ricxvi samocdaaT mowafemde. albaT, dasawyisSi iq aTasamde adamiani iqneboda, magram igi uSualod daupirispirda sam mTavar dabrkolebas, romlebic adamianebs TavianTi daniSnulebis SesrulebaSi xels uSlidnen: daculobis SegrZnebas, fulsa da urTierTobebs (arsebobs dabrkolebis sxva sferoebi, rogorebicaa siamovneba, sxva sagnebis ndoma RvTis nebis miRma da a.S. Tumca wlebis gamocdilebam damanaxa, rom Cem mier CamoTvlia maTgan mTavari). mraval adamians saxarebis kiTxvisas mxedvelobidan gamorCeba xolme lukas momdevno mniSvnelovani ganacxadi, radgan igi meore TavSi grZeldeba. da mainc, minda SegaxsenoT, rom lukas wigni erTi grZeli werilia. eklesiam mogvianebiT daurTo mas Tavebi da muxlebi paraleluri adgilebis Ziebis gasaadvileblad. mousmineT, ras ambobs luka: `amis Semdeg sxva samocdaaTi amoarCia ufalma da or-ori miavlina winaswar, yvela im qalaqsa da sofelSi, sadac misvlas apirebda. uTxra maT: `samkali bevria, muSaki _ cota ...~. (luk. 10:1-2) 254 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

am muxlebSi ramdeni ram devs. upirveles yovlisa, daakvirdiT sityvebs `amis Semdeg~. davsvaT kiTxva: `ris Semdeg?~ pasuxi aseTia: `mas Semdeg, rac iesom dainaxa, rogor SeTxelda mis irgvliv xalxi da mxolod isini darCnen, romlebic ase ambobdnen: `ar madardebs, ris fasad damijdeba iesos gayola. me es minda da asec moviqcevi!~ maT moismines iesos gamoxmaureba daculobaze, fulsa da mWidro adamianur urTierTobebze da gadawyvites, arafrisTvis ar miecaT RmerTSi maTi daniSnulebis aRsrulebisTvis xelis SeSlis ufleba. Semdeg iesom Tavisi gundis samocdaaTi axali wevri amoarCia, romlebic savaraudod, swored is darCenilebi iyvnen. axal aRTqmaSi amorCeva igive dadgena gaxlavT. raime saqmeze dadgenili adamiani igive amorCeulia da vinc amorCeulia, aseve dadgenilia konkretuli saqmis­ Tvis. ieso garkveul ganacxads akeTebs maTes saxarebis or sxvadasxva adgilas. Tu is orjer imeorebs saTqmels erTi da igive saxarebaSi, amas yuradReba unda mivaq­ cioT. ai, isic: `mowodebuli bevria, rCeuli ki cota~ (maT. 20:16; 22:14). mowodebuli bevria. mainc ramdeni? zustad rom ­vTqvaT, yvela. yvela morwmunes aqvs cxovrebiseuli mowodeba da garkveul niWebs flobs mis gansaxorcieleblad. da mainc, es azri gagaognebT, magram unda iTqvas, rom ramdenimea rCeuli anu dadgenili misi mowodebis aRsasruleblad. ratom aris ase mcire rCeulTa ricxvi? pasuxi aseTia: mxolod mciredni arian mzad, rom cxovrebiseuli mowodebisTvis miatovon TavianTi survilebi, daculobis gancda, fulisadmi ltolva, damabrkolebeli urTierTobebi da ase Semdeg. yuradReba miaqcieT iesos naTqvams: `... samkali bevria, muSakni ki cotani arian~ (maT. 9:37). ­ RvTis brali ar aris, rom Cvenma Taobam misi sityva ver SeiTavsa. uflis survilia: `yvela adamiani gadarCes da miaRwios WeSmaritebis Semecnebas~ (1 tim. 2:4). Cven is adamianebi varT, romlebic RvTis gankiTxvis taxtis winaSe warvdgebiT da angariSs CavabarebT, Tu ratom ver movipoveT uflisTvis Cveni Taobis warmomadgenlebi. Tu mowodebas aRvasrulebT, ar ganvikiTxebiT, xolo Tu sxvadasxva dabrkolebebs Cveni Seferxebis saSualebas mivcemT, gankiTxva mkacri iqneba. SeiZleba TqvaT: `me mxolod erTi var mravalTagan~. RvTisgan mowodebuli 255

ra moxdeba, Tqvenma RviZlma rom ganacxados: `me sxeulis umniSvnelo aso var. veravin mamCnevs da Cems saqmianobasac ar afaseben, amitom imas gavakeTeb, rac momindeba da Cems namdvil funqcias aRar Sevasruleb?~ rogorc iciT, RviZlis gareSe sxeuli seriozul safrTxeSi aRmoCndeba. ra iqneba, igive rom Tqvan filtvebma, fexebma, terfebma an sxva romelime asom? iseve rogorc sxeulis yoveli aso mniSvnelovania, qristes sxeulis yoveli wevric mniSvnelovania. es faqti gvafxizlebs. ieso gveubneba, rom mciredni aRasruleben TavianT daniSnulebas, rasac RvTis saxlis Seneba warmoadgens. yovel morwmunes aqvs Senebis mowodeba, magram maTgan mcire Tu Seasrulebs dakisrebul movaleobas. es niSnavs, rom morwmuneTa samsjavroze bevri adamiani dazaraldeba da ver miiRebs didebul sazRaurs. vici, rom es ar aris sasixarulo ambavi. Tumca kargis Tqmac SeiZleba: axlac ar aris gvian, rom daiwyoT. dadeqiT muxlebze da RmerTs sTxoveT, mogitevoT yvelaferi, rasac Tqvens cxovrebaSi RvTis nebis dabrkolebis saSualeba mieciT da Semdeg nabij-nabij mihyeviT. mecxramete saukunis did maxarebels, smiT viglzuorss Tavisi msaxureba manam ar dauwyia, sanam 50-s ar gadaabija. TqvenTvisac ar aris gvian. gaxsovdeT, rom kargad Senebis gasaRebia: pirveli, RvTis Zieba rwmeniT. meore, im adgilobriv eklesiaSi danergva, romelzec RmerTi migiTiTebT da eklesiis xelmZRvanelobisadmi morCilebaSi darCena. da mesame, cxovrebiseuli dabrkolebebis moSoreba. roca RmerTi gaCvenebT im simZimeebs, romlebic ukan gweven, sTxoveT mis maxvils, rom gadaWras yoveli sakvreli Tqvens sulsa da sxeulze. misi madli sakmarisi iqneba Tqvens gasaTavisufleblad. sruli sazRauri1 saboloo sityva, sanam momdevno Tavze gadavidodeT. bevr adamians saerTod ar dauwyia RvTis saxlis Seneba an Tavi aarida am saqmes. isini droebiTma didebam gaitaca: qveynierebis simdidrem, zegavlenis, Zalauflebisa da siamovnebis gulisTqmam, adamianTagan mowonebam. es yvelaferi xundeba. Tavs nu moityuebT, gzas nu 256 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

gaimrudebT da cdomilebaSi nu CavardebiT! darCiT mizanmimarTuli. qristeSi saqme gaqvT Sesasrulebeli. Tqveni sakeTebeli unda daasruloT. iqnebian iseTebi, romelTa sezonuri an Tundac mTeli cxovrebis Sroma wyalSi Caiyreba. maTi saqmeebi ganadgurdeba da RvTis maradiul saxlSi wils ver daimkvidreben. SegiZliaT amis warmodgena? neba momeciT, am gancxadebis wonadobis saCveneblad Cveni ojaxis SekveTili saxlis ambavs davubrunde. vinaidan saxlis mSeneblobis process yoveldRiurad vakvirdebodi, xelosnebma sakmaod kargad gamicnes. isini `mqadagebels~ meZaxdnen. yoveldRe, roca manqaniT mividodi mSeneblobis adgilas, xelosnebis rok-musikas iqauroba mihqonda. Cems danaxvaze romelime maTgani saswrafod mivardeboda portatul stereomagnitofons da gamorTavda. gulSi meRimeboda amgvar mokrZalebaze, rasac RvTuri sagnebis mimarT iCendnen. Semdeg cotas wavimusaifebdiT. am biWebTan saintereso saubrebi da msaxurebisTvis didi SesaZleblobebi mqonda. erT-erTi aseTi SemTxvevisas gavixsene, rom xelosnebma im didebuli saxlebis Sesaxeb miambes, romlebic auSenebiaT. TavianT namoRvawarze moyolisas saxeebi ubrwyinavdaT. kargad vxedavdi im uzomo kmayofilebas da siamonebas, rac maT didebul saqmeSi monawileobam moutana. aranair sircxvilis grZnobas adgili ar hqonia da mxolod sixaruls gamoxatavdnen Sromis gamo, ramac sxva ojaxebic asargebla da im mSvenieri saxlebis dam­ TvaliereblebisTvisac cnobili gaxda. modi, win wavideT kidev erTi nabijiT! warmogidgeniaT, ras unda grZnobdnen vaSingtonSi `TeTri saxlis~ amgebi adamianebi? warmoidgineT, rom erT dRes erT-erTi maTganis Svili skolidan modis da mamas uyveba, rom gakveTilze qveynis yvelaze cnobili saxlis Sesaxeb Seityo. Semdeg biWi Tu gogona sazeimod acxadebs, rom mis sanaxavad skolaSi eqskursia dagegmes. ra Jruanteli dauvlis am adamians, romelic Svils im cnobili saxlis mSeneblobaSi monawileobaze uambobs? SegiZliaT, warmoidginoT misi emociebi, roca Svils Tan axldeba eqskursiaze pensilvaniis gamziris 1600 nomerSi? SegiZliaT, warmoidginoT misi gancdebi S­ vilis saxe­ ze aRbeWdili aRfrTovanebisa da siamayis gamo, RvTisgan mowodebuli 257

roca es ukanaskneli Tanaklaselebs amcnobs SeerTebuli Statebis prezidentis rezidenciis mSeneblobaSi mamis monawileobis Sesaxeb? analogiur mdgomareobaSi Cvenc aRmovCndebiT. Tumca Cven ar vSromobT im saxlis mSeneblobaze, romelic sabolood daingreva da sxva ramiT Seicvleba. Cven vSro­ mobT saxlze, romelic mTeli samyaros yuradRebis centrSi moeqceva ukuniTi ukunisamde. o, diax! gaixseneT miqa winaswarmetyvelis sityvebi: `mravali xalxi mova da ityvis: `modi, avideT uflis mTaze, iakobis RvTis saxlSi; raTa man gvaswavlos Tavisi gzebi da viaroT misi bilikebiT, radgan sionidan gamova rjuli da ierusalimi­ dan _ uflis sityva~ (miq. 4:2). samyaroSi mimdinare movlenebi yovelTvis RvTis saxlis irgvliv itrialebs. iqedan momdinare sibrZne da rjuli warmarTavs yovel qmnilebas. aq erTi saocari faqti unda aRvniSnoT: is aTi trilioni wlis Semdegac iseTive mSvenieri iqneba, rogoric misi Seqmnis dRes iyo. aris saxarebis erTi didi msaxuri, romelmac erTguleba sicocxlis bolomde gamoiCina. man nayofierad iSroma samoc welze metxans da maradisobaSi sazRauris misaRebad gadavida Cveni aTaswleulis damdegs. misi gardacvalebidan erTi wlis Semdeg Sua dasavleTSi gavemgzavre erT did eklesiaSi, sadac Tayvaniscemis wamyvanma RvTisgan mocemuli cocxali xilva gagviziara. xilvaSi es adamiani zecad avida da iq is didi msaxuri naxa, romelsac gaesaubra kidec. msaxurma guliani RimiliT uT­x­ra Tayvaniscemis xelmZRvanels: `es gacilebiT kargia, vidre warmomedgina~. maT ilaparakes sxvadasxva WeSmaritebaze da movlenebze. Semdeg is msaxuri Sebrunda da sionSi mis wil samuSaoze miuTiTa. es masiuri ram iyo. erTgulebis Sedegi gacilebiT farTo da Sors mimavali aRmoCnda, vidre mas warmoedgina da es yvelaferi TvalnaTeli gaxda. mas SeeZlo Tavis naSromze mieTiTebina, rogorc im xelosnebs, romlebmac TavianT aSenebul saxlebze miambes. ra saocari maradiuli sazRauria! ubralod warmoidgineT, rom maradisobaSi RvTis saxlis mSeneblobaSi Tqven mier Setanil wvlils aCvenebT ara marto Tqvens STamomavlobas, aramed uamrav xalxsa da ers, romlebic sionad wodebuli didebuli saxlis sanaxavad movlen. SegiZliaT, warmoidginoT, 258 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

rogor modian adamianebi, RvTis saxlis mSvenierebis sanaxavad da Tan Tqvens Rvawlze msjeloben maradisobis ganmavlobaSi? modi, sapirispiro viTareba ganvixiloT. davuSvaT, araferi gaqvT saCvenebeli Tqveni saqmeebidan, radgan kargad ver daasruleT. warmogidgeniaT, rogor modian Tqveni STamomavlebi an winaprebi Tqveni naRvawis sanaxavad, magram maTTvis saCvenebeli araferi gaqvT? warmogidgeniaT, mTeli maradisobis ganmavlobaSi Tqveni naSromis sanaxavad amaod mosuli erebi imis gamo, rom agebuli dangrevas daeqvemdebara an Seicvala? gaixseneT pavles sityvebi The Message-is bibliidan: `visi aSenebuli saqmec Semowmebas gauZlebs, is miiRebs sazRaurs. Tu saqme ver gauZlebs, Tqven mier aSenebuli daingreva da xelaxla daiwyeba~. (1 kor. 3:14-15) es marTlac maradiuli danakargia. samwuxaroa, magram aseTia realoba. Tumca amas Tqven ar gisurvebT, Zvirfaso megobaro! RmerTs es TqvenTvis ar unda. axlave SegiZliaT gadawyvitoT, rom es ar moxdes. RmerTma mogcaT sionis aSenebis madli. rogorc ioane mociquli ambobs: `Tavs gaufrTxildiT, rom ar dakargoT is, ris­ Tvisac iRwvodiT, aramed sruli sazRauri miiRoT~. (2 ioan. 8) Tavad ufalma moawyo ise, rom mis yvela Svils hqonoda sruli sazRauris miRebis SesaZlebloba misi saxlis mSe­ neblobisTvis. Sromis saWiroeba arasodes gauferulde­ ba, arasodes moZveldeba da arasodes Seicvleba. Tu day­ r­dnobili xarT RvTis madlze da kargad aSenebT, Tqveni miRwevebiT uricxvi angelozi da adamiani aRfrTo­vandeba ukuniTi ukunisamde.

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1. viciT, rom RmerTs ar sWirdeba, raTa misTvis viSromoT _ mas surs masTan erTad viSromoT. ras gveubneba es ganacxadi mis Sesaxeb? sakuTari Tavis Sesaxeb? 2. fs.139:16 gveubneba, rom RmerTma Cvens dabadebamde dawera wigni, sadac asaxulia Cveni cxovrebis yoveli wuTi. ra gziT SeiZleba gavigoT RvTis mier Cveni cxovrebisTvis dawerili unikaluri istoriebis Sesaxeb? 3. SesaZlebelia (da Zalian adviladac), rom cxovreba erTi SexedviT kargi saqmeebis keTebaSi gavlioT da Cvens mowodebas avcdeT. arsebobs Tqvens cxovrebaSi SiSisa da imedgacruebis gamo miSvebuli sferoebi, raTa axla daiwyoT RvTis Zieba da cxovrebis ganaxleba? 4. me-12 TavSi vimsjeleT sami sakvanZo momentis Sesaxeb, romelTac gadamwyveti mniSvneloba eniWeba RvTisTvis saamo cxovrebis dafuZnebaSi: misi gulwrfelad Zieba, mis saxlSi danergva da sxvadasxva dabrkolebebis moSoreba. romeli maTgani gamoikveTa TqvenTvis pirovnuli SesaZleblobebis gamovlenis TvalsazrisiT? rogor SeZlebT maTSi zrdas? 5. maradisobaSi sruli an nawilobrivi sazRauri gvergeba an saerTod verafers miviRebT. TqvenTvis ra aris sruli sazRauri?

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inc RvTis samefos erTgulad emsaxureboda RvTis saxlis Senebis meSveobiT, karg maradiul sazRaurs miiRebs. yvela Cvengani individualurad movimkiT gaweuli SromisTvis. TiToeul Cvengans gansxvavebuli pasuxismgeblobebi akisria, magram sxvadasxva mowodebebi erT Sedegs warmoSobs: maradisobisTvis SeZenil sulebs. bevri darwmunebulia, rom sajarod moRvawe msaxurebi, romlebic milionobiT adamianis cxovrebas exebian, pirvel rigebSi idgebian da gacilebiT did sazRaurs miiReben. Tumca es mosazreba simarTles ar Seesabameba. RmerTi adamianis msgavsad ar ajildovebs. igi morCilebis saqmeebs miagebs sazRaurs. RmerTi ase rom iqceodes, msaxurebis centri samewarmeo saqmianobis miRwevebi iqneboda. rogorc bolo or TavSi vnaxeT, es sruliad gamoricxulia. RmerTi gansjis da ajildovebs Cveni mowodebis mixedviT, risi keTebis Zalac mogvaniWa. madliT aRWurvili Cveni welTaRricxviT 56 wels, sarbielis dasrulebamde daaxloebiT aTi wliT adre pavlem dawera, rom is `mociqulTa Soris umciresi~ iyo (1 kor. 15:9). es ucnaurad moeCveneba eklesiis istoriis mkvelvars. pavles msaxurebam mTeli maSindeli qveyniereba moicva da 263

gacilebiT meti iSroma RvTis samefosTvis, vidre misma romelime sxva Tanamedrovem. eWvgareSea, rom igi misi drois udidesi mociquli iyo. amrigad, rogor SeeZlo mas amgvari gancxadebis gakeTeba? xom ar azviadebda? es SeuZlebelia; wmida werilis werisas veravin icruebs. suliwmida mxolod im SemTxvevaSi miscemda amis daweris uflebas, Tu pavle marTlac ase fiqrobda. pasuxs Semdgom muxlebSi vpoulobT: `RvTis madliT var, raca var; da misi madli ar iyo Cems mimarT fuWi, aramed yvela maTganze meti viSrome; Tumca ara me, aramed RvTis madlma, romelic CemTanaa~(1 kor. 15:10). Zalze sainteresoa, rom pavle mSvenivrad acnobierebda, raoden aRemateboda misi miRwevebi danarCeni mociqulebis Rvawls, magram sakuTar Tavs mainc maTze umciresad Tvlida. am winaaRmdegobis ganmarteba Semdeg sityvebSi Cans: `RvTis madliT var, rac var~. pavles SeeZlo sakuTari Tavis gamocalkeveba imisgan, rasac RmerTi misi meSveobiT akeTebda. igi srulad acnobierebda, rom mis cxovrebaSi RvTiur mowodebas verafers miamatebda da misTvis micemuli unariT gaTvaliswinebulze mets ver gaakeTebda. es yvelaferi erT sityvaSi jamdeba: madli. mocemuli dinamika yvela morwmunisTvis samarTliania maT mowodebasTan dakavSirebiT. neba momeciT, Cemi msaxurebis gamocdilebis gamoyenebiT gangimartoT. Cemi wignebi 90-ze met enaze iTar­ gmna msoflios masStabiT. maTi sruli odenoba ramdeni­ me milionia da uricxvia maT mier Secvlili cxovrebis Sesaxeb mowmobebi. xSirad adamianebi interesdebian Cemi weris saidumloTi. gulSi mecineba da vixseneb, ra saSineli moswavle viyavi inglisur enaSi an ranair avtors warmovadgendi, sanam RvTis madli Cems cxovrebaSi gamovlindeboda. orgverdiani inglisuri Temis daweras saaTebi vundebodi da erTi paragrafis dasrulebas naxevar rveuls vaxmardi. axla roca vwer, sityvebi TavisiT modis. me sxvebze kargad vuwyi, vin aris am wignebis avtori. ubralod, yvela am wignis pirveli mkiTxveli gaxlavarT. erTxel erovnuli televiziiT interviu CamomarTves da yuradReba Cem mier dawerili wignebis mTavar Temebze gaamaxviles. Tumca intervius mimdinareobisas wamyvani ufro metad Cemi miRwevebiT dainteresda, vidre xsene­ buli TemebiT. Tavi uxerxulad vigrZeni da suliwmidis Zieba daviwye, Tu rogor Semecvala aqcentebi. 264 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

raRac wamebSi dialogi SeCerda da saukeTeso dro dadga imisTvis, rom RvTis sulisgan mowodebuli komentari CamerTo. solomonis sityvebi moviyvane: `ici, rom yovelive, rasac RmerTi iqms _ saukunod rCeba, arc miemateba mas da arc moakldeba. RmerTma daadgina ase, rom misi eSinodeT. rac aris _ ukve iyo da rac iqneba _ ukve yofila; RmerTi moiZiebs gardasuls~ (ekl. 3:14-15). Semdeg vTqvi: `eniT gamouTqmeli raodenobis pastorebi da msaxurebi akeTeben imas, risTvisac RmerTma mouwoda. zogierTi maTgani samaskacian eklesiebs xel­mZRvaneloben periferiebSi. sxvebi dakargulebsa da guldaWrilebze zrunaven ganviTarebad qveynebSi. maT sakuTari Tavi daTeses misionerul asparezze. sxvebi Suagul qalaqebSi Sromoben da yoveldRiurad Tavs deben imisTvis, rac bevr adamians fuWad miaCnia. danarCene­bi komerciis samyaroSi erTgulad emsaxurebian RmerTs. siis gagrZeleba dausruleblad SeiZleba. savaraudod, am gadacemaSi is adamianebi verasodes moxvdebian, Tumca bevri maTgani zecis mowinave poziciebze dgas RvTiuri mowodebisadmi erTgulebis gamo da amas sruliad gulwrfeli motiviT akeTebs~. Semdeg ganvagrZe: `rac Semexeba me, RmerTma konkretuli saqmis sakeTeblad momiwoda da misma masStabma mravali adamiani moicva. swored amitom momiwvieT gadacemaSi. da mainc, me araferi damimatebia im saqmisTvis, rac man damavala. Cemi unaris gazrda, gavrcoba da ufro Sors wasvla ar SemiZlia. erTaderTi, rac Cems Zalebs ar aRemateba, davalebuli saqmis arevaa da es maSinebs!~ studiaSi atmosfero myisve Seicvala da sulieri saxe miiRo. wamyvanma, romelsac Tavad hqonda saerTaSoriso masStabis msaxureba, aRniSna, rom Cemma naTqvamma intervius darCenili nawilis fokusi kvlav xalxis msaxurebis­ken mimarTa. es yvela adamianisTvis marTebulia. SesaZloa, Tqveni mowodeba coloba da Svilebis gazrda, adgilobriv eklesiaSi mzrunvelobis gaweva an locvis oTaxSi Suam­ dgomlobaa. Tu amas erTgulad gaakeTebT bolomde, morCilebisTvis did sazRaurs miiRebT. SesaZloa, Tqvens eklesiaSi cixis msaxurebisTvis, komerciis samyaroSi moRvaweTa cxovrebis SexebisTvis da sruli droiT msaxurebisTvis xarT mowodebuli. Tu saqmeSi bolomde erTguli darCebiT da gulmodgineT iSromebT rogorc uflisTvis, im maxarebeliviT dajoldovdebiT, romelmac mravali suli moipova. gamravleba 265

es sia grZeldeba. me Tavad darwmunebuli var, rom zecis pirvel rigebSi uamrav dedas, biznesmens, muSas da sxva amgvar adamians vnaxavT, romlebic uflisgan did sazRaurs miiReben. RvTis armia dedamiwaze ieso qristes eklesia RvTis armia gaxlavT dedamiwaze. yvela Cvengans gvaqvs gansazRvruli adgili da dakisrebuli misiis SesrulebisTvis saWiro niWebi. wlebis win Cemi meuRle liza ufalma gaaRviZa da sulSi aCvena es didi armia. es iyo dilis oTx saaTze, magram man maSinve gamaRviZa xilvaSi nanaxis mosayolad. _ jon, _ miTxra man, _ es iyo armia, sadac yvelam icoda Tavisi Cini, adgili da pasuxismgebloba. isini srulyofili wyobiT miabijebdnen. zogan Tavisufal poziciebs vxedavdi, romelTac TandaTan ikavebdnen adamianebi. me da Senc iq viyaviT Cven-Cveni msaxurebis adgilebze. aravis sWirdeboda sxvaTa Sexedva mimarTulebis gasarkvevad. isini sruli unisoniT miabijebdnen, radgan maTi Tvalebi uflisken iyo mipyrobili. Semdeg lizam iseTi ram Tqva, ramac Cemi yuradReba miipyro. _ aravin cdilobda sxvisi adgilis dakavebas. yvela koncentrirebuli iyo msaxurebis gasawevad im adgilze, sadac ufalma daayena. gaacnobiereT? RvTis armiaSi aravis Zlevda Suri, rom sxvisi msaxurebis dakaveba ecada. yvela kmayofili da bednieri iyo Tavis poziciaze. amis gaTvaliswinebiT isev Cvens SekveTil saxls davubrundeT. gavixsenoT wmida werilSi dawerili: `sibrZniT Sendeba saxli~ (ig. 24:3). arsebobs ori tipis sibrZne, romelTa meSveobiT Seneba SegviZlia. maTgan erT-erTi zecidanaa, meore ki _ ara. `vin aris Tqvens Soris brZeni da ganswavluli? kargi saqcieliT aCvenos Tavisi saqmeebi, brZnuli TavmdablobiT. magram Tu guli mware SuriTa da SuRliT gaqvT savse, nu trabaxobT da nu cruobT WeSmaritebis winaaRmdeg. es ar aris maRlidan Camomavali sibrZne, aramed miwieri, mSvinvieri, eSmakuri. radgan, sadac Suri da SuRlia, iq SfoTi da yovelgvari borotmoqmedebaa~. (iak. 3:13-16) 266 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

mniSvneloba ar aqvs, ras vakeTebT an es ramdenad kargi Cans. Tu Cveni mamoZravebeli Zala Suri an egoisturi ambicia gaxlavT, xorcielad, wmida werilis miRma da demonuri motivebiT vaSenebT, rac namdvilad ar dajildovdeba. uebsteris leqsikonSi Suri Semdegnairad ganimarteba: `ukmayofilebisa da sixarbis grZnoba sxvisi winsvlis, warmatebis, qonebis da a.S. gamo~.1 Tu RvTis mowodebas qveynierebis TvalsazrisiT SevxedavT, Suri gardauvalia. iyvnen mqadageblebi, romelTac pavles cxovrebiseuli davalebis SurdaT. igi werda: `Tumca zogierTi SuriTa da jibriT, zogi ki keTili ganzraxviT qadagebs qristes. erTni siyvaruliT, radgan ician, rom saxarebis dasacavad var dayenebuli, meoreni ki jibriT, arawmidad qadageben qristes, radgan fiqroben, rom amiT Wirs miumateben Cems borkilebs~ (fil. 1:15-17). is msaxurebi kmayofili ar iyvnen RvTiuri mowodebiT da pavles warmatebis SurdaT. am Surs Sinagani jibri da egoisturi ambiciebi aRvivebda. ambicia raimes miRwevis mxurvale da Zlieri survilia. roca ambicia egoisturia, yuradRebas ufro sakuTar Tavze vamaxvilebT, vidre sikeTeze an sxva adamianebze. amgvari motivi mxolod uwesrigobas da brZolebs warmoSobs da kars uRebs yovelgvar borotebas. meore mxriv, RvTiuri sibrZne sasufevlis moSurneobas anTebs da ara egoistur ambicias. aq mSenebloba mTavari magegmareblis survilis Tanaxmad mimdinareobs da muSakebsac misi gulis wadili aRZravs. am sibrZneze vkiTxulobT: `xolo maRlidan Camomavali sibrZne, pirvel rigSi, wmidaa, mere mSvidobiani, Tavmdabali, morCili, wyalobiTa da keTili nayofiT savse, miukerZoebeli da uTvalTmaqco~ (iak. 3:17). RvTiuri sibrZne, pirvel rigSi, wmidaa. sxva sityvebiT rom vTqvaT, is ar aris ormagi, romelsac garegnuli RvTismosaobis ieri aqvs da Signidan jibriT da egoizmiT aris savse. RvTiuri sibrZne uflis erTgulia da mis davalebebs sixaruliT iRebs. misi mizani ar gaxlavT sxvebs Soris gamorCeva, aramed mowodebis morCileba. ­ am damokidebulebiT yovelTvis gavixarebT samefos win­ svlis gamo, Cveni mxridan iqneba es Tu sxvis mier. RvTiuri sibrZne yovelTvis sxvaTa sikeTezea orientirebuli da ara sakuTarze. igi mSvidia, ar uyvars kamaTi da mbrZanebloba, kritika da sxvebze ufrosoba. gamravleba 267

igi guliT xarobs, roca sxva adamianebi RvTismosaobaSi dadian da TavianT daniSnulebas asruleben. arian zogierTebi, romelTac msaxureba uyvarT da adamianebs itanen da arian iseTebi, romlebsac adamianebi uyvarT da msaxureba maTTvis sikeTis motanis saSualebad esaxebaT. es ukanasknelni swored RvTiuri sibrZniT aRZruli arian. RvTiuri sibrZnis kidev erTi Tviseba morCileba gaxlavT. roca Cveni mowodebiT kmayofili varT, RvTis uSualo da gadacemul Zalauflebas vemorCilebiT. vxedavT RvTis saxlis Senebis masStabur suraTs, romelsac mxolod erTi arqiteqtori, dizaineri da mSenebeli hyavs. igi eklesiaSi myof calkeul adamianebs gadascems Tavis Zalauflebas, unarebs da davalebebs. gankiTxvisas isini miiReben did jildoebs, romlebic maT zemdgomebs emorCilebian. damxmare mwyemsebi, romlebic eklesiebs yofen, TanamSromlebi, romlebic TavianT bizness aSeneben, Tumca damqiraveblebisgan xelfass iReben da sxva amgvarni, Zalian did danakargs naxaven samsjavro taxtTan, Tundac TavianT amboxebaSi did warmatebas miaRwion. Sedegebma ar gacdunoT. SesaZloa did warmatebas mivaRwioT da mainc RvTis winaaRmdeg amboxebaSi v­iyoT braldebuli. gaixseneT mose. uflis miTiTebisamebr, mas kldisTvis mxolod unda eTqva da iqedan wyali saswauleb­rivad gadmovidoda. mose RmerTs ar daemorCila da gabrazebulma kverTxi dahkra kldes. wyali mainc gadmovida da Tanac imdeni, rom sami milioni udabnogamovlili adamiani daarwyula. albaT, ebraelebi erTma­ neTs ase eubnebodnen wylis smisas: `saocaria! RmerTi moses usmens. ra Zalaufleba aqvs!~ miuxedavad amisa, xalxis darwyulebis Semdeg RmerTma mose gverdze gaixmo da amcno, rom aRTqmul miwaze fexs verasodes dadgamda daumorCileblobis gamo. moses namdvilad hqonda Sedegi _ saswaulebrivi Sedegi. Tumca Sedegebi warmatebis maniSnebeli rodia. morCileba ki amis maniSnebelia. RvTiuri sibrZne RvTismoSiSebas efuZneba, romelic RvTis nebas yvelaze da yvelaferze maRla ayenebs. visac RvTis SiSi aqvs, srulad emorCileba mis Zalauflebas. modi, Cemi colis xilvas davubrundeT. im diliT man ase miTxra: _ jon, yvela mebrZols erTnairi saxe hqonda. 268 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

sxva sityvebiT rom vTqvaT, es iyo erTsaxovani armia. es niSnavs, rom RmerTs supervarskvlavebi ar hyavs. amis gacnobiereba eklesiaSi sxvisi adgilis dakavebis an ufro maRali poziciis mosapoveblad Zalauflebis winaaRmdeg amboxebis gulisTqmisgan dagvicavs. Cven winsvla maRlidan mova, Tu eklesiaSi danergili davrCebiT. sxvadasxva doneebi saxarebebSi or analogiur igavs vpoulobT, romlebSic mocemulia sxvadasxvagvari WeSmariteba gankiTxvis Sesaxeb. esenia igavebi talantebsa da minaze. igavi talantebze xazs usvams azrs, rom yvela morwmunes rodi eZleva erTnairi donis mowodeba da niWebi. ieso ambobs: `vinaidan es ise moxdeba, kacma rom gamgzavrebamde mouxmo Tavis monebs da Tavisi qoneba Caabara. erTs xuTi talanti misca, meores _ ori da sxvas _ erTi; TiToeuls misi SeZlebis mixedviT, da wavida~. (maT. 25:14-15) kaci, romelic Soreul mogzaurobaSi gaemarTa, ieso qristea, xolo monebi Cven varT. talanti fulis sazomi erTeulia, magram igavSi, savaraudod, sxva rames aRniSnavs. erT-erTi versia, romelic piradad Cemi azriT, sworia, talantebSi mowodebis donesa da niWebs gulisxmobs. magaliTad, zogierTi adamianis mowodeba erebs wvdeba, sxvebisa _ mxolod qalaqebs an eklesiis SigniT arsebul saxlis jgufebs. zogierTi avtoris wignebs milionobiT adamiani kiTxulobs, sxvebisas _ aTasobiT an asobiT. marTvis niWis mqone erT adamians SeuZlia msaxurebis gaweva megaeklesiis doneze, sxvebs ki saSualo an patara eklesiebis momsaxureba evalebaT. zogierTi biznesmenis samewarmeo unarebi im donis saqmis gaZRolas yofnis, romelsac RvTis samefosTvis asobiT da aTasobiT Tanxis mobilizeba SeuZlia. sxvebis biznesi milionebsac wvdeba. arian iseTebic, romelTa SesaZlebloba ramdenime kompaniis marTvis saSualebas iZleva da miliardobiT Tanxis gaReba SeuZliaT caTa samefosTvis. axla isev igavs davubrundeT. yuradReba miaqcieT or mniSvnelovan punqts. pirveli, yvela monas mieca raRac anu eklesiaSi ar arsebobs adamiani, romelsac mowodeba gamravleba 269

(Tanmxlebi niWebiT) ar hqondes. meore, monebs mowodebisa da niWebis gansxvavebuli doneebi maTi unarebis mixedviT miecaT. rogorc ar unda iyos, ar unda dagvaviwydes, rom es unarebi RvTisgan mogveca da CvenSi araferia, rac ar migviRia. amas werilic mowmobs: `radgan vin gangas­ xvavebs? an ra gaqvs, rac ar migiRia?~(1 kor. 4:7). am igavSi xuTi talantisa da unarebis mimRebma mis xelT arsebuli gaaormaga. ori talantis mimRebic aseve moiqca. piradad Cemi mosazrebiT, es imis maCvenebelia, rom RvTisgan niWebis miRebis miuxedavad, masTan unda viTanamSromloT. amiT SevZlebT misTvis sasurveli gziT davabrunoT miRebuli. da mainc, erTi talantis mimRebma misTvis mondobili umniSvnelod miiCnia, xolo batoni usamarTlo, ugunuri da mkacri moeCvena. is, albaT, ase fiqrobda: ratom momces sxvebze cota? ratom aqvT sxvebs erovnuli an qalaqis masStabis msaxureba? ratom aqvT maT qadagebis, galobisa da weris niWi, me ki _ araferi? ratom ar izrdeba Cemi kompania imdenad, rom sxvebiviT meti gavce? da a. S. amrigad, man Tavisi talanti damala, ar aRasrula mowodeba da niWebi sakuTari TavisTvis an im sferoSi saqmianobisTvis gamoiyena, rac caTa samefos sargeblobas ar moutanda. karga xnis Semdeg, monebis batoni dabrunda da yvelas angariSi mohkiTxa. orma monam micemuli gaaormaga da orivem erTnairi qeba daimsaxura: `kargi, keTilo da erTgulo monav! mciredze erTguli iyavi, mravalze dagayeneb. Sedi Seni batonis sixarulSi!~ (maT. 25:21). xuTtalantiani mona ortalantianze metad ar SeuqiaT, radgan orivem gamoiCina erTguleba da gulmodgineba. es kidev erTxel mowmobs, rom RmerTi Cvengan miRebulisadmi erTgulebas moiTxovs. erTi talantis mqonem didi sayveduri miiRo. batonma misTvis im erTaderTi talantis warTmevac brZana da erTgul monas misca. moRalate monam didi danakargi ganicada, xolo erTgulma _ kidev meti SeiZina. amis gagonebaze 1992 weli gamaxsenda, roca RmerTma wignis weris miTiTeba momca. roca locvisas gulSi es sityvebi movismine, TiTqmis urwmunoebiT Camecina. inglisuris gakveTilebi mezizReboda! CemTvis vinmes rom eTqva, wigns dawero, dacinviT gavagdebdi oTaxidan. miuxedavad amisa, aTi Tvis Semdeg CemTan ori qali movida sxvadasxva dros ori kviris ganmavlobaSi da 270 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

erTi da igive winaswarmetyveluri sityva miTxra: `jon, Tu ar dawer, razec RmerTma migiTiTa, igi saTqmels sxvas gadascems da Sen amisTvis ganisjebi!~ am sityvebma amakankala da rwmenis nabiji gadavdgi. danarCeni ki istoriaa. rom ar davmorCilebodi, sxva dawerda wignebs da me Cem­Tvis mondobil talantebs davkargavdi. CvenTvis mondobilis gamravleba Cven vrclad visaubreT, rom SesaZlebelia Tqveni mowodebisa da niWebis mimateba. axla yuradReba mivap­ yroT TiToeuli morwmunisTvis mindobilis gamravlebas. minebis igavi talantebis igavs waagavs, magram gadmocemuli WeSmaritebis TvalsazrisiT misgan didad gansxvav­ deba. ieso ambobs: `wavida erTi keTilSobili kaci Soreul qveyanaSi, rom mefoba mieRo da ukan dabrunebuliyo. mouxmo Tavis aT monas, misca aTi mina da uTxra, vidre davbrundebode, ivaWreTo~. (luk. 19:12-13) mina talantis msgavsad fulis sazomi erTeulia. am igavSi yvela monas Tanabari odenobis mina mieca. amrigad, mina ar aRniSnavs mowodebis an niWebis dones, rogorc es talantebis SemTxvevaSi gvqonda. aq mina RvTis sityvas, Cvens fundamentur rwmenas, gulebSi CaRvril RvTiur siyvaruls da yoveli morwmunisTvis micemul aRTqmis kurTxevas warmoadgens. is yvela morwmunes erTi da igive sazomiT eZleva da aravis aqvs zedmeti dasawyisidanve. igavSi raRac iseTi igulisxmeba, romelsac yvela morwmune flobs qristeSi. wmida werili acxadebs: `amitom nuravin daikvexnis adamianiT, vinaidan yovelive Tqvenia~ (1 kor. 3:21). da kidev: `kurTxeulia Cveni uflis ieso qristes RmerTi da mama, romelmac gvakurTxa qristeSi yovelgvari sulieri kurTxeviT zecaSi~ (efes. 1:3). yovelgvari kurTxeva Cvenia qristeSi, magram dedamiwaze maTi miReba da gamovlena, Cveni rwmenis meSveobiT xdeba. morCileba, locvebi da gacema maTi gamravlebis safuZvelia. swored amitom keTilSobili kaci, romelic iesos warmoadgens, ase eubneba monebs (anu Cven): `vidre davbrundebode, ivaWreT!~ unda aviRoT CvenTvis mocemuli da RvTis sadideblad gavamravloT. gamravleba 271

ganvixiloT monebis saqmianobiT miRebuli Sedegebi: `mefoba rom miiRo da ukan dabrunda, brZana moegvaraT misTvis is monebi, vercxli rom misca, raTa gaego, vin rogor ivaWra. movida pirveli da uT­xra: batono, Senma minam aTi mina moigo.uTxra mas: kargi, keTilo monav, raki mciredze erTguli iyavi, aT qalaqze gqondes xelmwifebao. movida meore da uTxra: batono, Senma minam xuTi mina moitana. masac uTxra: Sen xuT qalaqze dadeqio. sxva movida da uTxra: batono,aha, Seni mina, romelic xelsaxocSi mqonda gamokruli~. (luk. 19:15-20) keTilSobilma kacma didad usayvedura ukanasknel monas, mina waarTva da imas misca, vinc aTi mina moigo. batonma ase Tqva: `geubnebiT Tqven, rom yovel mqones kidev miecema, xolo uqonels isic waerTmeva, rac aqvs~ (muxli 26). am igavSi ieso mxolod sam monas mimarTavs Tavdapirveli aTidan. kvlav vimeoreb, rom am igavs zemoT gan­xilulisgan erTnairi sawyisi Tanxa ganasxvavebs. miuxedavad amisa, erTma monam aTmagi moigo, meorem xuTmagi, xolo mesamem _ saerTod araferi. aq imasac vxedavT, rom monebis jildoebi maTi nayofierebis kvalobaze gansxva­vebulia. TiToeuli maTganis warmatebam gansazRvra, r ­amden qalaqze miiRebdnen xelmwifebas. CvenTvis mondobilis gamravlebis xarisxze didad iqneba damokidebuli is Zalaufleba, rac aTaswlovani mefobisas da axal casa da dedamiwaze mogvendoba. erTgulebi qristesTan erTad imefeben, magram yvelas ar eqneba igive Zalaufleba. dedamiwaze gamoCenili gulmodgineba gansazRvravs Cveni mmarTvelobis masStabs maradisobis ganmavlobaSi. erTi da igive odenobis sawyisi mina yvelas Tanabar pirobebSi gvayenebs. amrigad, erTgul colsa da dedas, romelic gulmodgined msaxurobs eklesiaSi, sazRauris miRebis igive SesaZlebloba aqvs, rac asobiT aTasi sulis mompovebel maxarebels. es igavi gvaCvenebs, rom yovel adamians aqvs miRebuli erTi minis mravaljer gazrdis SesaZlebloba. Cvens pirad cxovrebaSi RvTis samefosa da mis mSeneblobaze imdenad movaxdenT gavlenas, ramdenadac movisurvebT _ bevrad an mcired. arCevani Cvenzea. faqtobrivad, SezRudva dawesebuli ar gvaqvs. SesaZloa, am mosazrebam 272 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

SegafiqrianoT, magram mis gavrcobas magaliTebis moyvaniT Sevecdebi. mravali TvalsaCinoebis moyvana SemiZlia, magram maTgan mxolod ramdenime gaxsnis Tqveni gulis karebs am sulieri principis gasagebad. sanam maT CavuRrmavdebodeT, pirvel rigSi petre mociqulis sityvebs gadavxedoT: `madli ... gagimravldeT RmerTisa da Cveni uflis iesos SemecnebiT, ise, rogorc misma RvTaebrivma Zalam mogvaniWa yovelive, rac cxovrebisa da RvTismosaobisTvis gvWirdeba...~. (2 petr. 1:2-3) Cvens cxovrebaSi madlis gamravleba SesaZlebelia. iakobi ambobs: `ufro met madls gvaniWebs~ (iak. 4:6). mxo­ lod madliT SegviZlia raime Rirebulis Seqmna caTa samefosTvis. es unari mravldeba RvTis Zalze axlos gacnobiT. swored amitom aris aucilebeli, rom yovelma morwmunem masTan xarisxiani dro gaataros. unda vilocoT, biblia da sulieri wignebi vikiTxoT, cxebul qadagebebs vusminoT da amasTan erTad, veZeboT da movusminoT suliwmidas da mis gamocxadebas. amis keTebiT madli mravldeba Cvens cxovrebaSi, rac ufro metis keTebis SesaZleblobas gvaniWebs. aRmovaCine, rom Cemi nayofiereba miT metad izrdeba, rac ufro metad vuaxlovdebi RmerTs da mis gzebs. Tu maqvs blagvi najaxi, xis moWras mTel dRes movandomeb. Tu mas kargad gavlesav, igive energiis daxarjviT xuT xes movWri dRis ganmavlobaSi. ai, ra xdeba, roca Cvens cxovrebaSi madli mravldeba! Sroma gacilebiT efeqturia. maxsendeba quCis damowmeba wlebis win dalasSi, teqsasis StatSi mimdinare gei-paradis dros. ori saaTis ganmavlobaSi iesoze vesaubrebodi am daRupul sulebs, isini ki ise miyurebdnen, TiTqos sxva samyarodan mosuli vyofiliyavi. zogierTebma iseve swrafad mesroles bibliuri muxlebi, rogoradac me vlaparakobdi. iseTi grZnoba mqonda, rom TaviT kedlis gangrevas vcdilobdi. Cemi Zalisxmeva kedelze cercvis marcvlebis Seyras hgavda. Semdeg ufalma miTxra: `momxede da gaCveneb, ra unda gaakeTo~. momdevno ocdaaTi wuTis ganmavlobaSi RmerTs adamianebTan mivyavdi da maTTvis saTqmel sityvebs mawvdida. axla ukve es sityvebi maT gulebamde aRwevda gamravleba 273

da samma adamianma cxovreba iesos qristes miuZRvna. suliwmidis Ziebam da gulSi gaxmianebuli misi sityvis mosmenam Cemi mcdeloba gaamravla. es bevrjer gamomicdia sxva sferoebSic. rac ufro metad vizrdebodi RvTis sityvaSi, nakleb droSi miT metis keTebis unari meZleoda. vipove WeSmaritebis bilikebi, romlebic Cems dros, dReebs da Tveebsac ki zogavda. locvebi ufro Zlieri gaxda, RvTis Tandaswreba metad igrZnoboda, adamianebis cxovrebaze sasikeTo zegavlenas vaxdendi. wmida werili gvpirdeba: `sibrZnis sawyisi uflis SiSia da wmidis Semecneba _ goniereba. vinaidan CemiT gagimravldeba dReni da mogemateba sicocxlis wlebi~. (ig. 9:10-11) am monakveTSi ori aRTqma gvaqvs: wlebis momateba, rac xangrZliv sicocxles niSnavs da dReebis gamravleba. meore igive ar aris, rac pirveli. aseT SemTxvevaSi zedmeti iqneboda misi damateba. es niSnavs metis moxerxebas igive drois ganmavlobaSi. azri dReebis sigrZis Sesaxeb sxva monakveTSic aris mocemuli: `radgan dRegrZelobas, sicocxlis wlebs da mSvidobas Segmateben~ (ig. 3:2). am muxlis avtori RvTis sityvaze miwebebas gvirCevs, rogorc zemoT petre. yuradReba miaqcieT, rom mocemuli gvaqvs ara marto sicocxlis wlebi, aramed dRegrZeloba. RvTis mosmena da misTvis yuradRebis mipyroba Cvens dros amravlebs. gamravleba gacemis meSveobiT yvela, vinc RvTis Secnobas cdilobs, sixaruliT da uxvad gamcemi xdeba, radgan Tavad RmerTi aseTia. man yvelas gviboZa udidesi saCuqari, misi mxolodSobili Ze. RvTisTvis araferi iyo iesoze faseuli. igi arasodes gascems dananebiT da umniSvnelo saCuqars. man ieso gaiRo, radgan mosavlis gamravlebas xedavda _ mravali Zisa da asulis RvTiur ojaxSi SemoerTebas _ da mka jer kidev win aris. rwmeniT gaReba Cvens xelT arsebulis gamravlebis ueWveli gzaa. igi amravlebs yvelafers, Cveni qonebiT dawyebuli da adamianTa cxovrebaze saukuno zegavleniT dasrulebuli, iseve rogorc mama RmerTis mier iesos gacemis SemTxvevaSia. ieso mizanmimarTulad gveubneba: `mec geubnebiT Tqven: SeiZineT megobrebi umarTlobis 274 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

mamoniT, rom, rodesac gaRaribdebiT, migiRon maradiul savaneSi~ (luk. 16:9). Cveni fuli, romelic saTanadod iqneba gamoyenebuli, gavlenas moaxdens cxovrebis doneze misi dasrulebidan karga xnis Semdegac, rogorc zecaSi, ise axal ierusalimSi. `rogorc dawerilia: [keTilSobilma kacma] gaflanga, Raribebs dauriga; misi simarTlis saqmeebi da sikeTe gagrZeldeba da darCeba ukunisamde!~ (2 kor. 9:9 AMP). Raribi mxolod materialurad SeWirvebuli rodia. arseboben suliT Raribi adamianebic. SesaZlebelia, mavans milionobiT dolaris qoneba hqondes, magram suliT mainc Rataki iyos. amis erT-erTi magaliTia mebaJe zaqe. Tavisi misiis aRwerisas iesom Tqva: `uflis sulia Cemze, radgan man mcxo glaxakTa saxareblad, momavlina gulSemusvrilTagan sakurneblad, tyveTaTvis Tavisuflebis gamosacxadeblad da brmaTaTvis Tvalis asaxelad, CagrulTa gasaTavisufleblad~ (luk. 4:18). mogvianebiT igi qalaqSi Sedis, sadac mdidar kacs poulobs da uamravi adamianis winaSe eubneba: `dRes Sens saxlSi momiwevs darCena~ (luk. 19:5). miuxedavad imisa, rom zaqe qalaqis umdidresi kaci iyo, misi sulieri siRaribe aSkara gaxldaT. sxva sityvebiT rom vTqvaT, man sxvebze kargad uwyoda, ramdenad sWirdeboda RmerTi. ieso bevr mdidar adamians moemsaxura, romlebic kargad acnobierebdnen RvTis sityvis miRebis saWiroebas. msaxurebebis mizani iesos saqmis keTeba, glaxakTaTvis RvTis sityvis gacxadeba da swavleba gaxlavT. finansebis gaRebiT glaxakTaTvis vTesavT da Cveni saqmeebi saukunod darCeba. mniSvneloba ar aqvs, ramdenad bevri an cota gaqvT. Tu Tqvens xelT aris Tesli, romelsac RmerTi danamdvilebiT gpirdebaT, SegiZliaT caTa samefosTvis Tqveni Zalisxmeva gaamravloT. rogor gamravldeba Tqveni niWi? warmoidgineT vaSlis kurka. Tu mas daTesavT, aucileblad moimkiT bevr vaSls. kidev ufro mniSvnelovani is gaxlavT, rom yvela am vaSls gacilebiT meti kurka aqvs. Tu yvela maTgans daTesavT, uamrav vaSls miiRebT da es cikli dausrulebelia. zustad igive xdeba Tqvens finansebTan dakavSirebiT. naxeT, ras eubneba pavle korinTelebs gaRebis Sesaxeb: `imasac getyviT, rom vinc Zunwad Tesavs, is Zunwad moimkis, xolo vinc uxvad Tesavs, is uxvad moimkis. TiToeulma gaiRos ise, rogorc guliT ganewyo, arc gamravleba 275

mwuxarebiTa da arc ZaldatanebiT; vinaidan RmerTs sixaruliT gamcemi uyvars~. (2 kor. 9:6-7) Cveni gamravlebuli mosavali Tesvis pirdapir proporciulia. yuradReba miaqcieT, rom Tesvis sakiTxs RmerTi ar wyvets. es Cveni arCevania. Tu rwmeniT da siyvaruliT uxvad gacemas vgegmavT, Cveni ganacemi didad gamravldeba: `xolo is, vinc Tesls aZlevs mTesvels da purs _ saWmelad, mogcemT da gaamravlebs Tqvens Tesls da gazrdis Tqveni simarTlis nayofs~(2 kor. 9:10). ufali gaamravlebs Teslis marags axlaxans moyvanili vaSlis kurkis magaliTis msgavsad. Tu davTesavT imas, rac xelT gvaqvs, gacilebiT met Tesls miviRebT. procesi iqamde gagrZeldeba, sanam Teslis sawyobi ar gagviCndeba da maSin sxvebis kurTxevis gacilebiT didi SesaZlebloba mogvecema. RmerTi gacemis meSveobiT Cven simarTlis mosavalsac gazrdis. ai, es ukve Zalze sasixaruloa. aq laparakia Cveni saukuno sazRauris mosavlis zrdaze, rac gacemis meSveobiT adamianTa cxovrebis maradisobisTvis Sexebas efuZneba. arsebiTad, CvenTvis mocemul minebs vamravlebT, iseve rogorc igavSi moyvanili erTguli mona moiqca. sxvebTan TanamSromloba gaReba, gansakuTrebiT, RaribTaTvis, romelTac ukan dabruneba ar SeuZliaT, sazRaurs gvpirdeba rogorc am cxovrebaSi, ise gankiTxvisas. caTa samefos SenebaSi Cveni Zalisxmevis gamravleba saxarebis gavrcelebasTan TanamSromlobiT SegviZlia. naxeT, ras eubneba pavle filipel morwmuneebs, romlebic mas finansurad Seeweodnen: `xolo Tqven kargad moiqeciT, WirSi rom meziareT. Tqven iciT, filipelno, rom xarebis dasawyisSi, roca makedoniidan gamovedi, arc erTma eklesiam ar miiRo monawileoba CemTan miReba-gacemaSi, Tqvens garda. TesalonikeSic gamomigzavneT, rac mWirdeboda, erTi-orjer~. (fil. 4:14-16) yuradReba miaqcieT, rom pavle filipelebs mis msaxurebasTan TanamSromlobaze elaparakeba. TanamSromloba, igive partnioroba, gaxlavT `calkeul 276 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

adamianebs an jgufebs Soris ormxrivi urTierToba da pasuxismgebloba garkveuli miznis misaRwevad~.2 jansaRi, RvTisgan boZebuli TanamSromloba masSi CarTul adamianebs yovel­ Tvis aZlevs gacilebiT metis keTebis unars, vidre martod momuSave odesme SeZlebda. rogorc vTqvi, iesom mTeli qveynierebis movla da ara ubralod moqceulebis moyvana, aramed yvela eridan adamianTa damowafeba dagvavala. es davaleba yvela mor­ wmunes akisria. da mainc, Tu yvela maTgani misionerobas moisurvebda sruli droiT dasaqmebis pirobebSi, rogor dafinansdeboda saxareba? (swored amitom aZlevs ufali yovel morwmunes sxvadasxva niWsa da mowodebas) uflis CanafiqriT, msaxurebs saWiro finansebi angelozebis meSveobiT ar unda mieRoT da es Tanxebi arc cidan Camocvivdeboda. man amis uzrunvelsayofad eklesiis sxeuls gaRebis privilegia mianiWa, romelic partniorobas qmnis. RmerTma adamianebs mouwoda da msaxurebis niWebiT aRWurva, rom amiT masebs miwvdomodnen. ukve ganvacxade, rom igi gansakuTrebul niWebs, unarebsa da cxebulebas iZleva misi miznebis gansaxorcieleblad. man es davaleba yvelas ki ara, ramdenimes misca eklesiaSi (ix. efes. 4:11). danarCen nawils misi miznebis sxva mniSvnelovani nawilis Sesruleba daavala. es moicavs muSaobas, fulis gamomuSavebas anu xelfasis aRebas da maTi zegavlenis arealSi adamianebis Secvlas saxarebis meSveobiT. da mainc, Tu sruli droiT muSaob, masebs rogor unda miwvde? pasuxi aseTia _ TanamSromlobis meSveobiT. Tu Tqven gaqvT sicocxlis gardamqmneli produqti, magram TveSi mxolod oris warmoeba SegiZliaT, ver daakmayofilebT Tqvens qalaqs, qveyanas an msoflios. amis­Tvis saWiroa, moZebnoT Sesabamisi SesaZleblobisa da aRWurvilobis mqone kompania, romelic TveSi aTasobiT msgavs produqts daamzadebs da gaavrcelebs. amisTvis masTan TanamSromloba dagWirdebaT. Tu ase moiqceviT, ara marto or adamians daakmayofilebT (rac piradi maxareblobis da damowafebis nimuSia), aramed damatebiT aTasobiT sxvas im kompaniis meSveobiT. Tqven nayofierad gaamravlebT talantebs da Zalisxmevas ubralo partniorobis meSveobiT. igive principi Cans pavles minawerSi filipelTa mimarT. igi ase ganagrZobs: `ara imitom, rom mosakiTxs veZebde, aramed veZeb nayofs, romelic Tqvens gamravleba 277

sasargeblod mravldeba [kurTxevis mosavals, romelic Tqvens angariSze grovdeba]~ (filip. 4:17). yuradReba miaqcieT frazas `nayofs, romelic Tqvens sasargeblod mravldeba~. filipeli morwmuneebi pavles cxovrebasa da msaxurebaSi finansebis Tesvis meSveobiT amravlebdnen TavianT Zalisxmevas sulebis daxsnisa da damowafebis saqmeSi. maT gaiRes droebiTi, rom is maradiulad eqciaT da procesis mimdinareobisas gaemravlebinaT. roca am tipis TanamSromlobas iwyebT, pavle ambobs, rom `nayofi Tqvens sasargeblod mravldeba~. es Tqveni zeciuri angariSia. roca qristes samsjavros winaSe warsdgebiT, ara marto piradad Tqvens mier samuSaoze, samezobloSi, skolaSi da a.S. caTa sasufevlisTvis mopovebuli adamianebis gamo dajildovdebiT, aramed aTasobiT milioni sxva adamianisTvis, romlebsac miaRwieT da gawvrTeniT RvTisgan dayenebuli msaxurebis meSveobiT. swored am mizezis gamo gveubneba wmida werili: `gaatane Seni puri wyals da hpoveb mas mravali dRis Semdeg. gaanawile Seni wili Svid an rva nawilad!~ (ekl. 11:1-2). Tu regularulad gaiRebT RvTisgan daniSnuli msaxurebisTvis (Tqveni adgilobrivi eklesiis CaTvliT), maT mier saxarebis qadagebis saqmes Tqvenc SeuerTdebiT. Tqven yvelaferSi gaqvT wili maTTan erTad, radgan par­ tniori xarT. ai, sasixarulo ambavi: rac mets gaiRebT, miT metad dajildovdebiT. icodeT, rom RmerTi arasodes gansjis Sesawirs misi odenobis mixedviT, aramed yuradRebas aqcevs TesvaSi Tqvens erTgulebas. mama RmerTs gulidan momdinare xarisxiani gaReba surs. mas moswons da akurTxebs gulis amgvar mdgomareobas da ara mxolod gaRebulis odenobas. magaliTad, viRac erTgulad aZlevs msaxurs yovelTviurad 30 dolars. SesaZloa, im adamianisTvis ase moqceva garkveul msxverpls ukavSirdeba. RmerTi aseT Sesawirs mxolod finansuri kuTxiT ar ganixilavs, radgan is piradi saWiroebebis moklebis xarjze ganxorcielda. axla warmoidgineT vinme sxva, romelic TveSi aTasobiT dolars swiravs, magram es misi SesaZleblobebis nametidan modis. aq pirovnuli xarjebis moklebas an raime msxverplis gaRebas adgili ar hqonia. orive Sesawiri mSvenieri da faseulia, magram RvTis TvalsazrisiT ufro meti 30 dolaris gamRebma Seswira. es dinamika 278 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

TvalsaCinod aris warmodgenili qvrivis magaliTSi, romelmac ori lepta gaiRo (ix. mark. 12:41-44). aseve mxedvelobaSi unda miviRoT, rom RmerTi Cvens gaRebuls amqveyniur cxovrebaSic amravlebs. es procesi kidev ufro metis gacemis unars gvaZlevs. wmida werili ambobs: `zogi xelgaSlilia, magram gamudmebiT emateba~ (ig. 11:24). ifiqreT amaze, Tqveni dabandeba izrdeba ara marto maradiulad, aramed fizikur qveynierebazec da uamravi adamianis Sexebis saSualebas gaZlevT. es marad ganaxlebadi da zrdadi cikli gaxlavT. oci wlis win, Cemi nacnobi biznesmenebis jgufi Seikriba. TiToeulma aRTqma dado, rom TavianTi mogebis garkveul nawils saxarebis gavrcelebis saqmisTvis gadadebdnen. Tavidan maTi Zalisxmeva mcire iyo, magram wlebi gadioda da Tanxa TandaTan izrdeboda. es adamianebi mdgradi iyvnen gacemasa da partniorobaSi. maTi mxridan Semowirulobam saxarebis gasavrceleblad 120 milions miaRwia aRTqmis dadebidan 12 wlis Semdeg. maT TavianTi mina aiRes da gaamravles sasufevlis miznebis­Tvis; maTi sazRauri didi iqneba. eklesiis mravali mamakaci da qali warmatebulad saqmianobs biznesis samyaroSi, magram mogebis mxolod mcire nawils swiravs caTa samefos miznebisTvis. miuxedavad imisa, rom sazogadoebis TvalSi isini didad warmatebuli Canan, rogori iqneba uflis Tvalsazrisi maT saqmeebze? Tundac milionebs gamoimuSavebdnen, xom ar ganisjebian erTi minis dammarxvelis msgavsad? maT micemuli ar gaamravles RvTis samefosTvis. vinc ase cxovrobs, ar aris maradisobiT amoZravebuli. amas winaT golfs vTamaSobdi erT biznesmenTan erTad, romelic Cvens msaxurebas swiravda xolme. raundis dasrulebis Semdeg im adamianma Cems sastumromde mimiyvana. gzaSi ase miTxra: _ jon, TiTqmis 50 wlis var. mTeli ZaliT vSromobdi, rom cxra milionis Rirebulebis kompania Semeqmna. yvelaferi kargad midis, Cemi biznesi daubrkoleblad muSaobs da col-Svilsac araferi aklia cxovrebaSi. ratom unda davidga welebze fexi Cemi cxovrebis momdevno aTi wlis ganmavlobaSi, rom biznesi ocdaaT an ormoc milionamde gavzardo? mivxvdi, rom igi Tavs RvTis saxlis mSeneblobis coc­ xal nawilad ar ganixilavda. mxolod me mimiCnevda samefosTvis mniSvnelovani funqciis Semsruleblad, gamravleba 279

magram ver xedavda misi, rogorc biznesmenis fass. mis kiTxvas Semxvedri kiTxviT vupasuxe: _ davuSvaT, ase giTxari: `Zalian bevri viSrome, Cvidmeti wigni davwere, Svidi milioni mili gaviare mogzaurobebSi da aTasobiT qadageba warmovTqvi. ukve yvelaferi awyobili maqvs. msaxurebac TavisiT miedineba da me da Cems col-Svils cxovrebisTvis aucilebeli ar gvaklia. ratom unda moviwyvito weli kidev meti wignebis weriT, mogzaurobiT da qadagebebiT?~ Seni azriT, ieso ras upasuxebda aseT ganacxads? man gaicina da miTxra: _ Sens adgilas yofnas ar visurvebdi, roca amas etyodi. maSinve mivuge: _ Senc zustad igive Tqvi! cota xniT dafiqreba davacade da Semdeg gavagrZele: _ iesom misi samefos mSeneblobisTvis qadagebisa da weris niWi momca. Sen misgan miRebuli gaqvs fulis gamomuSavebis unari, rom RvTis samefos mSenebloba daafinanso. Cans, es ori ram erTmaneTs ver daukavSire. Cemi saqmianoba imazea damokidebuli, ramdenad morCili an daumorCilebeli iqnebi RvTis mimarT. zustad aseve, Cemi piris gaRebis da qadagebis unari damokidebulia Cemi fexebis gadawyvetilebaze, wavides Tu ara iq, sadac xalxi RvTis sityvas elodeba. kaci gaSeSebuli mismenda. man eqvsi Tvis Semdeg damireka. vkiTxe, rogor midioda misi saqmeebi. man ase mipasuxa: _ jon, metismetad Semafiqriana Senma sityvebma, romlebic eqvis Tvis win miTxari. mas Semdeg TavCaRunuli vSromob, rom RvTis samefoTvis metis gaReba SevZlo. momwons aseTi Tavmdabloba. meore mxriv, me da Cemi coli kidev erT biznesmens vicnobT, romelic Cveni saxlis eklesiaSi dafuZnda da Zalze aqtiurad Sromobda yovelive aucileblis keTebiT. man icoda, rom RvTisgan ar iyo mowodebuli sruli droiT msaxurebisTvis da misi unarebi ufro finansur samyaroSi moRvaweobas Seesabameboda, amitom miznad daisaxa, rom mogebis 10 % TavisTvis daetovebina da 90 % gaeca. man miznis Sesabamisad imoqmeda da Tavisi 10 procentiT ara marto umSvenieresi manqana, aramed STambeWdavi saxlic SeiZina. RvTis samefosTan partniorobam misi biznesi aayvava da 10 procenti didad 280 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

gaizarda. man iesos principi gamoiyena: vinc mciredSi erTgulia, bevrSic erTguli iqneba. TanamSromlobis kidev erTi mizezi gaxlavT sxvadasxva msaxurebisTvis madlierebiT miZRvnis Sansi, radgan maTi meSveobiT sulierad vizrdebiT. pavle acxadebs: `Tu sulieri davTeseT TqvenSi, gana didi ambavia, rom xorcieli movimkaT Tqvengan?Tu sxvebs Zalaufleba aqvT Tqvenze, gana Cven ufro metad ara?~ (1 kor. 9:11-12). es xorciel samyaroSi ase ganimarteba. Tu saCuqari erTi megobrisgan miiRe, madlobis baraTs meores ar gaugzavni. madloba imas ekuTvnis, vinc gakurTxa da amis gakeTebiT urTierTobas afuZneb an amyareb. RmerTma amgvari partnioruli damokidebuleba ganzrax daadgina. rac ufro met adamianamde midis msaxuri maTi sulieri saWiroebebis dasakmayofileblad, miT ufro meti finansebis mobilizeba xdeba aucilebeli. amrigad, Tu msaxurebis sasikeTo gavlenis mxilveli yvela adamiani finansebiT mxars dauWers mas (Tundac es qvrivis ori leptis odenoba iyos), ara marto im doneze msaxurebis SenarCuneba gaxdeba SesaZlebeli, aramed misi gafarToebisTvis saWiro xarjebic daifareba. pavle filipelTa mimarT naTqvams ase asrulebs: `yovelive miviRe da uxvad maqvs; kmayofili var, rom miviRe epafroditesgan Tqvens mier gamogzavnili keTilsurneleba, saamebeli msxverpli, RvTisTvis mosawoni. Cemi RmerTi ki yovel Tqvens saWiroebas Tavisi siuxvisamebr aRavsebs, qriste iesoSi didebis meSveobiT~. (fil. 4:18-19) aRTqma, rom RmerTi yovel saWiroebas daakmayofilebs misi simdidris siuxvidan, msaxurebis partnior mor­ wmuneebs ekuTvnis. Tu meaTeds gaiRebT da msaxurebas SeeweviT, SegiZliaT myarad idgeT RvTis am dapirebaze. naklovaneba ar geqnebaT.

gamravleba locvis meSveobiT gamravlebis kidev erTi gza locva gaxlavT. iseve rogorc finansebis gaRebiT vxdebiT msaxurebebis par­ tniorebi, aseve SegviZlia locvis meSveobiT maradiulad gamravleba 281

SevexoT adamianebis, ojaxebis, eklesiebis, qalaqebisa da erebis cxovrebas, romelTac mxolod zecaSi Tu Sev­ xvdebiT. aseve SevexebiT sxvaTa cxovrebas msaxurebis­ Tvis locvis meSveobiT. Cven gvyavs rogorc finansuri, ise locvis partniorebi. locvis partniori is adamiania, romelmac piroba dado, rom MessengerInternational-Tvis yoveldRiurad ilocebs. adamianebi xSirad modian da meubnebian: `TqvenTvis yoveldRe vloculob~. me maT vekiTxebi, marTla gul­ wrfelad akeTeben amas Tu ubralod amboben. vinc gulwrfelad Suamdgomlobs, ase mivmarTav: `es udidesi ram aris, riTac Cveni daxmareba SegiZliaT~. da marTalic aris! Tu qristianebi loculoben, met adamians exeba msaxureba da gavlenac ufro didia. locva aseve aRZravs RmerTs, rom Seexos adamianTa gulebs misi saqmis­ Tvis finansuri mxardaWeris gasawevad. amrigad, Tu saqme asarCevad meqneboda locviT partniorsa da finansur partniors Soris, pirvel adgilze mlocvels davayenebdi. Tumca orive maTgani saWiroa. gamravleba msaxurebis meSveobiT gamravleba msaxurebis meSveobiTac xdeba. Cvens organizaciaSi bevri damxmare da gundis wevria, romelTac me da liza gamudmebiT vaxsenebT, rom Cveni msaxurebiT mopovebuli yoveli adamianisTvis miiReben sazRaurs qristes samsjavroze. es kargad vici brZolidan dabrunebuli daviTis gancxadebidan yvela misi TanamebrZolis mimarT. 1 samuelis wignis 30-e TavSi moTxrobilia, rogor misdevdnen daviTi da misi meomrebi yamaleks, rom israelis banakidan wayvanili xalxi da naZarcvi ukan daebrunebinaT. roca daviTma da misma kacebma brZola daasrules da warTmeuli daibrunes, zogierTma adamianma aRar moindoma im meomrebisTvis nadavlis gayofa, vinc aRWurvilobis sayaraulod darCnen. daakvirdiT daviTis pasuxs: `vin dageTanxmebaT am saqmeze?radgan ra wilic naomar kacs udevs, igive wili unda xvdes saWurvelTan darCenilT; yvelas Tanabrad unda xvdes wili~. ase iyo am dRidan da merec. es aris israelisTvis, misgan dadgenili wesi da rjuli dRemde~. (1 sam. 30:24-25) 282 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

daviTi qristes pirvelsaxe gaxlavT. amrigad, wesi _ `ase iyo am dRidan da merec. es aris israelisTvis, misgan dadgenili wesi da rjuli dRemde~ _ iesosa da misi eklesiisTvis dResac gamosadegia. samsjavros taxtTan wili udevs ara marto winamZRolebs, aramed yvelas, vinc erTgulad emsaxureboda, gascemda da loculobda, Tundac brZolis velze adamianTa Tvalwin ar gamoCenilan. damokidebuleba mniSvnelovania rogorc ukve aRvniSneT, msaxurebisTvis jildos miRebis mniSvnelovani nawilia Tqveni damokidebuleba. ara marto Cveni saqmeebia angariSgasawevi, aramed gulis zraxvebi, romlebic saqmeebs gvakeTebinebs. RmerTi ambobs: `Tu moindomebT da SeismenT, miwis dovlaTs SeWamT~ (es. 1:19). maxsendeba periodi, roca sulierad gamofituli viyavi. TiTqos Cveni saeklesio msaxurebebidan verafers viRebdi, es gansakuTrebiT pastoris qadagebas exeboda. ayvavebuls arafriT vgavdi. am rvaaTasiani eklesiis mmarTvel gundSi viricxebodi da uSualod mwyemsis winaSe viyavi angariSvaldebuli, Tumca TandaTan mis mimarT kritikuli vxdebodi. erT dRes locvaSi RmerTi damelaparaka da miTxra: `problema pastorSi ki ara, SenSia~. gavSeSdi. _ ra aris Cemi problema? ufalma mkiTxa, ras ambobda es. 1:19. moviyvane zemoxsenebuli muxli, radgan dazepirebuli mqonda. Semdeg man miTxra: _ es aris Seni problema. gamudmebiT imeoreb, rom sulierad kargad ver ikvebebi da marTalic xar, radgan miwis dovlaTs ver Wam. saswrafod SevewinaaRmdege: _ me morCili var, yvelafers vakeTeb, rasac pastori Cemgan moiTxovs. ufalma mipasuxa: _ me ar miTqvams, rom morCilebis SemTxvevaSi miwis dovlaTs SeWamdi. me vTqvi: `Tu moindomebT da SeismenT~. Semdeg man Tqva: _ Sesmena anu morCileba Sens moqmedebebs ukavSirdeba, gamravleba 283

xolo mondomeba _ Sens damokidebulebas, romelsac axla simyralis suni asdis! ufalma gamicxada, rogor vemorCilebodi da aseTad gamoviyurebodi kidec, magram Cemi damokidebuleba kritikuli, mowuwune da gamsamarTlebeli iyo. es ki msaxurebis motivze mavne zegavlenas axdenda. maSinve movinanie da momdevno msaxurebaze zeca gaixsna. isev miviRe RvTisgan, rac mWirdeboda. cremlebad viRvrebodi Cemi pastoris qadagebisas da Tan vfiqrobdi, ramdeni ram davkarge Tveebis ganmavlobaSi Cemi araswori damokidebulebis gamo. amis Semdeg Zalian male gamicxadda suliwmidiT STagonebuli pavles sityvebi: `vinaidan es imisTvisac mogwereT, rom gamomecadeT, yvelaferSi morCilni xarT Tu ara~ (2 kor. 2:9). mivxvdi, rom RmerTi gamocdis Cvens damokidebulebas misi nebis damorCilebaSi. me ar vlaparakob imis Sewynarebaze, rasac eSmaki Tavs gvaxvevs. amisgan iesom gagvaTavisufla jvarcmis fasad. eSmaks mtkiced unda SevewinaaRmdegoT rwmeniT, locviT da RvTis sityvis aRiarebiT. me vlaparakob Cvens damokidebulebaze im savali gzis mimarT, romelic RmerTma gangvisazRvra. amaze pavle ambobs: `is zraxvani iqonieT TqvenSi, rac qriste iesoSia~ (fil. 2:5). iesom ara marto Sesva mama RmerTis mier momzadebuli sasmisi, aramed es sakuTari nebiT gaakeTa. swored amitom gveubneba pavle, rom `ganviaxloT Cveni goneba suliT [viqonioT ganaxlebuli gonebrivi da sulieri damokidebuleba]~ (efes. 4:23). ratom? imitom, rom Cveni damokidebuleba motivebzec aisaxeba da gankiTxvis taxtTan wardgomisas ara marto Cveni saqmeebis, aramed maTi aRmZvreli zraxvebis gamoc dagvajildoveben. modi, kidev erTxel gadavxedoT pavles sityvebs: `vinaidan Cven, yvelani unda gamovcxaddeT qristes samsjavros winaSe, raTa TiToeulma miiRos imis mixedviT, rasac sxeulis sicocxlis dros akeTebda _ keTils Tu borots [imis gaTvaliswinebiT, ra miznebi da motivebi amoZravebda, ras miaRwia, riT iyo dasaqmebuli da miuZRvna Tu ara Tavi da mTeli yuradReba mis Sesrulebas]~. (2 kor. 5:10AMP) Zalian mawuxebs imis danaxva, rom zogierTebi RvTis 284 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

msaxurebisas TandaTan mwardebian. maT maradiuli Tvalsazrisis xedva dakarges. isini Sromas agrZeleben, mag­ram itanjebian da maT motivebsac Surisa da egoizmis grZnobebi ereva. Cemi azriT, yvelaze metad swored es uSlis enTuziazmiT damwyeb adamianebs, rom bolomde warmatebiT mividnen. amitom gvafrTxilebs wmida werili: `gafrTxildiT, rom romelime Tqvengans ar moakldes ­RvTis madli, raTa raime mware fesvi ar aRmocendes, ziani ar moitanos da amiT bevri ar Seibilwos~ (ebr. 12:15). yuradReba miaqcieT, rom muxlis Tanaxmad SesaZlebelia bevris wabilwva. amis momswre araerTxel vyofilvar sruli droiT msaxurebis ocdaaTi wlis ganmavlobaSi da es Zalze gulsatkenia. bibliis gafarToebul TargmanSi igive muxli mogviwodebs, rom `vivarjiSoT ganWvretis unarSi da yuradRebiT viyoT erTmaneTis mimarT~. erTmaneTs iseTi sityvebiT unda velaparakoT, rom CvenSi am simwaris arseboba aviciloT, radgan ar gvinda sayvareli adamianebis dacema an mware damokidebulebis gamo sruli sazRauris miRebaSi maTi marcxi vixiloT. me da Cemi coli gansakuTrebul yuradRebas vaqcevT am sakiTxs Cveni Svilebisa da gundis wevrebis cxovrebaSi. sruli droiT mogzauri mqadageblis msaxureba gvakisria da Svilebis cxovrebaze RvTis madlia Cveni cxovrebis wesis gamo. da mainc, ar gvinda rom maT madli moakldeT, amitom vamxnevebT, damokidebulebas vumowmebT da vcdilobT simtkicis SenarCunebaSi davexmaroT. maxsovs erTxel, rogor vijeqi Cems oTx biWTan erTad da veubnebodi: _ biWebo, kargad iciT, rom Tvis umetesi dReebis ganmavlobaSi vmogzaurob da dedaTqvenic saxlSi ar aris TveSi ramdenime dRe. ase imitom vakeTebT, rom RvTis mowodeba aRvasruloT. man am gziT dagviwesa adamianTa cxovrebaze zegavlenis moxdena mis sadideblad da caTa samefos aRsaSeneblad. Semdeg gavagrZele: _ Cvens cxovrebaSi RvTis mowodebis aRqmas oridan erT-erTi gziT SeZlebT. erTi mxriv, mSoblebi TqvenTan xSirad ar arian da normaluri ojaxuri cxovrebis SesaZlebloba ar mogecaT. meore mxriv, SegiZliaT CaTvaloT, rom es ara marto mSoblebis, aramed Tqveni mowodebac aris. rogor SeiZleba ase iyos? Tqven TesavT mSoblebs aTasobiT adamianis cxovrebis Sesacvlelad RvTiuri miznebis Sesabamisad. Tu Tqveni damokidebuleba gamravleba 285

aseTi iqneba, yvela is adamiani, visac Cven movemsaxurebiT, Tqvens angariSzec Caiwereba da gankiTxvis taxtTan dajildovdebiT. Tu CaTvliT, rom es mowodeba mSoblebs garTmevT, verc erTi im sulisTvis ver miiRebT jildos, visac Cveni msaxureba Seexeba. amrigad, biWebo, yvelaferi erT sityvamde daiyvaneba: damokidebuleba. maT gaiTavises naTqvami da amis Semdeg arasodes dascdeniaT sayveduri Cvens mogzaurobebze. faqtobrivad, bevrjer, roca me da liza vyoymanobdiT, romelime mowvevas davTanxmebodiT Tu ara, biWebi yovelTvis gvam­ xnevebdnen da wasvlisken gvibiZgebdnen. saocari urTierToba gvaqvs maTTan. yvela maTgans uyvars RmerTi da yvelani CarTuli arian Cvens msaxurebaSi. madloba RmerTs misi ulevi madlisTvis. amrigad, Cvenma biWebma adreuli asakidan daiwyes TavianTi minebis gamravleba. igives vakeTeb Cemi gundisTvis. maT ase veubnebi: _ SegiZliaT, aq yofna Cveulebriv samuSaod CaTvaloT da amisgan bolos daiRlebiT, gamwardebiT da gankiTxvis taxtTan jildos veRar miiRebT. meore mxriv, SegiZliaT es milionobiT adamianis cxovrebis Secvlis privilegiad aRiqvaT. yoveli wignis gamoSveba, yoveli napasuxebi werili, socialuri mediiT adamianTa cxovrebis Sexeba, dagegmili Sekrebebi da a. S., rac am msaxurebaSi RvTis ganCinebiT xdeba adamianTa mosapoveblad, Tqveni damsaxurebac iqneba. Tqven iqnebiT daviTis saWurvlis mcveli kacebiviT. maT es WeSmariteba miiRes da SesaniSnavi damokidebuleba gamoimuSaves. Cemi, rogorc winamZRolis movaleobaa, rom sicocxlis sityvebi vilaparako, rom maT swori damokidebulebis SenarCunebaSi davexmaro, Tumca, sabolood, es mainc maT pasuxismgeblobas warmoadgens. jansaRi damokidebulebis SenarCuneba Cveni minebis gamravlebasa da warmatebuli dasasrulis miRwevaSi gvexmareba. RmerTi sakuTar saxls aSenebs da CvenTvis didi pativia masTan TanamSromloba. rac ar unda umniSvnelo geCvenebodeT Tqveni saqme, gaxsovdeT, rom nebismeri samuSao arsebiTia da misi Sedegianoba Tu marcxi Tqveni gadasawyvetia. Tavs ioane mociqulis msgavsad daviimedeb: `Tavs gaufrTxildiT, rom ardakargoT is, risTvisac iRwvodiT, aramed sruli sazRauri miiRoT!~ (2 ioan. 8).

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aradisobaSi jildos miviRebT an davzaraldebiT imis kvalobaze, Tu ra zegavlena movaxdineT sxva adamianebis cxovrebaze. es ara marto msaxurebis, aramed Cveni piradi RvTismosaobis (rac aseve mniSvnelovania) Sedegic iqneba: rogor vicxovreT da rogori damokidebuleba gvqonda sxva adamianebTan. sxvebis mimarT Cveni xedva maTdami mopyrobas ganapi­ robebs maSenebeli an damangreveli gziT. Tu adamianebs Cvens dabla mdgomebad miviCnevT, Sesabamisad moveqceviT. maT saWiroebebs zedapirulad movekidebiT da damcirebiT movixseniebT. Tu pirovnebebs vafasebT, siyvaruliT savse gulidan gamomdinare SevecdebiT maTi cxovrebis aSenebas da ganmtkicebas. Tu adamianebi raimes miRebis wyarod migvaCnia, maT gamoviyenebT, gansakuTrebiT maSin, roca Cvens TvalSi maT faseulobas sakuTari survilebi, saWiroebebi da ocnebebi didad aRemateba. Tu adamianebs RvTis xatad Seqmnil pirovnebebad miviCnevT, romlebic mSvenierebi da Zvirfasebi arian, Cveni gulis motivebi maT sakurTxeblad aRgvZravs sakuTari Tavis ugulebelyofis xarjzec ki. aseTia qristesmieri qceva. egoisturi simagreebi sanam iesos gavicnobdi, metismetad TavkerZa viyavi. 1979 wels uflisken moqcevis Semdeg suliwmidam Cemi qcevebis egoistur simagreebze Seteva ganaxorciela. saWiro ar aris imis aRniSvna, rom qristeSi yofnis pirveli aTwleuli didi dapirispirebis periodi gamodga. Cemi cxovrebis erT-erTi simagre seqsualuri gulis­ 287

Tqma iyo. pornografiis cdunebisTvis winaaRmdegobis gaweva Zalian miWirda. eqvswliani brZolis Semdeg 1985 wels marxvis meoTxe dRes gavTavisufldi. amis Semdeg gonebis sulSi ganaxlebis procesi daiwyo. ramdenime wlis Semdeg aRmovaCine am gulisTqmis fesvi. RvTis siyvaruli TandaTan izrdeboda Cems gulSi. Sedegad, adamianTa faseulobis gacnobierebac movida da gamyarda. mivxvdi, rom Cemi Zveli midrekilebis safuZveli ukiduresi egoizmi iyo. qalis Tvaliereba pornografiiT an gulisTqmiT mis xorcis naWramde dayvanas niSnavda. es grZnoba ise gamZafrda, rom Cems guls aujanyda. CemSi TandaTan izrdeboda gamocxadeba, rom qali ­RvTis xatad Seiqmna da didebiT da pativiT dagvirgvinda. es WeSmariteba karga xania vicodi, magram mxolod gonebis doneze da Sinagan kacSi gaTavisebuli ar mqonda. garkveuli drois Semdeg RvTis gardamqmneli saqmianobis realoba gavacnobiere. roca Cems Tvalwin pornogra­ fiuli saxeebi bilbordebze, Jurnalebis garekanze an satelevizio ekranze gaielvebda, Tavs Seuracxyofilad vgrZnobdi. Zalian vbrazdebodi imis gamo, rom pirovneba, romlisTvisac iesom sisxli daRvara, xorcis donemde daaknines. qalebTan Cemi damokidebuleba mniSvnelovnad Seicvala am gamocxadebis zrdasTan erTad. gaognebuli var qalebisadmi mopyrobiT zogierT eklesiaSic ki. maT damcirebiT uyureben, naklebad faseul adamianebad Tvlian da upativcemulod eqcevian. es absurdia. mamakaci da qali RvTis samefos Tanabari memkvidreebi arian. mamakacebma, romlebic ufro Zlieri WurWlebi arian(mxolod fizikurad da ara sulierad), qalebi sakuTar Tavze metad unda daafason. mamakacebma maT mimarT pativiscema da mfarveloba unda gamoiCinon da yovelTvis Seecadon maT aSenebas. qmrebo, Tqven ojaxuri kavSiris Tavebi xarT, magram caTa samefoSi winam­ ZRoloba ojaxis momsaxurebisTvis sicocxlis gawirvas niSnavs. aq sruliad ar igulisxmeba col-Svilze batonoba. Tu ojaxis Tavobad colze metad sakuTari pirovnebis dafasebas TvliT, Sesabamisad moepyrobiT mas da aSenebis nacvlad daangrevT. amisTvis pasuxs agebT samsjavroze. miRebulad yofnis survili egoizmis meore sfero, romelic RmerTma maCvena, kidev ufro macduri gaxldaT. 1980-iani wlebis SuaSi 288 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

daaxloebiT oTxaskacian saeklesio sabWoSi vmsaxurobdi. Cveni eklesia rva aTasze meti adamianisgan Sedgeboda da qveynis masStabiT aTasobiT eklesiasTan hqonda kavSiri. im dros dapirispireba saSinlad mejavreboda da nebis­ mier fasad vcdilobdi mis Tavidan acilebas. ada­ mianebisadmi ukiduresad keTili da Tavaziani viyavi. yvela SesaZleblobas viyenebdi, rom maTTvis raime sasiamovno meTqva, Tundac es simarTle ar yofiliyo. amis Sedegad sabWos yvelaze kargi morwmunis saxeli davimkvidre. es xmebi Cemamdec modioda da kmayofilebas maniWebda. erT dRes, locvaSi RmerTma mkiTxa: _ sad vTqvi 1 kor. 13-Si, rom siyvaruli sasiamovnoa? cota ar iyos, Sefiqrianebulma vupasuxe: _ arsad. Semdeg RmerTma miTxra: _ Svilo, ici, ratom eubnebi adamianebs mxolod karg sityvebs, Tundac es simarTles ar Seesabamebodes? me vupasuxe: _ ratom? ar vici? amaze ar mifiqria. man swrafad miTxra: _ maTgan uaryofis geSinia. vin aris Seni siyvarulis centrSi, Tavad Sen Tu isini? Tu marTla giyvars ada­ mianebi, WeSmaritebas etyvi maT miuxedavad imisa, moewo­ nebaT Tu ara. ufro metad iqnebi dainteresebuli maTi kargad yofniT da amaSi daexmarebi, Tundac uargyon. axla naTlad davinaxe Cems SinaganSi TavazianobiT SeniRbuli egoizmi. mtkivneuli simarTle gamJRavnda. adamianebs miRebis saWiroebisTvis viyenebdi. maTgan mowonebis damsaxureba msurda Cemi daucvelobis dasakmayofileblad da naklebad maRelvebda maTi momsaxureba. maTgan mxolod erTi ram mindoda: vyofiliyavi miRebuli. swored amitom gvyavs uamravi msaxuri, romlebic RvTis sityvis mxolod `pozitiur~ mxareebs aSuqeben. ­ ­isini gaf­rTxilebis, Sesworebis da sayveduris sityvebis­ gan Tavs ikaveben. maT mrevlis WeSmarit siyvarulze metad is ainte­resebT, rom eklesiis wevrebi ar gaanawyenon da maTi ricxvi ar Semcirdes. vin aris aseTi siyvarulis obieqti, sxvebi Tu maTi sakuTari Tavi? Tu dainaxavT, rom adamiani kldidan vardeba da amas ver amCnevs, gana ar dauyvirebT sasikvdilo bilikidan gamosabruneblad? da mainc, gamigonia am `mopiradi zegavlena 289

siyvarule msaxurebis~ kerZo saubrebi adamianebze, rac metad SemaSfoTebelia. isini mimtanebs, macneebs da sxva momsaxure personals dabali klasis moqalaqeebad miiCneven. ra gavlenas axdenen aseTi morwmuneebi adamianebze maTi sajaro msaxurebis miRma? isini pasuxs ageben yvela im adamianze moxdenili zegavlenis gamo, romelTanac uSualo Sexeba hqondaT. maameblobidan simkacremde raki erTxel gamicxadda xsenebuli WeSmariteba, Cemi cxovrebis qanqara sawinaaRmdego mxares gadaixara. Zalze mkacri mqadagebeli gavxdi. adamianebisadmi RvTiuri siyvaruli Cems gulSi jer kidev ar gizgizebda. axla is maRelvebda, rom simarTle meTqva da naklebad vfiqrobdi maT sijansaReze maradiulobis TvalsazrisiT. zogjer Cems mrevls vtanjavdi. yuradReba kvlav sakuTar Tavze mqonda gadatanili, magram axla egoizmi sxvagvarad vlindeboda. Cemi qceva Semdegi sityvebis klasikuri magaliTi gaxldaT: `Sen fiqrob, rom yvela unda daeTanxmos Sens srulyofil codnas. marTalia codna Tavs mniSvnelovan pirovnebad gvagrZnobinebs, magram siyvarulia is, rac marTla aSenebs eklesias~ (1 kor. 8:1-2 NLT). mogzaur mqadageblad msaxurebis pirvel wlebs rom gadavxedav, cudi grZnoba meufleba im pastorebis gamo, romelTac Cemi wasvlis Semdeg yvelafris dalageba uxdebodaT. maSin rom pastori vyofiliyavi, namdvilad ar moviwvevdi jon bevirs Cems eklesiaSi xalxis samsaxureb­ lad. im winamZRolebis madlieri var, romlebmac CemSi RvTis da misi eris msaxurebis gulwrfeli survili daina­xes miuxedavad imisa, rom sulier simwifemde kidev bevri maklda. am droisTvis aRar vcdilobdi xalxis mowonebis damsaxurebas da uaryofis Tavidan acilebas. mudam WeSmaritebas vlaparakobdi da vupirispirdebodi, Tumca igi­ve egoisturi motivebi mamoZravebda, romelTac ufali gulidan maclida. ramdenime wlis Semdeg kargad cnobilma mwyemsma gavleniani winamZRolebis winaSe gamakritika. misi komenta­ rebis Sesaxeb sam sxvadasxva kontinentze movismine. Tav­ dapirvelad Zalian gavbrazdi da gavnadgurdi, magram vicodi, rom wyena araviTar sargeblobas ar momitanda Tu RvTisgan ar damaSorebda. saboloo jamSi, im kacis 290 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

Semotevam maiZula iseTi mondomebiT meTxova RvTiuri siyvaruliT avseba, rogorc arasdros. mTeli guliT vevedrebodi RmerTs adamianebisadmi meti TanagrZnobiT avsebas. verc ki gavacnobiere, rogor moamwifa RmerTma CemSi misi siyvaruli Zvirfasi adamianebis mimarT. am procesSi ufalma gamocxadeba momca, romelmac Cemi msaxureba Secvala. SesaZloa, raRac Zalze Rrma da safuZvlianis mosasmenad emzadebiT, magram es sinamdvileSi martivi ram iyo. ufro metic, sisuleled mogeCvenebaT, sanam masze kargad ar dafiqrdebiT. gamocxadeba Semdegi saxis gaxldaT: `erTi kovzi Saqari wamals ar avnebs~. mivxvdi, rom wamlis potenciali tkbilis damatebiT ar mcirdeba. zogjer ufro advili xdeba misi miReba da xSir SemTxvevaSi sasiamovnoc kia. axla ukve uamravi winamZRoli ase meubneba: `jon, saoca­ ria, rogor gvacineb xolme, roca RvTis sityviT vicxrilebiT. aseT seriozul sakiTxs sicocxlis momniWebelad aqcev~. roca amgvari komentari pirvelad movis­ mine, mivxvdi, rom RvTis madlSi gavizarde. misi didad madlieri var! miuxedavad imisa, rom is gamsamarTlebeli pastori Cems kurTxevas naklebad isaxavda miznad, misi kritika Cemi cxovrebis yvelaze didi kurTxeva gamodga. unda gaxsovdeT, rom RmerTi adamianTa borot ganzraxvas Tqveni cxovrebisTvis mis nebad gardaqmnis. man iudas Ralati jvarze iesos daniSnulebis aRsasruleblad gamoiyena. man iosebis Zmebis mavne Canafiqri iosebisTvis winaswarmetyveluri sizmrebis axdenis iaraRad aqcia. da am siis gagrZeleba dausruleblad SeiZleba. mizani RvTis siyvarulia es yvelaferi adamianebis mimarT Cvens warmodgenaze daiyvaneba. Tu RvTis siyvarulsa da TanagrZnobas Cvens cxovrebaSi gazrdis saSualebas mivcemT, sxvebs amreziT aRar gadavxedavT. adamianebis Cvenze dabla mdgomebad miCneva kritikul da gamsamarTlebel damokdiebulebas aRvivebs da Cvens qcevebsac sixiste emateba. naxeT, ras eubneba pavle romael morwmuneebs: `maS, raRatom ganikiTxav Sens Zmas da amcireb, Cven xom yvelani warvdgebiT RvTis samsjavros winaSe?! piradi zegavlena 291

... ese igi, yoveli Cvengani sakuTari TavisaTvis Caabarebs RmerTs angariSs~. (rom. 14:10,12) Tu morwmuneebi meore udides mcnebas _ moyvasis siyvaruls _ ugulebelyofen, gardauvlad aRmoCndebian sxvebis damcirebis xafangSi, romlis Sesaxebac pavle zemoT gvafrTxilebs. amgvari azrovneba gansakuTrebiT maSin SeiniSneba, roca pirovnebas bibliuri codna aqvs suliwmidis nayofebis safuZvlis gareSe. wmida werili gveubneba, rom RmerTi siyvarulia. mniSvnelovania aRiniSnos, rom siyvaruli ar aris RmerTi. aq uzarmazari gansxvavebaa. RvTis pirovneba, gzebi da miznebi siyvarulze Cveni gansazRvrebiT ar Semoifargleba, radgan am siyvaruls veravin Seimecnebs, sanam ­iesos ar gaicnobs. is aris siyvarulis arsi. aseve, versad wavikiTxavT azrs: `RmerTs aqvs siyva­ ruli~. mas aqvs Zala. mas aqvs niWebi. mas aqvs Zalaufleba. da CamonaTvali ase grZeldeba. Tumca Tavad iesoa siyvarulis arsi. da radgan es asea, Cvenc igivenairebi viqnebiT xelaxla Sobis Semdeg. swored amitom ambobs pavle: `Tu me adamianTa da angelozTa enebiT vlaparakob, magram siyvaruli ar gamaCnia, maSin mxolod JRaruna rvali var an wkriala winwila. winaswarmet­ yvelebac rom mqondes, vicode yvela saidumlo da mqondes mTeli codna, sruli rwmenac rom mqondes, iseTi, mTebis gadaadgileba rom SemeZlos, xolo siyvaruli ar gamaCndes, araraoba viqnebodi. mTeli Cemi qoneba rom davarigo da Cemi sxeuli dasawvavad gavwiro, xolo siyvaruli ar gamaCndes, araferi sargebeli maqvs~. (1 kor. 13:1-3) siyvaruli Cveni sityvebidan ar momdinareobs. SesaZlebelia, sityvebiT adamianze mzrunvelobas gamovxatav­ deT, magram saqmeebiT uarvyofdeT. siyvaruli arc Cveni moqmedebiT iwyeba. zemoxsenebul muxlebSi pavle ambobs, rom SesaZlebelia, erTi SexedviT umaRlesi siyvarulis maCvenebeli moqmedebebi gvqondes (Raribebis daxmareba da sakuTari Tavis gawirvac ki), magram sxva moti­viT vakeTebdeT. es migvaniSnebs, rom namdvili siyvaruli guli­dan momdinareobs. 292 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

roca gviyvars, sxvebis mimarT momTmenebi da keTilebi varT. maTi warmatebis ar gvSurs, radgan maTi gamarjveba gvaxarebs. arasodes vitrabaxebT da Tavs SevikavebT yovelgvari qedmaRlobisa da siamayisgan. arasodes Sevec­debiT sakuTari nebis gatanas. ar viqnebiT gamaRizianeblebi Cveni mouTmenlobis gamo. ar davimaxsovrebT yvela im faqts, roca cudad mogveqcnen, aramed patieb­ as varCevT da yovelgvar vals mivutevebT. arasodes gaviRimebT usamarTlobaze; Cveni miswrafeba wyalobisa da WeSmaritebisken iqneba. arasodes davkargavT adamianis gaumjobesebis imeds da yovelTvis saukeTesos molodinSi viqnebiT. sxvebs yovelTvis udanaSauloebad miviCnevT, sanam maTi danaSauli ar damtkicdeba da ­maSinac ki gveqneba maTi monaniebisa da gamosworebis imedi. s­ asoebiT savse viqnebiT da nebismier siZneles avitanT RvTis samefos an sxva adamianis keTildReobisTvis. daskvna aseTia: vicxovrebT sxvaTa RvTiuri aRSenebisTvis, rac mxo­ lod qristesTan gaigivebiT da misi nebis cxovrebaSi aRsrulebiT moxdeba. winamZRoli, romelmac mravalze moaxdina zegavlena wlebis win Zalze axlo megobris dakrZalvaze viyavi. mas jek uolesi erqva. man Detroit World Outreach daafuZna denverSi, miCiganis StatSi, romelic mraval rasobrivi eklesia gaxldaT da aT weliwadSi oTxi aTas wevramde gaizarda. jeki zimbabveSi miemgzavreboda saqadageblad da rogorc ki TviTmfrinavidan Camovida, gulis Seteva miiRo. jekis gasvenebas aTasobiT adamiani eswreboda: msaxurebaTa winamZRolebi mTeli amerikis masStabiT, sazogadoeb­ is liderebi da mTavar korporaciaTa xelmZRva­ nelebi. garda amisa movidnen qarxnis muSebi, quCis mawanwalebi da kvebis talonebze myofi dedebi. aseTi iyo misi eklesiis demografiuli siWrele. dakrZalvaze bevri iseTi adamianic movida, vinc iesos ar icnobda _ sastumroebisa da restornebis personali da mravali moqalaqe, romlebzec jekma didi zegavlena moaxdina. Cemi megobris eklesiis miRma nacnobi adamianebis mosvlam ar gamakvirva. me da jeki did dros vatarebdiT erTad eklesiis kedlebs gareT da kurTxeuli viyavi misi qceviT yvela im adamianis mimarT, visac quCaSi vxvdebodiT. igi yovel maTgans ise epyroboda, rogorc piradi zegavlena 293

Zvirfassa da SesaniSnavs. igi mimtanebsa da kamerdinerebs momsaxurebis gasamrjelos siyvaruliT aZlevda. zogjer Tavs Sors viWerdi, radgan misi qmedebebi, cota ar iyos, gazviadebuli meCveneboda. es suleluri azrovneba maSin moviSore, roca jekma miTxra, ra Zvirfasi da mSvenieri iyo RvTis TvalSi yvela es adamiani. jeki mxolod ki ar gagrZnobinebdaT, rom mis gverdiT yvelaze mniSvnelovani pirovneba Tqven iyaviT. jekTan yofnisas, Tqven namdvilad iyaviT misTvis yvelaze mniSvnelovani adamiani. dakrZalva oTxsaaTnaxevari gagrZelda. masTan axlos myof winamZRolebs sTxoves, wamomdgariyvnen da ramdenimewuTiani gamosaTxovari sityva eTqvaT. mas Semdge, rac ramdenime Cvenganma mokled ilaparaka, ra axlos viyaviT jekTan da ras niSnavda is CvenTvis, erTi kargad cnobili winamZRoli wamodga da Tqva: `me megona, misi saukeTeso megobari viyavi~. yvelam gaicina. vicodiT, rom jeki TiToeul Cvengans ise gviyurebda da gvepyroboda, rogorc mis uaxloes megobars. am didebuli adamianis zegavlenas ara marto maxarebluri qadagebebiTa da satelevizio gamosvlebiT, aramed piradi Sexvedris drosac igrZnobdiT. misTvis mniSvneloba ar hqonda, didi kompaniis aRmasrulebeli direqtori iyaviT Tu Semweobis mimRebi piri. jekma icoda, ra ur­ TierToba unda hqonoda TqvenTan da uyvardiT rogorc adamiani. jeki Tavisi mowodebisa da niWebis erTguli gaxldaT da amasTanave, micemuli minebi cxovrebis yvela sferoSi gaamravla. daraji, romelmac mravalze moaxdina zegavlena zogierTi pirovneba, romelmac Cems cxovrebas mniSvnelovani kvali daamCnia, kaTedrasTan arasodes mdgara. erTi maTgani gaxldaT Rockwell International-is finansuri TanamSromeli. mas maiki erqva da qristianad moqcevidan mxolod ori wlis Semdeg gavicani. igi samsaxurSi Cems maxloblad ijda da Sesvenebebze da lanCis dros RvTiur Temebze vsaubrobdiT. mogvianebiT, erTmaneTs saxlebSic vstumrobdiT da eklesiaSi vxvdebodiT. Cemze didi gavlena swored maikis siwrfelem da wmida werilidan momdinare praqtikulma Wkuam iqonia. Zalze STambeWdavi iyo misi pativiscema da siyvaruli col-Svilis da sxva adamianebis mimarT, romlebic cxovrebis gzaze xvdebodnen. 294 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

sabolood, Rockwell-i mivatove da msaxurebas Sevudeqi. mokle drois Semdeg maikmac miatova kompania da sakuTari sabuRaltro firma daafuZna, romelic dRemde arsebobs. misi biznesi ayvavda. maiki Tormet aTasze met klients daexmara sagadasaxado deklaraciebis Sevsebasa da sabuRaltro aRricxvaSi da aqedan xuTi aTasi misi regularuli klientia. isini wlebia misi momsaxurebiT sargebloben, radgan xedaven maikis patiosnebasa da erTgulebas. amas winaT maiks vkiTxe, ramden klients gauziara ­RvTis sityva. man ase mipasuxa: `jon, miaxloebiTi SefasebiT, albaT, 90 % iqneba~. es aTi aTas adamians aRemateboda. kinaRam daveci. Semdeg davinteresdi, maTgan ramdenma miiRo gadarCena. man mipasuxa, rom aseulobiT adamiani miiyvana xsnamde da daamata: `gasul kviras erTi kubeli kaci miviyvane ufalTan da masTan erTad viloce, rom simsivnisgan gankurnebuliyo~. maiki aseve bevr msaxurebas daexmara sabuRaltro aRricxvis mowesrigebaSi. erT-erTi maTgani Cveni msaxurebac iyo sawyis stadiaze. maikma Cemi cxovrebis mowodeba kargad dainaxa da wlebis manZilze sruliad usasyidlod mexmareboda deklaraciebis SevsebaSi. maikis cxovrebam mraval sferoSi moaxdina sasikeTo gavlena adamianebze. maxsovs, Cveni xangrZlivi saubrebis dros erTi darajis Sesaxeb miambo, romelmac masze ufro didi zegavlena iqonia, vidre romelime sxva adamianma. amas winaT davureke, rom im adamianis Sesaxeb mekiTxa. maiki telefonSi aqviTinda. man miTxra: _ jon, Cemi cxra deidisa da biZisgan eqvsma cxovreba fsiqiatriul TavSesafarSi daasrula. dedaCemsac igive bedi ewia. Cemi orive babua iaraRiT Cacxriles. Cemi ojaxi metismetad areuli iyo da mec igive mimarTulebiT miveqanebodi. ise moxda, rom finansuri gaWirvebisas dedam sxva ojaxSi gamgzavna, rom Cemze ezrunaT. maTTan Svidi weli vicxovre. ojaxis Tavi adgilobrivi qaRaldis fabrikis daraji gaxldaT. mas Carli erqva. misma siwrfelem, iesosadmi miZRvnis xarisxma da adamianebisadmi siyvarulma daamsxvria Cemi cxovrebis wyevla. Carlis yovel kvira mivyavdi eklesiaSi da RvTis gzebs maswavlida. misma zegavlenam Camomayaliba iseT adamianad, rogoric dRes piradi zegavlena 295

var. erTxel Cemma gogonam Tema dawera, romelic ase daasaTaura: `udidesi adamiani, romelic arasodes minaxavs~. es Carli gaxldaT. albaT, Carlis Sesaxeb dedamiwis zurgze versad gaigo­ nebT am wignis furclebis miRma. da mainc, misi zegavlena im aTasobiT adamianze gavrcelda, visac maiki moemsaxura. misi gavlena Cemamdec movida maikis meSveobiT. aseve, im milionobiT adamians, romelTa momsaxurebis pativic mergo, arapirdapir Seexo Carlis cxovreba. xedavT, rogor gaamravla micemuli minebi erTma darajma? dadgeba dRe, roca is uxvad dajildovdeba. zegavlena STamomavlobaze es erT namdvil ambavs maxsenebs, romelic amas winaT Cemma TanamSromelma wamikiTxa. masSi warmodgenilia aTeisti maqs juksi da RvTismosavi kaci, saxelad jonaTan edvardsi. ai, istoriac: aTeisti maqs juksi uRmerTo cxovrebas eweoda. igi uRmerTo gogonaze daqorwinda da am kavSiriT dabadebuli adamianebidan 310 siRaribeSi gardaicvala, 150 kriminali iyo, 7 _ mkvleli, 100 _ loTi da qalebis naxevarze meti _ meZavi. misi 540 STamomavali Stats erTi milion orasormocdaaTi aTasi dolari daujda. qeba ufals, rom es orive mxriv moqmedebs! arsebobs Canaweri did amerikel RvTis kacze, jonaTan edvardsze. igi maqs juksis Tanamedrove iyo da colad RvTisnieri gogona moiyvana. gamokvleul iqna misi 1394 STamomavlis cxovreba, romelTa ricxvSi 13 kolejis prezidenti, 65 kolejis profesori, 3 Statis senatori, 30 mosamarTle, 100 advokati, 60 eqimi, 75 armiisa da sazRvao Zalebis oficeri, 100 mqadagebeli da misioneri, 60 gamoCenili mwerali, 1 SeerTebuli Statebis vice-prezidenti, 80 mTavrobis Cinovniki da 295 kolejdamTavrebuli Sedioda, romlebic Statebis mmarTvelebi da ucxo qveynebis msaxurebi gaxdnen. edvardsis STamomavloba Statebs erTi penic ki ar dajdomiaT.1 es minis gamravlebis kidev erTi SemTxveva gaxlavT. 296 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

am adamianebma _ Carlim, maikma da jonaTan edvardsma _ bevri adamianis cxovrebaze moaxdines sasikeTo zegavlena. aman didi memkvidreoba datova. da mainc, mravali adamianis Secvlili cxovreba ar gaxldaT maTi sajaro msaxurebis nayofi. es maTi piradi cxovrebis Sedegi iyo. es is privilegiaa, romelsac RmerTi yvela Cvengans aniWebs. ra pasuxs scemT policiis oficers, rogor elapara­ kebiT mwyemss, rogor epyrobiT Svilebs, rogor warmarTavT finansurs saqmeebs, ra sityvebs iyenebT calkeul adamianebTan urTierTobaSi da sxva amgvari saqmeebi gansazRvravs Tqvens zegavlenas irgvliv myofebze. maSenebeli gindaT iyoT Tu dabrkolebis lodi? `ese igi, yoveli Cvengani sakuTari TavisaTvis Caaba­ rebs RmerTs angariSs. amitom nuRar ganvikiTxavT erTmaneTs, aramed imsjeleT imaze, rom Sebrkoleba an cduneba ar daudoT Zmas … maS, veswrafoT mSvidobasa da erTmaneTis aRmSeneblobas!~ (rom. 14:12,13,19) pavle amas RvTis samsjavrosTan pirdapir kavSirSi ganixilavs. yovelgvari zegavlena, rasac calkeul adamiane­ bze movaxdenT, iq mkacr gamocdas gaivlis. didad mniSvnelovania, rom es yovelTvis gvaxsovdes. am­ gvari damokidebuleba gamarjvebisken swrafvas aRZravs CvenSi da nakleb yuradRebas mivaqcevT sakuTar Tavs. rebeka ruTer springeri mecxramete saukuneSi cxovrobda da zecaSi iqna wayvanili, sanam gardaicvleboda da iq saboloo jildos misaRebad warsdgeboda. dabrunebis Semdeg man Tavisi klasikuri nawarmoebi `Intra Muros~ da­ wera. wignSi igi erT naTesavs axsenebs, romelTan erTadac zecaSi sakmao dro dahyo. qalma Tqva, rom es naTesavi misi mazli gaxldaT da ufalTan Zalze axlos iyo. mazlma mas aseTi sityvebi uTxra: `netav SegveZlos jer kidev xorcSi yofnisas gaanalizeba, rom yoveldRiurad maradisobisTvis vaSenebT. ramdenad gansxvavebuli iqneboda Cveni cxovreba mraval sferoSi! yoveli keTili sityva, yoveli mwyalobeli azri, yoveli uangaro qmedeba momaval cxovrebaSi maradiuli silamazis sayrden svetad iqceva~.2 piradi zegavlena 297

sxvebis miyvana iesosTan udidesi zegavlena, rasac pirovnebaze movaxdenT, misi iesosTan miyvana gaxlavT. roca maradiuli gankiT­ xvis raobas acnobierebT, Sinagani swrafva geqnebaT, rom gadarCenis gegmaze sxvebsac uamboT. bibliaSi vkiTxulobT: `brZenia is, vinc sulebs iZens [RvTisTvis, rogorc adamianTa mebaduri _ igi maradisobisTvis agrovebs da miiRebs maT]~ (ig. 11:30). axalmoqceuli rom viyavi, yvela im adamianisTvis saxa­ rebis gaziarebis Sinagan moTxovnas vgrZnobdi, visac Cems irgvliv vxvdebodi. mogvianebiT, suliwmidis winam­ ZRolobis Zieba viswavle, rodis da ra melaparaka. miv­ xvdi, rom iesos mowodebis miuxedavad, igi imas akeTebda, rasac mama RmerTisgan xedavda. roca RmerTTan erTad davdivarT, misgan modis mimarTuleba, romelic gansxvav­ deba adrindeli mouTokavi survilisgan, rasac imedgac­ ruebamde mivyavarT da adamianebsac vafrTxobT. rogorc ar unda iyos, adamianebis saukuno sicoc­ xlesTan miyvanis saWiroeba yovelTvis iarsebebs, sanam yvelani zecaSi ar wavalT. RvTis siyvaruli am survils kvebavs. adamianis qristemde miyvana zeciur angelozebs da Tavad RmerTs gamouTqmel sixaruls aniWebs. iesom Tqva: `momkeli sazRaurs iRebs da misi nayofi saukuno sicocxlemde miyvanili adamianebia~ (ioan. 4:36-37 NLT). me Cemi colis ufalTan miyvanis pativi mergo Cvens pirvel paemanze. iesos rwmenidan mokle xanSi piroba davde, rom arc erT gogos ar Sevxvdebodi, sanam ieso cols Tavad ar gamomiCenda. vicodi, rom RmerTma adams eva miuyvana da mas CemTvisac SeeZlo igives gakeTeba. qristianad moqcevamde bevr gogosTan mqonda paemani. moqcevis Semdeg ramdenime qristian gogonasac Sevxvdi da aRmovaCine, rom es xels miSlida RmerTTan urTierTo­baSi. Cvens gulebSi tkivili da cremlebi iyo, roca urTierTobas vwyvetdiT. didi xani ar damWirda imis gasaazre­blad, rom es CemTvis gonivruli nabiji ar iyo, amitom piroba davde, rom axal gogonasTan Sexved­ ramde gulianad vilocebdi. am droisTvis ki Cemi momavali coli sakmaod Tamami gogo gaxldaT. kampusis erTma studentma mas yvelaze mouTokavi gogoc ki uwoda. ar vici, es sruli simarTle iyo Tu ara, magram arc mTlad tyuili ar unda yofiliyo. roca lizasTan urTierToba daviwye, ukve weliwadnaxe298 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

vari iyo, rac gogos ar Sevxvedrodi. yovelTvis, roca RmerTs amis nebarTvas vTxovdi, uars viRebdi. amjerad suliwmidam mibiZga, rom liza bibliis SemswavlelTa momaval piknikze damepatiJa. man mowveva miiRo. piknikis Semdeg me da lizam kampusis ezoSi gaviseirneT da mas saxareba gavuziare SuaRamidan 1:30-mde. moulodnelad lizam laparaki Semawyvetina da maSinve moindoma gadarCenis miReba. Zalian male orivem gavacnobiereT, rom RvTis neba iyo Cveni daqorwineba. gulwrfelad vit­ yvi, rom me ufro mogebuli davrCi. dRes ar viqnebodi ise­Ti, rogoric var, Cems gverdiT liza rom ar ­yofiliyo. Cemi coli milionobiT sicocxles Seexo RvTis sit­ yviT. igi nayofieri mwerali da usamarTlobis winaaRmdeg mebrZolia. mas konferenciebze iwveven mTeli msoflios masStabiT. ra moxdeboda, misTvis xarebis Sansi rom ar gamomeyenebina? ra moxdeboda, misgan dacinvis miRebis SiSiT iesoze laparakisgan Tavi rom Semekavebina? dar­ wmunebuli var, rom RmerTi sxva vinmes gagzav­ nida. me avcde­bodi RvTisgan mosul saukeTeso arCevans Cemi colis saxiT da ar meqneboda wili yvela im adamianis gadarCenaSi, romelTac Cemi coli maradisobisTvis moemsa­xura. madloba RmerTs misi kurTxevebisTvis! gaxsovdeT, rom Tesli mravldeba, magram Tavad Tesli umniSvnelo Cans. nurasodes CaTvliT suliwmidis winamZRolobas TavisTavad gamomdinared da rac ufro mniSvnelovania, nu ugulebelyofT mas. erTi SexedviT `umniSvnelo~ sagnebi, raSic RmerTs davemorCile, Cemi cxovrebis yvelaze mniSvnelovan gamamravlebel faqtorad iqca. RmerTs surs, rom amravlebdeT. RmerTs aseve surs, rom gamravlebisTvis dagajildovoT. saboloo Segoneba sasworze bevri ram devs. ar SeiZleba zedapirulad movekidoT dedamiwaze CvenTvis mocemul dros. adamianTa saukuno xvedri RvTis gegmis mimarT Cvens morCilebazea damokidebuli. misi nebaa, rom yvela gadarCes da iesos msgavsad gardaiqmnas. mas ar surs, rom vinme misi nebis miRma darCes. israelianTa mTeli Taoba udabnoSi Caixoca egviptidan gamosvlis Semdeg. SesaZlebelia, gvyavdes didebuli winamZRolebi, magram Cvenze, rogorc Taobazea damokidebuli mTavari mSeneblis gegmis aRsruleba. man piradi zegavlena 299

ganacxada: `da eqadageba samefos es saxareba mTel msoflios yvela erisTvis dasamowmeblad da maSin dadgeba aRsasruli~ (maT. 24:14). nu ugulebelvyofT Cvens davalebas! ukve droa, es Cveni movaleobaa da iesoc modis! Tu Cvens daniSnulebas ar aRvasrulebT, RmerTs sxva Taobis wamoyeneba dasWirdeba iseve, rogorc joSuas SemTxvevaSi moiqca, radgan man ukve daadgina, rom uflis saxli savse unda iyos. RvTis gegmis Sesasruleblad Cveni wili davaleba unda SevasruloT mondobilis gamravlebis meSveobiT. nu dayriT far-xmals. nu ifiqrebT, rom Tqveni davaleba umniSvneloa. nu dakargavT enTuziazms. nu gaqreba zeciuri xedva Tqveni gonebidan, romelic cxadi gaxda axal aRTqmaSi da am wignSic mocemulia. ara marto Tqveni Taobis adamianebs aqvT Tqveni imedi _ vinc, mTeli guliT elodeba, rodis gaucxadebT iesos an gaamxnevebT da gaaZlierebT rwmenaSi, aramed Tqveni saukuno xvedric gelodebaT. warmatebas uflis madlze sruli mindobiT miaRwevT. igi erTgulia! mogiwodebT, rogorc RvTis samefos Tanamoqalaqe. aRasruleT Tqveni mowodeba da gaamyareT Tqveni rCeulo­ ba! bolomde gairbineT Tqvens win mdebare sarbieli. aqedan aTi milioni wlis Semdeg rom ukan moixedavT, Tqveni namoqmedari gagaxarebT. SeuZlebelia, metismeti mogivideT RvTis nebis aRsrulebaSi. amrigad, irbineT ise, rom gaimarjvoT! saboloo gamxnevebis saxiT gitovebT pavles erT-erT yvelaze gulwrfel locvas yvela wmidanisTvis: `Tqven ki ufalma gagimravloT da uxvad mogceT siyvaruli erTimeorisa da yvelas mimarT, rogorc Cven varT Tqvendami, raTa ganmtkicdes Tqveni gulebi ubiwod siwmideSi, Cveni RmerTisa da mamis winaSe, Cveni uflis ieso qristes mosvlisas, mis yvela wmidanTan erTad~. (1 Tes. 3:12-13) wmida werili imaze gacilebiT met muxls Seicavs saukuno sazRauris Sesaxeb, ris datevac am wignSi iqneboda SesaZlebeli. saukuno sasjelisa da jildos Sesaxeb adgilebis sanaxavad ewvieT veb-gverds: DrivenByEternity.com/EternalRewards. 300 maradisobiT amoZravebulni

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1. arsebobs Tqvens cxovrebaSi iseTi sferoebi (an raime mTavari), rac erTi SexedviT umniSvnelo da naklebad STambeWdavi geCvenebaT? ifiqreT am sag­ nebze zeciuri perspeqtiviT. ratom iqneba RvTis­ Tvis mniSvnelovani im sferoebSi Tqveni erTguleba, romlebic TiTqosda umniSvnelo Cans? 2. umetesi CvenganisTvis Sejibreba an sxvebisTvis Tavis Sedareba instinqturia. ra icvleba RvTis samefosadmi Cvens midgomaSi, roca yuradRebas aRar vaq­cevT Cvens miRwevebs sxvebTan mimarTebaSi? 3. Tqveni cxovreba mdidaria gamravlebiT? rogor SeZlebT Tqveni drois, locvisa da resursebis ukeTesad marTvas? 4. Cveni wignis furclebze mogzaurobis dasawyisSi 1 ioan. 4:17-ze vimsjeleT, romelic gveubneba, rom SegviZlia gabedulad warvsdgeT qristes sam­ sjavros winaSe. imis gaTvaliswinebiT, rasac axla akeTebT, SegiZliaT ganmartoT, ratom aris ase? 5. axla ra gziT SeZlebT daJinebulobis gamoCenas maradiuli zegavlenis mqone cxovrebis SenebaSi?

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rogor miviRoT gadarCena `Tu Seni bagiT aRiareb, rom ieso ufalia, da Seni guliT irwmuneb, rom RmerTma mkvdreTiT aRadgina igi, gadarCebi. vinaidan guliT swamT simarTle, xolo bagiT aRiareben gadasarCenad~. rom. 10:9-10

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merTs surs, rom maradiuli warmatebis poziciaze idgeT. mas didi mowadineba aqvs Tqvensa da im gegmis mimarT, romelic Tqveni cxovrebisTvis Seqmna. da mainc, Tqveni daniSnulebisken svlis dawyebis erTaderTi gza aseTia: xsnis miReba RvTis Zis, ieso qristes meSveobiT. RmerTma ieso qristes sikvdiliTa da aRdgomiT gza gagixsnaT mis samefoSi sayvareli Zisa da asulis saxiT Sesasvlelad. qristes jvarcmis msxverplma SesaZlebeli gaxada TqvenTvis maradiuli da uxvi sicocxlis usasyidlod miReba. gadarCena RvTis saCuqaria. Tqven mas verc daimsaxurebT da verc gamoimuSavebT. am Zvirfasi saCuqris misaRebad, pirvel rigSi, unda aRiaroT Tqveni Semoqmedisgan damoukideblad cxovrebis codva (radgan es aris Tqven mier Cadenili yvela codvis fesvi). amgvari monanieba gadarCenis miRebis umniSvnelovanesi nawilia. petrem es im dRes gaacxada, roca xuTi aTasma adamianma moinania saqmeTa wignSi: `maS, moinanieT da moiqeciT, rom warixocos Tqveni codvebi!~ (saqm. 3:19). wmida werili acxadebs, rom yoveli Cvengani codvis monad ibadeba. am monobis fesvi adamis codvisgan modis, rac nebsiT urCobis magaliTia. monanieba aris arCevani, rac sakuTari Tavisa da satanis, sicruis mamis morCilebidan axali batonis, ieso qristes morCilebaSi gadmosvlas niSnavs, romelmac sicocxle gaswira Tqvens gamosaxsnelad. iesos Tqvens cxovrebaze uflobis neba unda misceT. iesos uflad aRiareba misTvis Tqvens cxovrebaze (sul303

ze, samSvinvelsa da sxeulze) _ mTels Tqvens arsebasa da sakuTrebaze _ batonobis miniWebas niSnavs. rogorc ki amas gaakeTebT, RmerTi sibnelisgan dagixsniT da misi samefos sinaTlesa da didebaSi gadagiyvanT. Tqven martivad gadaxvalT sikvdilidan sicocxleSi da misi Svili gaxdebiT! Tu gsurT gadarCenis miReba ieso qristes meSveobiT, Semdegi locva warmoTqviT: `zeciero mamav, vaRiareb, rom codvili var da Sors vdgavar Seni simarTlis standartebidan! Cemi cod­ vebisTvis saukuno sasjels vimsaxureb! madloba, rom am mdgomareobaSi ar damtove. mjera, rom ieso qriste, qalwuli mariamisgan dabadebuli Seni mxo­ lodSobili Ze gamogzavne dedamiwaze Cemi sasjelis jvarze asatanad. mjera, rom igi mesame dRes aRdga da axla Sens marjvniv zis rogorc Cemi ufali da mx­ sneli. amrigad, dRes vinanieb Sengan Cems damouki­ deblobas da cxovrebas mTlianad ieso qristes uflobas gadavcem. ieso, Cems uflad da mxsnelad gaRiareb! Semodi Cems cxovrebaSi Seni suliT da maqcie RvTis Svilad! vinanieb sibnelis saqmeebs Cems cxovrebaSi. Seni madliT vicocxleb SenTvis, vinc sakuTari Tavi gaswira, rom maradiulad mecocxla. madloba, ufalo! axla Cemi cxovreba mTlianad Sens xelSia da Seni sityvis Tanaxmad, arasodes viqnebi Sercxvenili~. keTili iyos Tqveni SemobrZaneba RvTis ojaxSi!mogiwodebT, rom es saocari axali ambavi sxva morwmunes gauziaroT. aseve mniSvnelovania, rom SeuerTdeT bibliis morwmune adgilobriv eklesias da im adamianebs, romlebic axal rwmenaSi gagamxneveben. SegiZliaT, Cvens msaxurebas daukavSirdeT (ewvieT MessengerInternational.org-s) Tqvens sacxovrebel arealSi eklesiis sapovnelad. Tqven es-es aris wamoiwyeT SesaniSnavi mogzauroba. dae, yoveldRiurad gaizardeT gamocxadebaSi, madlSi da RmerTTan megobrobaSi!

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SeniSvnebi Tavi 1 1. Webster’s Encyclopedic Unabridged Dictionary of the English Language (New York: Gramercy, 1993), s.v. “eternity.” 2. The American Heritage Dictionary of the English Language, Fourth Edition (New York: Houghton Mifflin, 2000), s.v. “eternity.” Eternity: the state or quality of being eternal; eternal: existing outside of time; hence: the state of existing outside of time. 3. Merrill F. Unger, The New Unger’s Bible Dictionary, ed. R. K. Harrison (Chicago: Moody, 1988), BibleSoft PCStudyBible Version 4. 4. Robert Young, Young’s Literal Translation of the Holy Bible (Grand Rapids, MI: Baker, 1986). Tavi 2 1. gamocxadeba 2:23 AMP 2. luka 16:2 3. ebraelTa 4:13 AMP 4. ioane 8:24 5. saqmeebi 4:12 AMP 6. iakobi 2:10 TLB 7. efeselTa 2:8–9 NLT (sityva `RmerTi~ `jeiliniT~ aris Secvlili Txrobis Sesabamisad) 8. eklesiaste 9:5–6 NLT 9. igavebi 24:20 NLT 10. igavebi 13:13 11. maTe 22:13–14 12. gamocxadeba 22:14–15 13. tite 1:16 NLT(sityva `RmerTi~ `jeiliniT~ aris Secvlili Txrobis Sesabamisad) 14. luka 6:46 TEV 15. maTe 7:21–23 TLB (sityva `zeca~ `afabeliT~ aris Secvlili Txrobis Sesabamisad) 16. iakobi 2:14, 17–20 NLT (sityva `RmerTi~ `jeiliniT~ aris Secvlili Txrobis Sesabamisad). 17. ezekieli 18:25, 27–28 TLB 18. fsalmuni 50:16–21 TLB 19. maTe 22:13 20. igavebi 30:12 21. maTe 24:12–13 TEV 22. 2 petre 2:20–21 TEV (ieso qristes saxeli `jeiliniT~ aris Secvlili Txrobis Sesabamisad) 23. ezekieli 18:24–27 NLT 24. maTe 24:13 25. gamocxadeba 3:5 NASB 26. igavebi 21:16 NIV 27. maTe 22:13–14

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28. ebraelTa 10:26–27, 30–31 NLT (sityva `RmerTi~ `jeiliniT~ aris Secvlili Txrobis Sesabamisad) 29. iakobi 3:1 NLT (sityva `eklesia~ Secvlilia sityviT `skola~, xolo sityva `RmerTi~ _ `jeiliniT~, Txrobis Sesabamisad) 30. markozi 9:42 31. luka 12:45–48 NLT 32. iuda 13 TEV 33. maTe 22:13–14 34. gamocxadeba 16:5–7 TEV Tavi 4 1. The American Heritage Dictionary, Third Edition (New York: Houghton Mifflin, 1992), s.v. “elementary.” Tavi 5 1. Movie Reviews: The Matrix. http://www.pluggedinonline.com /movies/movies/a0000128.cfm. Accessed September 5, 2005. 2. Alexander Roberts and James Donaldson, eds., The AnteNicene Fathers. “Polycarp: Letter to the Philippians,” 10 vols. (Grand Rapids, MI: Wm. Eerdmans Publishing Company, 1985), ch. 1. 3. Alexander Roberts and James Donaldson, eds., The AnteNicene Fathers. “Polycarp: Letter to the Philippians,” 10 vols. (Grand Rapids, MI: Wm. Eerdmans Publishing Company, 1985), ch. 2. 4. Alexander Roberts and James Donaldson, eds., The AnteNicene Fathers. “Clement of Rome Letter to the Corinthians,” 10 vols. (Grand Rapids, MI: Wm. Eerdmans Publishing Company, 1985), ch.32. notes 291 5. Alexander Roberts and James Donaldson, eds., The AnteNicene Fathers. “Clement of Rome Letter to the Corinthians,” 10 vols. (Grand Rapids, MI: Wm. Eerdmans Publishing Company, 1985), ch.34. 6. David W. Bercot, ed., A Dictionary of Early Christian Beliefs (Hendrickson Publishers, Inc., 1998), 586. 7. igive. 8. Josh McDowell, Evidence That Demands a Verdict (San Bernardino, CA: Here’s Life Publishers, 1972), 50–52. Tavi 6 1. Kenneth E. Hagin, I Believe in Visions (Tulsa, OK: Faith Library Publications, 1984), 68–71 (second edition; tenth printing). 2. From the UBS Handbook Series. © 1961–1997 by United Bible Societies. 3. David W. Bercot, ed. A Dictionary of Early Christian Beliefs (Hendrickson Publishers, Inc., 1998). 4. igive. 5. igive. 6. igive. 7. igive. 8. The American Heritage Dictionary of the English Language, Fourth Edition. Houghton Mifflin Co., 2004 (software edition).

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Tavi 8 1. luka 14:12–14 2. markozi 12:43–44 TEV 3. koloselTa 1:28 (qristes saxeli `jeiliniT~ aris Secvlili Txrobis Sesabamisad) 4. ezekieli 13:10–11 NIV 5. 1 korinTelTa 3:12–15 NLT 6. 1 TesalonikelTa 2:19–20 NLT 7. maTe 12:36–37 TEV 8. igavebi 12:14 TEV 9. ieremia11:20 10. ieremia 17:10 NLT (aq uflis saxeli `jeiliniT~ aris Secvlili Txrobis Sesabamisad) 11. es saubari adaptirebulia Semdegi adgilidan: maTe 25:34–40 TEV 12. 2 korinTelTa 9:10 13. 2 korinTelTa 9:9 AMP 14. luka 14:11 AMP 15. luka 19:17 NLT 16. gamocxadeba 2:26–27 NIV 17. maTe 25:21 Tavi 9 1. am TavSi saxelebi Secvlilia adamianTa piradi cxovrebis gafrTxilebis motiviT. Tavi 10 1. James Strong, Strong’s Exhaustive Concordance of the Bible (Peabody, MA: Hendrickson Publishers, 1988). 2. Biblesoft New Exhaustive Strong’s Concordance, (Seattle, WA: Biblesoft, Inc., ver. 4, 1994). Tavi 11 1. es nawili adaptirebulia Cemi wignidan `Seupovari: Zala, romelic gWirdebaT imisTvis, rom arasodes danebdeT~. (Relentless: The Power You Need to Never Give Up (Colorado Springs, CO: Waterbrook Press, 2011), 217–219). Tavi 13 1. Webster’s Encyclopedic Unabridged Dictionary of the English Language (New York: Gramercy, 1993), s.v. “envy.” 2. The American Heritage Dictionary of the English Language, Fourth Edition. Houghton Mifflin Co., 2004 (software edition). Tavi 14 1. Leonard Ravenhill, Sodom Had No Bible (Minneapolis, MN: Bethany House, 1971), 155. 2. Rebecca Ruter Springer, My Dream of Heaven: A Nineteenth Century Spiritual Classic: Originally Known As Intra Muros (Cincinnati, OH: Harrison House), 21.

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